𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝒶𝓇𝒹

my last song (follow my new account soundcloud.com/x9p)

tear me apart
yeah you left me in the dark
you don't care cuz thats who u are
try so hard and u don't give af
blood on my hands its your fault

you're fault for everything
don't wanna see me win
all of the things i seen
lie deep inside of me

i don't wanna think about it too much

blood on my hands its ur fault
ur fault for everything

yourrr faulttt !!! (death) [ALL PLATS LINK IN BIO]

prod @9lives 

https://open.spotify.com/album/267QFaM0OXSlun4u0VTxIf?si=-SoymuosSoC4lNpxINucEA

it feels so hard i wna restart
nah i cnt take part of my own heart
my reputation not the best i know
i wna try , i wna still grow
he knows wht he wants n he know what do best
the only thing thts stopping him is the mess
y does he give a fuck ab them dumb pest
hes always tripping on the acid n meds 
i tried my best until i couldnt 
so dont go tuckin when im out nah
we know this trauma tht we got
we goin great so dont complain now
oh he a player with the way that he dress
jus giv em time i know or else he gon stress
best tht u lettem have some time theres no mess
i think he fine jus let sitan do the rest
do u think tht he know wht he doin
whn the fuck did u evr do it
i cld nva name a time u did it 
ths is not fucking good enough
do u wna make him die 4 nothing
left unprepared 4 tha ###
in the abyss tht he lives
he goes in life full unaware
it gets th best tht he realizes
he cnt live witout affair
i cnt handle this
dnt wna handle it
dnt wna b with it
jus cannot
he does his best,l everyday
evn tho he fails , hes gaining smth 
remind ourselvs 2 always make it happn
just stay oblivious 2 what u want someday

𝓅𝓈𝓎𝒸𝒽𝑜𝓈𝒾𝓈/𝓂𝑒𝑒𝓉𝓊𝓅

whn we met it was all fo u
i thght id rot in solitude
didnt kno wht has 2 caused my root
couldnt stabilize my mood

couldnt live a day witout uu
now we stabilized we on tha moove
i remember whn we'd take so many shrooms
we was trippin in th night wht did we do?

we was broke asf we suffered evryday
not again, dnt wna live another day
doing 8 - 5 jus so we cld pay
cared 2 much ab wht parents gone say

i felt like i wasnt shit my whole way
had no therapist, the acid was my way
i nvr meditated not evn 1 day
we were so depressed, wed demise everyday

days wld go by in minute well played
smoke 2 many cones everyday its not great
i lost so much weight in a month i went grey
cuts all on my hand, had no time 4 my day

i wld never ever leave yo side
i dont miss a single day wed reside
i miss mama i hope tht she doin fine
i feel mellow everyday i cant lie

𝓋𝒶𝓁𝒾𝒹𝒶𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃 孤独の中で腐る 苦しむエゴ

look at me cn u keep ur eyes on me?
do u love me evn tho i always change?
y kno im soft inside yk tht cant change
tried almost everything n i couldnt relate
coping wasnt the best way to keep sane
now im solving a whole piece of my maze
and i cant lie i found myself in more pain
i feel so lucky bt im also not amazed
this is not excellent i cant think 1 at a time
i got everything i wanted bt cnt find
any satisfaction nothings changed my mind
look back at my past when i went oo
i was so excited wit everything oo
maybe i was always this way truuu
ik this is part of growth its all truuu
...
developed trust issues dnt know whos who
who knows everything ab this shit? you
so y do i continue 2 give up my own truth?
cs its better that way
yeah its better that way
yk its not better that way
u wont grow this way
look at me can u keep ur eyes on me?
do u love me evn tho i always change?
y know im soft inside yk tht cant change
tried almost everything n i couldnt relate
numb it out numb it out till it fades
can u wait? can u wait? can u wait?
cope with it cs u cant face pain
no more hidin theres no gain
this is not excellent i cant think 1 at a time
i got everything i wanted but cant find
any satisfaction nothings changed my mind
look back at my past when i went oo
i was so excited wit everything oo
maybe i was always this way truuuu
ik this is part of growth its all truuuu

