Pieces

Eyes Wide Shut

Norte Salvaje

Live Blood

The Edge Of The World

Disillusion "And the Mirror Cracked (Remastered 20th Anniversary Edition)" from the album "Back to Times of Splendor (20th Anniversary Reissue)"

Back to Times of Splendor (20th Anniversary Reissue)

Disillusion "And the Mirror Cracked (Remastered 20th Anniversary Edition)"

Detrimental

Шторм Внутри

Sueño Perdido

Veneno

Legacy of the Devil

Legacy



Mix of influences between Rob Zombie and Rammstein.

Vocals generated using www.udio.com and splitting the audio using www.vocalremover.com.

Lyrics

[Verse]
Mini golf master
Mini golf master
Swing my dirty club 
Into dirty balls
Sliding all down
Into dirty holes

[Chorus]
Now come with me and you shall see.
Let's play fifty rounds,
In my hobby town.

[Verse]
Dirty little game
Putter in my hand
Aim for hole in one
Hard or soft, don't matter
I'm the mini golf master

[Chorus]
Now come with me and you shall see.
Let's play fifty rounds,
In my hobby town.
I will strike you down.

[Bridge]
Winning every game,
Courses all the same.
My gold medal
Fake and rusty
Need to find an all new hobby
My balls are getting gray
To the windmill I pray
Give me strength to play
I have lost the minigolf way

[Chorus] 
Now come with (x3)
Take my hand 
Heal my soul 
What do you say 
Fifty rounds 
At the hobby town of yesterday

Mini golf Master

"How Do I Be Strong" is a powerful, introspective metal song that delves into the heart of the struggle against overwhelming stress, pressure, and adversity. With its raw, vulnerable lyrics and dynamic musical composition, the song takes the listener on a journey from the brink of despair to the triumph of resilience and self-empowerment.
The song opens with a stark confession of barely holding on, of putting on a brave face while crumbling inside under the weight of the world. The protagonist is at their breaking point, questioning how they can find the strength to carry on in the face of such challenges.
As the song progresses, the theme of fear emerges - the fear that holds one back, that keeps one awake at night. But there's also a glimmer of hope, a determination to push through the pain and mistakes towards victory and a better day.
The chorus is a cry for help, a plea for the strength to fight, to make it through the dark night of the soul. It's a question that many have asked in their darkest hours, and one that resonates deeply with anyone who has faced adversity.
But the song doesn't leave us in despair. The bridge serves as a turning point, a realization that the strength to overcome lies within. It's a moment of self-discovery and empowerment, a commitment to rise above the stress and pass every test.
The outro is a triumphant declaration of resilience and strength. The protagonist has found the might to win the fight, to be strong and set things right. It's a powerful message of hope and perseverance in the face of even the darkest times.
Musically, "How Do I Be Strong" combines the raw intensity of metal with the vulnerability and intimacy of acoustic elements. This dynamic arrangement mirrors the emotional journey of the lyrics, from the quiet desperation of the verses to the explosive triumph of the chorus and outro.
In the end, "How Do I Be Strong" is more than just a song - it's a battle cry for anyone who has ever struggled, who has ever felt like they were at the end of their rope. It's a reminder that we all have the strength within us to overcome, to be heroes in our own stories. And it's a powerful testament to the resilience of the human spirit.

How Do I Be Strong

Just a typical rock ballad with typical rock ballad lyrics and rock ballad high-pitched singing.

Sound generated with Udio v1. Lyrics are mine.

*** Lyrics ***
[Verse 1]
In this quiet room, where echoes fade
Lost in shadows, our memories made
Whispers of the past, calling soft and clear
I reach for you, but you're not here

[Chorus]
A thousand dreams I've dreamt alone
Miles of silence on the phone
I'm standing on the edge of night
Calling to the fading light
A million light years from your touch
Never knew I'd miss this much

[Verse 2]
Every face in the crowd wears a trace of your smile
I walk these streets, lost in thought all the while
The scars we share, they're hidden from view
Haunted by the ghost of me and you

[Chorus]
A thousand dreams I've dreamt alone
Miles of silence on the phone
I'm standing on the edge of night
Calling to the fading light
A million light years from your touch
Never knew I'd miss this much

[Bridge]
Can forgiveness find its way
Through the words we never say?
In the silence, find me true
All I am, I owe to you

[Verse 3]
I'm learning from the tears we've cried
Finding strength in what we've tried
It's never late to mend, to heal
To say the words we need to feel

[Chorus]
A thousand dreams I've dreamt alone
Miles of silence on the phone
I'm standing on the edge of night
Calling to the fading light
A million light years from your touch
Never knew I'd miss this much

[Verse 4]
So if these words can cross the space
Find a path to your embrace
Know I'm here, still reaching through
A million light years back to you

Jennostrofe 01

A million light years back to you

Blood of the Nations

Rollin' Thunder

I am using this music as a coping mechanism with the modern antisocial world. Don’t be hatin’. I apologize in advance if I am not going to reply to comments and DMs, I have problem communicating over social networks. But I still appreciate any and all feedback, even hateful. 

Do what you want with this music. Use it commercially, say it's yours, download it, remix it, delete it, despise it. I don't believe in IP anyway.

*** Sound is generated by Udio/Suno AI, lyrics are not. ***

About me:
I am a tired old man feeling social anxiety and hating crowds. I’ve been trying to make some music since I was little, first using trackers in 90’s, then Reason and other advanced software in 2000’s. I’ve been also learning to play guitar for years, but to no avail. But my main goal was to express myself in lyrics, not just creating music that sounded good but was shallow without any message. I was writing poems, lyrics and prose and waiting for the right moment in the future. That moment has finally come, and I can finally create some music and make AI sing my texts. I am very grateful for that.

Please, enjoy my music, even though it is AI generated. Nevertheless, I still pour my soul into making each track, spending hours and hundreds of takes. Not a single track here (except short ones) was generated in less than 50 generations, edits and inpaitings.

I heard people say that I didn’t earn the right to make songs unless I learned how to play instruments and sing. I understand their point, but I still disagree. Music is about expressing oneself, about coping with the world, about screaming into the void. And I am doing exactly that.

Please, enjoy the music for what it truly is.

A million light years back to you

Jennostrofe

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