i'm missing.. now my mind will rot+

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LDST9p96Ayw

prod. lil caesar
band: @damklvn
art: astral chain
~
never say..
"there's no hope!!"
i-i just wanna get awayy
but.. you might think im wrong
i-i know you will stay..

i'm missing, now my mind will rot.. 
CAUSE U R ALWAYSS LATE!!! ;(
no it's nott my faulttt,
ya, u think about me everyday..

and i can tell, i can tell, i can tell..
it's..
ITS U I WANT..
i can't erase!
it's a place to stayy..
now you're awayy..

u miss me, but i run..
but u keeping texting me.. "come home!!" ;(
..i delete them.. now they're gone..
now you.. n-now.. YOU KNOW!!

am i right? tell me if it's no..
tell me all the THINGS U KNOW! (2x)

and i can tell, i can tell, i can tell..
it's you i wantt..

ᴄᴏʟᴅ ʜᴀɴᴅs, ᴄøʟᴅ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ+ {prod. lil caesar}

frozen city x cbxgang ©
✧✧✧ vampire x gang ✧✧✧

tried something a lil new, hope yall like it

Lyrics:

last wish 
catch this 
last wish 
finish
last wish 
catch this
last wish

catch this feeling i decend from 
last wish
 wish you understand
where a i come from 
finished with this 
just if you listen
listen to my heart 
itll tell you where to start 
yeah
running 
from the dark that you plague
im fading 
got enough heart  aches
lemme just say this 
were done 
enough screwin hun 
enough faking love 
its over just scream the pain
ive road too far to give up in vain 
timeless 
silent 
coward back then 
now i know too well whats at stake 
to feel frightened 
live like a god then you got nothing 
to take 
nothing to lose 
despite feeling true

live like a god then you got nothing 
to take 
nothing to lose 
despite feeling true
hate losing to youuuuu 
just wanted  
to stay truueeee
live like a god then you got nothing 
to take 
nothing to lose 
despite feeling true
yet hate losing to youuuuu
timeless 
silent 
coward back then 
now i know too well whats at stake 
to feel frightened, frightened 

catch this feeling i decend from 
last wish
 wish you understand
where a i come from 
finished with this 
just if you listen
listen to my heart 
itll tell you where to start 

im running 
from the dark that you plague
im fading 
got enough heart  ache
lemme just say this 
were done 
enough screwin hun 
enough faking love 

catch this feeling i decend from 
last wish
 wish you understand
where a i come from 
finished with this 
just if you listen
listen to my heart

Last Wish (Prod ZebraTiger & thislandis)

..............

(music video) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FPUF97sUCTM

#junjiito 
prod. $adisfiction

innnn.. side my brain,
not ok..
melt awayyy!
i think she's into mee,
but im not okk..
i'm notttt OHHHHKAY!
look what you've done to mee
i need some space,
i need SOMEEE SPACE!
inn.. side my brain,
not ok..
melttt aaawayy..

just-close-yourr-eyess..
this-world's-not-rightt!
time is a disguise..
the end is near, look at the sky!

innnn.. side my brain,
not ok..
melt awayyy!
i think she's into mee,
but im not okk..
i'm notttt OHHHHKAY!
look what you've done to mee
i need some space,
i need SOMEEE SPACE!
inn.. side my brain,
not ok..
melttt aaawayy..

i'm ok, wait.. no i'm not </3 ++ (music video out now/link in desc.)

can u erase my heart..? i don't want it anymore.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ACQaWVe_VI

prod. jeremivhx
mastered by. jeremivhx
art by. jeremivhx

i'm craving.. blood..
..won't make.. it!
just take my heart.. erase itt!
you chained me up.. i'm waiting..
fishnets, are.. your favorite trend!
won't let me go, i loveeee.. IT..
won't let me go.. you brought a friend!!
i like.. where this.. is goinggg..
you want my heart, devour itt!

can you erase my heart..
i don't want it anymore..
it's.. tearing me apartt..
now my bloods all on the floor.. 

i think you're exceptionalll,
i know you studyy meee..
i watch u too, you know,
continue watchingg meee!
i crave your luv with no heart,
she's emo too, we're never apart
(ya!)
your neck, i bite..
in.. the dark..
you luv the way..
..it feels, huh? ;p

can you erase my heart..
i don't want it anymore..
it's.. tearing me apartt..
now my bloods all on the floor..

Erase My Heart <//3 ++

my last destination was a graveyard. i met a ghost girl here and we danced & cried all night. we became best friends. i'd do anything to keep her happy even though that's impossible.. if i leave i know she'll be sad again..

