Deranged

It's gotta be the last one
Why I gotta be that way
Cuttin it back to the past duh
Whatever it is replays

There's something gotta catch up
There's something that I couldn't say
Coverin up just to ask ya
Why I gotta be that way

Something vile in the energies
Unwelcome in the space between
Come in close and bring your love to me
I'll give/do whatever I can

They askin me
But I won't do that
Lookin at me like
I'll tell em yeah
You ain't ever have to take me back
You tell em
Tell em 

Somethin wicked in
The way they laugh
Lookin at me like
I'll tell em yeah
You ain't ever have to take me back
You tell em
Tell em

Catch me crushin
Like it owe me cash
Lookin at me like
I might say yeah
You ain't ever have to take me back
You tell em
Tell em 

What do I do
What do I say
It feels like it's wrong
That it's all a display
Maybe I'm fucked 
Maybe it's right
Maybe I don't know anything
Maybe I'm lost and a little uptight

And I'm walking out
And I'm wearing lines of blue and red
And I'm falling now 
I remember every word you said
Could you let me down
Could you help me learn to just forget

I'm an addict for your energy 
Stopped eating and I gave up sleep
That's why I write you all these symphonies 
I got you all in my head

Something crazy just occured to me
While I was writing in my cypherspeech
Maybe you feel the way it does to me
I got you all in my head



NETHERSCAPE

Recorded on a Sunday morning in Minneapolis

House of Acid

Released 2013

All musical and lyrical property belong to Jordan Quam of AURÆ.

Beyond Volga recording & mix.

Samadi by AURÆ

BOOSTED

Rain Upon [Instrumental] by B. Kal Vilmer  -b.side-

Tell me if you can about a happy thing
I got a compromising case of being on the brink
Living like I got something calling me to the road

Maybe out in Omaha I'll find some way
To wake up in the morning with a dream to chase
Or maybe I'mma hang up my wheels and just head on home

I remember being young and watching lightning crack
The thunder over head was god calling back
But I'm never gonna be that young and unafraid now I know

All these folks with answers
Were once as lost as I am now
Reaching through the darkness
Hope for feeling my way out
All that I've abandoned
I'm gonna honor it somehow
Whenever it is I've landed
If ever I lift what I set down

Call this phone
It ain't any bother
I promised not to end up like my father
When I'm with my friends down by the water
Funny how the things
You lost you had all along

You may not know 
But I'm glad you wonder
There were times when something tried to pull me under
When I feel like this I can feel my mother:
"Maybe what you thought you lost you had all along."

Deranged

JeffyKle