One collective location for all my tracks.  This list will update as I complete songs, with each of the songs on the playlist added in the order recorded...as you listen, you'll hear me unwind, my recording engineering skills devolving from today, going back nearly two decades to when I recorded the first song in the list, using Cakewalk and a computer microphone wayyyyy back in 2004.

All Tracks

Mix Tape 12

And Then There's The Alternative...

We run into  Autumn

RepostExchange3

rock

Repost Exchange #2

Harder

Boxing Day

Together

Martha (1976-2013)

Written in 2003, this song is for Martha Carol.  Martha lost her mother while we were in 5th grade.  We attended Orchard Street School in Fox River Grove.  At the time, the school would host a monthly dance for the Junior High kids.  6th grade came and Martha agreed to be my first girlfriend.  Ten months after her Mom passed, Martha was my date to the Halloween dance.  She arrived with her face painted in a black and white yin & yang, but like a clown, with the white side smiling and the black side frowning.  We all knew the moment we saw her what she trying to convey with her costume; It was a beautifully sad expression of everything she was going through.  She was at the dance but somewhere else entirely that night.  We sat quietly until the inevitable moment when a song came on that ripped the tears from her eyes.  She stood, turned, and ran screaming out of the school.  A few of us chased after and I got to her first.  There she was, standing at the top of a hill, just staring up at the streetlight, enveloped in its glow, and spinning in small circles.  For all the years I knew her after that time she was just never the same.  Martha is gone now, passed a few years back from an illness, but I’ll always have her and that moment in my heart.        

Verse 1
She’s circling the streetlight
Says she sneaks out every night
And that she stares at the stars and cries under moonlight
She says she can’t shake her mind of moments frozen in time
She wants some answers to life and she’ll search herself for nothing more.

Verse 2
She wants to go back in time.
She wants someone else’s life
So she lay on the on floor, oh
And she begs for the pain to subside
She’s just a little girl so lost in this world
Down and out of control, kicked and broken, and she don’t know why.

Verse 3
Says she’d trade it all for better days
God there’s got to be a better way
And she’s so damn scared
But she won’t let it show.
Never again will she be the same
It’s buried to stay, every day is now so alone

Bridge
And then she said.  If you can hear me, can you heal me
If can feel me shaking, can you free me
She says she wished it would rain 
to match this flood of sadness and wash her away
Then a storm rolled in, the clouds as gray as her skin, and when the rain and lightning broke, somehow it gave her hope.

Verse 4
She’s circling the streetlight
Says she sneaks out every night
And that she stares at the stars and prays under moonlight
She wore the face of clown, part smile, part frown
And when the makeup was gone, run free the child down below.
When that storm rolled in, the clouds as gray as her skin, but when the rain and lightning broke, the ghost carried her home.

Martha

Who's that girl across the Street-Stone Pony

Strange In Between

Still in between this life, this dream, this everything, this nothing is blank
I am waiting here, wading here, fading here, falling away
Taken by this consciousness, coincidence, I'm holding my breath
I am frozen in this delicate, this decadent, this elegant dance

What have I become?
What have I done?

Everyone is watching, they're waiting for something, so push me to break me, and pray I come crashing down.

These slow motion symptoms of cruel premonitions, this haze
I am sleeping here, lost in here, wondering what this all means.
I'm counting the moments that slipped through my hands and I pray that these thoughts that elude me, consume me, can save me someday.

What have I become
What have I done

Everyone is watching, they're waiting for something, so push me to break me, and pray I come crashing down.

Run away, run away.
If I could run away from here.  
I'd never turn back

Run away, run away
If I could run away from you
I'd never look back

Strange In Between

Methane Bullet

Yeah we’re all going down
Did it to ourselves
Our greed is choking us out
And then we’re gone
Living a lie just to live in a dream
Until we can’t breathe anymore

You Had a crown on your head
A Crown on your head,
You ain’t wearing the crown anymore x2

Methane Bullet gonna rip you in two
Nothing you can do
We Gone the way of the dinosaurs 🦕 🦖

Our sentients gave us a fear of death, giving birth to an afterlife
All of the nature that we couldn’t explain helped the humans to spread their lies

