LYRICS:

lets cut the bullshit 
I just wanna end it 
knife to my neck and I swear I’mma sever it
feeling so alone 
future so unknown 
nowhere in my heart or my life I call home

I know my days are numbered 
heart built like glass, you should leave it in the cupboard 
tendencies I hide so well
on the inside going through hell
oh well 
I’ll lie and say I’m doing so swell

tryna find a reason 
any fuckin reason 
to keep going on 
my mind and soul committing treason

I cannot do this no more
inside my chest it’s regrets what a mess, vacant hole
I feel a pit in my throat
I cannot talk demons stalk, I’m a cog in the code

I wish I could get rid of consciousness 
life taught me I’m not made for it 
sinking quickly in depression
don’t send help just let it happen

wearing a mask, all my life
i am stressed, its a knife
to my chest, you know the rest

lets cut the bullshit 
I just wanna end it 
knife to my neck and I swear I’mma sever it
feeling so alone 
future so unknown 
nowhere in my heart or my life I call home

I know my days are numbered 
heart built like glass, you should leave it in the cupboard 
tendencies I hide so well
on the inside going through hell
oh well 
I’ll lie and say I’m doing so swell

you know I hate when you talk positive about me 
I feel I haven’t been me to you adequately 
I’ve caused a hole to form in you inadvertently
honestly I need your touch to save me urgently

and I apologize for all my lies
I saw the pain inside your eyes
I really wanna help them dry
but mine are fried 
I’m losing sight 
look at me you could tell I lost my fight 
as the time slipped by

Angel Tears (Prod. Sovde X 5head)

Jerahmeel