One collective location for all my tracks.  This list will update as I complete songs, with each of the songs on the playlist added in the order recorded...as you listen, you'll hear me unwind, my recording engineering skills devolving from today, going back nearly two decades to when I recorded the first song in the list, using Cakewalk and a computer microphone wayyyyy back in 2004.

All Tracks

Rock Based

Harder

Wild and unpredictable

Alt Rock IV

Chilly SoundCloud Vybz 53

Ladat's first cover ever. Taking well known Erik Satie's Gnossienne 1 and wrapped it in old fashion rock vibes. The result  is crossover of classical piano piece with classical rock mood.

Mixed and mastered by A7 Recording Studio (@a7-recording-studio, www.a7recordingstudio.com)
Produced by Blaž Pavšič

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In the Box

Rocking Gnossienne

Bed Of Stone 
Verse 1 
I worked my hands down to the bone, callous, hard, and the skin is gone. 
Sun blisters on my back, scars like a roadmap 
 
Chorus 
But I’m free - Lord don’t you let me go. 
And I sleep - I’m sleeping on a bed of stone. 
 
Verse 2 
Seek and you’ll find in me, just dust and broken dreams 
I live like a vagabond, but I’ve made this earth my home. 
 
Chorus 
And I see - I see so clearly now. 
And I sleep - I’m sleeping on a bed of stone 
 
Verse 2 
The Earth gives me all I need, food, shelter, and the air I breathe. 
I broke away from the plastic cross, unshackled from society. 
 
Chorus 
Yes, I’m free - Lord don’t you let me go. 
And I sleep - I’m sleeping on a bed of stone. 

Verse 3 – Bass Only | Repeat Verse 1 
The lines carved out on my skin; my story is found in them. 
A history of broken man, who learned to live within 
I worked my hands down to the bone, callous, hard, and the skin is gone. 
Sun blisters on my back, scars like a roadmap 

Chorus 
But I see - I see so clearly now. 
And I sleep - I’m sleeping on a bed of stone. 
And I’m free - Lord you can let me go. 
And I’ll sleep – forever on a bed of stone.

Bed Of Stone

This is the first song I ever wrote that I remember..from back in 1994.

Water

Verse 1
Time passes by as slowly as winter today
Too much on my mind and I can’t seem to find my way

Pre-Chorus
It’s never any fun
When you’re the only one

Chorus
You’d kill me if you could but I’m too young to die
You see right through me so I can’t run and hide
Step on a crack and I’m fading away
Okay, ooh, water

Verse 2
Prismed eyes shatter and my nerves are paralyzed with fear
Deep inside my head something snaps and then nothing’s there

Pre-Chorus
I can’t escape this pain
It’s with me every day

Chorus
You’d kill me if you could but I’m too young to die
You see right through me so I can’t run and hide.
Step on a crack and I’m fading away
Okay, ooh, water

Bridge

Verse 3
Time passes by and I spread like ash in the wind
Still life simplified and I find a way to deal with it.

Pre-Chorus
I try to wash away the pain
I’ll never be the same

Chorus
You’d kill me if you could but I’m too young to die
You see right through me so I can’t run and hide
Step on a crack and I’m fading away
Okay, ooh, water

Water

10 Minutes Before

Post Punk x POORSTACY track ,spread LOVE <3
FREE for non-profit use

Smash

[FREE] Smash | POORSTACY x Post Punk Type Beat

From the 2024 album Tabasco Fiasco

Sign Me Up

You signed up so let me show you what I've got
Flip a little pocket change in my tip-jar and I'll get you fired up hot
I'll work my magic when your lover's not in town
Watch me fool around
Yeah I'll never let you down

You're so spicy
(Sign me up I wanna get off)
Make it spicy
(Sign me up I wanna get off)
You excite me
(Sign me up I wanna get off)
When you're spicy
(Sign me up I wanna get off)

You love to turn them on, make 'em sweat
For Tom, for Paul, for Carl, the hotter it gets
You get blood flowing when you wear your wedding dress
Your hubby doesn't mind cause he lives off your success

