i miss u man i never stop thinking about you

Been thinking about u jd hope ur still prancing around ❤️

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formerly shrapnel interlude
an adult talking to a kid

will you listen to yourself?
theres a voice in your head telling you what not to do again

will you get somebodys help? or will
you just bleed out like you always do because you’re on the fence

are you not embarrassed of yourself and what you bring around??
theres somebody that needs you to get home safe
are you not embarrassed of the people that you bring around??
do you even care about showing(saving) face..

would you even get it?
no you wouldnt
you couldnt ever focus on anything but yourself
you just an embarassment to me and your mom 
you make me wish we were fucking alone 

and i 

wanna spit up everytime i see you but I dont
do you ever notice the fucking eyerolls
or how we talk behind your back to all your aunts and uncles
we got 
jimmy doing smack and timmy blowing bubbles
and they’ll never be as bad as you
all because you gave us attitude

I dont care
i’m just like every1 else i’m so scared
but dont call me for comfort I wont pick up the phone
just like you left me. alone

shrapnel

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drop prod @oaelis
special thanks to rob max bugs and heaven cord

sometimes I put acid in my eyes
cause I can’t bare to see who you chose to be with tonight
and most times i know its on me so I dont get the right to cry
but I can’t take accountability and that wont change tonight
u dont communicate where you come from
and i’m sorry for yelling I think that i’m on one 
theres a bunch of things that wont get fixed like last time
you need a friend and I need a home 
maybe theres ways to not feel so alone
i swear you dont care anymore but I do 
and id like to hide it


would you look at me when you lie to me
I feel like 4 the time being
u can take a break or switch sides with me
if its way too much then alright wit me
fuck another night then get rid of you
lets do things that we shouldnt do
rolled dollars and bold moves 
I can’t get over
you

u 
u 

recently I know I think too much
and i just stole ur car then fucked it up
i pick a fucking fight with everyone
i’m burning every bridge that I built up
and honestly its hard to give a fuck
I feel nothing and like everything at once
ima die so fuck my phone dont pick it up
I never wanna hear u out i’m done

https://twitter.com/52jdjd



prod rab and scarlet 
everything else me

brainfreeze when you kiss me I feel everything but empty for once 
feel my bones crush when you hit me
key bumps fix me i’ll be good 

what will I take to feel ok tonight?
another day to not be dead inside
i’ll just scream at you to feel alright
at the expense of your brain

i never knew what I was looking for to tell the truth
i never knew if I was ever gon get over you
i’m falling in doing stupid shit that I shouldnt do
they talk behind my back I hope it’s all the truth

draft pick for 21, its up and done
grab all the cards and put em down, face em up
i planned to go out at 19 then I fell in love
I thought that you were just like me, I was fucking wrong

hide under my bed because the mentors in my room
I got my pills i got your hand i’m in the spot because i’m rude to everyone that comes my way I wished my problems, go away
I wish I never begged for you to stick around and stay

brainfreeze when you kiss me I feel everything but empty for once 
bones crush when you hit me key bumps fix me i’ll be good
what will it
take to feel ok tonight?
another day to not be dead inside
scream at you to feel alright at the expense of your brain


who are you looking for when you crane your head around?
boy of ur dreams has just walked out now will you say something or let yourself down?
so approachable when the dead around
so just you run or hide or hide your face cause theresno time its too late for both of us
OH HERE THEY COME GET TO HIDING HIDING
I know you wanna die but for our sake just stay alive a little longer

nineteenism

prod rab


mainline
you called me at the same time i’m reaching for my phone
I wont pick up we’re on the same time
like like
no one knows but they all get it
its all said without a mention
somethings wrong here
you can feel it in my songs, hear

the things i think about I dont know where id be without you
id fix my face and then breakdown 3x a week without you
probably be better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
probably better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
the things i think about I dont know where id be without you
id fix my face and then breakdown 3x a week without you
probably be better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
probably better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you

