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Idealism - How Many Stars Are There

I'm seriously messed up. I'm clinically depressed. I'm suicidal. I have anger issues. Dead inside. Almost zero emotion. hate life. Love sleep because I don't dream so its like nonexistence for a little while. AND... last but not least.. When I LOVE someone I love them "too much"

Age: "???"
Sex: Male

(random; "do you support LGBTQ+?" 
me; "Absolutely not.")

Suicide Note From The Owner Of This Page.

Dear reader of this note,
I am writing this to say my life was full of almost nothing but pain and suffering. So many people that have entered my life have ruined my life in one way or another.  The pains I have gone through are horrid and should never happen to another human. I hope the world which I am now leaving will have the correct rulers in place after my passing. I need to say that I have not committed suicide with a sane mind. I have committed suicide because I have gone insane and my mind has been lost. No. I did not write this note then commit suicide seconds later. I have wrote this note on 16th May 2024 2:54am. This note is going to be placed inside my bedroom drawer which is empty and I have no use for until this note is inside. Goodbye dear reader.


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