He Had a crown on his head
A Crown on his head,
He ain’t wearing the crown anymore x2

Methane Bullet gonna rip you in you two
Nothing you can do
We Gone the way of the dinosaurs 🦕 🦖

Yeah, we’re digging our graves
This Earth is wasting away
We Got Plastic flowing through our veins
This human virus, our insatiable thirst, our arrogance is insane

We placed a crown on ours heads
A crown on our heads
We ain’t wearing the crown anymore x2

Methane Bullet gonna rip you in you two
Nothing you can do
We Gone the way of the dinosaurs 🦕 🦖

Bridge
Flat earth babies and republicans
Still screaming that the science is illusion
Climate change deniers and corporate greed
Praying on the middle class to feed their machine
Religious tell you there's a paradise
doubling down on delusional hypocrisies

Maybe once the oceans boil
Maybe with the rising tides
Maybe endless wild fires will help them realize
Maybe once the ice is gone
Maybe cancer in every breathe
Maybe what it takes to save this planet is to be nothing more than animal again

Methane Bullet gonna rip you in you two
Nothing you can do
We Gone the way of the dinosaurs 🦕 🦖

Methane Bullet

This is the first song I ever wrote that I remember..from back in 1994.

Water

Verse 1
Time passes by as slowly as winter today
Too much on my mind and I can’t seem to find my way

Pre-Chorus
It’s never any fun
When you’re the only one

Chorus
You’d kill me if you could but I’m too young to die
You see right through me so I can’t run and hide
Step on a crack and I’m fading away
Okay, ooh, water

Verse 2
Prismed eyes shatter and my nerves are paralyzed with fear
Deep inside my head something snaps and then nothing’s there

Pre-Chorus
I can’t escape this pain
It’s with me every day

Chorus
You’d kill me if you could but I’m too young to die
You see right through me so I can’t run and hide.
Step on a crack and I’m fading away
Okay, ooh, water

Bridge

Verse 3
Time passes by and I spread like ash in the wind
Still life simplified and I find a way to deal with it.

Pre-Chorus
I try to wash away the pain
I’ll never be the same

Chorus
You’d kill me if you could but I’m too young to die
You see right through me so I can’t run and hide
Step on a crack and I’m fading away
Okay, ooh, water

Water

Innocent When You Dream (Tom Waits Cover)

When I sat down to write this song, I knew I wanted to explore my own battle with body dysmorphia. It's been a constant struggle for me, with feelings of insecurity and self-doubt creeping in every time I compare myself to others. But I wanted to create something that would connect with others who may be going through something similar. And so, this deeply personal and vulnerable piece was born - a musical reflection of my innermost emotions and experiences, bared for all to hear.

Lyrics
Verse 1:

Skin 'n' bone
What you are
And I know
So bizarre

But thats all I know
You don't wanna hold me

Verse 2:

Trouble now
When you're near
All around
For the year

But thats all I know
You don't wanna hold me

Skinny (Demo)

WHILE THE REST OF US DIE

False Reality

ALL PLATFORMS

LateNite Drive

I give you love

‘Metaverse’ by Aimée Britannia (Remix by Without Instrumentality)

left wrist

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Injigo心 - Minx [Cut]

An instrumental track.

Watch video on YouTube:  https://youtu.be/bOjwcRB5Jsc

Love, Devotion & Passion, instrumental*

Serendipity, serendipity
Serendipity, serendipity

Through the valley of chance
Whispers of fate, guiding our hearts
Guiding our hearts as we ascend
Through the ebb and flow of time
In the labyrinth of our lives
Echoes of dreams guiding our steps
(Guiding our steps)

Serendipity, serendipity

Trying to step as we dance
Ways converging where dreams lead us
A mixing of chance, luck, and fortunes
(Luck and fortunes)

Gentle breeze of destiny
Gentle breeze of destiny
Serendipity, serendipity

In the quiet of the night
We walk alone through the unknown
Through all the ways where life drives us
(where life drives us)

Gentle breeze of destiny
Gentle breeze of destiny
Serendipity, serendipity
Gentle breeze of destiny
Serendipity, serendipity
(Repeat)

