Reflection

not prod me
mix me

~KHHV = kiss-les, hugg-les, hand-heldless, virgin

585858585858
all those dating apps dont work
im a k double h v
feel like nobody want me
im up late crying all night
i wont ever have a wife
maybe i might take my life
maybe i might take my life
i just wanna hold u right
hang myself ill see the light
falling in loves supposed 2 be so ez i dont do it right
people look me up and down
my face is always frown
(?) ( i forgot i think i ran out of breath lol )

i just want a girlfriend
rlly want sm1 to cuddle up with
i just feel like such a piece of shit
piece of shit
im such a piece of shit

i just want a girlfriend
i want someone i can talk with
i just want somebody in my life
because i might take my life
because im not feeling right

and all those dating apps dont work
58 is such a jerk
58 is such a twerp
58 is so alone
58's all on his phone
58 looks like a bone
58 is such a bum
58 is way 2 short 4 me

58 is such a fag
58 needs 2 ropemaxx
58 is so ugly
58 shouldnt even be considered a he cuz he looks a girl cuz hes like 5'3 LOL
58585858585858

KHHV,.., #thuggz4L

Cross Over

Repeat and Revised ( feat. Nikita )

Teesta is an experimental track that aims to reflect the agony and wrath of our holistic river caused by the construction of the unregulated dams. It talks about the threat the dams poses to the natural habitat and the ecosystem.  It also showcases the possibility of natural disasters and threat to human life and existence as a whole.  

Teesta

A DARK PLACE TO THINK
- all music written and produced by Jerusha -

lullaby for madmen
can't separate
the song from silence
when the sacred 
breath is dancing
and its time

my blood as ink
a dark place to think
and echoes of sirens
blood runs thick
mud and sticks
you come out of hiding

when the sea
cradles me
i won't float
corals on my body
and the moon in my throat

sirens

Produced by Pratishtha. Check out her music:
https://soundcloud.com/p_gg

mary, mary magdalene
you've got three eyes
and your grandma's skin
you know the wars that she was in
mary magdalene

mary, mary magdalene
everything's a fever dream
to be lost is no sin
mary magdalene
mary magdalene

mary, mary magdalene
now you say you're hearing things
first to see your lover's wings
mary magdalene

Mary Magdalene (prod. Pratishtha Gurung)

Written & Produced by Jerusha

I am drinking the night 
It is close to the witching hour
Now I’m taking flight
Floating over the perfume flowers
Now the crystal rain
Is dripping to my ocean floor
Now the same old pain
Evidently knocking on my door
And when the moon is full
Im the one looking out from the mirror
And do you feel its pull
When the darkened sky gets clearer
It can’t just be me
I’ve seen the trouble in your eyes
I say you can be free
Free to roam the dream inside your mind

Witching Hour - Jerusha Rai

Doses 3

All music Written & Produced by Jerusha

Prettiest girl on your graveyard shift
She’s a fall risk
Looked up her songs
I think they went like this
I’m a fall risk
I made the nurse cry
I made the nurse cry
Cause he was one of us

Who was the girl
With the bandaged wrist
She’s a fall risk
Who was the boy
You sent to make the tryst
He’s a fall risk
I think I’m gonna die
I think I’m gonna die
Cause you can read my mind

All the letters on the wall
I read and read till I fall

Then it was gone like a magic trick
We’re a fall risk
We looked around and said but what is this
We’re a fall risk
Hide Selene, eclipse, eclipse
She’s a fall risk
There’s an eye in the sky
There’s an eye in the sky
And no you can’t hide
Cause you are one of us