I wish to wake up from this society.

Probably music. Created using guitars, keyboard, software, hardware and also AI. Everything mashed together.

*** Lyrics ***
[Verse 1]
Walking down these crowded streets
Eyes ahead, no one meets
Whispers lost in urban roar
Hearts are heavy, souls are sore

[Chorus]
In society no one can hear you scream
Loneliness is louder than it seems
In society no one can hear you scream
We're all trapped inside this silent dream

I WANT TO GET OUT!
I WANT TO GET OUT!

[Verse 2]
Faces masked, emotions hide
Connected yet so far inside
Reaching out through empty air
Does anybody really care?

[Chorus]
In society no one can hear you scream
Echoes vanish in the mainstream
In society no one can hear you scream
Drowning in this disconnected stream

I WANT IT TO END!
I WANT IT TO END!

[Bridge]
Can we break these walls we're in?
Let the healing time begin
Hear me now, I'm calling out
Let's find a way to turn about

I WANT TO GET OUT!
I WANT TO GET OUT!
I WANT IT TO END!
I WANT IT TO END!

[Chorus]
In society no one can hear you scream
Loneliness is louder than it seems
In society no one can hear you scream
We're all trapped inside this silent dream
In society no one can hear you scream
Shatter all these walls in between
In society, they'll hear us when we scream
Waking up from this collective dream

TIME TO WAKE UP!
TIME TO WAKE UP!
It's time to wake up!

11/11

In Society No One Can Hear You Scream

Sound generated with Udio v1.5. Lyrics are mine.

*** Lyrics ***
[Verse 1]
I woke up to a fist pounding right behind my eyes
Saying "Rise and shine, asshole-today's your big disguise"
I flick the match and light your recycled lies
A funeral in the hallway, no one acts surprised

[Verse 2]
My veins are screaming, a carnival of dread
A deadbeat choir chanting curses in my head
This facade cracks with every forced grin
They'll sell you salvation, then blame you for your sins

[Chorus]
I've lost my fucking mind
Stuck living in rewind
Can't believe I'm trapped right here
Feeding on fear after fear
I keep swallowing the poison
And calling it devotion
But I'm done playing nice
You can choke on your own lies

[Verse 3]
Got vultures on the corner, they're preaching final days
They hand me empty dreams wrapped in bullshit praise
They say "Chill out, man" but it scrapes right through my skin
I'd rather burn out loud than watch this cycle spin

[Verse 4]
Illusions come cheap when you sell a soulless shell
Every promise rings hollow like a faded funeral bell
Another day wasted on the edge, nothing left to recall
Your billboard illusions reek like a dying carnival

[Chorus]
I've lost my fucking mind
Stuck living in rewind
Can't believe I'm trapped right here
Feeding on fear after fear
I keep swallowing the poison
And calling it devotion
But I'm done playing nice
You can choke on your own lies

[Bridge]
Now all these voices I hear
Are just echoes of despair
Fuck your smoke and mirrors
I'm ripping out every snare
No more lines to recite
No more stage to ignite
I'm free-falling in the dark
But at least it's mine tonight

[Chorus]
I've lost my fucking mind
Stuck living in rewind
Can't believe I'm trapped right here
Feeding on fear after fear
I keep swallowing the poison
And calling it devotion
But I'm done playing nice
You can choke on your own lies

I've lost my fucking mind
And still, I'm standing blind
Can't believe I'm rotting here
Suffocated by your fear
I won't swallow your poison
I'm done with illusions
Tear the blinds from my eyes
You can't feed me more lies

Choke on Your Lies

I sometimes think I am the sick one, but in reality, this world is very sick.

Probably music. Created using guitars, keyboard, software, hardware and also AI. Everything mashed together.

*** Lyrics ***
[Verse 1]
Another day, another breakdown, oh what fun
People always tell me "Well, you're the dumb one"
They say the world's just fine, I must be outta my mind
But I see cracks in the pavement and ghosts in the skyline

[Verse 2]
Tell me, what's the protocol for living in a freak show?
Shake hands, fake laughs, yeah, gotta keep the mask on
I tried to play along, but man, it's getting old
They say "Just be yourself" then they tell you what to mold

[Verse 3]
Oh, call the doctor, tell him I'm a lost cause
Prescribe me pills so I can smile for the applause
Meanwhile, the world burns, but hey, that's just fate
Yeah, I'm the crazy one - ain't that just great?