Serendipity

Miles, after miles
I’m flying away… away

Travelling in my car
No more stress to face
Just leaving to be far
From this place to erase

Windows down, wind in my hair
Feeling free and alive
Music playing, volume high
As I watch the world go by

Miles, after miles
Miles, after miles
I’m flying away… away

Travelling in my car
Lad alone, but free (free free free)
With each passing mile
(far far far) Far enough to feel the freedom

(Miles, after miles)
I feel the freedom
(Miles, after miles)
I feel the freedom
Wind in my hair
(Miles, after miles)

I feel the freedom
Feel the freedom
(Miles, after miles)
(after miles)
I’m flying away
I feel the freedom
(Feel the freedom)

Miles After Miles

Storm Comin’

Verse 1
Under the night
Behind the calm
Whispers break the silence
To come undone
And the winds begin to swirl
The stars all disappear 
The air is thicker now with something 
A storm is coming

Verse 2
There go the lights
There goes the calm
Children in the corner 
All come undone
And the winds begin to howl
The walls begin to shake
The dreams so fragile shatter
A storm is coming

Chorus
And you are not alone my child 
I can hold you for a while 
We may never heal the damage is done 
Oh, despite the scars we build a life

Bridge/as Rap Section
Every relationship that I ever had 
Has always ended bad
And I wonder if it’s me
Literally sabotaging everything 
breathing in anxiety
Overcome with jealousy, 
it’s deep inside of me,  
the best of me. the best I had
I throw it all away, 
I run away, 
a human hand grenade
Will I ever be enough, what it did to me, losing everything 
Alone, the only way I know to be 
I pull the pin and wait in pain  
There’s no serenity 
surround myself with violence
All the yelling and the screaming 
Just a dreamer always dreaming 
it seems that everyone has their demons
Am I Selfish to the bone
Or just accustomed to the tone
Of all this ringing in my ears from when my broken home exploded
I was Misled and misused, I got used to the abuse 
But can I rise up from my station 
From the way that I was raised
This storm a beast, Can I face it
running away I can’t erase it 
Am I strong enough to change it

Verse 3
And when it’s passed
The trail it leaves
All this devastation 
All fallen trees
And the winds still bring a chill
The latchkey victims quake
The stars all burn out 
Nothing escapes
Something is coming 

Chorus
And you are not alone my child 
I can hold you for a while 
We may never heal the damage is done 
Oh, despite the scars we build a life

Personal Earthquakes

Pending

Storm Coming

POSSIBILITIES EVERYWHERE
Music by Overdrive

Check out the IG promo video:
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Possibilities Everywhere

Fasten your seatbelts!

The Dreamy Autumn Version, long overdue!

Vocals and Lyrics by the fantastic Ian Greaves aka @ipg1

guitars, bass, drums, mix and mastering in vampyre style at N.o.b.S. moonshine studios.




Tha Boss with Tha Sauce

Turn that heater up let’s thaw and defrost
heat up that grill as the beat comes across
Blazing out your speaker yeah I’m here to set it off
and of course I keep it dope tha boss with the sauce
like tha boss with the sauce

Seems like they’re all trying to fix me but the mix be dope
I ain’t a rich motherfucker but I sure ain’t broke
I focus on my vision hold on to my hope
this is my life bitches not a practical joke
Ain’t never going to stop keep up stay woke
and don’t act like I owe you cause I put in the work
Ain’t stroking no Egos fuck it if you can’t cope
I’m just doing me and I know the truth hurts
like tha boss with the sauce (X2)

On point won’t stop the game’s not done
I’m coming through step aside or better yet run
if you’re too sensitive go on ———gone
trying to stay positive now let’s get along
Underground independent is how I get down
check the narrative it’s on —-it’s on
how many lives I live sum it up one
how many fucks I give sum it up none
like tha boss with the sauce (X2)

Don’t hate the hustle or the player———-hate the game———-hate the game
it’s easy when you’re judging from the outside ——looking in
recognize the obstacles———suggest you learn the name
still thinking I’m a target —— check your aim—— check your aim
like tha boss with the sauce (X2)

