waking up with no sunlight felt it in my bones
my friends were crying all night cause they thought I was gone
lay down in the porch lights trynna bring me to earth
wipe those tears cause I’m making it home this time

waking up with no sunlight felt it in my bones
my friends were crying all night cause they thought I was gone
sit down in the porch lights tend to wait for a call
I shouldn’t have made it through the night 
But I made it out alive fuck everybody saying I won’t

real soon I’ll be ready to go
real soon ima take another pill and some more
this noon ima show you what’s left
this noon ima give it my all
six pills i can’t take anymore
more pills and i would’ve put an end to it all
ima sad kid i cant let momma know
i cant stand seeing her cry anymore

save me but nobody ever gave a fuck
it’s me, can’t nobody see me through these walls
xan, lean I’ll experiment in this cup
all geeked in my bedroom all docked alone
four weeks and nobody has hit my phone
the only text that I get is when I hit my plug
the only voice is slowly getting numb
chemicals in my head got me going dumb

waking up with no sunlight felt it in my bones
my friends were crying all night cause they thought I was gone
lay down in the porch lights trynna bring me to earth
wipe those tears cause I’m making it home this time

suisside- pills (prod. x10derrick)

i feel like im spending my last days on this earth
and if I die I won’t be alone
nothings going my way somethings wrong
im not afraid to see the unknown
something is going on somethings in my head
i dont fucking know I can’t help but shake
somethings fucking up somethings not okay
i would give you the world if I’m allowed to stay

i would give you all my bands i don’t care what you say
i dont got that many fans but I love them to death
i don’t think you understand somethings wrong in my brain 
i don’t think I had the chance to make myself feel the pain
i was trynna get my wealth I had nothing to say
i was working on myself ain’t nobody the same
i was trynna treat you well you were not like the lames 
i aint need nobody’s help I’m by my own in my lane

(my lane) 
get the fuck out my lane
(get the fuck out my lane)
get thе fuck out my lane
(my lane)
i cut you off like a vein
(i cut you off like a vein)
i cut you off like my veins
(my veins)
i wanna go out and say
(i wanna go out and say)
i think im going insane
(insane)
im working hard everyday
(im working hard everyday)
and if I die I’ll be safe

i feel like im spending my last days on this earth
and if I die I won’t be alone
nothings going my way somethings wrong
im not afraid to see the unknown
something is going on somethings in my head
i dont fucking know I can’t help but shake
somethings fucking up somethings not okay
i would give you the world if I’m allowed to stay

suisside- my last days (original version)

she said she wanted something 
she don’t want it for forever now
she said want my loving while you’re falling ima let you drown
i came here with nothing but a dream bitch i cant let her down
you came here with pockets full of nothing you won’t make it out 
she said she a stoner for that ima call her the forbidden girl
she said i don’t love her but I told her ima bend her down
dressing like a soldier on your shoulder im the angel now
i’ve been looking for you 
paranoia 
somethings feeling fowl
give me what you wanted and ill give you what you dream about
she said she can’t have it bitch imagine what im feeling now
i feel all the pressure coming to me I can’t hold it down
i feel all your tension coming to me better grip it now
i don’t got the time I got no money best believe im down
you’ve gone kinda bitter tells me guess I have to beat it now
you’ve been cutting through me but believe that you can’t cut me now
you don’t even know me you know nothing that im about

i’ve been on my shit for now a minute but I’ve got it down
you’ve been on your shit for about a minute 
but you got no ?
they call me yung killer
bitch i killed her she ain’t going down
i can put in everything and i still stand my fucking ground
(woo)

suisside- bitter (prod. killsho)

i can do it all they gonna hate me regardless
i can put a show for your bitch and she’ll like it
im giving it my all and im breaking my silence
i don’t tell them shit I just hope they don’t find it

girl I’ve got my problems you don’t gotta worry about them
make a hundred dollars just to show you that I’m working
i’ve been putting everything 
they’re looking at me smiling
just know that ima make it for my mother and nobody

fall right through me
out pursuit
im a young boy foolin
who you choose?
let the pain consume me
let the axe come through
let my family see it through me
i’ve changed on you
don’t matter it’s whatever ima make it by myself
i let you be my everything you let me be your waste
rainy that’s my weather i wrote a letter to myself
don’t matter it’s whatever i still got that fucking ?

stuck in a dream
falling for me
pray for my sins
pray I don’t love
im an angel my wings
i got them covered in lean
i tell my problems to leave
i tell the devil to come in

stuck in a dream
falling for me
pray for my sins
pray I don’t love
im an angel my wings
i got them covered in lean
i tell my problems to leave
i tell the devil to come in

i can do it all they gonna hate me regardless
i can put a show for your bitch and she’ll like it
im giving it my all and im breaking my silence
i don’t tell them shit I just hope they don’t find it

girl I’ve got my problems you don’t gotta worry about them
make a hundred dollars just to show you that I’m working
i’ve been putting everything 
they’re looking at me smiling
just know that ima make it for my mother and nobody

fall right through me
out pursuit
im a young boy foolin
who you choose?
let the pain consume me
let the axe come through
let my family see it through me
i’ve changed on you
don’t matter it’s whatever ima make it by myself
i let you be my everything you let me be your waste
rainy that’s my weather i wrote a letter to myself
don’t matter it’s whatever i still got that fucking ?