"she took me to the graveyard....."

prod. jeremivhx
art by me++

https://youtu.be/TCke8JikJmI?si=z6kCugkYUp3kC6Ne

you creeped in my house.. 
yesterdayyy!
it's okay, i know you watch mee! ;p
your hearts always beating when u see mee,
r u okay..? OK. <3
"lets cry & dance today!"
she told mee.. i said "lead the way!"
way.. (3x) 
I SAID "LEAD THE WAY!!" <3

she took me to the graveyard,
we cry, dance & cry..
we share the same sadness,
don't hide, what's empty inside..
she's dancing & watching me.... <3
she's hypnotizing me.......
she took me to the graveyard..
we cry, dance & cry!

we cryy
we cry, dance & cry
we.. dance & cry!!

she took me to the graveyard,
we cry, dance & cry..
we share the same sadness,
don't hide, what's empty inside..
she's dancing & watching me.....
she's hypnotizing me....... ;p
she took me to the graveyard,
we cry, dance & cry!

8. friends with a ghost girl, we cry & dance in graveyards (prod. Jeremivhx) *VRV+*

being in this virtual world for so long turned me into a virtual reality vampire, i'm digital now.. i don't exist..

"two flames won't ignite, love will always bite, and she will always cry"

prod. sorrow bringer
art by me++

https://youtu.be/ApZVckPk9l0?si=slJdbi4o_bUXtDvi

for the rest.. of my life, i..
don't know what is right,
but you see.. my light..
and..! i'm..in-lightt!
u.. don't.. see.. light..
so.. now im hard to find!
and.. i'm.. on a flight,
*see!*.. i'm.. in-light! 

i don't know.. (idk)
i don't know.. (idk)
the time.. never ticks.. *here!*
digital !!!!!!!
u can't play me tho,
you're replaceable.. 
i barely know you, so..
*get!* out my face, & go!-

-i'm mixing, now her interests show,
she said im original!! OK..
mind your business, ya OK..
*see!*.. now u know!
now u want me, so? (u want me!)
tell me lies, i know..
u act like you're in love..-
-*then!*.. step-on-hearts.. 
..goodbye, ya! 

now we rest.. don't fight..
ya, two flames wont ignite,
and!.. love will always bite,
*and!*.. she.. will.. always cry..
i.. don't-know-why..
ya.. you are on my mind..
these.. feelings out of spite,
*ya!*.. can't control my mind! 

for the rest.. of my life, i..
don't know what is right,
but you see.. my light..
and..! i'm..in-lightt!
u.. don't.. see.. light..
so.. now im hard to find!
and.. i'm.. on a flight,
*see!*.. i'm.. in-light!

6. Virtual Reality Vampire/Cyber Space+ (Prod. Sorrow Bringer) *VRV+*

all this snow it makes us cold, just like the world.. it's reallyyy cold. ++

(visualizer) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TRw8zV3dEM8

prod. starsmp3
art by me
++

cold all the time/ghost++ w/ tonedeaf (prod. starsmp3)

i just read your thoughts.. you'd let me die <3

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w0Zw8Y02bl8

prod. apartment9 + jvsper
art: gleipnir (manga)
++

are you switching up????
tell me all the lies..
..said she want me, is that right..?
ya, i just read your thoughts-
-you'd let me die! <3
I KNOWWW....... what you did last night..
can u tell me all your secrets..
DO U MIND??? 
~
are u switching up????
tell me all the lies.........
i just read your thoughts-
-you'd let me die! <3
I KNOWWW....... what you did last night.. 
I KNOWWWW.... TELL ME DO U MIND??

she said she wanna see.. *sigh*
me behind the scenes..
we-walked-down-the-street..
NOW IM INVISIBLE FOR WEEKS! (2x)
she.. cries.. all the time..
BUT SHE NEVER LEAVES.. <3
idk what u want.....
then she says "believe" 

i.. tell her all the things on my mind,
cause.. that's what i do...
when u see me.. i'm DIVINE!
i just like to talk... & SPEAK-MY-MIND!
do u really luv me, or.. IS THAT A LIE?!

are you switching up????
tell me all the lies..
..said she want me, is that right..?
ya, i just read your thoughts-
-you'd let me die...... <3
I KNOWWW....... what you did last night.....
can u tell me all your secrets..
DO U MIND???
~
are u switching up????
tell me all the lies..
i just read your thoughts-
-you'd let me die! <3
I KNOWWW....... what you did last night.. 
I KNOWWWW........ TELL ME DO U MIND??

MIND READER+ (apartment9 x jvsper)

you stalk me at my shows, you said "life's a joke"
now you won't let go! <3

(visualizer mv) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XqjUCt_JYRw

prod. apartment9 + starsmp3
art by me
++

CLUB YANDERE+ (apartment9 x starsmp3)

scissors for hands you can't relate!!!! it's okay.....

(visualizer) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pXl_JZNeJkQ

prod. sorrow bringer
art from the film: edward scissorhands (1990)
++

"Edward Scissorhands" (Pt.3) w/ $ukie [Prod. Sorrow Bringer]

........ (this was my mood in 2021)
i'm better now+

prod. apartment9
band: @damklvn
club: @clubgothika
++

EmøBcOfYou++++ (prod. apartment9)

i make music & video games+
##gothic // {{cyber vamp}}

~Vtuber~ on YouTube & Kick!

@clubgothika
@gothikastudios
@damklvn

"Edward Scissorhands" (Pt.3) w/ $ukie [Prod. Sorrow Bringer]

Jeremivhx

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