You're so spicy
(Sign me up I wanna get off)
Make it spicy
(Sign me up I wanna get off)
You excite me
(Sign me up I wanna get off)
When you're spicy
(Sign me up I wanna get off)

Your new best friends are your only fans
You show them the honey and money changes hands
For you it's all just business
All credit cards accepted
The strapline on the screen just says "Subscribe and we'll be friends"
Yeah we're friends, only friends 

You tailor-make your content for a fee
Cause a job's just a job and no-one comes for free
We watch your magic when our lover's not in town
Watch you fool around, yeah you never let us down

You're so spicy 
(Sign me up I wanna get off)
Make it spicy
(Sign me up I wanna get off)
You excite me
(Sign me up I wanna get off)
Stop the world I wanna get off.

©2024 VARISONIK
All rights reserved 


VARISONIK - Sign Me Up

Storm Comin’

Verse 1
Under the night
Behind the calm
Whispers break the silence
To come undone
And the winds begin to swirl
The stars all disappear 
The air is thicker now with something 
A storm is coming

Verse 2
There go the lights
There goes the calm
Children in the corner 
All come undone
And the winds begin to howl
The walls begin to shake
The dreams so fragile shatter
A storm is coming

Chorus
And you are not alone my child 
I can hold you for a while 
We may never heal the damage is done 
Oh, despite the scars we build a life

Bridge/as Rap Section
Every relationship that I ever had 
Has always ended bad
And I wonder if it’s me
Literally sabotaging everything 
breathing in anxiety
Overcome with jealousy, 
it’s deep inside of me,  
the best of me. the best I had
I throw it all away, 
I run away, 
a human hand grenade
Will I ever be enough, what it did to me, losing everything 
Alone, the only way I know to be 
I pull the pin and wait in pain  
There’s no serenity 
surround myself with violence
All the yelling and the screaming 
Just a dreamer always dreaming 
it seems that everyone has their demons
Am I Selfish to the bone
Or just accustomed to the tone
Of all this ringing in my ears from when my broken home exploded
I was Misled and misused, I got used to the abuse 
But can I rise up from my station 
From the way that I was raised
This storm a beast, Can I face it
running away I can’t erase it 
Am I strong enough to change it

Verse 3
And when it’s passed
The trail it leaves
All this devastation 
All fallen trees
And the winds still bring a chill
The latchkey victims quake
The stars all burn out 
Nothing escapes
Something is coming 

Chorus
And you are not alone my child 
I can hold you for a while 
We may never heal the damage is done 
Oh, despite the scars we build a life

Personal Earthquakes

Pending

Storm Coming

Written by Renegade: Renin Brizzi
Collaboration with Jeremy Brizzi

Crashing Sea

Lullabies at night
Mother shuts the light
Still afraid of the dark
In the violet glow of the machinery
Do you still dream in this sleep

All the things that you can’t see
Still terrifying me

We lean into illusion
But the fear grows anyway

It’s like a crashing sea
Waves coming down on me
I am crushed beneath the weight
Its like a crashing sea
And I can barely breathe
Beneath the surface, is there no escape

Mother cries at night
Stays by her side
All is lost to the dark
All these memories
All you’ll ever be
With us now that your gone

All the things you’ll never see
Your dreams written down for me

There’s songbird in the morning
As the darkness fades away

It’s like a crashing sea
Waves coming down on me
I am crushed beneath the weight
Its like a crashing sea
And I can barely breathe
Beneath the surface, is there no escape

And I’m hold out for love
And I’m hanging on for you
Is there nothing I can do

Crashing Sea (Renegade - Jeremy On Vocals)

"Anxiety Cage" is a raw and evocative reflection on the modern human condition, blending haunting melodies with deeply resonant lyrics. The song delves into the suffocating grip of virtual connections and relentless demands, painting a vivid picture of a soul caught between the pressures of a fast-paced digital world and the yearning for genuine human connection.

The lyrics explore themes of isolation, sacrifice, and vulnerability, capturing the restless urgency of trying to save the world "one byte at a time" while grappling with the emptiness left behind. As the clock ticks on and the story unfolds, the song closes with a bittersweet moment of connection—holding a hand, tasting ash, and questioning if understanding and salvation are still within reach.

