One collective location for all my tracks.  This list will update as I complete songs, with each of the songs on the playlist added in the order recorded...as you listen, you'll hear me unwind, my recording engineering skills devolving from today, going back nearly two decades to when I recorded the first song in the list, using Cakewalk and a computer microphone wayyyyy back in 2004.

All Tracks

Independent Singer Songwriter

the ones i feel

Exchange2

Ladat’s Support Dec’25 vol.1

Oh, again
loneliness is killing me
I don't know
how to escape from here

my heart, please
don't get cold
stay with me while
love's on hold

tell me
what to do
I'm lonely
give me anything
to ease my suffering

Oh, again
I wish I had a friend
but emptiness
drags me down again

There's so much
I could give
but nobody needs it
nobody cares

tell me
what to do
I'm lonely
give me anything
to ease my suffering

--
Acoustic guitar
Acoustic bass
Electric guitar
Vocals & Lyrics
by Sven Sebastian Horner

Picture by pexels.com/@cottonbro/

Loneliness (Composition No. 11)

Ever meet someone who is over the top with seeking attention and not always in the healthiest way? That's what Flaunt is all about.

FLAUNT

Joy Ride

The Havana Cuban artist is back with a new summer track, “Something Different”.

YOUTUBE - https://youtu.be/Sh7kmcOTDLA?si=7IAzVu2tg37w1W99

Something Different

SPEEDING/RUSH

A mid-tempo indie rock journey through the hazy landscape of the past. This is a song about how we revisit old moments, and how they shift and change with every telling as they travel through the dust of time. The lyrics explore how nostalgia can be both comforting and deceptive, but ultimately they are about accepting the binding aspects of the past and letting go, whilst embracing the beauty of the human experience and finding solace in the present.

Dust Off My Face

Every Damn Day
A E A E (Verse) | B A E F#
Verse 1: A E
Still think about you lover, every damn day
In my dreams we’re still together, and I’m gutted when I wake up
All the years I’ve had to swallow, leaving such a bitter taste
All this pain, this shattered love love love
Every damn day
Chorus: B > A > E > F#m11
B A E F#m11 (G#)
I wish you would have talked to me and maybe you did but I didn’t want to hear 
I wish you would have let me in and maybe you tried, perhaps I wasn’t ready to see
E
Perhaps I wasn’t ready to believe
Verse 2:
It’s a shame about your brother, not much that I can say
Despite it all, I should have been there, I was pushing you away
I lost mine too love, things will never be the same
I learned that hard truth from you
Miss you every damn day
Chorus: 
I wish I could have helped you breathe and maybe I did, for just a little while
I wish you didn’t have to leave for me to see me, that I was never really there
That you needed to come up for air
Bridge/SOLO: E > F#m11 > C# > B > out of bridge, straight into Verse 3 (A)
Verse 3
Say hello to your mother, always treat me like son
It’s amazing what you realize, just too late to be undone
I still feel you here beside me, yeah, we’ll always have Spain
Bittersweet, I’m incomplete without you
Miss you every damn day
Chorus: B A E F#(mod) A
B A E F# (G#)
I wish I could have seen you grow old, been buried at your side, instead of saying goodbye
I wish I would have seen the world, through your eyes, instead of trapping you in mine
E
To find I was living a lie
E F#
Alternate: I miss you / every damn da

Every Damn Day

YOUR ROOM

Deep Space

Come Back Home 

 

Verse 1: (Baby Cooing in the background) 

(A) Hey you, how gently you (D) sleep 

Hey you, I hate to leave 

Sweet whispers of (B) love (promised to you) 

Speak into your (D)  dreams (into your heart) 

My (A) everything 

 

Verse 2: 

(A)Hey you, light of my (D) life  

Hey you, in my arms by night 

To have to be (B) gone (to miss you more) 

I wait for (D) you (you wait for me) 

 

Chorus  

To come back home to (A) you (G>E) 

 

Verse 3: 

Hey you, the sound of your voice 

Hey you, just enough to get by 

You know I can’t sleep (away from home) 

I lay here awake (into the night) 

I miss everything  

 

Verse 4: 

Hey you, counting these days 

This room is so far away  

To miss you this much (with all my heart) 

To carry this pain (too much to bare) 

Yes, I wait for you (I long for you) 

And you wait for me (you wait for me) 

 

Chorus  

To come back home to you  

To come back home to you  

To come back home to you  

To come back home to you  

 

Come Back Home

How Will I Know  ZERØSPACE MIX

In The Woods 

Intro Progression:  GM > G/F# > GM > em7 > em > DM > D7sus4 > DM7 

 