On point won’t stop the game’s not done
I’m coming through step aside or better yet run
if you’re too sensitive go on ———gone
trying to stay positive now let’s get along
Underground independent is how I get down
check the narrative it’s on —-it’s on
how many lives I live sum it up one
how many fucks I give sum it up none
like tha boss with the sauce (X2)

Tha Boss With Tha Sauce 2024 Reissue

Tha Boss With Tha Sauce (2024 Reissue) feat. IPG1

"Requiem Of The Chanting Steel" is a sonic meditation on the devastating effects of war, the relentless pursuit of technological development, and the pollution that suffocates our planet. I composed this piece with the intention of drawing attention to how aggressive industrialization and global conflicts can erode not only the environment but also the very essence of humanity.

From the opening chords, the anthemic rhythm, present throughout the composition, evokes a grave and dramatic sense, symbolizing the ineluctable march toward destruction. It is a march of steel, of heavy machinery dominating battlefields and industrialized cities, but also of a humanity losing control. The rhythm becomes a call — a call for all of us to reflect on the path we are heading down. It is a lament for the loss of balance, a testimony to how technology has supplanted nature, and how unchecked development drives us toward a tragic end.

As the melody progresses, the weighty, intense tones of metal and synthesizers intertwine with more organic motifs, such as nature's roots beginning to wrap around the metal structures, symbolizing a return to a primordial state, a need to reconnect with nature. It is a story of resilience, of how nature reclaims its place despite technological advancement, but also of the inevitable decline of industrial civilization.

At the conclusion of the piece, male voices solemnly intone "Hora es" – a song of awakening, a call to action. This chant symbolizes the final moment of awareness. "The time has come" for us to awaken, to cease escalating global conflicts, and to stop destroying the planet in the name of false industrial progress. It is a plea to take action, in the twelfth hour, to save what remains of nature, of ourselves, and of our future.

This piece is meant to serve not only as a requiem for the world we are on the verge of losing but also as a manifesto for the necessary change. It is time to acknowledge the devastating effects of war and pollution and to return to balance before it is too late.

Requiem Of The Chanting Steel

You gave me the curse, gave me the curse
Never again, hell can wait

After so many years I forgot your face
But you came knocking rainy night
We were playing with the kids
When that thumping sounded
I told them all to hide
And to hold their breaths
You smelt like death
Your face was hollow
You said you missed me but I'd almost forgotten
I could see the scraps of skin
That were falling from your wings
You tried to plant a kiss
I slammed the door in your face
When I checked back on the kids
They were encased in stone

You gave me the curse, gave me the curse
Never again, hell can wait

I wrapped them in blankets and put them to bed
I threw on my jacket and sheathed a knife
I ran out in the rain and followed her footprints
But they stopped in their tracks
And she was no where to see
And in the moonlight there shone a figure
An angel but skin scaled, shedding and falling
A piece toppled to my feet, I lent down to see it
As I craned my head back, she was blocking all light

You gave me the curse, gave me the curse
Never again, hell can wait
You gave me the curse, gave me the curse
Never again, hell can wait

After so many years I forgot your face
So pale, hair jet black
Your breath's like a succubus, not a god
But I never saw another face
Whose glare had me so entranced
From the shape of your jaw
To the lace of wings
It's like Eden's a person on Earth
And I held your waist
Got lost in your eyes
And put your head on my chest
I felt your heart as it raced then calmed
You tilted your head up, we began to lean in

And I plunged that knife right in your back
Your blood was black, your eyes turned white
You fell to your knees
I never lost grip
And I pulled out the knife
You turned into dust
My love

You gave me the curse, gave me the curse
Never again, hell can wait
You gave me the curse, gave me the curse
Never again, hell can wait

Feather Falls

Chayne's 3rd single, released 15 November 2024
Video here https://youtu.be/ElVhFN_vLhI?si=yaqSyDj6Und1rUry

Quicksilver

Pushing Me


Verse 1:
Your words are like knives, I’m bleeding out
And you’re punishing me with no remorse
All these years on my back to tear me down
Self-righteous, narcissistic, insecure

Chorus:
Stop pushing Me
Pushing me
Why is everybody always pushing me

Verse 2:
And I don’t know what else to do
To clench my fist or put a hole in you
Should I rise above or take you down and put you six feet in the ground

Chorus:
Stop pushing Me
Pushing me
Why is everybody always pushing me

Bridge
You think you’re tough
I’ve had enough
You think you’re tough
I stand my ground
You think you’re tough
I’ll fuck you up
You think you’re tough
Who’s running now

Done running 
Start running
Keep running
Keep running

Pushing Me

Though the night is so dark and full of fears.
It won't get any easier through the years.
I was getting tired in your shoes.
I was feeling lonely, fed up, used.