With its emotive power and thought-provoking narrative, "Anxiety Cage" is a profound anthem for anyone seeking meaning amidst the chaos of modern life.

Co-producer: Blaž Pavšič
Mixed and mastered @A7-Recording-Studio (www.a7recordingstudio.com/)

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Anxiety Cage

Reality

REALITY

CAN'T SAY ft. Eleeza

Pushing Me


Verse 1:
Your words are like knives, I’m bleeding out
And you’re punishing me with no remorse
All these years on my back to tear me down
Self-righteous, narcissistic, insecure

Chorus:
Stop pushing Me
Pushing me
Why is everybody always pushing me

Verse 2:
And I don’t know what else to do
To clench my fist or put a hole in you
Should I rise above or take you down and put you six feet in the ground

Chorus:
Stop pushing Me
Pushing me
Why is everybody always pushing me

Bridge
You think you’re tough
I’ve had enough
You think you’re tough
I stand my ground
You think you’re tough
I’ll fuck you up
You think you’re tough
Who’s running now

Done running 
Start running
Keep running
Keep running

Pushing Me

vuota

It Was Always You
Daughter:  dm, bfm, fM, cM

Verse 1 – finger picked first half, adding in strumming second half for the build
Yeah, I’d have done anything, I did everything for you
But I was lost in a dream, I just couldn’t see the truth 
Emotions are hell, I’d throw a ball in your honor, just to dance with you tonight
But you wouldn’t show, and if I knew insecurity, would I choose to believe it
To see how far we’ve fallen, I just couldn’t let you go

Pre-Chorus: bfM, fM (perhaps strings or harmonica, swelling in the space between verse and chorus - electric kicks in – power chords – kick it up even more
All I needed was you
All I ever wanted was you

Chorus: C, bfM, fM
You’ll always be the one. 
It was always you
You’ll always be the one. 

Verse 2
You stood there dancing, in the doorway, just before dawn 
And your sun was rising, inside I was dying, just trying to hang on
Along for the ride, and you needed more, than I could ever offer, I tried harder to control, been a long time coming, and years before I’d see, that the only thing in the way was me

Pre-Chorus: bfM, fM
All I needed was you
All I ever wanted was you

Chorus: C, bfM, fM
You’ll always be the one. 
It was always you
You’ll always be the one. 

Bridge: A, bf, F, C,
The skies have darkened, as grey as I feel, I see brighter days coming, maybe just not for me
Take it for what it was, and know that you were loved
I’ll take it for what I know, I just wasn’t enough
SOLO?




Verse 3
I replay you in my mind, from the moment, that we met
Alone on a park bench, by the river, where you sat
And here I sit now, the image etched in my brain, from your first smile, until you walked away
I know life goes on, believe me I’ve tried, still getting burned by this fire inside.


Pre-Chorus: bfM, fM
All I needed was you
All I ever wanted was you

Chorus: C, bfM, fM
You’ll always be the one. 
It was always you
You’ll always be the one.

It Was Always You

Depression

Verse 1: F#/A > E/A > D/A > C#/A
Numb, how I feel?  So lost within this fog.  Withdrawn, too hard to cope
And time, eats away, at my brain, till I’m just a hollow shell

Pre-Chorus: B > A > G
This weight, this burden I protect
All the voices in my mind, driving me toward suicide

Chorus: B > A > G
Depression – this pressure
Depression – Depression

Verse 2
Alone, my fatigue?  When the color in my eyes, gives way to my disguise
These lies, I tell myself, are losing their effect, consumed by my regrets
                                                                                                                                                                                       
Pre-Chorus
This pain, thickens in my veins
This monster in my mind, I’ve nowhere left to hide

Chorus
Depression – this pressure
Depression – Depression

Bridge:  em > BM > CM > GM > F#M (4)
A black cloud is following me, it swallows me whole, invades my sleep, only one way it lets me go
Isolate myself from everything, the only pleasure in my life, comes from getting high, the only way I know to get by
< SOLO: B > A > G >

Verse 3
Goodbye.  All the fear, these whispers telling me, only one way to be free
To see, to escape, quick and painless sounds so nice, hand full of pills to say goodbye

Pre-Chorus
This waste, my mother on my mind
Drowning in a river of tears, so ashamed to leave her here

Chorus x2
Depression – this pressure
Depression – Depression

I’ve got to get me out of here 
It’s time to let me go 
Place this noose around my neck
As all these pills go down my throat 
I just take another drink
And I’m drifting off to sleep
It’s time to say goodbye 
Please just let me die
Please let me go

depression

This is my 54th Album ‘Mother’s Love…Vol.5’ which is the music is of an era long forgotten, I have also included some modern renditions and covers the period from 1904 to 2025. 