Verse 1 

(GM) I’ve been trapped here in this city 

I’ve been (G/F#) trying to (GM) escape 

Like cattle in the subway 

To the (G/F#) slaughter we (GM) await  

In this (em7) smog so overwhelming  

Can’t see my (em) hand in front of my (em7) face 

And if it clears the world will see me just a (em) rat inside this (em7) maze  

There’s (DM) trash on every corner rotten (D7sus4) rancid in the (DM7) sun 

(DM) Anonymous or just a zombie 🧟  

Plastic and (D7sus4) steel, the frantic the (DM7) buzz  

 

Pre-Chorus 

(GM) And they build (G/F#) temples to the (em7) sky, they hide our light 

 

Chorus 

(C) Into the woods we all will (C/B) run 

(G) Among the evergreens we’ll play  

(C) Into the woods where we (C/B) belong  

(G) Swimming naked in the (G/F#) lake 

And I’m alive  

 

<Between Verses: GM > G/F# > GM > em7 > em> 

 

Verse 2 

We burn sage and waste the day, lie asleep within these walls 

We pave over every heartbeat until the juice of life has gone  

And we justify our pain by buying shit that we don’t need 

We’re sacrificing our existence, bury our minds within these screens 

And if you think you’re getting by, but have forgotten what the rain feels like 

Then you’re swallowing the lies, it’s not too late to go outside 

 

PreChorus 

But for our will, for our souls, to survive, to find our light  

 

Chorus 

Into the woods we all will run 

Cool in the shade we rest 

We take shelter from the sun 

In the arms of family and friends 

 

Bridge/Out 

(em) And I’m alive (G) And I’m alive (Fades out to the end) 

Into The Woods

Still Freewheeling 

 

Verse 1: 

(G) Yeah, I was (F#mb6(b9) young when I left (em7) home, (C) all that (Bsusb6(b9) time making (am) mistakes 

We’d drink and dance until the sun rose, just chasing girls making my way 

 

PreChorus 1: 

(D) Amount to (Dsus) nothing, (D) my parents (Dsus) wondered  

 

Chorus 1:  

(G) Will I ever grow up, will I ((F#mb6(b9) ever grow old, will I (em7) ever understand or do what I’m told 

(C) 10 years later and I’m (Bsusb6(b9)  still dealing, (C) driving with the windows down 

(Dsus2) I’m still freewheeling  

(G) Will I ever settle down, will ((F#mb6(b9) I lose my mind, will I (em7) ever know what it is I’m trying to find 

(C) 20 years later and I’m (Bsusb6(b9) still stealing, (C) chasing broken hearts 

(am) I’m still freewheeling  

 

Verse 2:  

Found myself in bottle, found myself living on the streets 

Lost my way, I feel forgotten, that’s all it takes when you’re chasing free 

 

PreChorus 2: 

And I wonder, was it worth the thunder  

 

Chorus 2:  

Will I ever dry out, will I ever stop crying, my body giving out, got get busy dying  

30 years later still chasing a high, calling my mom so she knows I’m alive  

Will the fire burn out, will I lose the excuses, how my life is turned out, just addiction and abuse 

40 years later no turning back 

I’m still freewheeling as I fade to black 

 

Verse 3: 

All that shame I used to carry, but my family set me free 

My final days I found forgiveness, so scared of death but I have peace  

 

PreChorus 3: 

No longer wonder, if I was loved 

 

Chorus 3:  

No, I never grew up, I barely grew old, gonna meet my maker, God rest my soul 

My brother reading my eulogy, my only regret is that my Mom outlived me 

I was worth the thunder, I was dynamite, yeah, I fought so hard to follow the light 

I’m in a picture, I’m in your memories, riding in to the sunset is where you’ll find me 

 

Chorus 4 

All these years later spent just losing my mind, that peace and love that I was trying to find  

Gotta heart so big, causing so much pain, those hooks so deep, never found my way 

So, I’m riding my Harley to the pearly gates, I’ll be there with open arms, no matter how long it takes 

I was freewheeling to the very end. 

Keep your love alive until we meet again  

Still Freewheeling

This song is about living in the moment, spending time with the people that give meaning to your life while you still can

Before This Moment's Gone

This is the prelude to my album 'kids', out Jan 30

A song about anxiety, depression and loneliness.  

[Verse]

This tables damp...  Bleach and water.
Stopped for a Big Mac, fries and a Coke.
Dinner for one... eight and a quarter.
Then I'll walk, and have a smoke.

Anxiety, my partner in crime.
Every day, taken carefully.
A classic psycho paradigm.
Something's broken inside of me.


[Chorus]

Smiling, talking, that's not my thing.
A melancholy soul is a social sting.
Stuck in a thought quagmire.
With a head full of broken wires.


[Verse]

Like a sparrow without a host.
A tiny, lonely, innocent bird.
Alone, in a field on a broken post.
Only seen and never heard.

