Name: midsommar lovebear, you got it by jd
Duration: 2 min 22 s
Description: guitar by ttthou

aint expect to get this on the shuffle :/

why did i not talk to u more when u were around dude i regret it every day

Got me cryin too early bro, rest the fuck up 🙁

https://www.instagram.com/jdsguilt/
formerly shrapnel interlude
an adult talking to a kid

will you listen to yourself?
theres a voice in your head telling you what not to do again

will you get somebodys help? or will
you just bleed out like you always do because you’re on the fence

are you not embarrassed of yourself and what you bring around??
theres somebody that needs you to get home safe
are you not embarrassed of the people that you bring around??
do you even care about showing(saving) face..

would you even get it?
no you wouldnt
you couldnt ever focus on anything but yourself
you just an embarassment to me and your mom 
you make me wish we were fucking alone 

and i 

wanna spit up everytime i see you but I dont
do you ever notice the fucking eyerolls
or how we talk behind your back to all your aunts and uncles
we got 
jimmy doing smack and timmy blowing bubbles
and they’ll never be as bad as you
all because you gave us attitude

I dont care
i’m just like every1 else i’m so scared
but dont call me for comfort I wont pick up the phone
just like you left me. alone

shrapnel

https://www.instagram.com/52_jd/
alex G - Gnaw
thanks for listening
everything hurts when im not in my dress

gnaw

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prod rab and scarlet 
everything else me

brainfreeze when you kiss me I feel everything but empty for once 
feel my bones crush when you hit me
key bumps fix me i’ll be good 

what will I take to feel ok tonight?
another day to not be dead inside
i’ll just scream at you to feel alright
at the expense of your brain

i never knew what I was looking for to tell the truth
i never knew if I was ever gon get over you
i’m falling in doing stupid shit that I shouldnt do
they talk behind my back I hope it’s all the truth

draft pick for 21, its up and done
grab all the cards and put em down, face em up
i planned to go out at 19 then I fell in love
I thought that you were just like me, I was fucking wrong

hide under my bed because the mentors in my room
I got my pills i got your hand i’m in the spot because i’m rude to everyone that comes my way I wished my problems, go away
I wish I never begged for you to stick around and stay

brainfreeze when you kiss me I feel everything but empty for once 
bones crush when you hit me key bumps fix me i’ll be good
what will it
take to feel ok tonight?
another day to not be dead inside
scream at you to feel alright at the expense of your brain


who are you looking for when you crane your head around?
boy of ur dreams has just walked out now will you say something or let yourself down?
so approachable when the dead around
so just you run or hide or hide your face cause theresno time its too late for both of us
OH HERE THEY COME GET TO HIDING HIDING
I know you wanna die but for our sake just stay alive a little longer

nineteenism

one of these again.. ben a minute


this bracelet that i've come to like
has been keeping me up
more like keeping me right wont lie....
im reminded of you, and that's silly to say because you're too far away
its a crush or a fall, not a like lol
and the bracelet broke last night
and i wont replace it, i wont go remake it i think i deserve this

and they see me hurting, so they're reaching out
their arms are so long its crossing 2 thousand miles
going city to city, really feels like you're with me
but i've still never met you, and thats kind of shitty

ill see you in february :)
my fingers are crossed
rather be in the cold
than out in the frost

oh yeah good luck on your finals
i doubt that youd need it
i call you a nerd
but im sure youre a genius

just make it to february

prance around
until we get figured out
the buildings seem bigger now
and you still dont like home

start a new year with no friends
it took some getting used to
shoes a little big, and that’s fine.. 
I just hope they fit to me

snows a little warm this winter
you say you’re at the bottom ive been there
a couple times
watch your steps 
count your cries

because you sport a big gun
and a halo and a wishbone
you were just like me 
till ya fucked up and you lost it
like the cute girl in the plain white tee
do you think of her everynight?

we can all tell when you lie 
stay truthful

she kinda had her whole life
in her left hand
not her right though.. that’s for ecstcies
she liked hotel rooms and looking at the moon
she liked little things
she loved anything with you……
now what will you do?

and now she’s off and meets a nice girl
with the whole word
laid out at her finger tips 
and you both just split from your old guy
whos an asshole and he drinks that shit away
but its ok, you never needed her no way

prancer (heavn)

@heavenindaclouds

@littleduders

just know that I mean everything
when I say you’re everything
u’re perfect and I mean it
morse code clicking you talk to me 
like you could bury me 
from freezing on this stage like i’m anemic

dimensions switching fast now days
things that used to hurt bad barely ever leave scratch 
es 
and moms still mad but I gotta go out then i’ll go ask dad

got caught kissing lips with a poster
hands up head down I didnt know her
knee back on my back i’m the ground
I hate the way this feeling comes around

play along if you hear me
curtain call play is done loud in the semi
dance infront of everyone
and just know i mean everything when i say you're my everything

heavn: dont come my way
dont come my way
dont want to stay
dont want to stay
just go back home 
just go back home

suicide tuesday w/ heavn

Worth Shit

unimportance burdens me 
I can’t shake it
can’t move around it
can’t bury it 
I can’t break it
I get scared then you say 
“imagine me naked”
I feel like a smile only lasts for a day
I feel like
everyone talks about me not to me
I feel like 
i’m the only actor in my movie 
I feel like your eyes say what I dont wanna hear but have to know

on stage tonight 
can you come to my show?
would you bet it all on me?
if I fail you go broke?
would you do my coke?
yes of course you would 
cause
why else would I be around I didnt carry goods?
im a solo
i’m a song 
my whole life 
is a no go 
you say jump 
how high 
youd think i’m a pogo
wave me in the sky like a bat or a logo
eyes closed dont cry 
I can’t love you yet 
I love you though

the worlds lowest paid actor

guitar by ttthou
needed to get this the fuck off my chest

home is where the heart is 
until a lie is at the door
and fire eats the floor of a place 
where I slept at
the place where I wept at

iris colored coffee 
getting lunch at wendys 
someone I said brother to alot
damn we just sat around in lots and talked
used to fuck around in class till ya pops got called 
this was our scene so I shot for you
I rocked with you
and what were you supposed to do? 
I feel for you but I just can’t say I understand
though youve always really been the better man
and maybe your motives were above my view
my faith in two
my friends know I dont fuck with you
and fuck you too 
i’ll regret putting these words into the world I know
but i’m putting it words cause thats all I know

utilizing what I learned from you but i’m leaving
I got people that love me for me 
no decieving there 
asking me to put out a song everyweek
ive never felt so accepted in anything

this is all so new to me
and i’m thankful for it
traded our history for my future i’m deciding
that if you try to take it from me 
then you’re an enemy and
we’re fighting

midsommar lovebear, you got it

jd

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