To every mother who held us close when we trembled, who found strength in our laughter and hope in our tears…this album is yours and a tribute to your boundless compassion, quiet courage, and the countless ways you light our lives. 

‘Mood Medley’ is a medley of 7 German, and 2 English songs complied by musician ‘3 Z’widen’ and recorded and mixed by O’Neill Fernandes for his Album ‘Mother’s Love Vol.5’ (July 2025)

‘Sweet Kisses’ is a song by Jean Drooghaag, released on May 30, 2014, and is featured on her album "Caramia".

‘Buona Sera’ is a song written by Carl Sigman and Peter de Rose and best known for being performed by Louis Prima in 1956. 

‘Calcutta’ is a German pop song. An instrumental version by American bandleader and TV host Lawrence Welk on the 1961 Dot Records album ‘Calcutta’ was a Number One song in the United States.

‘Weekend and Sunshine’ (Wochenend und Sonnenschein) is a song composed by Milton Ager and Charles Amberg, famously performed by James Last & His Orchestra in 1974.

‘Blue Moon Dancing’" is a song by the Dutch musical duo Tol & Tol, released in 1999 on their Album ‘IV’.

‘1000 Dreams’ is a guitar instrumental piece composed and performed by German guitarist Ricky King on his Album ‘Zeitlos’ in 2014

‘Moonlight and Roses’ is a song performed by Billy Vaughn and His Orchestra from his Album ‘The Very Best of Billy Vaughn’ (1982).

‘Fascination’ is a popular waltz song with music (1904) by Fermo Dante Marchetti and lyrics (1905) by Maurice de Féraudy. 

‘I Could Have Danced All Night’ is a song from the musical My Fair Lady, with music written by Frederick Loewe and lyrics by Alan Jay Lerner, published in 1956. 

‘Cheek to Cheek’ is a song written by Irving Berlin in 1934–35, specifically for Fred Astaire, the star of his new musical, Top Hat. 

‘That Old Black Magic’ is a 1942 popular song written by Harold Arlen (music), with the lyrics by Johnny Mercer.  Glenn Miller reached number one on Billboard with his recording on Victor Records in 1943 featuring Skip Nelson on vocals.

‘Mélodie d'amour’ is a 1989 song recorded by French Brazilian band Kaoma. Written by Loalwa Braz and Jean-Claude Bonaventure, it was released in March 1990 as the third single from their 1989 album ‘Worldbeat’.

‘Berlin Melody’ is a song by Billy Vaughn and His Orchestra from the Album of the same name and was released in 1961.

‘Sweet Memories’ (Memory Melody) is a song by Peter Tex from his Album ‘Saxophonträume’ (1992).

‘The Singing Hills’ is a song recorded by Billy Vaughn and his Orchestra and released as a single in 1958. The song charted at No. 56 on the Billboard Hot 100. 

‘My Bonnie Lies over the Ocean’ is a traditional Scottish folk song that is popular in Western culture. The song has been recorded by numerous artists since the beginning of the 20th century. 
‘Are You An Angel To Me’ (Bist du ein Engel für mich) is a song by Dutch artist René Le Blanc and was released on the Album of the same name in 2025.

‘A Thousand Times’ is a song by the Band ‘Picture This’ from their Album ‘Let The Light In’ and was released in 2025.

‘Good Times Music’ is a song by the Band ‘The Lords’ from their Album ‘Ulleogamaxbe’ and was released in 1969.

‘Schützenliesel-Polka’ is a song by James Last from his Album Polka Party and was released in 1971.

