I’m fe-eling 
Lost
I can’t afford the cost 
I’m in the boat without the row 
I’m drowning in the sauce 
Can’t let go of broken flows 
My feelings killed in holocaust 
I’m feeling lost
I’m feeling lost
I’m feeling lost 
Your body all but tossed 
I’m feeling lost 
I’m feeling lost 
I’m tryna bare this cross but I’m not a fucking boss
I’m feeling lost
I’m feeling lost 

I can’t afford the cost man I’m feeling kinda lost damn 
Feeling sad and sick and stupid? Sounds just like it’s right on brand
Here I am depressed again 
Constant battle in my head 
Fantasize about me dead 
Feeling broken like a sped 
Just to live I need my meds 
If I don’t I catch some dread 
Take a blade in you embed 
Rip your body into shreds 

Sick of feeling like I’m different 
Always hard to always to hold my interest 
Wish that I could feel normal
Have a brain that’s right and formal 

Can’t see the way
Don’t know where to go
Busted up brain 
Living it solo 
Kind of insane 
My empathy no show 
Hijack a plane 
Use all my ammo 
Like David Blaine 
Disappear below 
Abel and Cane 
Delivering deathblow 
Wicked deranged 
You don’t want no smoke 
Turning the page
On my mental health notes 
Feeling the pain
I empty my billfold 
Isn’t it great? 
I’m buying my headstone 
Go on and hate 
Least I got backbone 
You just a fake
A rip off a cheap clone 
You’re why my dates 
Drugs and a loaded chrome 
Here’s your mistake 
Thinking you safe alone 
With this disgrace 
Angry i start to groan 
Rip off your face 
Take your life and your phone

LOST

Rave in the grave I got Satan on my shoulder 
He controls me I’m the puppet make me move with that controller
When I’m rapping in a tomb I ain’t gon’ rise now move that boulder 
When I’m raving in the grave fuck first base
I’ll fuck your face 

Dumbfuck bitches act a freak 
They run up on me get deceased 
Read the Bible I believe 
God commands a killing spree
So I make his people bleed
Leave em tat with mark of beast 
Bomb a church and kill a priest 
With a smile this a breeze 

Motherfuckers don’t know that I’m psycho 
Slash you up just like I’m Michael 
Burning Christian’s with their bibles 
Mutilate your face till you lookin’ like a sideshow 
Burying your niece - let her live? Sorry I don’t 
Lookin at your case and your bodies on a slideshow 
Tryna use your mace? Then I’m ripping out your eyes hoe 
Making my escape while you rot yeah you don’t know 

I’m Raving cuz I’m craving acting foolish misbehaving 
Don’t be late is what I’m saying when I’m partying with Satan 

I’ll pull up on your mama’s crib
Tie her up drive off a bridge 
She drowning choking like a fish 
Say goodbye that pussy bitch 

I treat ‘em like a Visa when I swipe that shit 
Beat ‘em like a seizure when I knife that bitch 
Your bleeding is so pleasing to the devil that’s rich 
Vessel for the entities I’m blasphemous 

You mess with this
Your nemesis 
I’ll fuck you up and leave you breathless 
Headless cuz I’m blasphemous 
I’ll stab you with a crucifix 

Need some help well pray to Jesus 
Smash your face with my adidas
Introduce you to my cleavers
Make you all to non-believers

GRAVE RAVE

SMILE :)

In my mind there’s viciousness
Evil swimming like fishes 
My killing is ambitiousness 
Make you feel suspiciousness 
bury you with Brenda’s kids 
Calculated chess with this 
Wonder when the ending is 
Stab you with your crucifix

I kill you with perniciousness
I fuck you with perniciousness
I cut you with perniciousness
This sick and twisted wickedness 
(x2) 

Verse 2 (Bradster X) 
Fuck your mother, don't want her to live
Kill your cat in front of your kids
Knife twists, into your ribs
Record it all, wanna relive

Chris Benoit, nobody I skip
To me it gets funny how bloody it gets
I don't want money, I'm done with the shit
They'll do studies, how nutty I get

