Strange In Between

Still in between this life, this dream, this everything, this nothing is blank
I am waiting here, wading here, fading here, falling away
Taken by this consciousness, coincidence, I'm holding my breath
I am frozen in this delicate, this decadent, this elegant dance

What have I become?
What have I done?

Everyone is watching, they're waiting for something, so push me to break me, and pray I come crashing down.

These slow motion symptoms of cruel premonitions, this haze
I am sleeping here, lost in here, wondering what this all means.
I'm counting the moments that slipped through my hands and I pray that these thoughts that elude me, consume me, can save me someday.

What have I become
What have I done

Everyone is watching, they're waiting for something, so push me to break me, and pray I come crashing down.

Run away, run away.
If I could run away from here.  
I'd never turn back

Run away, run away
If I could run away from you
I'd never look back

Strange In Between

Recorded with a 1976 Gibson Les Paul and a Sterling by Music Man StingRay Bass.

RON SNYDER - Jaywalker (Instrumental)

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📝Compositor: Goth Smile.
📽Productor: Crissiz696

[Letra] 

Si encerrado en el cuarto con una lágrima 
Recordando aquel pasado que me lástima 
Imaginando que me exima y de mi oprima el botón de lucidez y abandonar ya esta práctica 

Estoy cansado de esta crónica criptica 
De aquella platica en súplica rítmica 
Mi caso perdió, mirando al cielo me rio, acostumbrándome al frío con esta tóxica acuática 

Eh adoptado actitudes temerarias 
andando a ras de una línea imaginaria
Morir o renacer ser analogías contrarias 
Poder palpar la muerte de una forma Accidentaria 

No le debo a la vida esa puta me debe renta
Sigo a la espera y la Psicosis aumenta
Debe existir un método, alguna propuesta 
Pa saldar la deuda sin la carne descompuesta

En mi respuesta intente encontrar a Dios 
Siguiendo su camino, escuchando su voz
Pero hay algo que me encadeno hasta hoy
Si mente es un infierno no puedo negar quien soy 

Estoy consignado, si nado en medio del caos 
Oscilando en sensaciones con mi entorno disociado 
En un sarcófago sombrío asimilando si eh sanado 
Y el quirófano vacío porque luz nunca a llegado 

Y no me hablen de que entienden mis problemas
Si por renegar del espíritu me acusan de blasfema 
Un trastorno mental no se entiende ni con esquemas 
No es lo mismo ver el fuego que sentir como te quema 

Bienvenido a una realidad podrida 
A un lugar donde lo malo no se oculta 
En este culto la soledad es tu amiga
Y la sociedad con el tiempo tendrá la culpa 

La máscara que cargo no es ligera
Intentando transformar el invierno por primavera
En este páramo la cosa si que es seria 
Si lo único que florece es la discordia y la miseria 

Por mi sería estar lejos de todo mal, recobrar la consciencia en un ascenso espiritual 
Que el escepticismo descienda hasta lo inmoral 
Pero estoy Muriendo Joven  y esta mierda si es REAL!.

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A demonstration of the way we move an we are never alone, always vibing... 

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This is one of my most heartfelt songs and the first I ever recorded, back in 2017!

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LoFi Americana with a dash of Indie Alt Rock and Country 

Jeremy Brizzi is a songwriter and musician.  “I do what I can, with what I have, to show you how I feel.  Thanks for listening.”

With more than 300 song left to record and a constant attention to creation, the best is yet to come!  

https://jeremybrizzi.bandcamp.com

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