‘Come What May’ is a song by Lani Hall and Herb Alpert and was released as a single in 1980.

‘The Lonely Shepherd’ also known as ‘Einsamer Hirte or Der einsame Hirte’ in German or as El pastor solitario in Spanish, is an instrumental piece by James Last.

“Mother’s Love Medley 2025’ is a collection of three songs mixed and recorded by O’Neill Fernandes for his Album ‘Mother’s Love Vol.5’ (July 2025).
1.	Michaela
2.	Ein bißchen Spaß muß sein
3.	Fiesta Mexicana

Enjoy!!!

Buona Sara (O'Neill Fernandes)

We Are Meant To Be

New Songs of Love and the Morning Light
Verse 1a: D > G
When I wake up in the morning and I’m rolling out of bed
Pour myself a cup of coffee, watch the sunrise from the deck
Verse 1b: A > G
The only way that this gets better is with you here by my side
To see your footsteps in the dew, to share the beauty in your mind
Chorus: D > A > G > D > A
New songs of love and the morning light - This is life and I’m alright
New songs of love and the morning light - This is life, and I feel alive
Verse 2a: D > G
All these years slip by so quickly and I think back to better days
I miss the way you used to see me, so many things I can’t take back
Verse 2b: A > G 
The only way that this gets better is to be a better man
To feel your hand wrapped around my finger, to show the way with no regrets
Chorus
Bridge: possible – bm > G > D > A…. G > D > A …. G > D > A
And in the quiet moments, I try to still my mind
Try to mend this damage that I’ve done, but I’m struggling to find…my wayyyy
Verse 3a:
I see you in my reflection, the rest I hardly recognize
Each day a chance for my redemption, my only hope to see you smile
Verse 3b
So here I stand, embrace the morning, a sip of coffee for my soul
I feel your hand grab on to mine, and I’m filled with joy, yeah, here we go, yeah here we g

New Songs of Love and Morning Light

INVISIBLE

Take Me

Verse 1:
Take me with you, I’ll leave it all behind
Disposable kingdom, I’ll burn it down tonight
There’s nothing left for me, here, without you in my life
Without, you are my life

Pre-Chorus:
Our souls, forever intertwined
You are the only thing that’s real

Chorus
I’m trapped inside my mind
Drowning in my lies, your shadow draws the line
I don’t have what it takes to say goodbye

Verse 2:
Take me with you, I’ll wait eternity
My paper heart, the holes you’ve ripped in me
I’m lost unto the wind
Forgiveness not forget
Do you ever think of me, am I alone in this illusion

Pre-Chorus
Our souls, continue to unwind
Were you, ever really mine

Chorus
I’m trapped inside my mind
Drowning in my lies, your shadow draws the line
I don’t have what it takes to say goodbye

Take Me

A dark techno prayer for evolution, rebellion, and rebirth. "I am the code you can’t decode."

With that line, ETERNAL CODE opens a portal into a world where music becomes memory and rhythm becomes revolution. A frequency transmission, rooted in melodic techno and infused with cinematic tension, the song blends deep synths, ritualistic percussion, and haunting vocal poetry. It's built for desert rituals, midnight headphones, and neon-lit awakenings.

The lyrics trace a journey through sacred mutation, earth consciousness, and the reclaiming of inner power. It’s a soundtrack for those who no longer bow to systems, but instead remember their divine design.

“This flesh is data, this blood is light.
These eyes hold galaxies at night.”

ETERNAL CODE is an anthem for the seekers. The shapeshifters.
The ones who were never broken, but purely waiting to evolve.

🎧 OUT NOW.
Stream it. Feel it.
And ask yourself... what would you evolve?

2. SYNTHTOPIA - ETERNAL CODE (PARALLEL DIMENSION)

Album Title: After The Bat Was Freed ... But Before Metal Died

An Ozzy Requiem

Description:

This is more than an album. This is a requiem. A two-part rock opera epic exploring the complete life, legacy, and psychological journey of a rock and roll icon. Performed by the virtual progressive metal band Adelheide's Wisdom.