~
prod. saikyoz

𝒸𝑜𝓃𝒻𝓊𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝙹!¡↸ᒷ ∴ℸ ̣⍑ ᒲᒷ

prod. @tarozan 
!!
𝒹𝑜𝓃𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒 𝓃𝑜 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝒾 𝒶𝓁𝓌𝓎𝓈 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝒹𝓀
𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓃𝑒 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓉𝒽 𝓌𝒽𝓃 𝒾 𝑔𝑜 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒾 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝓉 𝓌𝓃𝒶 𝑔𝑜 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒
𝒾 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓈𝑜 𝒶𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇𝒻𝓁𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉
𝒹𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉 ๛
𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑒𝓍𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒾𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝓊 𝓉𝒽 𝓈𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 ♪
𝒹𝑜𝓃𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒 𝓃𝑜 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝒾 𝒶𝓁𝓌𝓎𝓈 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝒹𝓀...
𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓃𝑒 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓉𝒽 𝓌𝒽𝓃 𝒾 𝑔𝑜 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒾 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝓉 𝓌𝓃𝒶 𝑔𝑜 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒
𝒾 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓈𝑜 𝒶𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇𝒻𝓁𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉
𝒹𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉 ๛
𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑒𝓍𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒾𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝓊 𝓉𝒽 𝓈𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹~ ♪
𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒹𝑜 𝒾 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒶𝒷 𝓂𝑒.?
𝓌𝒽𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓁𝒾𝒻𝑒 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝟤 𝒷?!?!
𝓁𝒾𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝓈 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝒷𝓊𝓂𝒷𝓁𝑒𝒷𝑒𝑒
𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓪𝓵 𝓵𝓸𝓫𝓸𝓽𝓸𝓶𝔂
𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓉 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒷𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝓂𝑒
𝒾𝓉𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃 𝓂𝑒...
...𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓈𝑒𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 (?)
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𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓪𝓵 𝓵𝓸𝓫𝓸𝓽𝓸𝓶𝔂 ..𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒾𝓈 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑒
𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓂𝒾𝒸𝒶𝓁 𝓈𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓂𝑒
" 𝓾 𝓬𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓻𝓾𝓷 𝓪𝔀𝓪𝔂 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 𝓶𝓮
𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓱𝓪𝓾𝓷𝓽 𝓾 𝓾𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓾 𝓼𝓮𝓮 "
𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓪𝓵 𝓵𝓸𝓫𝓸𝓽𝓸𝓶𝔂 ..𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒾𝓈 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑒
𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓂𝒾𝒸𝒶𝓁 𝓈𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓂𝑒
" 𝓾 𝓬𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓻𝓾𝓷 𝓪𝔀𝓪𝔂 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 𝓶𝓮
𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓱𝓪𝓾𝓷𝓽 𝓾 𝓾𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓾 𝓼𝓮𝓮 "
𝒹𝑜𝓃𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒 𝓃𝑜 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝒾 𝒶𝓁𝓌𝓎𝓈 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝒹𝓀
𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓃𝑒 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓉𝒽 𝓌𝒽𝓃 𝒾 𝑔𝑜 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒾 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝓉 𝓌𝓃𝒶 𝑔𝑜 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒
𝒾 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓈𝑜 𝒶𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇𝒻𝓁𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉
𝒹𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉
𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑒𝓍𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒾𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝓊 𝓉𝒽 𝓈𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹
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* 𝓾 𝓬𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓻𝓾𝓷 𝓪𝔀𝓪𝔂 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 𝓶𝓮
𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓱𝓪𝓾𝓷𝓽 𝓾 𝓾𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓾 𝓼𝓮𝓮 *
* 𝓾 𝓬𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓻𝓾𝓷 𝓪𝔀𝓪𝔂 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 𝓶𝓮
𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓱𝓪𝓾𝓷𝓽 𝓾 𝓾𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓾 𝓼𝓮𝓮 *

𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓪𝓵 ̣"𝓁𝑜𝒷𝑜𝓉𝑜𝓂𝓎"ᒷ ! ¡ ᔑℸ @tarozan

