Oh, you speak your words so subtly 
Twisting truth with your complexity 
You make me doubt my own reality 
But I won't surrender to this fallacy
You paint a picture that's not my own 
Make me question what I've always known

Gaslighting shadows, casting doubt and fears 
But I won't let your darkness interfere

  I will find my strength within
 Hold on tight, won't let the darkness win
 I'll break free from your manipulation 
And reclaim my self-validation

Your actions speak much louder than words 
Regurgitating lies that sound absurd 
You make me doubt my own ability 
But I won't embrace futility 
You paint a picture that's not my own 
Make me question what I've always known

Gaslighting shadows, casting doubt and fears 
But I won't let the darkness interfere

I will find my strength within 
Hold on tight, won't let the darkness win
I'll break free from your manipulation 
And reclaim my self-validation

Now I walk this path with pure clarity 
My heart unchained, filled with dignity 
Your lies are blatant, but my light shines through
I’ve found my truth, and it’s stronger than you

Gaslighting shadows, casting doubt and fears 
But I won't let the darkness interfere

I will find my strength within 
Hold on tight, won't let the darkness win
I'll break free from your manipulation
 And reclaim my self-validation

Madeline Rowe - Find My Strength

I was tired of the looks people give when you dare to be too much. Too loud, too dressed up, too different. This track is me laughing at those glances and flipping them into power. It’s the sound of shrugging, smirking, and walking taller.

Stop Givin’ Me The Side Eye

How did I become so masochistic?
Did I forget my meds?
Was I even on them?

Maybe I'd be somewhere better
Maybe I'd be somewhere lesser
But is it all on you?
Saying the things you do
Turning my grief into anxiety
Turning my anxiety into fear

How did I not see the red flags you were waving?
Up on that rollercoaster
The language and the words you used to attack my sense of humor is over
I would be more inclined if you could spend some time not shouting
And I would see the better you if you could get the help you truly need

But I'm just as much of a mess as you
Collateral damage with déjà vu
Maybe I'd be somewhere better
Maybe I'd be somewhere lesser
But is it all on you?
Saying the things you do
Turning me into something new

I would start drinking but I can't on my meds
And the meds which I speak of are always out of reach
Maybe the voices in my head truly think I'd be better
Go, go, go

But how could I never see the red flags you were constantly waving at me?
Am I colorblind or just myopic?
Wanting somebody next to me
First loves are bad for the psyche
Go, go, go
In the back of my head
If I leave right now, would I be better?
Maybe once I take my meds
Meds
(Doo doo doo doo doo doo)

Red Flags

Close to the Flame

Have a look at me and you,
 look at  all the  hurt and turmoil we put eachother through.. feel like I've not felt your hand in mine for a lifetime now. 
The pain was a teacher leading the lesson in class on letting go of what you used to and who you used to know.  .. what iff our loss was avoided what if , we didn't cross paths in the wrong setting, why did we blurred the lines and cut out the eyes of our image, what if we didn't cut out the eyes maybe we'd be able to see what we're missing and to move past the shite been left to stain, that photograph with the same person had the same smile same eyes, such an innocent such a beautiful face a beautiful child, but sadly now... it’s me here and you there separated by hurt. 
Desperate to get by, desperate to reflect on a loop repeating heartaches  again and again.
Why oh why oa-wa-ow, one-off one call away but still the line stays dead. 
What about a picture, place or sound, what triggers an emotional reaction / to completely change your mind? Altering thoughts and vision don’t know what it is, but it’s giving a kick, a push in the right direction.
What if what if ahhhhh ohhhh fucking hell what if 
You said or I said better yet we both decided to take a photo on your phone, a group of just two,  who loved hard, a hellah time ago.
Oh, a-wo oh noooo 
What about a picture, place, or sound  of that lust that didn’t last, but it’s a time frozen in a photograph.
Oh, a-wo-weh… how time’s passed.
What is it that triggers emotional reactions to completely change your mind? How can you decide on a single night of sleep? How did you let us slide?
Altering thoughts and vision, don’t know what it is but it’s giving a kick, a push in the right direction.
Out of your shadow, I’m casting my own. Growing up  is a lot to handle how did this happen?
My reflection in the mirror used to be strange, I did not know what that person looking back was thinkin’.
Now it’s different, now I know: I’ma work my ass off for a future  for myself and the few I'm taken with me .. won't stop not till  we’ve got everything we need, and now it's time to bust time to go. 

