might be hard to
keep this up
might be hard to
fall in love
i don't even know if i can
don't even even know where i've been
dont even 
don't even
dont
you're way too pretty for that 
(okay)
you're way too pretty for me
moving the bones out the sheath
i know he's better than me
and he looks better than me 
i know that everyone sadder than me 
i need to get better than me
one day

another slowed track of mine

FREE PALESTINE
PROD CHIBI
COVER ART BY GARY

Oh To Be a Goldfish (prod. Chibi)

Things With Wings

ericdoa - intestine (full snippet)

Will delete if asked to do so

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heretic

Rouri404/GORESET - heretic

a little gift i guess. i love yall. all of these songs r either unreleased or just unfinished ideas i will probably never finish.

DISTURBIA

glaive - trouble in paradise (unreleased)

does the skin i wear define me? out now everywhere

prod by: cultclassic, JesseMelancholy, @macey-official
co-prod: JesseMelancholy
written by: Jesse James Pontt
additional background vocals: @macey-official
mixed by: JesseMelancholy
mastered by: @xenura

Lyrics👇🏼

blisters on my feet, i’ll walk a little longer
all the things i’d be if I was a little stronger
thought I wouldn’t run this time, but I did and it’s fine, i’ll just close my eyes again
finding my way back home, inebriated, I felt my size again

everybody’s got the things I want, they’re not concerned with what I need
I thought that I had something to say, but it’s probably best to keep it to me

(so I keep it to me)

I long to find joy in the smaller things, the air, my hair, my bedroom walls
it all exists in front of me and yet I feel so uninvolved
a phone screen whispers everything, my frail frame’s an accessory
I spread myself out too thin, it won’t change the trajectory 

everybody’s got the things I want, they’re not concerned with what I need
I thought that I had something to say, but it’s probably best to keep it to me

everybody’s got the things I want, they’re not concerned with what I need
I thought that I had something to say, but it’s probably best to keep it to me

(fuck)
(it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts)
(fuck)

i’ll walk, i’ll walk, i’ll walk, it hurts
i’ll walk, i’ll walk, i’ll walk, it hurts
i’ll walk, i’ll walk, i’ll walk, it hurts
i’ll walk, i’ll walk but fuck me, it just doesn’t stop

linktr.ee/JesseMelancholy

does the skin i wear define me?

blisters

reverence

and it starts all over, all over again.
____________________________________
It's hard trying to right my wrongs
It's almost like you want me to stay here with you
Almost like, It's almost like you love me
I know you
You could never love me
Nah, i could never love me
You think that it's funny when it isn't
You cannot afford to be complacent
But guess it's all fine 'cus i'm holding you, now
Above my head like i always should've
I'm so close, yet so far
No, i wanna cleanse it all, but i'm me

So, my hands get sweaty and i can't speak, only in tongues
I want to be so much more than i am
Oh, but it's hard

How many times am i gonna tell myself that i'm 'gon pick it back up?
How many times am i gonna tell myself that i'm 'gon leave it once i'm done with it
One more time

One breath
One more time
One more time
One last time
One last time

two breaths

got so much money i could buy the mona lisa
had extra money so i threw some at your grandma
im not too picky with these bitches long as they dont want a cut
uh
im cutting up
uh
we cutting up
uh

lyrics dont mean nothing we just speaking buncha bullshit
i took a hundred thousand then i threw it at ya new bitch
im sitting breaking clocks cause there ain't time for all this bullshit
and outta every other person in the world i just been knew it
 

i'll show my face but i got 2 ill let u pick one
twin this ain't love this ain't friendship this a stickup 
u got money and a life you better pick one
my trigger finger's getting itchy
off the percs u know im geeked up
geeked up
uh
heard that u ain't fucking with me? my switch just perked up

(@1lua)
fuh
fuh
new hoe
milly rock
i cant find no plug cuz i
i been sippin on the percy 
man it fuck me up
i got a bad lil hoe 
she don’t wanna act just like dat bit sabrina
better off against sia
i tell my phone
no need to-
20 grand on my son
thats some fucking rick
i dont give no fuck bout that hoe cause im so lit
popping em all with the beamer
fucking a bitch like sabrina
hoe wanna talk lemme lean up
got a glock 19 gon beam em

got so much money i could buy the mona lisa
had extra money so i threw some at your grandma
im not too picky with these bitches long as they dont want a cut
uh
im cutting up

got so much money i could buy the mona lisa
got so much money that i threw some at ya face 
don't need a wraith 
im showing face
i got my blicky strapped on waist
fucked up, dead eye
you know i don't play nice
blue face, purple drank
i don't even hesitate 
my blicky ain't talk nice so let me fill in as the speaker
itchy arm, tweaker
touch me you get beamed up
looking like a sponge with all these holes oh he still breathin 
eugh

MONA LISA w/ lua (oddfish.flp)

prod. me
mixed/mastered by me + jedwill
soprano vox lead : rosesleeves
verses : rosesleeves + jedwill + button maker
editors notes: this beat had a lot of renovation done to it over a while, i made almost all of these sounds myself including that cool bass :) the melody was mainly inspired by a segment in an old melodic fuckery thing i found on newgrounds i dont remember the name of, and the ending epic pad section was inspired by fka by underscores and i think the riser into it may sample it as well

lyrics:
[phixel]
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace

[rosesleeves]
i’m so damn gone babe
take a pill to the brain
can’t help feeling lost i
guess i was made this way
it always feels the same
can’t make it go away
it-it-it hurts so bad
and i can’t make it change

[phixel]
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace

[jedwill]
Ah

You know that I miss you when I call you lately
I can never talk, I’m confusing, hate me
Why do I avoid your time
Just like I avoid your eyes
But did you catch that you just might miss it
I think about you a lot but I’ve been distant
I’m sorry guess it’s just my loss
You’re precious I should count your cost
I’ve waited long
It’s all so soft
My heart was locked
You make me calm

[button maker]
Ooh I'm lost in my own headspace
(Can't help but feel like I'm losing control) 
Ooh, Always last in the race
(I've waited so many, so many lifetimes)
And I know it may never be my time
(It's so confusing, like, headache inducing)
Ooh,  even though it's always the same
(I wouldn't have it any other way)

[phixel]
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace

[rosesleeves]
i’m so damn gone babe
take a pill to the brain
can’t help feeling lost i
guess i was made this way
it always feels the same
can’t make it go away
it-it-it hurts so bad
and i can’t make it change

[phixel]
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace

blisters

JesseMelancholy

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