My return to SoundCloud

lieu - fire on the leaves

fuck december, shout out my friends
guitar by ttthou 

I fear that i’m not too good at music
and its frustrating because I have eyes on me at all times

I get a little power and I might abuse it
so I do better, at the bottom, you understand why I try?
I try too hard at everything put a camera on me
and 
watch me switch from the boy I was about 5s ago

I try too little at everything that matters
like when you put hot water on cold glass

wallflower clip

if you told me a couple things what would It be?
if I could read into your mind what would I see?
back to a time where we were doing shit that mattered 
right before I dropped the ball and then it shattered
 
and 

do you remember when you asked if I would drink?
at 5am picking your orders up from peets 
i dont think you owe like anything to me,
I just keep thinking bout shit I shouldnt think 

a big fan of your new friends and your blue hair
we didnt get a prom though call it loose ends 
like do I want a girlfriend or a bestfriend
like do I want a front seat when the world ends 

like do I want a small break or to give up
or do I wanna chest pass 
or to mean something to you
I never mean nothing to you

and would you try to stay up to see the moon fall?
i’m the biggest faker, take my mask off
I wrote a couple few songs, but they’re all wrong
I try to turn my shortcomes into someones

how I’m scared to live and both die?
I aint never brawled but i’ll go fight
something in the stars make me feel right

https://www.instagram.com/52_jd/

fighters

one of these again.. ben a minute


this bracelet that i've come to like
has been keeping me up
more like keeping me right wont lie....
im reminded of you, and that's silly to say because you're too far away
its a crush or a fall, not a like lol
and the bracelet broke last night
and i wont replace it, i wont go remake it i think i deserve this

and they see me hurting, so they're reaching out
their arms are so long its crossing 2 thousand miles
going city to city, really feels like you're with me
but i've still never met you, and thats kind of shitty

ill see you in february :)
my fingers are crossed
rather be in the cold
than out in the frost

oh yeah good luck on your finals
i doubt that youd need it
i call you a nerd
but im sure youre a genius

just make it to february

@prodmichael
@glassxhotel

(one&two&fuck u)
w8stin time  
& losin mind
 always alone 
should I collapse? 
takin drugz
 forget the past 
the skin is grey 
then so am I  


(immm losing myself)
(& nothin is well.........)

(ya kno it)always breaks my heart 
...anything you say 
and u always say what hurts the most 
so im so close 2 break*

so much for my happy ending 
bleeding out, burning out & then...
understanding...

happy ending?

Spotify

happy ending? (michaelwarren)

prance around
until we get figured out
the buildings seem bigger now
and you still dont like home

start a new year with no friends
it took some getting used to
shoes a little big, and that’s fine.. 
I just hope they fit to me

snows a little warm this winter
you say you’re at the bottom ive been there
a couple times
watch your steps 
count your cries

because you sport a big gun
and a halo and a wishbone
you were just like me 
till ya fucked up and you lost it
like the cute girl in the plain white tee
do you think of her everynight?

we can all tell when you lie 
stay truthful

she kinda had her whole life
in her left hand
not her right though.. that’s for ecstcies
she liked hotel rooms and looking at the moon
she liked little things
she loved anything with you……
now what will you do?

and now she’s off and meets a nice girl
with the whole word
laid out at her finger tips 
and you both just split from your old guy
whos an asshole and he drinks that shit away
but its ok, you never needed her no way

prancer (heavn)