This isn’t pretend, this isn’t a game, this isn’t something that involves an outside opinion.
I got my back  nothin’ wrong with that. I beat and blow  in my own slow-mo flow.
I ride the wave cool and calm, I ride the wave till I see land. Paddle my feet / swing my arms butterfly motion in the ocean, paddle fast.
Butterfly motion in the ocean, paddle fast, storm’s passin’ overhead, but it won’t last. I see the light break through the clouds, I whisper to the sky not beggin’, just proud.
‘Cause I made it this far with nothin’ but will, climbed every hill, stood quiet, stood still. But silence don’t mean I ain’t loud in my heart, I been buildin’ from the wreckage, call it street art.
This is my time, my voice, my sound, a thousand setbacks couldn’t hold me down. No map just the stars and a fire inside, I’ma ride that wave till it flips the tide.
No fear, just breath no mask, just me, and every stroke brings me closer to free.
What if pain was the teacher, and loss was the guide? Then every scar’s a compass I wear with pride. Used to stumble, used to hide in the smoke, now I speak truth in rhythm no need to provoke.
My past ain’t a chain, it’s a root I grew from, so I water it with hope and let the light come. I ain’t perfect, never claimed I was, but I’m real with my steps, and I rise because
They said “slow down,” I said “watch me fly.” Even with the weight, I still touch the sky. They see pressure, I see chance  to spin my pain into a victory dance.
This is my time, my voice, my sound, a thousand setbacks couldn’t hold me down. No map just the stars and a fire inside, I’ma ride that wave till it flips the tide.

Frozen In A Photograph

Love used to be something I could trust now I want nothing to do with it

Nothing To Do With It (Instrumental With Chorus)

I miss a smile

I miss a smile
I miss you
The mood is heavy
It won't go away
And meanwhile, time passes mercilessly
It even ages the bones, but the truth
is that I miss a smile
All for me
A sincere hug as you know

And I ask for charity in the street
I ask for warmth or rather a pure and true woman

You are for me the storm and the quiet of my heart
You are for me a hurricane a flower in my hand
You are for me the beauty of sleeping on your breast
You are for me the only one I've given love

I miss a smile
I miss you
You are like the air you get lost in the blue
And the wind pushes you harder and harder

I try to reach you but slowly it pushes you away
It pushes you away pushes you away

You are for me the storm and the stillness of my heart
You are a hurricane to me a flower in my hand
You are the beauty of sleeping on your breast
You are the only one who gave me love

I miss a smile

“All Your Games” is a powerful Dance & EDM anthem by Omar Tunes, blending emotional vocals, high-energy drops. With piano, bass, guitar, and flute creating a unique sound, the track builds tension into a catchy, unforgettable chorus. Anthemic, raw, and addictive — a song about betrayal, truth, and breaking free. Perfect for clubs, festivals, and viral playlists.

All Your Games

++++The theme of this song is that people who are too good at reading others are easily fooled by tricksters, so you should put on the “Goofy” disguise.++
+++この歌のテーマは、「察する力が強い人は詐欺師に騙されやすいので、鈍感さの衣を纏いましょう」ということです+++
+++Lyric EN+++

>1
aaaaaaaahhhh!! Wear the goofyyyyy!!
Stop reading minds! What did I just say? Now listen close—I’ll show the price you pay!
Read the vibe—They’ll take it too far! (Yeah! Yeah!) Think you got it? They’ll mess up your plan! Do what’s not asked—They raise demands!
Listen up! Soft words, wide rules make you lose! It’s the same as a trick! (Ah Haaaaahhh!!)
(*)Remember this! Believe in evidence! Don’t follow the mood! It’s Not Evil denCe!!
Wear the Goofy! Wear the Goofy! Wear the Goofy! Wear the Goofy! Yeah! Yeah! Woo! Woo!


>2
Stop reading minds! What did I just say? Now listen close—I’ll show the price you pay!
Think you got it? They’ll mess up your plan! Most who fight don’t read me right! (Yeah! Yeah!) No need to read them back—Let them take a bite! Push tasks without duty? They mislead you, plant the wrong seed!
Listen up! Soft words, wide rules make you lose! It’s the same as a trick! (Ah Haaaaahhh!!)
(*)

>3(Bridge-Drop)
Watch it now! Even friends look normal—Don’t drop your guard! They’re masters at disguise! (Yeah… Yeah…) Train your eyes—spot the lies! Debate the cheats, sharpen insight! (Ahah… Ahah…) Check their hearts—are they cold? Those who love profit, not people—watch them unfold! Stylish, sweet—beware the deceit! Protect your life, protect your seat! (It’s yours to keep!)
They might flip—Steal what’s yours in a blink!
(*)x3

+++日本語歌詞+++

aaaaaaaahhhh!! 鈍感さを身に纏え!!
>1
もう人の心を読もうとするのはやめろ！
今、何を言ったか分かるか？
よく聞け――
その代償を教えてやる！

空気を読もうとすると
調子に乗る奴がいる！ 
(Yeah! Yeah!)
察したつもりでも
計画がめちゃくちゃになることもある
頼まれていないことをやるから
要求がどんどん増えていく！

聞け！
あいまいな言葉、広すぎるルール
それに従うと損をする！
それは騙されるのと同じだ！
(Ah Haaaaahhh!!)

(*)よく覚えておけ！
具体的な言葉や事実だけを信じろ！
ムードで動くな！
It’s Not Evil denCe!!

鈍感さを身に纏え!!
鈍感さを身に纏え!!
鈍感さを身に纏え!!
鈍感さを身に纏え!!
Yeah! Yeah!  Woo! Woo!

