this shit makes me weep everytime without fail

*depression intensifies*

https://www.instagram.com/jdsguilt/
formerly shrapnel interlude
an adult talking to a kid

will you listen to yourself?
theres a voice in your head telling you what not to do again

will you get somebodys help? or will
you just bleed out like you always do because you’re on the fence

are you not embarrassed of yourself and what you bring around??
theres somebody that needs you to get home safe
are you not embarrassed of the people that you bring around??
do you even care about showing(saving) face..

would you even get it?
no you wouldnt
you couldnt ever focus on anything but yourself
you just an embarassment to me and your mom 
you make me wish we were fucking alone 

and i 

wanna spit up everytime i see you but I dont
do you ever notice the fucking eyerolls
or how we talk behind your back to all your aunts and uncles
we got 
jimmy doing smack and timmy blowing bubbles
and they’ll never be as bad as you
all because you gave us attitude

I dont care
i’m just like every1 else i’m so scared
but dont call me for comfort I wont pick up the phone
just like you left me. alone

shrapnel

walking dead

one of these again.. ben a minute


this bracelet that i've come to like
has been keeping me up
more like keeping me right wont lie....
im reminded of you, and that's silly to say because you're too far away
its a crush or a fall, not a like lol
and the bracelet broke last night
and i wont replace it, i wont go remake it i think i deserve this

and they see me hurting, so they're reaching out
their arms are so long its crossing 2 thousand miles
going city to city, really feels like you're with me
but i've still never met you, and thats kind of shitty

ill see you in february :)
my fingers are crossed
rather be in the cold
than out in the frost

oh yeah good luck on your finals
i doubt that youd need it
i call you a nerd
but im sure youre a genius

just make it to february

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/album/6ypK5iOX2cAY2rDkYNkZKU?si=9253c17abcc24d8a

Youtube:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wOL-WAD32dw&feature=youtu.be

hoje eu acordei cansado, isso é chato pra caralho
eu perdi os meus amigos, eu não ligo mais pra isso
eu já dei valor de mais, e sempre quebro a cara
pq sempre q eu preciso eles nunca se prestam a nada
eu aprendi da pior forma q tenho q ser fechado
(tente fazer por eles, mas nunca espere por eles)
eu aprendi da pior forma como esquecer do passado
pq as pessoas não são cartas, mas elas são selecionadas
priorize e dê valor a quem realmente quer teu bem
pra que serve essas jóias se nada disso me interessa
eu posso comprar relógios, mas quero comprar o tempo
desculpas mudam pessoas, mas elas não mudam histórias
dinheiro são como pessoas, eu não me apego a essas notas
me deixe ir para qualquer lugar,
que me distancie desse mundo e me aproxime de você,
e me aproxime de você
hoje o Henry me ligou, ele não ta tão bem
eu ando preocupado como vai ser amanhã 
o dia de amanhã 
eu to vivendo agora e to pensando no amanhã

Spotify

alex g treehouse instrumental
song is original though

hey pretty boy 
I wrote a song for you
no pressure 
just had to get these words out 
cause i rock with you more than ever
and i’m a full time stepper so wish me luck please
just wish me luck

tell me when to walk
ring me when you call
standing really tall on a short stack of envelopes

hey its not your fault
gave this shit your all
fell into the mud and stood up with a new brown nose

hey pretty girl
I saved a spot for you
no pressure
I just hope you feel better
eyeing me when I look away
I love the tears stricken on your face 
you’re beautiful to me

feel better soon okay?

Space For Us

midsommar lovebear, you got it

Hey, postman
Walk with a gun
Hey, postman
Kill everyone
At your needs
Only if you want
So surely
Postman, I feel stuck
Did I drink too much chlorine
Fuck what you talk
Ive been texting her
My only one i need
Yeah, she's everything I've ever loved
She's great
No money in my pocket
Looking for another day
I don't think she ever heard
Or know a word about me
She doesn't remember
My face, I can't save
You're a pretender
Only smile nice
In may
I dont commend her
I don't think what she does is okay
You're a dealer?
A vendor?
I won't get it
Any other way
Or will I
Maybe
I still cry
Hate me
Get you to go
Get you to go
I don't think she ever heard
Or know a word about me

lieu - postman

rab/lieu - #

City prod. QUBE

https://kazamisuzuki.tumblr.com/seal
written by blankts & teddy
vocals by blankts
produced by knife girl

@tddybrr
@blankts


it wasn't the instant we met
maybe it isn't what you meant
you said you wanted some new friends 
and that was ok i had loose ends

i need a road with some new bends
why does it hurt when you answer the messages she sends

maybe i need some new friends
maybe i meant what i said
i said i won't listen to them
listen to my heart instead

i wanna show you my old room
tackle you onto my old bed
dad doesn't knock he remembers i told him 
we're just friends

friends (ft. blankts)

produced by 01ashes i love you hilary duff

i cant

instagram

i try my best

@qtgf

waste time
something i cant fix
ive been spending all night
can you catch my drift

if i spent my life getting away from this shit
could i even get a break from this shit
no
love

you dont want to watch things fix
you would rather watch things burn like sticks
i would rather take blades out of my wrist
but instead they going in and im sorry to begin this

ive been taking pills 
cant cope
ive been trying to look
trying to find where to go
i got cuts i can call my own
but still no home

yeah

it will bring me down
but wont bring you around
so sad
you know that
i dont really know that
but

i hate this town
but i love you right now
i cry but
i never want to see you
frown

rest easy jd

just make it to february

jd

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