LP 1: "After The Bat Was Freed ... But Before Metal Died"
A nine-act narrative that chronicles the rise and reflection of a legend. The journey begins in the industrial haze of 1960s Birmingham, capturing the spark of a Beatles-inspired dream ("The Day The Bat Was Freed"). It crashes through the chaotic birth of a new sound ("Sounds Like a Bunch of Cats Fightin'"), explores the creation of the demonic "Madman" persona ("They Call Me The Madman"), and descends into the self-destructive excesses of the 80s ("Wings of Sin"). The album finds its emotional core in the heartbreaking ballad "I Was Just A Dreamer," before culminating in a final, monumental tribute to the man behind the myth ("Prince of Eternal Fire").

7. I Was Just a Dreamer

The turning point: The album's grand, emotional power ballad. This is the "morning after," the moment of catharsis and vulnerable reflection after all the excess. The loud facade of the "Madman" crumbles, revealing the heartbroken dreamer behind the mask.

Official Song Description: Adelheide's Wisdom – "I Was Just A Dreamer"
What remains when the spotlights fade and the myths begin to crack?

With "I Was Just A Dreamer," the virtual band Adelheide's Wisdom releases the first single and emotional centerpiece from their monumental concept album, "The Laughing Shadow: An Ozzy Requiem."

This epic power ballad is a profound and heartbreaking confession that looks behind the facade of the "Prince of Darkness." It tells a story of deep inner conflict – from the celebrated rock star on the world's biggest stage to the lonely "ghost at home," alienated from his own family and confronted with a lifetime of "scrambled eggs and mistakes."

Beginning with a fragile, intimate piano theme, the song unfolds into a massive, orchestral anthem. The haunting duet vocals of Adelheide and André guide the listener through a landscape of regret, pain, and the faint, almost lost hope for forgiveness.

"I Was Just A Dreamer" is more than just a song; it is the key to understanding the entire requiem. It is a meditation on the price of fame, the walls we build around ourselves, and the tragic search of a man trying to master the one role that always seemed out of reach: that of a father.

We all together worked day and night. As the Godfather of Metal was a musical role model and one of the first albums that our producer bought was 'Paranoid'.

Lyrics (by Frank Talmon l'Armée]

I Was Just a Dreamer

Spotlights burn my face, 
the crowds scream my name 
But it ain't my name, 
just a mask in the game. 
At home there are wrinkled hands and plates, 
Scrambled eggs and a life of mistakes.

Who's the mask, who's the face? 
Am I lost inside this place?

I'm a fading star with a burning heart, 
A joke to them, 
a ghost at home from the start. 
I'm screaming out but it falls apart...

All he ever wanted... was a father

Frozen clocks in an empty room, 
Maps lead nowhere, 
the compass a tomb.

But the wind still carries ancient tunes, 
Of brighter days and kinder moons.

And maybe tomorrow... 
The sun will break through... 

I was just a dreamer 
I dreamt my life anyway 
I was just a dreamer 
missing mostly better days

[Solo]

And the wind still carries ancient tunes, 
Of brighter days and kinder moons.

And maybe tomorrow... 
The sun will break through... 

I was just a dreamer 
I dreamt my life anyway 
I was just a dreamer 
missing mostly better days

They cheer for the beast... 
but my kids...

I Was Just a Dreamer

I wrote this song about my girlfriend and if you have someone in your life that you love and care about, then this song is for you. 

Last Song

Big cover art by stevecutts.com

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Sand flows down the dunes of time
Land that grows is immune to crime
Hand to those in tune with the design
As sand flows down the dunes of time

Fine
I'll climb
Time after time
Shine
And climb
Time after time

I've only pain left
On the plane I left
I'd hate to reign in death
And remain blessed

Be damned your woes, from noon 'til five 
Lend your bones to a wounded desire
Spend your goals to consume some more life
And rent imposed, soon the land will be mine

Sand flows down the dunes of time
Land that grows is immune to crime
Hand to those in tune with the design
As sand flows down the dunes of time

I've only pain left
On the plane I left
I'd hate to reign in death
And remain blessed

