coverart by: @alexksmh

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/imnotvrycreative/well-know-feat-aras-moon

you dont wanna talk about it, i know
but shit i aint the one blowing up youre phone
cant wait too long, always on go
we can say "no regrets" but, we'll know

we'll know
we'll know
but we'll know
we dont know
you can say "no regrets", blowing up my phone
then its "i dont want much, just leave me alone"
but we'll know
we'll know
but we'll know
we dont know
youre always so hot, then cold
wont tell me, or you just dont know
but we'll know

@arasmoon
i been tryna laser focus on u
aiming for the space between ur heart
but u never wanna make any room 4 me
i been tryna get in touch wit u all week
and it's so upsetting 
you know it's heavy 
the way i be fuckin wit u
i retreated to my hole 
like imma reclusive babe
i ain't mean to miss all ur calls
but im going through these withdraws
it's the same ole cycle 
i think its karma
i would never do anything to harm ya
so steep ur payment
and i weep all day its
just so insane how u portray me
seems i'll obtain all of this hatred

but we'll know
we'll know
we'll know
we dont know
you can say "no regrets", blowing up my phone
then its "i dont want much, just leave me alone"
but we'll know
we'll know
but we'll know
we dont know
youre always so hot, then cold
wont tell me, or you just dont know

i think its fucked up, you do this so often
so indecisive, damn near dishonest
its alot id give up all thats in the w-
man, your lies cut me off when im talking

and i know that it was one of many
but that dont mean you get to play fucking conscience with me
and i aint hit you back yet, cause ive been swamped, and busy
nah i aint bout to air out the way you talking with me

cause we'll know
we'll know
we'll know
we dont know
is this shit really worth blowing up my phone?
told you "i dont want much, just leave me alone"
but we'll know
we'll know
but we'll know
we'll know
always so hot, then cold
i wont tell you cause i just dont know
but we'll know

we'll know w/ aras moon [p. aras moon]

birthday song :D
original song by @prodbyaustyn / @dramatrial

overthinking (anthem lol)

prod by: dot & JesseMelancholy
additional prod: cmplxtra
written by: Jesse James Pontt
mixed by: JesseMelancholy
mastered by: @xenura

Lyrics👇🏼

wake myself up in the moment like i always do
it isn’t something new, no
all the birds fly over my head
look at the world through my distorted lens
reach for the sun and my hands getting burnt
i guess that’s one way to learn

saw my wings fall off my body, i’m the only one that can stitch them up
check my phone like it’s a hobby and wonder why my gut feels punched
and i dyed my hair for the seventh time, put a little charcoal in my eye
just dying to feel alive, just killing to kiss the sky

why can’t you open your eyes?
the world will turn around 
from the second that you lift your dragging feet from off the ground (uh)
and my head goes down as i pass the leaves
outside here there’s a place for me
way beyond what i still can’t see (oh, oh)

it slipped right out your hands before you felt it
and you didn’t take the chance to not be selfish
are you keeping that head above the water?
you’re scared to drown
feeling that weight of getting older
can’t turn back now (uh)

just dying to feel alive
(oh, oh)
just killing to kiss the sky
(oh, oh)
just dying to feel alive
(oh, oh)
just killing to kiss the sky, kiss the sky, kiss the sky

(yeah) back at the lake and you think it’ll help (uh)
tell yourself a lie like “i’ma focus on myself”
and you’re checking your face in your phone again
wondering if you’re ever gonna feel whole again
and you’re back at the lake and i hope that it helps
i don’t think you see what you’re doing to yourself
i want you to see what you see in someone else
but you just won’t look up

there’s an orange opaque that sits in the sky
oh, oh, guess i’m truly alive
the airs got a scent that could make me cry
comfort in the new-found fear to die
the kiss of the sun, the pour of the rain
the comfort of home, familiar terrain
you don’t take it in, you take it away
you don’t take it in, you take it away

so where did it go, tell me where did it go?
where did it go, tell me where did it go?
where did it go, tell me where did it go?
where did it go, tell me where did it go?

it slipped right out your hands before you felt it
and you didn’t take the chance to not be selfish
are you keeping that head above the water?
you’re scared to drown
feeling that weight of getting older
can’t turn back now (uh)

just dying to feel alive
(oh, oh)
just killing to kiss the sky
(you don’t take it in, you take it away)
just dying to feel alive
(oh, oh)
just killing to kiss the sky, kiss the sky, kiss the sky

yeah, it’s just valleys and peaks
i don’t ever want to find what’s underneath (no, no)
i wonder why i’m back in that suburb, i guess there’s something there that i think i need
please don’t leave when it gets hard, no
don’t leave when it gets hard, no
don’t leave when it gets hard, no
don’t leave ‘cause it’s hard

linktr.ee/JesseMelancholy

kiss the sky

Listen to "tell me what you want" everywhere
https://li.sten.to/tansea-tmwyw

Produced by me
Mastered by vaun

Lyrics:

Stuck in the past I'm a soldier
Split memory I don't even know you
I can't see myself when I'm older
But the party still breathes when it's over

I went through with idle hands, oh yeah yeah
I'm not a victim by chance, oh yeah yeah
But I'll change
For you

Tell me what you want from me
What is it cost for you honestly?
Tell me what you want from me
I tried my best and it's still my bad

Tell me what you want from me
What is it cost for you honestly?
Tell me what you want from me
I tried my best and it's still my bad

(I tried my best and it's still my bad)
(My bad my bad)
(I tried my best and it's still my bad)

Tell me how to breathe again
Because I've been losing effort
It's been getting harder every week
Just to regret her

Got me in circle
Right besides me
Besides me
I cant think of anyone who likes me

Treat me like I
Didn't know her
Said she loved me but she gave the cold shoulder
I've been losing grip on everything now that I'm older

But I might win again

It's always ones that's throwing stones at me
That sin again
I let her leave and do her thing
Cause' I make dividends

I'm used to letting money in
Cause' I can't let her in
I can't you just do your thing
Just for the hell of it

It's always ones that's throwing stones at me
That sin again
I let her leave and do her thing
Cause' I make dividends

I'm used to letting money in
Cause' I can't let her in
I can't you just do your thing
Just for the hell of it, for the hell of it

I came through with idle hands, oh yeah yeah
I'm not a victim by chance, oh yeah yeah
I know it's hard for you to stand, oh yeah yeah

But I'll change
For you
But I'll change
For you

Tell me what you want from me
What is it cost for you honestly?
Tell me what you want from me
I tried my best and it's still my bad

Tell me what you want from me
What is it cost for you honestly?
Tell me what you want from me
I tried my best and it's still my bad

(I tried my best and it's still my bad)
(I tried my best and it's still my bad)
(My bad)
(My bad)

(I tried my best and it's still my bad)

tell me what you want

on a monday, i am waiting 
for a drop to fall
in a moment 
i am with you there
in the hour
of our waking 
it is quiet 
like a present with the price still on 
i am with you there

(if I could tell you the truth 
then I might
Maybe you hold that against me 
I hold it against me 
But it’s all that I know 
And I heard 
It’s not how you always hear about it 
Don’t gotta hold it against me 
it’s just something i’m told 

(i don’t wanna know
i don’t wanna wait 
is it beautiful?
or does it always treat you the same 
is it wonderful?
Can you re-create?
or does it always treat you the same)

pieces of you

produced by mix
https://open.spotify.com/track/5OiKm0U2Zmy7RKhSRY1xni?si=8769b050f3d94c64
https://music.apple.com/us/album/cold-feat-sinxi/1797452065?i=1797452066
enjoy <3

lyrics-

@1m1x
ohhhhh
ohhhhh

i don't know what to do
I'll try and escape from you
but I'm being pulled in two
is this what you do?

JUST KILL ME, I CANT BREATHE HERE
ITS TOO COLD, ITS TOO COLD
its too-
COLD

and i'm pulled apart knife in my heart
i thought i was so smart
and you're hurting my soul
bleed when you go
put you before me cause that's all i know

that's all i know
know
ahhhhh
ohhhhh

@sinxi
miss u the most
winter's so cold
without u home
sucks on my own

windows make sound
as trees hit the ground
forshadows the end of me 
so please stay

you told me 'baby i'll be right back'
i waited hours then i left
u didn't call, u didn't text
seems too good for her to be the best

well tell me what to do when ur here in my arms
just how are stakes not a problem for you right now?
i can't take it now there's blood
i know i tried to heal u baby but it just ain't enough

cold w/ sinxi

Found an old freestyle by my ex, long after we split. I revamped it, wrote the chorus and the end and turned it into something shiny and new ♡ 

[Original by K.B.] 

Farewell (Remix)

no ids

Blurred Lines

[Verse]
I’m clenching fists that never rest
This heat inside my chest won't let me confess
Walls are closing in they’re too tight to break
Breathing out fire but it feels so fake

[Verse 2]
Shadows laughing loud while I bite my tongue
Every word I swallow cuts my lungs
Mirror shows a face I don’t really know
Tides keep rising but they never flow

[Chorus]
Oh frustration digs its nails so deep
Twisting my heart till it can’t even weep
Storms inside but I can’t let it go
Lost in the hurricane I’ll never show

[Verse 3]
I slam the door but it doesn’t help
Echo of my anger mocks myself
These chains of feeling are rusting inside
Nowhere to run nowhere to hide

[Bridge]
Where does it go when it has no name
This furious weight that burns like shame
I tried to scream but it won’t come out
A fire flickers as it drowns in doubt

[Chorus]
Oh frustration digs its nails so deep
Twisting my heart till it can’t even weep
Storms inside but I can’t let it go
Lost in the hurricane I’ll never show

kiss the sky

JesseMelancholy

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