Knock on your door, shotty I grip
Touchin' the floor, hopin' you live
Not anymore though, look what I did
Skull is demolished, I'm covered in bits

Puppy runnin' up, buckin' 'em too
Nobody livin' that's fuckin' with you
Do it for nothin' got nothin' to do
After I'm done then I'm cummin' on you

I kill you with perniciousness
I fuck you with perniciousness
I cut you with perniciousness
This sick and twisted wickedness 
(x2) 

I’m a G 
Blast at me?
Bitch I kill my enemies 
You’ll be begging for release 
From my trigger finger squeeze 
I get off on being sick 
Wickedness hardens my dick 
I’m like Nike saying do it 
Kill your haters to this music 
Feel guilt? Well you’ll get through it
Leave ‘em killed with bone deep wound slit 
Found a head? Well fuck, whose is it? 
Find out just how tight this noose gets 
I’m depraved that’s undisputed 
Jesus didn’t die for me, he said not you kid
You’re too putrid 
Sick and stupid he concluded 

I kill you with perniciousness
I fuck you with perniciousness
I cut you with perniciousness
This sick and twisted wickedness 
(x2) 

Verse 4 (Bradster X) 
In my brain, pernicious thoughts
I feel insane, admit it's often
See a nun, I flip her off
Rape and fit her inna coffin

Always thinkin' vicious plots
Inna church caught beatin' off
I was praying for my death
But couldn't stop my dick from throbbin'

Things I've did, since a kid
Makin' sure nobody lives
Dancing naked with these bodies
Show you where the party is

If you breathe, on your knees
Pray to the only God you need
I'll fill your wife up with my seed
Cut her throat,  watch her bleed

I kill you with perniciousness
I fuck you with perniciousness
I cut you with perniciousness
This sick and twisted wickedness 
(x3)

PERNICIOUSNESS (Feat. Bradster X)

When I’m feeling kinda ill 
Then I kill again 
I had better pop a pill
Or I kill again 
Somebody get me Dr. Phil 
Imma kill again 
I be craving a cheap thrill 
So I kill again
This killa
Grinnin’ when I’m sinnin’
Yeah this villain never winnin’ 
I’m a genius hethen with my gat but I resort to cop killin’ 
evil fucker kills again it’s every other fucking moon 
If I’m mad or feeling bad I introduce you to ya tomb 

Cut you up don’t give a fuck gon’ get you slut kill you regardless
I be buckin’ with my shot gun bodies dropping it’s cathartic 
Psychopath turn you to ash I’m def insane for sure retarded 
Spillin’ blood is way too fun I paint a picture im an artist 
Often Skirmish rob my job I kill a punk I take out garbage 
Packed my chrome right to your dome your brain is gone so I’m the smartest  

I just like to kill a lot
Need success well here’s my shot 
I’m high as fuck my credits not 
Make the banker’s body drop 

Clean up bitch on Isle 4 I slam the door you on the floor you wanted more but you a whore I’ll send you up to meet the lord your screaming bleeding’s my reward I choke a mom with umbilical cord I’m jealous of your fucking corpse I’m scared to die I kill some more 

You sounding like a church shrew
Leave a knife stuck in your kids 
I never make bitch moves 
Fuck your clutching pearls bitch 
Fuck all of my virtue 
My thing stutter porky pig
Bomb a fucking church group 
Fuck confessing all my sins 

Sacrifice your fuckin’ mom 
Slice you up shit it’s no prob  
Nursing home I bring my gun 

Blast a ton and all for fun
I’m never done it’s just begun
I’ll kill your one and only son 
BPM soon down to none 
And me and Satan we are one

KILL AGAIN

Knock knock whose there
My bop pop you scared 
Your mama said
Your mama warned
Your mama said beware 
I got that glare light with a flare 
Now her blood is everywhere
And her skull is bashed that’s fair 
Your brains are gone goodbye despair 