@heavenindaclouds

@littleduders

just know that I mean everything
when I say you’re everything
u’re perfect and I mean it
morse code clicking you talk to me 
like you could bury me 
from freezing on this stage like i’m anemic

dimensions switching fast now days
things that used to hurt bad barely ever leave scratch 
es 
and moms still mad but I gotta go out then i’ll go ask dad

got caught kissing lips with a poster
hands up head down I didnt know her
knee back on my back i’m the ground
I hate the way this feeling comes around

play along if you hear me
curtain call play is done loud in the semi
dance infront of everyone
and just know i mean everything when i say you're my everything

heavn: dont come my way
dont come my way
dont want to stay
dont want to stay
just go back home 
just go back home

suicide tuesday w/ heavn

i know that ur not truthful
and i cry i know its not that useful
got no drive atleast u looking cute tho
dark skies burning i got too close

should i even ask u why u want me to call
why always act like i dont love u at all
thinkin bout ur letter put a frame to the wall
u say u wanna end it too much pain in it all

everytime i wake up i can sense it
i can give my whole heart i can lend it
i can give everything i have and send it
man i wish u knew i was thrembling

i know that ur not truthful
and i cry i know its not that useful
got no drive atleast u looking cute tho
dark skies burning i got too close

should i even ask u why u want me to call
why always act like i dont love u at all
thinkin bout ur letter put a frame to the wall
u say u wanna end it too much pain in it all

i know that ur not truthful
and i cry i know its not that useful
got no drive atleast u looking cute tho
dark skies burning i got too close

i dont care what we are i just want u to stay w me
u made me so sad girl dont play w me

i know that ur not truthful
and i cry i know its not that useful
got no drive atleast u looking cute tho
dark skies burning i got too close

i dont care what we are i just want u to stay w me
u made me so sad girl dont play w me

u tell me what i said but i dont recall
i just popped a molly take a xan when i come off
u always say u love u forget about at all
all the things that u have done u say that u are lost

now u cryyy(garasu+morgann)

unimportance burdens me 
I can’t shake it
can’t move around it
can’t bury it 
I can’t break it
I get scared then you say 
“imagine me naked”
I feel like a smile only lasts for a day
I feel like
everyone talks about me not to me
I feel like 
i’m the only actor in my movie 
I feel like your eyes say what I dont wanna hear but have to know

on stage tonight 
can you come to my show?
would you bet it all on me?
if I fail you go broke?
would you do my coke?
yes of course you would 
cause
why else would I be around I didnt carry goods?
im a solo
i’m a song 
my whole life 
is a no go 
you say jump 
how high 
youd think i’m a pogo
wave me in the sky like a bat or a logo
eyes closed dont cry 
I can’t love you yet 
I love you though

the worlds lowest paid actor

[kxly] 
Baby look me in the eyes
I dont speak cuz i suck at socializtion
Ill look away cuz im too shy
Im sorry if i come off as abrasive

Always a blank look, wonder what's on my mind
People always get mistaken by my intentions they find
that im really so confusing and they dk what i mean
Or they dont understand me or the feelings i convey
Close my eyes and count to 3 hope everything goes away
One day i will be okay but that wont be soon
Emotions pop like a balloon animated like cartoons in the way i like to speak
Animated but im dead inside
[jd]
I love all the attention, i hate when i dont get it
I hate the way that time works, get one shot then i miss it
u light me up like fireworks i still think smths missin
Gotta open my eyelids i still dont see the vision
U told me no ones perfect, but you make me feel perfect
U make me feel like someone, u told me i deserve it
You told me im not worthless, u told me i deserve it

but then u stabbed me in the back n watched me drown in my own blood
Cuz i say things i never/didn’t mean n then i leave u in the mud
U said i talk too much n i dont try enough can i just be enough
Can i just be enough

jd - fireworks x kxly (bugs kxly quannnic)

Hey, postman
Walk with a gun
Hey, postman
Kill everyone
At your needs
Only if you want
So surely
Postman, I feel stuck
Did I drink too much chlorine
Fuck what you talk
Ive been texting her
My only one i need
Yeah, she's everything I've ever loved
She's great
No money in my pocket
Looking for another day
I don't think she ever heard
Or know a word about me
She doesn't remember
My face, I can't save
You're a pretender
Only smile nice
In may
I dont commend her
I don't think what she does is okay
You're a dealer?
A vendor?
I won't get it
Any other way
Or will I
Maybe
I still cry
Hate me
Get you to go
Get you to go
I don't think she ever heard
Or know a word about me

suicide tuesday w/ heavn

jd

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