suisside- letter (prod. killsho)

Pasteldrip X Suisside - Used To Be (prod. Killsho)

Fuck you, fuck that

Kill me, please kill me
I’d rather die right now than just cry out loud
So kill me, please kill me
Send me to the clouds and this hell I found 
So kill me, please kill me
I’d rather die right now than just cry out loud
So kill me, please kill me
Send me to the clouds and this hell I found 
So kill me

Girl I gotta go I got somewhere to be
You can come along if you’re fucking for free
Bust down on the floor lemme see what you mean
Let me get some more when you’re done with the scene

I smoke dope just to get away
I do drugs to relive the pain
It really don’t work but it fuck with my head
It fuck with my head, baby I’ll be okay 

Kill me, please kill me
I’d rather die right now than just cry out loud
So kill me, please kill me
Send me to the clouds and this hell I found 
So kill me, please kill me
I’d rather die right now than just cry out loud
So kill me, please kill me
Send me to the clouds and this hell I found 
So kill me

suisside- kill me (prod. x10derrick)

(I hate you big chase)

Ekkstacy: 

(All these pills in my right hand)

All these pills in my right hand 
Ima take a shot with my night stand 
I ain’t got no friends I don’t like them 
Mama found my pills guess I’ll hide them


Suisside:
And ever since that you left 
I fell in love with the pain
She fell in love with my name
And now she riding the waves
And since the day we met
I knew this shit wasn’t meant
And now I’m cutting myself
Even though she ain’t care
I walk around I ain’t scared
I see a sign in the air
I used to love you I swear
But girls like you ain’t that rare
I see the shame in your stare
I know you still wanna care
I’m looking out for her breath
She never walk where I stand 
Yeah, she never walk where I stand
She never walk where I stand
Yeah, she never walk where I stand 


Ekkstacy:

Guess I’ve always felt dead
Cuts all on my wrists I ain’t felt that
Baby called my phone 10 times
Sui just did 10 lines
Why she always gotta cry?
Shawty asked me if I wanna die, yeah
We just wanna die, yeah


Suisside:
And ever since that you left 
I fell in love with the pain
She fell in love with my name
And now she riding the waves
And since the day we met
I knew this shit wasn’t meant
And now I’m cutting myself
Even though she ain’t care
I walk around I ain’t scared
I see a sign in the air
I used to love you I swear
But girls like you ain’t that rare
I see the shame in your stare
I know you still wanna care
I’m looking out for her breath
She never walk where I stand 
Yeah, she never walk where I stand
She never walk where I stand
Yeah, she never walk where I stand

suisside x ekkstacy- walk where i stand (prod. ihatebigchase)

XAN IS THE DEVIL

MOON SLIDER

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[Verse 1: Oddy Nuff da $now Leopard]

it's that grey playa 
ima dame slaya
playin game hoes peelin off my layers
fuck a hater
ima blame it on the Navigator
never gettin paper but i got a pair of boots that was made from alligator
fuck boy see you later
keep your mouth shut 
i don't fuck with traitors
gotta make a dent in this world
gotta find a flavor
cherry marmalade bitch i spread it on my bread like a baker
bitch i'm fuckin sunk like an anchor
let me sink down i don't need a lifesaver
bitch i made a fuckin promise to the devil that i'd trade my fuckin soul
so i settle with the motherfuckin razor

[Verse 2: $witchblade $crim]

walk into the mind of a $uicide God
chalk drawn lines with a body inside
ridin with the blade or the mac or the gauge
lil Gage in the back make the blunts rotate
no fuckin role model i'll die before 40
got xans on me now i'll pop more in the mornin
bitches be snappin their tits but it's borin
rather that hydrocodeine when i'm pourin
that codeine too weak for a fiend with a tolerance
strip her down, fuck her once, then i go rob the bitch
grey in my eyes and my heart don't feel nothin
my fuckin drug use never up for discussion
forever ever pour yellow yellow
tomb stone header readin 666 and that's forever ever

Now the Moon's Rising

GUTTING CATFISH

[VERSE I: YUNG PLAGUE]

rip out a piece of my rib and give it to a bitch
as the snake whispers to her "ruby does not fucking exist"
so i bit off the head then i chewed it and spit it out
fell to the ground as i puked up and flipped around
scales started forming i think that now i am the snake
i am the one they call plague who will never escape
will forever remain
the omega
the alpha
the chosen one sent here to reign
who saves all the slaves?
lil plague breaking chains
jesus christ was never raised from the dead 
he rots away
burn a church and watch the flames
autumn embers turn to grey
wooden crosses in decay
the flock of sheep now fucking slain

{VERSE II: LIL REMAINS}

run up with the mother fucking mac
on attack
shoot back
gat gat
he flat
leave them bodies where they lay
let they mothers cry and pray
nina nina
oh nina
i need you bad up in my life
them heathens that scheming
look dead or something like demons, woah
smash a 40oz on the cop cars
probably just popped five bars
sipping hydro
got a bad cough
indica dripping down the cigar
its that dope head
drug fiend
mug mean
lonely
shut the fuck up
yall annoy me

MOON SLIDER

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