Turn me out again...
That's it, lights out, my friend...
Turned me off, be warned.
Well, I'm gonna sidestep up and out of this storm.

Just one more to take the edge away.
Just a taste of sugar, a lighter end to your day.
I was getting tired of your rules.
I was getting bored and feeling blue.

Maybe I just need escape.
Maybe I was feeling great.
Maybe I was looking out.
Maybe I was crying out.
Ever think I know who I am?
Ever think you wanna get some?
Everybody seeks admission.
Everybody's going missing.
I was getting tired of your blues.
I was feeling washed up, old and through.

Turn me out again...
That's it, lights out, my friend...
Turned me off, be warned.
Well, I'm gonna sidestep up and out of this storm.

I was getting tired in your shoes.
I was feeling lonely, fed up, used.

Turn me out again...
That's it, lights out, my friend...
Turned me off, be warned.
Well, I'm gonna sidestep up and out of this storm.


Lights Out

this one goes out to all the bitches that say i can't sing without autotune

LYRICS:

(tag)

(i warned u baby)
(u knew i was trouble)

baby girl
i like your style
he said with a wink and a smile
cat got your tongue?
fallin in, huh?
yea i got just the thing you need girl
ill get you so high
so high
we're talkin 30 thousand feet up in the stratosphere
thats how fuckin high
kiss your boyfriend goodbye
and when were done their won't be nothing left in your eyes
oh pretty girl
whats on your mind?
baby im yours if you tell me your mine
oh pretty girl
don't say goodbye
(i warned you baby)
(you knew i was trouble)

(tag)

(i warned you baby)
(you knew i was trouble)

TROUB̶LE

Track's lyrics were written by Badtripp Inc and the music came to be by try and retry for hours the Suno AI. A song about the horrors that changes soldiers: "They don't come back right"

Soldier, universal

This is a protest song.  In no way is this a manifesto, nor am I to be considered a threat to act with an measure of violence beyond or representative of the words in this song.  I am a peaceful person who vehemently detests Trump, his administration, and everything that he does.  I appreciate the people who support him, I just don't support what they believe, and wholeheartedly feel that this country is a far worse and more dangerous place with Trump as president.  He sows the seeds of fear, hate, and everything that this country has been trying to mature beyond.  Clearly, to him, "Make America Great Again" simply means to make it white and make it male!  F Trump and F anyone who supports his ignorant policies!  Again, not a threat, just a pissed off songwriter who needed to say something!


I Might

Intro Chord: Bf > B > Bf > B 
Intro Melody:  Bf > A > G > F > Af > G > F > Ef

Verse 1:
(Bf) These politicians are (B) driving the train
Straight off the cliff, they don’t hesitate
Gather us up and they place us in chains
Care more for their power, this narcissist’s power

(Bf) Will they never learn, (B) how can they not see
It’s never enough, justifying their greed
Both sides of their mouth, you can never believe
Don’t trust in these fools, beware of their sheep
 
Pre-Chorus:
(C#) We are, in our (D) darkest hour
(C#) Cry freedom, from the (D) bigots and fear

Chorus:
(E)	I might, try to (F) take back the power
(E) I might, raise my fist (F) in the air

Verse 2:
No strength found in numbers.  They’re pounding their chests
Roots take to the promise that the beast knows what’s best
Can you see what is coming, getting harder to breathe
45, 47, wears his hate on his sleeve

From up in his castle, the king on his throne
Protecting his fortune, picks his teeth with our bones
To our last breath, with it our democracy
Resisting the tyrant, we must resist his lunacy

