Name: ET LA VIE CONTINUE by Jeremy Durbec
Duration: 3 min 27 s
Description: Cette chanson fait partie de mon quatrième album " QUELQUES PAS EN ARRIERE" en duo avec ma fille. les arrangements sont fait par Ilyes Yangui.

nice , truly 🍦👏🏼☕✨⛱🏝🙏🏻🍦

Lyrics:

I can’t make it out
What you’re mumbling on about
Oh that whiskey pain’s so hard
Oh how I roll it out


Another moment that you take away from me
Another violent interaction keeps me on my knees, I
Pray that I can get away from the accidents of
Cigarette burns, so hard to take
Cigarettes burns, the marks they make 
Cigarette burns, the time they take
Cigarette burns, the heart it breaks

I can’t take no more
As you stumble round the room
My head feels so sore
I know, I’ll die, if I don’t leave soon

Another moment that you take away from me
Another violent interaction keeps me on my knees, I
Pray that I can get away from the accidents of
Cigarette burns, so hard to take
Cigarettes burns, the marks they make 
Cigarette burns, the time they take
Cigarette burns, the heart it breaks

(Shake it out with me…)

Cigarette Burns

Written, performed, mixed, and mastered by Jed Lapp.
Beats by DredStudio

December 2024 in two psychiatric wards.
After the first, I came out worse than I was before.
Been in and out of these places since I was 16.
Bipolar Disorder, tryin to keep my life from becoming mean.

Inevitably, I have a breakthrough episode.
It’s time again to include this shit in my flows.
Disruptive to my family, my life, and my wife.  And we all know.
When the chemicals become imbalanced in my brain, I have to go

Get locked up in a psychiatric ward and hope for the best.
Hopefully my meds can get changed and be better for the rest.
And maybe for many years, I can stay stable.
And continue on the right path while I’m able.

Don't cry for me, I'm doin the best I can.
Always come out the other side, ready to jam again.
I'm a fighter, writer, flyer, survivor.
And I'll keep doin it until the end.

Cedar Hills Psychiatric Hospital, beginning of December.
My wife drove me there, Having a bipolar episode as ever.
First night there, we all watched a fist fight in the hall.
Short staffed with no security gurards, could barely stop anything at all.

The place was unsafe, girls crying in the hall.
They were scared, the screaming and banging on the walls.
No striings or belts allowed.
We could only have our phones each day for an hour.

One guy walked around with his pants down to the ground.
2 people tried to kill themselves by banging their heads on the wall. 

I spent my time trying to block it all out.
Walking the hall with hospital provided headphones.
That only connected to the local radio stations.

Don't cry for me, I'm doin the best I can.
Always come out the other side, ready to jam again.
I'm a fighter, writer, flyer, survivor.
And I'll keep doin it until the end.

Got out of that shithole.
2 days later I found myself in a different ward.
Downstairs like in a holding cell.
After a day and a night I made it upstairs.

I was able to have my phone and earbuds.
I walked the circle 737 times.
33 miles.

Met this guy who could not sleep at all.
And the Mexican gangster running up and down the hall.
In the middle of the night.
Yelling, "They're gonna kill us allllllll!!"

A week later Friday, they fixed my meds and I felt better.
Dr Rose said if I left that weekend they’d put me on a hold. 
3 days later they let me go and I was ready to roll.

Returned to my car and called my wife.
Now I’m stable and it’s back to my life.

Psychiatric Wards (beats. DredStudio)

Ganymede (2002)

Music: Little Man & Janne Hennie
Lyrics & Vocals: Janne Hennie
Instruments & Mix: Little Man

Lyrics:

Do you see something falling from the sky?
Be afraid
Maybe you have lost your mind!

All the crap you filled into your brain
It may explode
And you will end up insane!

Do you hear bells and screaming in your ears?
Be afraid
It's something that shouldn't be there!

All the crap you filled into your brain
It may explode
And you will end up insane!

Do you see scary monsters in the dark?
Be afraid
Now it is going to far!

All the crap  you filled into your brain
It may explode
And you will end up insane!

Do you find yourself crawling on the floor?
Be afraid
Your brain couldn't take anymore!

All the crap you filled into your brain
It has exploded
And you have gone insane!

Insane

作詞作曲 Will

アレンジ スミスミ

あたしのI LOVE YOU

This is taken from a video, https://youtu.be/wlPHizNlSnU, I made again during the Lockdown period. I was trying to compose Musical ideas using loop pedal and was stuck, frustrated, I looked up for just a moment and straight away without thought, I started recording these simple chord progressions, I was helped, from somwhere, and Was Inspired. And thankful!!!
I called this version True Love, because this later recording had more emotion
and meaning.
A profound love feeling that touches the very Soul.
Excuse me please, for the clicks that occur in this audio, my early days in video making with simple equiptment, these are foot pedal clicks lol!!!

Deep Dive/True Love(2020)

That underground Life

Last but not least.. the title track of the album TOX " Prince Of Darkness "; appeared on more than 15 hardrock/metal samplers worldwide and is still worth listening to.. straight HardRock Number .
Music :  W. Dannemann                 Lyrics:   Pee Gee 

Prince Of Darkness

Under the mainstreet of the big town
A system of tunnels leading us down
Flickering candles , ravenblack wall
Strange pungent odors , a magnificent hall

Take a dance with the witch..Prince Of The Darkness
Kiss the mark of the beast..Prince Of The Darkness
...welcome to the sorcery..!

Dance..dance..with the witch..dance...dance....with the witch !

Black magic circle, blood consecreation
Touching the evil sign of damnation
Lucifers servants..Festival of Hell
Black mass in London gathering for the spell

Take a dance with the witch..Prince Of The Darkness
Kiss the mark of the beast..Prince Of The Darkness
...welcome to the sorcery..!

Dance...dance...with the witch...dance..dance...............

Label: Golden Core Records / published by ZYX-Music    https://youtube/jb6GsSGtydo?feature=shared
see also:  apple-music/Spotify/amazon-music/deezer

01 Prince Of Darkness

Cette chanson fait partie de mon quatrième album " QUELQUES PAS EN ARRIERE" en duo avec ma fille. les arrangements sont fait par Ilyes Yangui.

ET LA VIE CONTINUE

Gabba House

Poem with the help of AI, because my english is not so good:
Sweep the dust from weary bones,
Let sorrow’s echoes find their rest.
Wash the past in rivers wide,
Where time rewrites what once was pressed.
The weight of guilt, the stain of sin,
Like smudged fingerprints on glass,
Can fade beneath the gentle hands
Of love that lets the burdens pass.
Forgive the self, release the chains,
Let bitter waters drain away.
The soul is not a thing to break,
But one that bends and learns to stay.
With every breath, a chance is born,
To shed the pain, to start anew.
A heart made clean, a mind set free,
A soul that shines in morning’s dew.


ET LA VIE CONTINUE

Jeremy Durbec

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