i think i lost my happy place
my fantasies start to strangle to strangle me
and i'm doing the best i can
but solitude's not the reality

i didn't wanna hurt myself,
but i hurt myself
i didn't wanna hurt myself,
but i hurt myself
the blood in my nose just keeps pouring out
(let it all fall down)
medicine stuffs my nose til it chokes me out
(1, 2, 3, 4)
(i let it all fall down)
look at myself i made a mistake
23 years to kill this part of me
and i'll just surrender
too much commotion
fall off the mountain
stare at the mirror
play into illusion
nothing's forever
i hate my body
it's killing my conscience

i think i lost my happy place
i lost all of my harmony
so i'll hide inside the sediment again
and i'll just amount to nothing

poison
i can't get out, i can't get out
no escape
(no es-)
someone make it stop
make it stop

my happy place is gone

Big Trouble

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Odeceixe

19edo

Little Angel (B34ST M0D3)

The first single by neutral guy!

lyrics:

the river it always widens
the river it eats me whole
the river is shortsighted (doesn't see too far ahead)
the river it has no pull

though the tide it seems to shift upward what comes up must come down
cause this river is going mountain to ocean 
this river has no motion

the river it always widens
the river it eats me whole
the river is shortsighted (doesn't see too far ahead)
the river has no pull...

river

me    again,     im doing  better im being honest with myself things  are turning up. 

thank you  for  being here.

Big Trouble

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