Pre-Chorus:
(C#) We are, in our (D) darkest hour
(C#) Cry freedom, from the (D) bigots and fear

Chorus:
(E)	I might, try to (F) take back the power
(E) I might, raise my fist (F) in the air


Bridge Verse 1
(am) I’m just (EM) trying to live my (F) life (C) (em7b6)
(am) You’ll never control (EM) my mind
(F)	You’re just a puppet with the (CM) power (em7b6) to decide

Just another 3 inches to the right
A civil war to be xenophobe free
Not my president, don’t represent me

Bridge Chorus
(F)	You got an expiration (E) date
(F) I’m declaring Independence from (E) intolerance and hate
(F) No place for despotism in the (E) USA
(F) Your fascist agenda is an (E) ideocracy

Bridge Verse 2
I’m just trying to do things right
Deportations and tariffs are a ludicrous decree
Firing national security agents who refuse to bend the knee
The earth is just trying to survive
But you’re drill baby drill, want to gut protected lands
You’re gonna get us all killed, you’ve got our blood on your hands

Bridge Chorus
You got an expiration date
I’m declaring Independence from intolerance and hate
No place for despotism in the USA
Your fascist agenda is an ideocracy

Pre-Chorus:
(C#) We are, in our (D) darkest hour
(C#) Cry freedom, from the (D) bigots and fear

Chorus:
(E)	I might, try to (F) take back the power
(E) I might, raise my fist (F) in the air


From the Declaration of Independence

Prudence, indeed, will dictate that Governments long established should not be changed for light and transient causes; and accordingly, all experience hath shewn, that mankind are more disposed to suffer, while evils are sufferable, than to right themselves by abolishing the forms to which they are accustomed. But when a long train of abuses and usurpations, pursuing invariably the same Object evinces a design to reduce them under absolute Despotism, it is their right, it is their duty, to throw off such Government, and to provide new Guards for their future security.



I MIGHT

Sweet  

Intro Progression:   

Emaj7(#11) > Em7♭6 > EM > E(b5) > G > em > C > A > B (Lead Melody) > G  > em > C > A > B 

 

Verse 1:  

(B) One hand on the wheel, one hand on the gun, her foot on the gas, on the run 

(G) She’s run away, (em) get away, (A) leave it all (C) behind, and (A) she’s (B) gone. 

 

Verse 2 

One bird in the air, that glare in the mirror, one last breath, the last thing he saw 

Had enough today, it’s done today, left it all behind, damn his soul 

(G) Cross that line no more, (em) I’m not your whore, (A) I’m done being scared, (C) yeah, (A) I’m (B) gone 

 

Chorus:  

(Emaj7(#11) So (Em7♭6) sweet (used to be) 

(Emaj7(#11) So (Em7♭6) sweet, (used to be) 

(Emaj7(#11) So (Em7♭6) sweet (finally free) 

 

Verse 3 

One bruise on her cheek, some blood her dress, his body on the side of the road 

Yeah, he’s gone today, for good today, one bullet in the front of his skull 

 

Verse 4 

Still wakes screaming at night, feels his hand on her throat, he throws her against the wall 

He broke her heart, broke her bones, he never broke her will, bless her soul  

He can’t hurt me no more, she tells herself, not anymore  

 

 

 

Chorus:  

So sweet (used to be), So sweet, (used to be), So sweet (finally free) 

 

Bridge:  

(Em7♭6) Into the sunset she drives, time to get on with her life 

(Esus4) I just want to be me she says, just want to be free from the pain 

(Em7♭6) Okay is still so far away, one mile at a time, until that day. 

(Esus4) I just want to be me, just want to be free from the pain  

 Chorus - Outtro

Sweet

EP: "Strength In You" - Beyond & Before Music feat. Ulla F.

Discover "Strength In You," a new EP by Beyond & Before Music celebrating the unbreakable power of the human spirit! Inspired by the overarching themes of the novel "Hinter uns das Land" / "Behind Us The Land" but with a universal message, this collection features four songs that tell stories of resilience, hope, and growing through adversity.

