(these are ALWAYS in my head)
extr special songs my favorite songs… (between 2020-2025)(missing songs)

**special•••**

I’m so angry so whatever music to stomp around to like a mad sim character

have U Tried NOT being Mad?

i just wanna be free of false narratives
cigarette instead, free of feeling sick again
i know it’s 3am, but i can’t get you out of my head
and im mixing my emotions just like melanin

and im feeling like a ghost
i just want to, i suppose
have u ever seen a ghost?
 caught up in the smoke
and im upping up the dose
pop out like a ghost feeling like i know

cigarette queen 
you got me burnin up
got me mad stressed 
but I’m tryna see what’s up
i’m near the drop off
got me full of twisted thoughts 
we dont gotta talk at all 
girl just take your top off 

bout come through, got me in your eye view
parasite in your head like a ringtone
sleepless thinking am i gonna text you (no)
you say that you like me, but i can’t really read you

try to pass it off, thinking we can make due
see you never, that’s my agenda
twist my words up and say it like a haiku
i think that it’s obvious that i don’t really like you

cigarette queen (spoon, digi, theta)

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[Lyrics]

(Chorus)
You know that my life was in a daze
Way back in 2008
Baby I'm gonna leave you in the past 
You stole my heart and then you did the fuckin' dash
Way back in 2008
Broke me in 2000 ways
Shawty you wan't fuck my life up
You know I don't really give a fuck
Whippin' in my foreign and my love
You know I don't wanna fall in love 
Baby wanna live my legacy
I'm the one to see you over seas
Dancing in my crocs and my denies
Made me feel like I discriminize
Baby I was destined for this life
She know I was destined for the lights

(Verse 1)
Im so alone
Baby wanna come into my home
Making way you feel like Post Malone
Why the fuck you talking to my clone
I just wanna crawl back to my home
Baby want the 30,000 Bands
You know I just threw it in advance
You know how Im stunting in my vans
Row boat on my AK Taliban

(Verse 2)
Ive been making money by the pound
Looking at me up and looking down
How come you don't ever come around
Making all this money out of town 
I just wanna fly you to the states
I know that my life was in a daze
I just want this money then I haze

(Outro)
Was it worth it
Baby was it worth it
Was you worth it
Baby is you perfect
Was it worth
Baby was it worth it
Yeah, yeah
Oh, woah

2008 (prod. warheart x eli.yf)

everydays a new expirence like what more can i say
i'm grateful for my family they understand my ways
what my fit on? that's the only way i tell the days
i'm concieted i can't change you know i'm stuck up in my ways

crystal castle hoodie on me yeah my bitch look like a mage
i go crazy offa them beans i got a pill like its a rave
i'm tripping i see hella different colors on your face
i opened up the box and got addicted to it's game

i walked up out the bed and put this shit on by myself
my whole life i been by my lonely i don't need no
 help
never could imagine that the box would open hell
only wanted different chances for my life like oh well


pandora's box/stuck in my ways (rezlaine)

SINCEUBEENGONE

coverart by @sslgd2
1-4 prod gonraqx
5 prod hoaxx

Life Of Love feat. shimmernox (prod. DJ hoaxx)

Nightcore~ Blue October- Hate Me

I wann a swim a way but don't know how

Full Album here www.youtube.com/watch?v=21LvyjfGs…&feature=youtu.be
Produced by @bruhsoundeffect2

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JessX