she calls it off, shes like “ive had it, you’re a monster wreaking havoc, they were right. i’m not sure why I thought they lied..
like yeah we both fuck up but you got issues, I can’t be the one you misuse any longer
you can’t get any wronger”

and now you’re staring at your feet
because you gave it all you got
making lefts at every turn
doing shit you just should not
and every shot you get shot down
no emotion but a frown these days
you’re going down but hey

the things i think about I dunno whered id be without you
id fix my face and then breakdown 3x a week without you
probably be better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
probably better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
the things i think about I dunno whered id be without you
id fix my face and then breakdown 3x a week without you
probably be better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
probably better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you

doing just fine

prance around
until we get figured out
the buildings seem bigger now
and you still dont like home

start a new year with no friends
it took some getting used to
shoes a little big, and that’s fine.. 
I just hope they fit to me

snows a little warm this winter
you say you’re at the bottom ive been there
a couple times
watch your steps 
count your cries

because you sport a big gun
and a halo and a wishbone
you were just like me 
till ya fucked up and you lost it
like the cute girl in the plain white tee
do you think of her everynight?

we can all tell when you lie 
stay truthful

she kinda had her whole life
in her left hand
not her right though.. that’s for ecstcies
she liked hotel rooms and looking at the moon
she liked little things
she loved anything with you……
now what will you do?

and now she’s off and meets a nice girl
with the whole word
laid out at her finger tips 
and you both just split from your old guy
whos an asshole and he drinks that shit away
but its ok, you never needed her no way

prancer (heavn)

@heavenindaclouds

@littleduders

just know that I mean everything
when I say you’re everything
u’re perfect and I mean it
morse code clicking you talk to me 
like you could bury me 
from freezing on this stage like i’m anemic

dimensions switching fast now days
things that used to hurt bad barely ever leave scratch 
es 
and moms still mad but I gotta go out then i’ll go ask dad

got caught kissing lips with a poster
hands up head down I didnt know her
knee back on my back i’m the ground
I hate the way this feeling comes around

play along if you hear me
curtain call play is done loud in the semi
dance infront of everyone
and just know i mean everything when i say you're my everything

heavn: dont come my way
dont come my way
dont want to stay
dont want to stay
just go back home 
just go back home

suicide tuesday w/ heavn

mix & coverart coprod @bugs

jot down my thoughts on train rides 
this feels right
i flip my insides outside
now im just fine
babe I forgot the door code 
can you come down
i think i’ll take the high road 
if not now

I got
7 years 
7 fears 
7 heavens
rolled dice
seven levens
yeah 
still servin crack over counters
like “yea its still 30 for a downer”
poisoning the hood I came from 
and everybody mad but I came up
pushing to keep on my lights 

you dont know me you dont know me 
not my woadie
you aint never had to shoot
hurt someone cause different views
then go to church praying on a pew
and dont say that you’re my brodie
cause when I die you will not slide
my life right now feels like a lie
back then was gangsters paradise


and i know this’ll all catch up to me i’m not scared
iron on my hip when you’re not there
racing to the bottom of a bottle 
sleeping in the bedroom with a model
i dont even love her but she swallows 
behind these bars i’m spending my whole life
now I can’t make my lefts right

joyride joyride joyrides

bino w/bugs

unimportance burdens me 
I can’t shake it
can’t move around it
can’t bury it 
I can’t break it
I get scared then you say 
“imagine me naked”
I feel like a smile only lasts for a day
I feel like
everyone talks about me not to me
I feel like 
i’m the only actor in my movie 
I feel like your eyes say what I dont wanna hear but have to know

on stage tonight 
can you come to my show?
would you bet it all on me?
if I fail you go broke?
would you do my coke?
yes of course you would 
cause
why else would I be around I didnt carry goods?
im a solo
i’m a song 
my whole life 
is a no go 
you say jump 
how high 
youd think i’m a pogo
wave me in the sky like a bat or a logo
eyes closed dont cry 
I can’t love you yet 
I love you though

prancer (heavn)

jd

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