I don't smile, never lock eyes.
Keep lookin toward the ground.
Hide inside my fake disguise.
Panic attacks will cut you down.


[Chorus]

Smiling, talking, that's not my thing.
A melancholy soul is a social sting.
Stuck in a thought quagmire.
With a head full of broken wires.


[Bridge]

But, music is my happy place.
Every genre... a new highway.
Explore... then come back to base.
There's always hope for brighter days


[Chorus]

Because, smiling, talking, that's not my thing.
A melancholy soul is a social sting.
Stuck in a thought quagmire.
With a head full of broken wires.


[Chorus]

Smiling, talking, that's not my thing.
A melancholy soul is a social sting.
Stuck in a thought quagmire.
With a head full of broken wires.

Lyric by: Roger L. Smith
Vocals & Music by: Suno.ai

© Copyright Roger L. Smith & Ironically Insipid Records, 2025

Broken Wires

Symphonic Dances - 4. Whispering Steps | for Wind Symphony Orchestra (Work in Progress)

All parts by Robert Grigg
Drums By Yamaha Keyboard

One Morning

95 bpm Melangolic track, with spanish guitar and desert atmosphere

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#dark #moody #chillout #downtempo #platinumbutterfly #guitar #desolation

Desert Cries

Galaxies of Tragedy
Oh where is my sanity?
Poems read for vanity
This can’t be all that’s left of me!

It’s emptiness that fills the void
But when it’s full I get annoyed
I know it’s bull but I enjoy
Staring into nothingness.

Empty echoes in my head
Put me in a place of dread
And I realize that all the books I’ve read
Haven’t taught me nothing.

I’m back at beginning and beginning 
To budge got a grudge and not one nut
But I’m a nut that’ll gut any putz in the palodeum explode on him and load the kid with holes and shit…

Im here now
And I hear sounds
And I’m near proud
Of my mouth
And what comes out

Galaxies of Tragedy
Oh where is my sanity?
Poems read for vanity
This can’t be all that’s left of me!

It’s emptiness that fills the void
But when it’s full I get annoyed
I know it’s bull but I enjoy
Staring into nothingness.

I’m present
And resent
Both the past 
And the future
Feel super
Deal hoopla 
Real shooter
Meal looter
Tree climber
Line doer 
Fine, neuter 
Me I’m zany 
And crazy
And maybe
The day B
Too short
For these
Contortions
Of thought 
Your style
Is store bought
My swag is all wrought 
brought with thought

Im here now
And I hear sounds
And I’m near proud
Of my mouth
And what comes out

Galaxies of Tragedy
Oh where is my sanity?
Poems read for vanity
This can’t be all that’s left of me!

It’s emptiness that fills the void
But when it’s full I get annoyed
I know it’s bull but I enjoy
Staring into nothingness.

Galaxies Of Tragedy Ft. Gina Da Lesbian

Hi I’m high minded and high and I just sold blow to a blind kid who’s fine now he died wow I guess I’m the bad guy…

Call me the sad fry
Stuck at the bottom of the bag
Once dated a back
He hated my swag
But rated me 10
And he’s gay as shit 
But I am the man 
And all my Stans 
From to here to Japan 
Can adhere to the plan
Of clearing the damn 
Of fear and the sand 
Of time is a vagina 
And my rhymes are a fucking riot
Pirate of rhymes 
AN eyelid 
That doesn’t blink
A motherfucking ship that doesn’t sink 

But,

Like the Titanic
I panic 
When I see your face.
To speak?
Might manage 
I’m damaged,
But you bring me your healing grace.

As I walk this winding road
Flow so wet it could blind a toad 
I am from the bottom of the rope 
And I’m old and white
Like the pope 
And dikes can cope
If they don’t like me 
I like them anyway
Anyway I mean that
In a friendly way
I’m headed gay
Technically 
And make my errands  
Ethically 
I’m and eccentric
Eclectic electric
“Life partner”
That tries harder
Than 5 guys fries try 
to make your heart murmur. 
I’m a snot, non learned non learner, 
Burner that turns murder into mergers 
And deserves asperbergers and ass from girls
With sass that twirl on acid worlds fantastic drastic and pragmatic, going asthmatic this poems over babe hat trick


Like the Titanic
I panic 
When I see your face.
To speak?
Might manage 
I’m damaged,
But you bring me your healing grace.

Titanic

Autumn Lullaby

LoFi Americana with a dash of Indie Alt Rock and Country 

Jeremy Brizzi is a songwriter and musician.  “I do what I can, with what I have, to show you how I feel.  Thanks for listening.”

With more than 300 song left to record and a constant attention to creation, the best is yet to come!  

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