People say I’m nice and I’m sweet and be me 
But if I just went and killed myself you’d all forget me in a week 
Don’t believe me, disagree? 
Stop and think you lil’ b 
When’s the last time that you shed a tear for the deceased? 
Or the people who’ve gone in the light and join a better place 
That’s right reality your strife we’re all a bitter waste 
I take the gat bullets I taste 
Metal kisses to my face 
Own my life at my own pace 
On my knees I start to pray 
Realize god don’t hear me mane 
God don’t even know my name 
He’s demanding all my praise
he’s ok with beating slaves 
Faking choice option 2 flames 
God is claiming I’m deranged 
He tells his people rape and maim
Turn or burn? God you insane 

(knock knock)

I know just who I am
And I know just who I want to be 
They’re conflicting, all restricted, 
So it makes them enemies 
If I’m bitching, cope with sickness, 
Rip your face off chimpanzees 
Creeper itching blow with quickness 
Shit your space up you a Steve 

Motherfuckers really wanna go toe to toe with this foe bring it bro fine tic tac toe 
I take my blade fee fi fo fum 
Make a fucking punk hit the ground act dumb 
Drunk on murder bitch red rum 
Make ya fucking granny bitch drink my cum 
Every single day it’s like I gotta fucking think about it 
Will I ever even cash checks? I doubt it
Motherfuckers all up in a ditch. I found it  
Treat her like a bithfit, fuck, you grounded 
I got all this shit when punk get surrounded 
Cutting off ya crib with a pump you astounded 
Tryna find ya bitch you a chump and she drownin’ 
I don’t even flinch when you slump you confounded
I’ll never get rich in a dump kill accountants 
bullets gonna spit when my check starts bouncing 
Then a motherfucker gonna cut compounded 
Leaving everybody all fucked well-rounded
I ain’t even gonna fucking knock I’m pounding 
You a little piggy I’m a wolf I’m growlin’

KNOCK KNOCK

Pull up on a 
Motherfucking limp wrist 
Cut ‘em cousin
Cuz you on my hit list 
Leave ‘em buggin
Screams don’t even make it out they lips lil’ bitch 
I will cut you real quick 

I leave em dead inside a ditch
I always got a loaded clip 
My bullets spit when I get pissed 
Run up on me what is this?
An angry motherfucker grip my dick inside your bitch 
I like to cut ‘em quick I ain’t a bitch I like to run my fucking shit 
You hoes are mid go cut your wrist you fucked with this your nemesis 
Then I leave you headless with a priest and a feminist 

Motherfuck you run up on me?
When I play my CD
Then I cut you up with ease
With ease bitch 

Cuz I’m just a villain addicted to the killin’ 
I never practice empathy I stab my fucking feelings 
I killed my fucking lawyer I don’t need a fucking defense 
I snap and buck destroy her I’m a guilty fucking reject 

I kick your face I break my shoe no rescue team is coming through  
Like Deja vu you black and blue you rendezvous death’s preview 
You misconstrue this avenue insanity my new debut 
You the cork I get the screw then I stab it into you 

Oh 
you better 
duck you lil’ punk 
Fuck off 
I’m rolling with pumps 
A mob boss 
Shit 
Damnit 
Oh you go again 
You wanna be a prick then I’m aiming at your head 

down with a smile when I cut your wrist a while
Cuz I hate your fucking face and if you disagree I’m in denial 
Cut your throat and leave a smile 
Blast open your stomach bile 
You a bigger waste than a druggy demon necrophile 

Im pulling up now
I ain’t never take a bow 
A grater to your face cuz I love to get so foul 
Blood is every place you gone need to get a towel 
You never gone escape this psycho on the prowl 

You had to fuck with this?
I’ll knuckle bust ya lips 

You had to fuck with this?
A sinner with a loaded clip 

Then I burn em down with a Molotov cocktail 
Then I put an axe in your back like I’m psycho Bale 
Finna cut a rat with mask and pap pap 
Then I wrap him up real fast with a glad bag 
I don’t a give a fuck never did not about that

PULL UP

I fuck it up
I fuck it up
Best buckle up

I’m fucking up that shit cuz I can split ‘em like a Kit Kat 
You done and out of luck cuz you be bummin’ with my big gat 
Motherfuckers all up on my bread cuz they a bitch batch 
Last thing you gonna hear, it’ll be click clack 
Run up on a bitch when they talk fuck chit chat 
Make a fucker hurt on the street he be riff raff 
Now my hallow tips they be free when I get mad 
Now you finna bleed when a g finna snap back 

