last night you said you missed me

i don’t want your garden

wallflower

Song and Lyrics Vesuvius Inc .Alife of bad times and high times.

Just a boy, obedient, piano lessons on Sundays
Head full of noise, they called it ADHD

Verse 1
Then the snow broke me, a ski run gone wrong
Four months in the white room, morphine in my veins
Two years of methadone, not the glory I dreamed of
But I walked out limping, with music in my hands

Chorus 
🎵 I stumble, I fall, but I rise again
Carrying fire in the songs I play
From silence to riot, from prison to stage
My revolt is the only way I live today 🎵

Verse 2
In a northern town, where music barely breathed
We built a band from shadows, played our hearts to ghosts
Opened for Hammill, Van der Graaf in the cold
Dreaming Crimson chords, chasing giants’ echoes

Verse 3 
Then the girls came, the bottles, the idols on the wall
Grace Slick on vinyl, Randy California calls
I thought we were eternal, but we burned too fast
One year in a clinic, where everything seemed possible

Chorus 
🎵 I stumble, I fall, but I rise again
Carrying fire in the songs I play
From silence to riot, from prison to stage
My revolt is the only way I live today 🎵

Bridge
Out of the shelter, I fell once more
But love found me, wide as the Canadian sky
She showed me the wild, the space to breathe
And two children later, I began again

Verse 4 
A small studio, guitars against the storm
Grunge was the resurrection, raw and alive
So many deaths, but a music of revolt
And I need that revolt to keep my heart beating

Final Chorus  
🎵 I stumble, I fall, but I rise again
Carrying fire in the songs I play
From silence to riot, from prison to stage
My revolt is the only way I live today 🎵

My life ( autobiography) All the events really happened

“DROWNING”

Verse 1:
Waves crash, pull me under,
Can’t breathe, lost in thunder.
Every step feels like a fight,
Drowning deeper in the night.

Pre-Chorus:
No escape, no way out,
Suffocating in my doubt.
Can’t scream, can’t run,
Nowhere left, nowhere to turn.

Chorus:
I’m drowning—can’t break free,
Water’s rising over me.
Reaching out but no one’s there,
Sinking slow in my despair.

Verse 2:
Mirror shows a hollow face,
Trapped inside this empty space.
Every scar, every lie,
Another weight, I’m sinking by.

(Repeat Pre-Chorus & Chorus)

Bridge:
Tired arms, slipping fast,
How much longer can I last?
One more breath, one more chance,
Will I sink, or will I stand?

(Final Chorus & Outro)

Drowning

You Don't Hear a Thing

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Vesuvius 2025 cop.       Lyrics

Please mind the gap between the train and the platform…”
—click, hum, silence—
Yeah, there’s a gap alright.

[Verse 1]
Neon rain on plastic dreams,
A billboard smile where the sirens scream,
Someone sleeps beneath the crown,
While the city keeps him down.

[Verse 2]
Golden towers scrape the grey,
Their windows never face this way,
I see your coat, it’s paper-thin,
Winter’s teeth are closing in.

[Chorus – darker tone]
Mind the gap — it’s swallowing whole,
The money, the mercy, the pieces of soul,
You can pray to the gods of the trap,
They’ll answer back — mind the gap.

[Verse 3]
Coffee cups and credit cards,
Buy your peace in bodyguards,
Every law they twist for fun,
Is a loaded gun for someone.

[Bridge – whispered, half-sung]
Static in the speaker’s breath,
Talking down the steps of death,
Somewhere under London clay,
A voice repeats the same cliché…

Mind that fucking gap.       Lyrics

Verse]
The presidents fell
There's a flood in the plains
And the animals yell
I just wanted some peace
But I'm starting to feel
Like the mountains could tell

[Chorus]
Mont Rushmore collapse
Mont Rushmore collapse
Mont Rushmore collapse
Mont Rushmore collapse

[Verse]
The men on the ground
There's a noise in the wind
And a deafening sound
We all looked at each other
I stared at my mother
And knew what she'd found

[Chorus]
Mont Rushmore collapse
Mont Rushmore collapse
Mont Rushmore collapse
Mont Rushmore collapse

[Bridge]
I had seen it before
In my eyes
And I could ignore
But not this time

[Chorus]
Mont Rushmore collapse
Mont Rushmore collapse
Mont Rushmore collapse
Mont Rushmore collapse
Mont Rushmore collapse
Mont Rushmore collapse
Mont Rushmore collapse
Mont Rushmore collapse

Mount Rushmore Collapse   #rushmore. # climatic change

Vesuvius Inc 2025
Steinway, vox : Jef.  Lyrics , vox : Matteo. Saturated Bass : Marcus
Nohe
It's time to gather all your animals
Take a seat
Let me tell you what I mean

[Verse]
We've been walking through the forest
Hunting witches
All our friends are
Coming over for the weekend
And I know that
The neighbors think we're crazy
And maybe we are
Maybe we are

[Chorus]
Nohe
It's time to gather all your animals
Take a seat
Let me tell you what I mean

[Verse]
There's a siren on the lawn
And all our friends are gone
And I know
You can tell me what it means
And it's coming back to me
Like a memory
Maybe I'm wrong

[Bridge]
You're afraid of the dark
And afraid of the cold
It's okay
You don't have to go alone

[Chorus]
Nohe
It's time to gather all your animals
Take a seat
Let me tell you what I mean
Nohe
It's time to gather all your animals
Take a seat
Let me tell you what I mean

Nohe,It's Time to Gather All your Animals.  LYRICS

Disillusioned by you

Vesuvius copyright 2025

Verse]
I shake hands with the shadows tonight
They whisper deals under neon light
A devil’s grin
A sinner’s thrill
My demons
Yeah
They pay the bills

[Chorus]
Oh
They pay
They pay
They pay the bills
The whispers climb
The silence kills
Oh
They pay
They pay
They always will
My demons
Yeah
They pay the bills

[Verse 2]
I sold my soul for a parking spot
Traded my dreams for what I’ve got
It ain’t gold but it shines so bright
The darkness laughs
It’s my guiding light

[Prechorus]
Who’s the master
Who’s the slave
Is it freedom or the chains I crave

[Chorus]
Oh
They pay
They pay
They pay the bills
The whispers climb
The silence kills
Oh
They pay
They pay
They always will
My demons
Yeah
They pay the bills

[Bridge]
A laugh in the void
A scream in the dark
A contract signed in a crimson spark
They promised me
They’d take the pain
But all they did was carve their name

My Demons pay the bills.

Vesuvius Inc 2025   #gentle ballad  #pop song #sweet

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FIRST OF ALL, No Promoters or so-called VIDEOS experts.

All songs, -music and lyrics - are copyrighted..
As an author - composer, I like to sing, with my natural voice or slightly transformed with different devices, according to my mood. I also play all kinds of keyboards and a little bit of 6-string guitars, both acoustic and electric.I'm pretty old, but I've still got a fairly wide vocal range, though it's getting lower and lower.
I also have a small home studio called Vesuvius( thx Sufjan Stevens! )
I like to work alone, or with two or three partners, male or female, highly qualified.
And I get some much fun to discover amazing new talents on Soudcloud. That's why I follow more people than I'm followed by. I'm just too curious..

My life ( autobiography) All the events really happened

Jef Tale