After uploading private, I decided to go public with this - maybe others will relate. Like Clapton who said of Tears in Heaven: I almost subconsciously used music for myself as a healing agent... while I'm no great performer, this song speaks my mind. Words below:

Looking in the glass, she sees what is not there
Even though she thinks she is, she's not aware
That the voices in her head, they tell her lies
The voices in her head, they blind her eyes

Her body now so thin, so weak, so frail
Each time that we've seen her, she looks more pale
And we plead with her be brave, accept some help
But the voices in her head, she hates herself

I sometimes wonder Lord why it is so
So much mental sickness down here below

For, looking in the glass, she sees what is not there
Even though she thinks she is, she's not aware
That the voices in her head, they tell her lies
The voices in her head, they blind her eyes - ahhh

So Broken (with Vocals)

Just The Way You Are, Gene Jumper, and Lawrence Farr.

Just The Way You Are, Gene Jumper, And  Lawrence Farr

A jazz piano arrangement by Suzuki of my song “I’ll Travel On - a song for Nat King Cole” (2020). Performed and recorded by Suzuki in April, 2022. 
I wish to thank Suzuki for making this dream come true!

“I’ll Travel On - a song for Nat King Cole” 
https://on.soundcloud.com/Att6waTDpYG2UAAdA

I’ll Travel On - jazz instrumental version

PleaseRepeat

AudioBake - https://soundcloud.com/audiobake 
Original track - https://soundcloud.com/audiobake/this-dystopia-open-collab-stem-downloads-available
Doomsday Preppers - https://youtu.be/c3hPSJczrU0
Tom Screaming - https://youtu.be/Yqbl2QIYDPg
MOSNAR DET - Remixing, Bass Guitar, Drum Programming
Special Thanks to AudioBake for offering up the great open collabs! check out his stuff!

AudioBake This Dystopia (Open Collab)- DOOMSDAY PREPPERS REMIX

Winds Of Time

12 Days (12) - Rejoice

What is a man
What is a lover
Can anyone tell
One from the other

Tell me the word
Or sing me another
I’ll be listening to you

What is a man
No need to define it
Stop digging it up
And trying to mine it

Feeling a thing?
Having a thought?
Trying so hard to be something you’re not?

I’m reaching out
For a connection
Try to emote
Feel some affection

Come face to face
With your kryptonite
Never give up
Gotta do what is right

Leave all the privilege 
Let go of the power
I'm just a flash in a 
Meteor shower

Yeah I understand
Yes I think I see
What is a man
A man is me 

Music and lyrics by David F Wagoner

A Man Is Me

I dont exist (prod. Yago)

The Language Of Love

my biggest love

Jeffrey Diggins is a singer songwriter from New England. Either writing songs for The Kona Brothers Band or Solo. Come along for a listen...

The Language Of Love

Jeffrey Diggins Songwriter