PASS OUT

October Snow

produced by gnash
written by me & zoe wrenn (@wrennmusic)
chords - am7, cmaj7, fmaj7

lyrics -
[verse 1/intro]
i always see the light way before the dark
u always see the end way before the start
i've been trying & finding that things going right
aren’t as simple as everyone told me they would be
i know that u miss me
i’m sorry i’m busy
& don’t make the time
for the things u ask from me

[pre-chorus]
out of breath,
out of time,
is it ur turn?
is it mine?
i can’t sleep tonight
i can’t sleep tonight, no
is it fine, if we find,
that in time this isn’t right
i can’t speak tonight
i can’t speak tonight, no

[hook]
just make me feel special
and make me feel loved
make me feel something
lately life’s made me numb
i just want to hold u
for just long enough
so u don’t get tired of me telling u
i love u so much

[verse 2]
if i take care of u
who’s gonna take care of me
i could just say take care and leave
but i love how u stare at me
i stay cuz i’m scared to leave
i’m not prepared to be
lonely without u see
that just won’t feel right
i need u in my life

[hook]

[bridge]
so don’t make me, no
don’t make me go
don’t make me

[verse 3/outro]
in a city i don’t know
hit me 3 times ‘fore the show
i need sleep tonight
u'll be in my dreams tonight, tho.

ilusm

written by blackbear
produced by @radcatmusic & blackbear
artwork by Garrett Hilliker

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so tell me this is who you are
they tell me ive got something more
and oh you could be loved
but i dont want the lights to find me when im dark and lost
but never on my own

cos i just wanna swing like sinatra
singing like i cant stop
cos i could never rock like a rolling stone
i just wanna live like the ones before
and maybe i could play guitar like hendrix
or save the world or end it
and then maybe youll remember me when im gone
thats all i could ever want
thats all i want

so i got ten minutes to be all or nothing to
whoever wants to hear
and i got ten weeks of talking bullshit on repeat till im burnt out and disappear
but i owe you nothing
and i own my luck
oh they said youll never be alone again
but i dont think you understand me or what i fear
but you could be loved
but i dont want to lie to tell myself
im more than all the mistakes ive out run

cos im only here for a minute
and i dont care what you say cos i know
youre only here cos im winning
but i can be my own kind of rock and roll like
i dont really care if you say you dont fuck with me
and i can say what the fuck i want cos its down to me
and i got love for you even if you are doubting me
like oh my god i just cant stop

cos i just wanna sing like sinatra
with ethanol my soundtrack
cos i could never rock like a rolling stone
i wonder how it feels to burn out young
cos i just wanna die before my heart fails
from heartbreak or cocktails and
then maybe youll cry once you know im gone
thats all i could ever want
oh thats all i want

cos i aint scared of living
i aint scared of living
no i aint scared of living
cos its all weve got
what are we breathing for if we aint living
and i dont want your love
i just want to feel like im still living
and if there is no god
ill know the day i die i lived through heaven
and that i gave it hell
and if it hurt oh well at least thats living

thats all i want

sex drugs and rock and roll thats all i want
whats under the words you know thats all i want
something more than superficial is all i want
sex drugs and rock and roll thats all i want

/i aint scared of living.

i think you think too much of me

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i don’t wanna smoke
i don’t need a drink
just tell me how ya feel
tell me watchu think
cause i’ve been on my own
for a fucking while
and i don’t need a girl
i just wanna smile
getting my mind right
i’ll wait till the time's right
i’m meaning to tell ya
why it’s hard to sleep at night
there’s nothing to fear now
girl we should be here now
so why don’t u hear me out
i’m saying

talk is overrated
let’s just vibe
and love is overrated
in my mind
girl, talk is overrated
let’s just vibe
just for tonight

i been hella stressed
i would rather chill
i know u look to me
wonder how i deal
but look inside my soul
i don’t mean to front
cause really i don’t know
what the fuck i want
i remember when
we were more than friends
i would just pretend
that was cold
after all this shit i could not let u in
summer went
saved up all the money
that i would of spent on u

talk is overrated
let’s just vibe
and love is overrated
in my mind
girl, talk is overrated
let’s just vibe
just for tonight

[blackbear]
yea
let’s talk it out
girl time out
i know that u only with me for the clout
sit down
u had too much to drink
maybe it’s my fault
i remember u would pull up
pour up hennessy asking to smoke
nooo no, there u go again
mixin blow with downers
brand new hoes around u
and when the night is done
u be hitting my line
tell me ur phone at 1% at 3 am u wanna vibe

talk is overrated
let’s just vibe
and love is overrated
in my mind
girl, talk is overrated
let’s just vibe
just for tonight

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talk is overrated (feat. blackbear)

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its been a few years since you been gone
theres been a few tears but that was years and years ago
yeah i grew up to be exactly what you wanted
yeah i been living out the dream that you dreamt up

its been a few years with more to come
its been a few years since ive felt sure of what i want
and i woke up today and found that you were waiting here for me and i thought
woah, old friend its bittersweet

but how could you do this to me?
how could you do this to me?

cos you are not who you think you are
theres no grain on these brown eyes
but they can be green if they really want
and i can bend your words
so they say exactly what hurts the most
but silence is better than fake laughs
or faking were always up
loose grip
the world bends around you
and living through cracked screens
we fold down to what we want
out of love
we talk through lines
were made of smoke
and just in time
we drift away
diffusing light
confusing times
growing up
or cascading down?
cascading down
im hurting now

but change comes slow
if you hate whats in your head
the fuck would you speak your mind
in search of lost time
just 21 so im young and im stupid
only 16 yeah i think you shouldve known

i think you fucked me up

i think
i think you fucked me up
and ive got nothing to say to you

its been a few years and i moved on
couldnt make it disappear oh i tried so hard to be strong
but i grew up today and faced that im not just lonely
dont feel much better but i guess that its a start

October Snow

jeremy zucker