[Chorus]
Oh wow, yeah, I'm totally insane
Guess I missed the memo that this mess is "okay"
Buildings fall, people lie, the sky is turning red
But sure, let's blame the girl who won't pretend instead
Oh no, I must be losing my mind
Cause I don't think doomscrolling counts as a good time
But you're all normal, yeah, you've got it right
So tell me more about how I'm the parasite

[Verse 4]
Ignorance is bliss, well, damn, sign me up
Cause knowing too much feels like drinking from a poisoned cup
Yeah, tell me again how I just "think too deep"
While you drown your conscience in a bottle and sleep

[Verse 5]
Oh, the newsman said the world is doin' just fine
Who cares if we sell our souls one click at a time?
Yeah, keep your blinders on, keep dancin' in the flames
But hey, I'm the lunatic - oh god, you sound so lame!

[Chorus]
Oh wow, yeah, I'm totally insane
Guess I missed the memo that this mess is "okay"
Buildings fall, people lie, the sky is turning red
But sure, let's blame the girl who won't pretend instead
Oh no, I must be losing my mind
Cause I don't think doomscrolling counts as a good time
But you're all normal, yeah, you've got it right
So tell me more about how I'm the parasite

[Bridge]
Tell me how to cope with the chaos and decay
When everybody's smiling while they're rotting away?
Oh, it's me? I'm sick? Oh yeah, sure, okay
If sanity's a joke, then I don't wanna play!

[Verse 6]
Oh, they pat me on the head, say "Kid, don't think too much"
But I see the strings, yeah, I see who's pulling what
Keep your silver tongues, keep your fairytales and lies
I'd rather be the villain than the puppet in disguise

[Verse 7]
Oh, someone help me, I think I lost my grip
Or maybe I just learned how to read between the script
Everybody's laughing, everybody's numb
But I'm the problem? Well, that's just dumb

[Final Chorus]
Oh wow, yeah, I'm totally nuts
Meanwhile, you're all fine, sipping poison from your cups
"Just follow the rules, keep your head down low"
Well, if that's called "sanity" then I'd rather let go
Oh no, I must be out of my mind
Cause I don't buy the bullshit they want me to find
But hey, you're all perfect, you've got it all planned
So keep digging your graves with a smile in the sand

[Outro]
Yeah, yeah, lock me up
While the world turns to dust and you're drinking it up
Guess I'm the crazy one...
or maybe I just woke up

Who’s the Crazy One?

NULL POINT

I really feel like I am addicted and cannot let go.

Probably music. Created using guitars, keyboard, software, hardware and also AI. Everything mashed together.

*** Lyrics ***
[Verse 1]
Another sleepless morning, addicted and alone
This drug is in my system, cuts me to the bone
Promises to get clean dissolve into the night
But I keep chasing shadows, losing every fight

[Pre-Chorus]
You slip inside my veins with every shadow on the wall
I swear I'll walk away, but I always seem to crawl

[Chorus]
You're the poison in my bloodstream, the ache I can't outgrow
Every time I taste you, I lose a little more
They say I should let go, but your whisper feels like home
I'm holding on to nothing, but I can't leave you alone

[Verse 2]
I bury all my secrets under blankets made of shame
Tried to blame the weather, tried to change my name
You haunt me in the quiet, you're louder than my fears
I write my own confession in these silent, wasted years

[Pre-Chorus]
You pull me under gently, dressed up as a friend
But every sweet surrender is just the means to an end

[Chorus]
You're the poison in my bloodstream, the ache I can't outgrow
Every time I taste you, I lose a little more
They say I should let go, but your whisper feels like home
I’m holding on to nothing, but I can't leave you alone

[Bridge 1]
Maybe I'm addicted to the breaking of my heart
Maybe I'm just tired of pretending in the dark
Every resolution, every line I draw
Melts away like innocence I never really saw

[Bridge 2]
You slip inside my veins with every shadow on the wall
I swear I'll walk away, but I always seem to crawl
You pull me under gently, dressed up as a friend
But every sweet surrender is just the means to an end

[Verse 3]
So here's my last confession, my final little crime
You're not a pill or powder - I breathe you all the time
The drug I can't escape, the needle in my soul
Is just the world I wake to, and it's never letting go

[Final Chorus]
You're the poison in my bloodstream, the ache I can't outgrow
Every time I taste you, I lose a little more
They say I should let go, but your whisper feels like home
Guess I'll take another breath -
I can't leave you alone

[Outro]
Yeah, I can't leave you alone...
Reality, my only home

Addicted to...

