Based off confusing manipulation for love when I was younger and seeing other people go through similar situations by older men mostly. 
TW: groom!ng

Lolita

why do i have to feel this pain
when all you had to say 
was go away
you expect me to move on
and maybe i have, but
im certainly not okay 
oooo im not okay 
haunted by the thought of you
moving me aside 
like my feelings don’t matter
caught up in the things you do
oh what a ride it’s been 
yearning for what i’m after 
you taught me i deserve better 

i don’t want to be another afterthought 
so i went out back and burnt the letter
i’m done with it all now
let’s change the weather
like you change lovers 
yeah (one last time) 

tell me all your lies
as if you don’t care 
that i’m dead or alive
who the fuck you kidding 
with all your problems
and your stupid disguise 
oooo stupid disguise
thinking about what i’d do
if it was just me and you 
left on the planet 
drinking away all my sorrows
left all alone
i guess i couldn’t handle it
but what’s on my mind
is one last time to cross the line

i don’t want to be another afterthought 
so i went out back and burnt the letter
i’m done with it all now
let’s change the weather
like you change lovers 

oh you’re sad? 
well i don’t really give a fuck
GO!

you had the chance
to fall in love with this
but you rather be the one
to take the piss
all my life i’ve been 
the last one the get a kiss
now all you’re left with 
is the thought of what you 
fucking missed 

i don’t want to be another afterthought 
so i went out back and burnt the letter
i’m done with it all now
let’s change the weather
like you change lovers 
one last time
one last time

One Last Time

A Work of Art

A Work of Art (feat. SHAVO)

I'm fully aware the song sounds like crap, I'm trying to fix it. IDK what's going on.

[Verse 1]
She locked the door and killed the light
a razor gripped with trembling hands
She wrote a note in crooked ink
The kind no one understands
They called her names until she broke
Each laugh a cut she couldn’t hide
She closed her eyes to shut them out
But the shaking never died

[Verse 2]
He tied the rope behind the shed
His hands were cold, his fingers tight
He thought of every word they said
And how he never got it right
No messages, no friends to call
just silence thick enough to drown
He whispered, “no one gives a fuck”
and let his broken body down

[Pre-Chorus]
But the blade broke just before the skin
The rope gave out beneath his weight
We heard your cries and stormed the dark
We won’t let this become your fate

[Chorus]
We are the fire in the cold
We are hands that catch your fall
We are light inside the silence
We’re the voice beneath it all
You don’t need a perfect reason
Just a breath to stay alive
We were born to break the darkness
We will pull you back to life

[Verse 3]
The blood was cleaned, the rope undone
The mirror cracked but stayed intact
They didn’t smile or say a word
Just left and never looked back
They found a post, a song, a name
a voice that cut through static air
And for a moment, something sparked
a warmth they’d long forgotten there

[Breakdown]
You are not a burden
We carry this with you
You are not too much
We love every scar
You are not invisible
We see what they won’t
You are not alone
Not now. Not ever.

[Bridge]
Don’t let the silence win this time
Don’t let the dark define your name
We’ve seen that cliff, we’ve walked that line
We’re reaching back through all your shame

[Chorus]
We are the fire in the cold
We are hands that tear through chains
We are hope inside the horror
We are louder than your pain
You don’t need to win tomorrow
Just survive the night you’re in
If you fall again, we promise
We will fight to pull you in

[Outro]
The blade broke
The rope gave
You're still here
And that’s enough

We Hear You ft. SaxFromJax

Find more like this below.
https://open.spotify.com/artist/0MdXpBjjp7ztNbcaGeCPNv
https://www.youtube.com/@GreyReprieve

Electric Epilepsy

Full song in High Quality Audio available at AliceDarkFae.bandcamp.com

Came in my Coffee Cup - (demo)

[Verse]
Your promises linger like fruit in the sun
You said you'd fix this but more damage is done
In whispers they shatter all trust that I had
The cracks in your stories are driving me mad

[Verse 2]
Shadows of kindness now fade into dark
Your words are like matches; they’re leaving their mark
I gave you my patience
My heart was sincere
But each broken vow only brought me to here

[Chorus]
In truth you're a liar for all the world to know
Promises crumbled like footprints in snow
You carry the weight of deceit in your glow
Nothing but a bully
Now it’s time to go

[Verse 3]
Your smile is a weapon you wield with finesse
A carnival mask hiding chaos and mess
The years they have taught me to read through your guise
Behind all the glitter are venomous lies

[Bridge]
You played the hero
A knight clad in light
But your silver tarnished
It’s lost to the fight
No flowers can bloom on a soil made of stone
The gardens have turned
And you’re left all alone

[Chorus]
In truth you're a liar for all the world to know
Promises crumbled like footprints in snow
A lesson I’ve gathered not quick but too slow
Nothing but a bully
Now it’s time to go

Time to Go

neon grave

PHAZIKK - Smugglin' - Reuploading for distribution. 

SMUGGLIN' - Reupload for distribution.

is there free breakfast (speed up ver)

It’s a war cry for anyone who’s been counted out, proving that the fight isn’t the end; it’s the beginning of the show.

is there free breakfast (speed up ver)

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