With the track "Scars Made Me Stronger" at its core, the EP explores, in catchy Indie Pop and Pop styles, how we can learn from setbacks and find inner strength. The music is light, hopeful, and invites you to sing along, carried by clear melodies and positive vibes, symbolically represented by the spirit of "Ulla F."

These songs are meant to encourage and remind us that even after dark times, light always awaits, and that life's scars ultimately make us stronger.

Burns Wild And Free

Depression

Verse 1: F#/A > E/A > D/A > C#/A
Numb, how I feel?  So lost within this fog.  Withdrawn, too hard to cope
And time, eats away, at my brain, till I’m just a hollow shell

Pre-Chorus: B > A > G
This weight, this burden I protect
All the voices in my mind, driving me toward suicide

Chorus: B > A > G
Depression – this pressure
Depression – Depression

Verse 2
Alone, my fatigue?  When the color in my eyes, gives way to my disguise
These lies, I tell myself, are losing their effect, consumed by my regrets
                                                                                                                                                                                       
Pre-Chorus
This pain, thickens in my veins
This monster in my mind, I’ve nowhere left to hide

Chorus
Depression – this pressure
Depression – Depression

Bridge:  em > BM > CM > GM > F#M (4)
A black cloud is following me, it swallows me whole, invades my sleep, only one way it lets me go
Isolate myself from everything, the only pleasure in my life, comes from getting high, the only way I know to get by
< SOLO: B > A > G >

Verse 3
Goodbye.  All the fear, these whispers telling me, only one way to be free
To see, to escape, quick and painless sounds so nice, hand full of pills to say goodbye

Pre-Chorus
This waste, my mother on my mind
Drowning in a river of tears, so ashamed to leave her here

Chorus x2
Depression – this pressure
Depression – Depression

I’ve got to get me out of here 
It’s time to let me go 
Place this noose around my neck
As all these pills go down my throat 
I just take another drink
And I’m drifting off to sleep
It’s time to say goodbye 
Please just let me die
Please let me go

depression

New Songs of Love and the Morning Light
Verse 1a: D > G
When I wake up in the morning and I’m rolling out of bed
Pour myself a cup of coffee, watch the sunrise from the deck
Verse 1b: A > G
The only way that this gets better is with you here by my side
To see your footsteps in the dew, to share the beauty in your mind
Chorus: D > A > G > D > A
New songs of love and the morning light - This is life and I’m alright
New songs of love and the morning light - This is life, and I feel alive
Verse 2a: D > G
All these years slip by so quickly and I think back to better days
I miss the way you used to see me, so many things I can’t take back
Verse 2b: A > G 
The only way that this gets better is to be a better man
To feel your hand wrapped around my finger, to show the way with no regrets
Chorus
Bridge: possible – bm > G > D > A…. G > D > A …. G > D > A
And in the quiet moments, I try to still my mind
Try to mend this damage that I’ve done, but I’m struggling to find…my wayyyy
Verse 3a:
I see you in my reflection, the rest I hardly recognize
Each day a chance for my redemption, my only hope to see you smile
Verse 3b
So here I stand, embrace the morning, a sip of coffee for my soul
I feel your hand grab on to mine, and I’m filled with joy, yeah, here we go, yeah here we g

New Songs of Love and Morning Light

Take Me

Verse 1:
Take me with you, I’ll leave it all behind
Disposable kingdom, I’ll burn it down tonight
There’s nothing left for me, here, without you in my life
Without, you are my life

Pre-Chorus:
Our souls, forever intertwined
You are the only thing that’s real

Chorus
I’m trapped inside my mind
Drowning in my lies, your shadow draws the line
I don’t have what it takes to say goodbye

Verse 2:
Take me with you, I’ll wait eternity
My paper heart, the holes you’ve ripped in me
I’m lost unto the wind
Forgiveness not forget
Do you ever think of me, am I alone in this illusion

Pre-Chorus
Our souls, continue to unwind
Were you, ever really mine

Chorus
I’m trapped inside my mind
Drowning in my lies, your shadow draws the line
I don’t have what it takes to say goodbye