2 many steps that i lost my way
all mistakes that i made in may
caused my pain tht i feel 2day
iknow my traits dont make me safe

prod. kuro

𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓂𝑒(..)  나는 아직도 인간인가)  𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓶𝔂 𝓶𝓲𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓴𝓮𝓩𝔃𝔃 @kuro

this... @@@@@

i want everything u give me im addicted
i try to escape it bt u help me fix it
i pacc so much weight with all my wordz, can fix it
hope im understanding everything correctly(?)
do u love my face or do u love my mana ?
tell me everything ill evn listen to the drama
please dont ever leave me out yk i have trauma
i dont wanna feel th butterfliez in my gut no
ooo do I wna c my self that way?
she went like "oooo do u like this way?"
u know tht im shy i talk with my face
call me whn ur done i wld bless ur grace
call me whn u done i wnt ur grace
grrr do u feel th same way im made?
do u feel better whn u hang out wit me??
i js cnt read anything u do i sound insane

i hope im not asking for too much
its ok ima be ok

ima give u some faith
yu know how 2 sedate me
never wld i show up late
heal ur heart some way
ima give u some faith
yu know how 2 sedate me
never wld i show up late
heal ur heart some way

tell me what u mean when u say smth?
i cant grasp on your beauty u mean smth
u so sweet, i was scared u werent goodforme
but then u equal out with sour and its goodforme😋
baby when u say a word its like a symphony
its so impossible 2 sleep without ur company
ohh yeah im spiralling i cant even think properly
all the words u say 2 me, its poetry

i want everything u give me im addicted
i try to escape it bt u help me fix it
i pacc so much weight with all my wordz, can fix it
hope im understanding everything correctly(?)
do u love my face or do u love my mana ?
tell me everything ill evn listen to the drama
please dont ever leave me out yk i have trauma
i dont wanna feel th butterfliez in my gut no

explora

𝓮𝔁𝓹𝓵𝓸𝓻𝓪

carve me as a cup but u dont know me
karma is a bitch is what they told me
u wont understand that was the old me 
baby u the only one that knows
i wonder if its coming from the soul
corrosive attitude but i cant fall
i could stay on fire like coal
deep inside my core i feel cold
deep within the core
deep within the core
deep within this core
u will not ignore
deep within the core
deep within the core
deep within the core
deep within the core
deep within this core
u will not ignore
deep within the core
deep within the core
carve me as a cup but u dont know me
karma is a bitch is what they told me
u wont understand that was the old me
i couldnt reconcile with the old me 
wish i had common sense but i was only young
i gave up on everything, that was on me
tried to paint the canvas as somebody else
i hope u would notice thats the old me😅

𝓬𝓸𝓻𝓮ᒷ!¡ ∴╎ℸ ̣リ ℸ ̣╎ᓭ ᓵ𝙹∷ᒷ

Last year could’ve end it
Didn’t care about my life
Found people who saved me
I guess it’s worth a try
Off that drink, feel amazing
When I look in your eyes
For the first time I see hope
So I cannot die just yet…
I got people I can keep close
Designer, dropped them cheap clothes
Big racks, off casino
Go anywhere that I want to go
Problems, dropped a kilo
People always talk, what do they know?

They talk like they know me or sumn'
Ain’t know the pain I got
Life been so much better but for some reason I still feel lost
Got freedom, but at what cost?
Hate myself, I did you wrong
I can’t stop writing songs about you..

I never thought I’d live my life without you..
Just know that I always think about you..
Please don’t starve yourself, that’d be trouble..
Know you always find a way out the struggle..

I just want to give back to my mother
When the music work out imma call ya
I’m sorry for the stress that I brought ya
I always felt like I failed ya
I promise I will get better
I hope one day I’ll make you proud
So bet on me forever
I know one day I’ll figure it out

I’ll figure it out x8

Last year could’ve end it
Didn’t care about my life
Found people who saved me
I guess it’s worth a try
Off that drink, feel amazing
When I look in your eyes
For the first time I see hope
So I cannot die just yet…
I got people I can keep close
Designer, dropped them cheap clothes
Big racks, off casino
Go anywhere that I want to go
Problems, dropped a kilo
People always talk, what do they know?

𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓪𝓵 ̣"𝓁𝑜𝒷𝑜𝓉𝑜𝓂𝓎"ᒷ ! ¡ ᔑℸ @tarozan

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