///////////JULY2025

21st Century Sisyphean Mantra

prod me

smoked the whole pack 
no more cigarettes left
been a lot since u didnt come back

still hoping for the best
still hoping for the past


now ure out of town 
i only see you when i look around
cant stop thinking about
how much i frown

in this feelings i'll drown
in this feelings i'll drown
in this feelings i'll drown
in this feelings i'll drown

smoked the whole pack 
no more cigarettes left
been a lot since u didnt come back

still hoping for the best
still hoping for the past

now ure out of town 
i only see you when i look around
cant stop thinking about
how much i frown

in this feelings i'll drown
in this feelings i'll drown
in this feelings i'll drown
in this feelings i'll drown

smoked all the cigarettes (me)

Fur Coat Trauma

Silver Lies is an emotional journey through self-reflection and the struggle to recognize your true self beyond the illusions. Blending alternative rock and pop elements, the song captures the tension between the distorted mirror image and the desire to break free from the lies holding you back. With powerful vocals and a dynamic sound, Silver Lies invites listeners to face their shadows and find light beyond the surface.

Lyrics:

"Silver Lies"

In the glass, a stranger meets my eyes
She wears my skin, but it feels like a disguise
Her mouth is smiling, but her gaze denies
The truth she hides

Is this reflection telling the truth
Or just the ghost of a shadow I knew?

Silver lies, they’re bending the light
They’re stealing the colors I hold inside
I’m reaching through, breaking the view
’Til I see myself shine right through
Silver lies can’t hold me tonight

I touch the glass and it feels so cold
Like the weight of the years I never told
But in her eyes there’s a spark I see
Like a thread that’s pulling back to me

I see the truth begin to appear
It’s been waiting for me all these years

Silver lies, they’re bending the light
They’re stealing the colors I hold inside
I’m reaching through, breaking the view
’Til I see myself shine right through
Silver lies can’t hold me tonight

Every scar, every tear
Made the picture clearer here
I’m not the mask, I’m not disguise
I’m the soul behind these eyes

Silver lies, they’re fading away
And I see my colors in the light of day
I’m reaching through, I’ve broken the view
....
Now I see myself shine right through
Silver lies… are finally gone tonight
I see me…
I see me…

Silver Lies

Here With Me 

Verse 1: Guitar - G > em > C > D | Mando – D > C# minor 7th chord 

What can I do, what can I say, we just want to go out and play 

In the park, in the yard, though our hearts are mighty scarred 

I’m just a boy, you’re just a girl, spinning round on the tilt-a-whirl 

Round and round and round we go, where we’ll land no one knows 

 

Chorus: am7 > Aadd9 | G > A 

Life is just a blur it seems, but you’re standing next to me 

We can get through anything 

Be here now, be here with me 

 

Between: G > em G > em > G > em > G > em 

 

Verse 2: G > em > C > D 

What can I do, what can I say, I know nothing stays the same 

Under this moon, under these stars, long as we can, and just as far 

I’m just a girl, you’re just a boy, hand in hand, hang on to the joy 

Day by day, the years go by, all this time just to say goodbye. 

 

Chorus: am7 > Aadd9 

Life is just a blur it seems, but you’re standing next to me 

We can get through anything 

Be here now, be here with me 

 

Instrumental Bridge: (Stays on G chord framing) G > B > C > B > am (repeat 4x w/ swelling melodic harmonies heavy in reverb) 

 

Between: G > em G > em > G > em > G > em 

 

Verse 3: G > em > C > D 

What did Dad do, what did Mom say, stay young, be kind, choose love, go play 

It’s a crazy world and that’s okay, the two of you make it a better place 

The day will come when we’ll be gone, side-by-side we know that you’ll be strong 

Don’t let the time pull you away, best friends, you and I, our family stays 

  

Chorus: am7 > Aadd9 

Life is just a blur it seems, but you’re standing next to me 

We can get through anything 

Be here now, be here with me 

 

Between: G > em G > em > G > em > G > em 

Here With Me

Composed, performed, arranged, and produced by nNIMAa.

Keep Your Control

LoFi Americana with a dash of Indie Alt Rock and Country 

Jeremy Brizzi is a songwriter and musician.  “I do what I can, with what I have, to show you how I feel.  Thanks for listening.”

With more than 300 song left to record and a constant attention to creation, the best is yet to come!  

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