>3
もう人の心を読もうとするのはやめろ！
今、何を言ったか分かるか？
よく聞け――
その代償を教えてやる！

察したつもりでも
計画がめちゃくちゃになることもある
揉める相手のほとんどは俺を察していない
そんな奴のことは察さなくていい
義務のないことをやらせる奴らは
間違った察しをさせてミスを誘う！

聞け！
あいまいな言葉、広すぎるルール
それに従うと損をする！
それは騙されるのと同じだ！ 
(Ah Haaaaahhh!!)

(*)

>3
気をつけろ！
仲間が普通に見えても油断するな
あいつらは化けるのがうまい | (Yeah… Yeah…)
嘘を見抜く目を鍛えろ
騙しを見抜く議論力をつけろ | (Ahah… Ahah…)
心が冷たいか、利益だけに忠実かを常に見張れ
スタイルや愛想のいい奴ほど要注意
自分の身は自分で守れ！ | (It’s yours to keep!)

奴らは突然豹変して
お前の利益を奪うかもしれない

(*)x3

It's not evil denCe

“MELORAN” drifts like a memory bathed in light, flowing gently at ~74 BPM in D minor. Its lo-fi textures soften every edge, while cinematic ambience spreads wide yet remains intimate (Stereo width ~0.45). With a dynamic range of ~19 dB, melodies rise and fall like faint tides, and spectral energy around ~2.7 kHz glows before fading smoothly past 7.4 kHz. The result is a mix that feels luminous, calm, and quietly nostalgic.

This track is made for late-night reflections, quiet study, or walks under dim streetlights. Subtle neo-soul voicings and light jazz inflections weave in and out like echoes of the past, giving “MELORAN” both warmth and melancholy. It’s a piece that carries peace in the present, while holding on to fragments of memory.

Technical Notes: ~74 BPM • D minor • Stereo width ~0.45 • Spectral centroid ~2.7 kHz • Rolloff ~7.4 kHz • DR ~19 dB • RMS ~-17.3 dBFS • 48 kHz

Genres:

Primary: Lo-Fi Chill / Cinematic Ambient
Secondary: Neo-Soul / Jazz-influenced Downtempo

BPM: ~74 (slow-downtempo)
Tonality: D minor 
Stereo Image: Stereo; (Side/Mid ≈ 0.45)
Spectral Centroid (avg): ~2.7 kHz
Spectral Rolloff (85% avg): ~7.4 kHz
Dynamic Range (P95–P05): ~19 dB
Overall Loudness (RMS): ~-17.3 dBFS
Sample Rate: 48 kHz

Fusion Breakdown (%): Lo-Fi Chill 35% / Cinematic Ambient 30% / Neo-Soul 15% / Jazz 10% /  Experimental 10%

MELORAN

Ephphata (Open Me Up)
By Jeremie Hamby

[VERSE 1]
He led me down where silence screams,
Between my doubts and fragile dreams.
Touched my ears, the ground beneath,
Spit and dirt became belief.
A holy word broke through the hush,
“Ephphatha” — and the world woke up.

[PRE-CHORUS]
Sound came rushing through my bones,
Like heaven dialing back the unknown.

[CHORUS]
Ephphatha — open me up,
Tear down walls, fill my cup.
I’ve been deaf to sacred sound,
Now Your mercy’s shaking ground.
Ephphatha — light up my soul,
Do whatever makes me whole.
Every whisper from above,
Ephphatha — open me up.

[VERSE 2]
I tried to live off empty noise,
But I’m starving for Your voice.
If You must break me, make it real,
Turn my silence into zeal.
I can’t live on bread or pride,
Only words that You provide.

[PRE-CHORUS]
Speak again, through dust and pain,
I’ll trade my loss for holy gain.

[CHORUS]
Ephphatha — open me up,
Tear down walls, fill my cup.
I’ve been deaf to sacred sound,
Now Your mercy’s shaking ground.
Ephphatha — light up my soul,
Do whatever makes me whole.
Every whisper from above,
Ephphatha — open me up.

[BRIDGE] (Prayer as lyrics)
Open my ears, oh God of grace,
Do whatever it takes, whatever it takes.
If it’s mud and fire, I won’t resist,
Just breathe Your Word where silence sits.
I can’t live by bread alone,
But by every word from Your throne.
So speak, my Savior — speak again,
Let my silence meet its end.

[CHORUS]
Ephphatha — open me up,
Tear down walls, fill my cup.
I’ve been deaf to sacred sound,
Now Your mercy’s shaking ground.
Ephphatha — light up my soul,
Do whatever makes me whole.
Every whisper from above,
Ephphatha — open me up.

[OUTRO]
Yeah, open me up, open me up,
Till Your voice is enough.
Ephphatha — love,
Ephphatha — open me up.

Ephphatha (Open Me Up)

refugenic is the sound of neon nights and restless hearts. A collision of synthwave, punk, and alt-rock, it carries both grit and hope in every note. These songs are for the ones who don’t quite fit, who feel the tension but still chase the light. Not just music—refugenic is a refuge in sound, born out of struggle, faith, and fire.