i hate myself because-want it

i hate myself because - lie to me

i hate myself because - if you

cold - i hate myself because

what happened, Sofie? - i hate myself because

tight grip - i hate myself because

i just wanted you and no one else
and you know ive been going thru hell
i try to come back i always fell
try to text back, but it always fail
i just wanted you and thats that
you never wanted me back
now im feeling so sad
you had my back, youll never have it back now
i feel so bitter and
i am so severed and
you arent getting better
and neither am i
i feel so bitter and
i am so severed and
you arent getting better
we never will

@rockstar-jr-277471798 (luvnoirr)
like why do i have to be insecure
my head is always in a blur
when i think im just never sure
now im just slurring all my words
you leech onto me like a curse
(?) always getting worst
i feel washed up like (?)
i always thought i was ur first
im crying out to u
u hate me, i hate me too
lately i been confused
idk what imma do
i dont exist to u
and yk that shit is true 
i hate your fucking (?)
like why you gotta be so damn rude?

bitter

Recorded at EMA Studios -  Los Angeles, CA
Written by Sab Mai
Produced by Melina Duterte
Engineered by Melina Duterte
Mix, Master, Atmos by Nathan Boddy
Mix Engineered by Lilian Nuthall
Art Direction, Photo, and Graphic Design by Sab Mai, Sab Studio 

Performances by 
Sab Mai - Vocals, Guitars, Synths
Melina Duterte - Guitars, Bass, Drums
Alex Togashii - Cello
Hunter Truscott  - Violin

i hate myself because - lie to me

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