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Tuxx- Self Sabotage

lost one

Have You Ever?

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WILDIN! freestyle (Prod. Xo Cam)

i know all your friends and they're abusing me...

@88strait thanks for carrying me lol, ilysm dawg <3

shoutout @branwenmusic for da youtube beat hehe

lyrics:
i’m all alone now
i’m on my own now
i’m left to suffer
inside my hometown

my friends are gone i regret it
i feel so lost and dependent
i don’t know what path i’m headed
(i don’t know what path i’m headed)

i know it is never how it used to be
i know all your friends and they’re abusing me
i don’t know how to find the rest of me
i fall to the ground so desperately 

it’s best if i feel the fall
i don’t really wanna fuckin feel at all
i was doing better then i hear you call
when i hear you call…

i’ll fall apart when it’s all okay 
don’t fucking tell me you know my pain 
i’ll fucking try but it’s always the same 
300 thoughts running right through my brain 

i’m fucking drowning everyday like don’t you get it man? 
i can’t even swim, i need a hug, i need a helping hand 
i fucking hate how i look, how i feel now 
all of the drugs and the pills i abuse now 

oh no oh no 
i don’t wanna feel now 
bleed out my heart 
body on the floor now 
find a way into my head 
i’ll fade away until i’m dead

oh no oh no 
i don’t wanna feel now 
bleed out my heart 
body on the floor now 
find a way into my head 
i’ll fade away until i’m dead

i know it is never how it used to be
i know all your friends and they’re abusing me
i don’t know how to find the rest of me
i fall to the ground so desperately 

it’s best if i feel the fall
i don’t really wanna fuckin feel at all
i was doing better then i hear you call
when i hear you call…

all plats

used to be w/ 88strait [prod. branwen]

prod. dercept x ayoley

https://www.instagram.com/dercept/
https://www.instagram.com/ayoleybeats/

rest in peace

[+ sogimura]
@navyxower
@not-a-fucking-hero
@northshoremusic
@autumndropsdead
@emptychest

Take Over The Night w/ NAVYXOWER, hero, The North Shore, autumndropsdead & emptychest

SPOTIFY

All In

i never chase, no way !

love y'all.

(prod. gren808 x benjididit)

YEAH*+! (PROD. GREN808 X BENJIDIDIT)

tuxx - strings [prod.waytoolost]

Johnny Dang (prod.ezy)

Make a wish - JaeyBxrd

I Could Stay For Days (feat. Lxst Boy) [prod. Mist3r]

lyrics


do you want me?
would you love me once more?
please stop running
he cant hear us behind the door
burn me make me feel something
touch me and feel me melt in your hands
call it wrong
or say that its not real
i still wish i was dead
so i couldn’t feel

this is what it takes
to wrap my head around it
this is what it takes
to fake my smile
like theres no pain at all

please get out of my head
get out of my head
get out of my head

i’ll bring the pills
you bring the games
its all the same
its all the same
i’ll bring the pills
you bring the games
its all the same
its all the same

with a noose on my neck
i’d fall for you
with chains on my feet
i’ll follow you

this is what it takes
to wrap my head around it
this is what it takes
to fake my smile
like theres no pain at all

please get out of my head
get out of my head
get out of my head

you created a monster

what it takes

since you mfs want this on soundcloud so bad

You wanna have a night
Sober, fall to the floor, what's left
You think it's over, bleeding out through your chest
She needed closure
He just want feel her breast
To go on
Move on
So petrified, you're
Wrecked 'n' Bloody
Might sleep if lucky
Love, do you trust me
What matters if we're ugly

Hang tight
Wrong night
Eyes are mud
You're ice, I'm rusty
So right
You want me inside your head
Don't you care?
I swear, it's suffocating
Don't you dare stay there, I'm contemplating
Everything pierced by your teeth
Their lies, you need
My ties, I'll bleed out
Right now
Won't have the ink to write down

You wanna have a night
Sober, fall to the floor, what's left
You think it's over, bleeding out through your chest
She needed closure
He just want feel her breast
To go on
Move on
So petrified, you're
Wrecked 'n' Bloody
Might sleep if lucky
Love, do you trust me
What matters if we're ugly

Gotta taste for you, right?
Feel it on my tongue
Might gasp for air
Pressure on my lungs
Might've lost several times
I still think I've won
You'd feel better, drop the drama
All your scars, they burn like lava
Wrapped around, your demons haunt me
You have mine so they won't stop me

You wanna have a night
Sober, fall to the floor, what's left
You think it's over, bleeding out through your chest
She needed closure
He just want feel her breast
To go on
Move on
So petrified
You're wrecked
I'm bloody
Might sleep if lucky
Love, do you trust me
What matters if we're ugly

WRECKED N BLOODY

Spotify

Energy (freestyle)

Resting Place feat foreign forest + ashes prod. hxllxw

Prod Kado!

I live 
In a timebomb 
Hear my heart tick tick 
All night long
Got it all now 
Still lonely 
 So lost nothing could console me 

I live 
Somewhere deep inside of my head space 
I don’t care 
Probably hold you down like a deadweight 
Never be set straight 
Never be let down 
Cause I don’t believe anything that anyone says now 
If you don’t believe in me 
Than why are you still here? 
I heard everything 
Could you please stop screaming in my ear  we

What could ever be worse than 
Thinking you can be something 
Then finding out your wrong 
What could ever be worse than
Never finding your purpose 
Did you know I used to think you were perfect?

I was never gonna be what you wanted 
I did everything I could and I still failed regardless 
 if I’m being heartless ,  it’s only because 
I already gave it to you and it wasn’t enough
Now I’m fucked up 
And it’s not fair 
But nothing matters anyway, why would I care? 
I wouldn’t have a thing to say if you were right there
How could I explain this year it was a nightmare 
It feels like I’m losing my mind
It feels like you’re wasting my time
I’ll probably just lie and say it’s alright 
You that I’m lying when I say I’m fine

Stop this fucking car
I need to get out 
We’ve gone way too far
I need to go now 
I don’t want to hear you say 
Everything will be olay  
It won’t
You say you care but you don’t
Delete the texts that you wrote 
I don’t want to hear you say 
Every thing will be okay 
Cause it won’t

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