ёбаный мразь (heavy metal post-punk)

заткнись сука!

МАМА ДАЙ ЕНОТА!, MOM GIVE ME A RACCOON!

Probably music. Created using guitars, keyboard, software, hardware and also AI. Everything mashed together.

*** Lyrics ***
[Verse 1]
Concrete whispers, cold fluorescent glow
Empty signals, nowhere left to go
We dissolve in circuits, out of frame
But the silence still remembers our names

[Chorus]
We hold the static in our veins
Carrying weight that has no name
Numb, but we don't disappear
We're still here
We're still here

[Verse 2]
Glass reflections, faces out of sync
Every movement closer to the brink
Bodies moving but the eyes are gone
And the night keeps dragging on and on

[Chorus]
We hold the static in our veins
Carrying weight that has no name
Numb, but we don't disappear
We're still here
We're still here

[Bridge]
Screens collapse
Walls dissolve
Nothing left
Nothing solved
Still we breathe
Still we stay
No control
But not erased

[Final Chorus]
We hold the static in our veins
Carrying weight that has no name
Fading slow, but not replaced
We're still here
We're still here

We're still here
We're still here

We're still here
We're still here

Signals

I bought a lot of new software (FL Studio, SynthV2, Vocoflex) and I wanted to test everything out. I first made song in Suno, then exported stems as both wav and midi and then tried all kind of shenanigans in FL Studio. I am a complete n00b and I am definitely using many of the plugins and tools in the wrong way with bad settings.

I have used FT2 and archaic Reason until now, so this is completely new tool for me. I have Oxygen Pro Mini keyboard, so I wanted to finally make use of all sliders and pads and stuff. It is fun, but I am still missing 2D joystick, especially to use with Vocoflex and some other plugins. This is just note to myself to buy one, when I get some more donations.

Anyway, this song is just experiment and it is quite terrible. But it is my first output from FL Studio, so be patient with me. Lyrics are mine.

*** Lyrics ***
[Verse 1]
Walking through the city, neon lights aglow
People rushing by me, don't know where to go
Everyone's a stranger, faces in a crowd
Lost in their own bubbles, living life too loud

[Pre-Chorus]
Look at all the tourists with their maps and screens
Capturing the moments they'll forget they've seen
Cars lined up for miles, honking horns in vain
Chasing after time like it can be contained

[Chorus]
That doesn't make sense, no, not to me
Living for the hustle, never truly free
Running in circles, round and round we go
Tell me, do we know what we're searching for?

[Verse 2]
Shiny new distractions, gadgets in our hands
Trading real connections for some digital demands
Billboards scream for attention, promises they sell
Buying happiness that they can never really tell

[Pre-Chorus]
Wearing fancy labels, masks for all to see
But who are we really when we strip them free?
Crowded clubs and parties, dancing to the beat
But the emptiness is hiding underneath our feet

[Chorus]
That doesn't make sense, no, not to me
Living for the hustle, never truly free
Running in circles, round and round we go
Tell me, do we know what we're searching for?

[Bridge]
I see the skyscrapers reaching for the sky
But up here in the clouds, I just wonder why
All the noise and chaos, it never seems to end
When did living life become just a trend?

[Chorus]
That doesn't make sense, no, not to me
Living for the hustle, never truly free
Running in circles, round and round we go
Tell me, do we know what we're searching for?

[Outro]
Walking through the city, moonlight starts to glow
In the quiet moments, it's the silence that I know
Maybe in this madness, we'll find a better way
To live a life with meaning, beyond the noise of today

Fancy labels (experimental)

Update in progress. Just be patient.

Probably music. Created using guitars, keyboard, software, hardware and also AI. Everything mashed together.

Everything under CC-BY. Use it any way you want. I will never ask you for any money or anything.

Please, enjoy the music for what it truly is.

Fancy labels (experimental)

Jennostrofe