I’m aiming at your face I’m not ok I’m just insane 
I lost my way inside my brain cuz I’m deranged it’s everyday 

I don’t give a shit 
Don’t fuck with it
Get violent so fucking quick 
I give ya bitch my fucking dick
I always got a loaded clip 
I leave a bullet in your lip 
End ya life just with a kick 
Cut her throat right when she spit 
See her corpse? Her blood I sip 

I do this like I’m Judas
I betray with em with a kiss 
If ya punks are fucking stupid
Then I’m maiming with my fist 

Gods
Wrath
It’s upon me
When 
I’m 
Walking like a fucking zombie 
Eat ya guts just like salami 
Leave a cut inside your mommy
Me a prodigy cuz fucking up I never got a B 

(I run you over with my truck)


I bust a nut inside a slut cuz now I’m just a fucking G 
Walking always crossing cuz I’m fucking up so easily 
Illegally this frequency I cut you up unevenly 
A winning streak a killing spree I got a blade now bleed for me 

I’m a freak I believe I’d put your baby in a toaster 
Feeling like it’s thanksgiving then I baste and cook and roast her 
Try and stop me
Take and snuff her
Wifey dies but first she suffers 
I don’t give a single fuck I don’t adjust I fuck it up 

Walk in court and Im saying what’s up 
Killing a cop bitch you all better duck 

Tryna to pray to god
I’m too busy getting high 

Tryna to pray to god
Maybe he can get me by 

Tryna to pray to god 
I’m a broken sinner guy 

Tryna to pray to god 
Lucifer I let inside 

This hip hop be rolling 
Put a blade up in your colon 
Now the evil flowing with the triple six my appetite is growing 

what’s the reaper? Yeah we show ‘em 
Who’s the devil? Yeah we know him 
Send his body down below and 
Let the maggots all consume because the demons ate his soul 
It’s just a stroll until your life this motherfucking psycho stole

FUCK IT UP

I’m sick 
I’m sick
I’m sick with all these issues 
That’s it
That’s it
That’s it never make bitch moves 
When I bust it means I come through 
When you bust you needed tissues 
Make your cousin fucking miss you 
I’m a cobra you’re a ShihTzu

A leviathan inspiring these fucking acts of violence 
You dying if you trying him 
We ride and then there’s silence 
If I gave a shit a little bit
I don’t remember it
Now I’m just a crazy kid
I’m a skinning up a fucking pig 

I’m sick
I’m sick
I’m sick sick sick
I’m sick
I’m sick 
I’m six six six 

A mad dad 
Finna snap back
With a pap pap 
Where ya click at? 
I got a bat 
Finna break ya back 
Would you look at that? 
Then I’m off to Baghdad 
It’s a fact now that you asked 
You a rat fucked in a mask (true)
Hate and envy kills you fast 
Hate and envy kills you fast 

I’m killing off a neighborhood 
A pure disgrace 
Your blood is on my car hood 
Porsche girl’s face 

I’m wild in denial fuck your church going style 
Sacrifice you to Baal 
Fuckers loud I broke the dial 
Murk a priest that pedophile 
Body Bearer down the aisle 
I’m wicked and the sickest when you die I crack a smile 

Ain’t no lie I mean sometimes
I’m sick with all these issues 
You dying if you trying him 
You’re right never make bitch moves 

Got one mission
Make you suffer 
Stall your vision
Call it buffer 
Life’s a bitch
I take and snuff and her 
Druggy me be undercover 

Acting up so foolishly 
A ghoul I’ll take your eyes you see
I’m killing off a fucking priest 
See you try to call police 
Now I hear your fucking pleads 
Finna bleed on count of 3 
Vile often with some ease
With a smile this a breeze 
In denial look at these 
cleavers in your disbelief 
I’m the slaughter you the sheep 
Like your king I’ll make you weep

ISSUES

ADHD

a messed up person writing messed up music

PULL UP

JERRI