Take Me

You Can Run

Here With Me 

Verse 1: Guitar - G > em > C > D | Mando – D > C# minor 7th chord 

What can I do, what can I say, we just want to go out and play 

In the park, in the yard, though our hearts are mighty scarred 

I’m just a boy, you’re just a girl, spinning round on the tilt-a-whirl 

Round and round and round we go, where we’ll land no one knows 

 

Chorus: am7 > Aadd9 | G > A 

Life is just a blur it seems, but you’re standing next to me 

We can get through anything 

Be here now, be here with me 

 

Between: G > em G > em > G > em > G > em 

 

Verse 2: G > em > C > D 

What can I do, what can I say, I know nothing stays the same 

Under this moon, under these stars, long as we can, and just as far 

I’m just a girl, you’re just a boy, hand in hand, hang on to the joy 

Day by day, the years go by, all this time just to say goodbye. 

 

Chorus: am7 > Aadd9 

Life is just a blur it seems, but you’re standing next to me 

We can get through anything 

Be here now, be here with me 

 

Instrumental Bridge: (Stays on G chord framing) G > B > C > B > am (repeat 4x w/ swelling melodic harmonies heavy in reverb) 

 

Between: G > em G > em > G > em > G > em 

 

Verse 3: G > em > C > D 

What did Dad do, what did Mom say, stay young, be kind, choose love, go play 

It’s a crazy world and that’s okay, the two of you make it a better place 

The day will come when we’ll be gone, side-by-side we know that you’ll be strong 

Don’t let the time pull you away, best friends, you and I, our family stays 

  

Chorus: am7 > Aadd9 

Life is just a blur it seems, but you’re standing next to me 

We can get through anything 

Be here now, be here with me 

 

Between: G > em G > em > G > em > G > em 

Here With Me

Close Your Eyes
3/4 – The midfinger power chord split
Verse 1: D1 > C1 > B1 > G
Bite your lip, pull your hair, kiss you goodnight, my love
Drag my nails down your back, I just can’t get enough
Pre-Chorus 1: D1 > C1 > B1 > C1
Lay you down on the floor, let me inside
Our bodies entwined, we glow, create light
The taste of you, every inch consumes my mind, hold on
Chorus: Bf1 > G 
Just close your eyes
Let me breathe you in tonight
Theres no future, no past, forgive me, who I am
Between: C1 > D1
 
Verse 2:
Your essence, this passion, is something I’ll crave evermore
(But) my shame, insecurity, releases from every pore
Pre-Chorus 2:
Your teeth sinking in, my poison runs free, 
This jealousy, blinding me, I can’t escape
I watch it take hold as you’re turning away, hold on
 
Chorus: Bf1 > G 
Just close your eyes
Let me breathe you in tonight
Theres no future, no past, forgive me, who I am 
Between: C1 > D1
D1 > F1 > G1 > F1 > D1 > F1 > hG1 >hB1 > hA1 > hG1
Bridge: G > Bf/A/G 
I feel this moment taking hold inside
In all these corners this darkness I can’t hide
So now I’m gonna close my eyes
And now I’m gonna close my mind
Bleeding into you this existential light
Chorus: Bf1 > G 
Just close your eyes
Let me breathe you in tonight
Theres no future, no past, forgive me, who I am

Close Your Eyes

Orchestral Intro is the first track of the Gorillaz' 2010 album Plastic Beach.

Orchestral Intro

Homework

Burnin'

Discovery

Superheroes

four track cassette recording.
track1 - drums and bass guitar
track2 - flute army
track3/4 - limited vocals

written and recorded feb.2012 by andrew salvner

the words-
     steve danger, he don't scare
     steve danger walks on air
     he's got a helmet on, cause he likes it there
     steve danger, danger, steve

     steve danger, he don't run
     steve danger's afraid of no one
     lil' spaceman rockin' the turret gun
     danger, spaceman, danger, spaceman

danger, spaceman

Music Sounds Better With You

LoFi Americana with a dash of Indie Alt Rock and Country 

Jeremy Brizzi is a songwriter and musician.  “I do what I can, with what I have, to show you how I feel.  Thanks for listening.”

With more than 300 song left to record and a constant attention to creation, the best is yet to come!  

https://jeremybrizzi.bandcamp.com

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