10. Ebb And Flow

Artist: Entity
Composers: Entity, Christopher Joel Martin
Lyricist: Christopher Joel Martin

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Oh oh, oh oh
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Oh oh, oh oh
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Oh

I've woken up
To another darkened day again

Oh oh, oh oh
Oh
Oh, oh oh
Oh
Oh, oh oh

Oh
Oh

I've had enough
Of living with this recycled pain

Oh oh, oh oh
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Oh, oh oh
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Ooh
Oh, oh oh

Oh
Oh

I've given up
Because I just don't care anymore

Oh oh, oh oh
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Oh oh, oh oh
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I've woken up
To another darkened day again
I've had enough
Of living with this recycled pain
I've given up
Because I just don't care

Saturday

I laughed too loud
At the wrong part
You smiled like
You knew my scars

Said I’m fine
But I lied too well
Now I’m stuck
Inside my shell

Can you hear me?
Through this static?
I’m screaming
But it sounds like static
I dress the wound
But it keeps on singing
A song called “please”
With no one listening

I taped myself together
With songs
But I’m breaking
All wrong

If I’m still here
Pull me out

i lied

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Sleepyhead

When I wake up, I don’t wanna
Face the mirror, I'm a goner
Fake my cool, my chest gets hotter
It burns like soda in my veins
Missed that moment, lost that dollar
Scuffed up ego, hot on the collar
Buzzin’ head, where's the gain?
Nobody’s driving me sane

You talk slick, I can’t stand it
Go ahead, tear your bandage
You just want to drag my name
While I cave in, you play savage
God, I hate it — but I manage
You make me sort of enjoy the pain

I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Wake up feelin’ like a fake, oh
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Wake up - next to my mistakes, no
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Lose my place or lose my grip
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Wake up - just to exist

Keep on loopin’, thoughts keep shootin’
Half alive and half rebootin’
Hold my breath like it’s a stunt
Play that role and keep disputin’
Truth’s diluted, mind’s polluted
Choke me gently, call it blunt

You're so proud, I can’t mute it
Tear me down and refute it
You make me want to burn places I've seen
But I still stay, barely rooted
Freaking out, wired, deluded
You make me wanna claw through my screen

I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Wake up feelin’ like a fraud, oh
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Wake up prayin’ - oh my god, no
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Keep losing sleep I can’t recall
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Keep being your light in the hall

Told myself that it gets better
But I’m still taped up with tether
Every day I come undone
Take my face off, switch the weather
If I break, well, call it clever
Say I ran — but I never run

I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Wake up stitched into a mask, oh
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Rehearse answers, you never ask, no
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Chase the lines that they made bleed
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Wake up just to not succeed


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