I don't rly know anything about myself prod brknglss

it's because you always tell a different story
i was walking around feeling euphoric
it's because you always tell a different story
i know for a fact you won't be there for me
girl i gotta go i got some work to do
i can't show up i can't change my mood
i know for a fact that you want me too
but if it happens
i'll be here for you

i'm here for you
i'm here for you
now i'll say it again for the people in the back
all these bitches always watching and i know they love to laugh
i do this for my bros and my crows i can not cap
i knew it was fate that i got the bag
if u call on my way then i won't call you back

spotify

different story (metis x saiko)

Rolling Tundra/Atreyu (Prod. Sscout x Gonraqx)

11:06 - me n @harttsick
11:43 - me n @makemeapromise
12:36 - me n @makemeapromise


if you want to cop any of these hit me up @1ello5k on ig

#Trappedin2012 clipss #EndOf23 +@surgeon, @harttsick

Prod @Prodjayysoul and @kuriyai443 

Ive been having the worst week
Anxiety causes me not to speak
stuck in the past i feel its gonna leak
Would you be there for me?
Scared it isnt gonna last 
Im moving too fast
so would you be there for me?
Scared to look back at my past 
i couldnt be assed
so would you be there for me?

I just wanna be close to her
I just wanna hold you first
Give you all that you that deserve 
My love for you is on reserve
I just wanna avoid the hurt
I go based on what i observe
The thought of you just shakes my nerves
huh yeah
I just want you to keep in mind
That i wanted you to be mine
without you love i will never find
Im scared to leave it all behind
Ask if you would be by myside
Im tired of fighting im tired of crying
So we can say that we have tried.

(ask if you would be there for me
i just completed my destiny
it all ends in a catastrophe)

Would You Be There For Me 2 (jayysoul X Kuriyai)

lucywav x lil yu - bars [prod. dxsh]

it's dark and cold
i feel my body dying
still trapped in the snow
its harder every morning
but you still went ghost
and now you never talk to me x2

all i ever wanted was hope for us
drowning in the sorrow you resufficed
wasn't ever easy but i progress
i need another chance at life i guess

is this just a game to you
it's holding importance to me
it doesn't really matter anymore 
cause you lost that feeling for me

how many times i tried to stop i lost count
i needed you the most when you weren't around
i got a little carried away to the ground
never stopped to glance and look how far it was down

it's dark and cold
i feel my body dying
still trapped in the snow
its harder every morning
but you still went ghost
and now you never talk to me x2

talk to me (itsanorth & kanaruu) (spotify)

pika - trying (trustt)

prod
@rewind214
@lilsadboiiudig

notes:
no matter how long it takes
ill find you...

//

[shiro]
everything doesnt feel the same
am i the only one that is to blame
of what u caused
ive been toss n turning and im lost

yh im tired of moving on
everytime i face u, i fall apart
cant convey these feelings anymore
and im so done
i need u so bad, i must go on
i cant focus whenever ur here
yh i need u, but yknow tht lifes not fair
yh cant control this feeling
when life js wont go there

[rewind]

know its never fair
thought we were forever but ur never there
cold just like december in the winter air
u stomped out the embers like they're never there
did u ever care
took my heart, i was hoping maybe u would keep it
from the start, did i ever really need a reason
know its hard, ur the only one i want to be with
make it farther, im losing sight of what i needed

[hook]

//

hopeless romantic + rewind『1sadboii/rewind』

[00:00] me
[01:01] + @zzdox
[02:08] me
[02:59] me
[04:01] me

#angel jan24 clips (+ @zzdox)

Lyrics, Vocals & Cover Art - Böjka
Production, Mixing & Mastering - Léna Camoni

Instrumental: https://on.soundcloud.com/fvct3EA02lWpuiA6ZE

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[Verse 1]
I hate the silence, thick like smoke in your chest
We don’t touch, we don’t confess
You speak in riddles, leave me to guess
Are we in love or is this just a test?
You move like ice, but I used to know fire
Now I’m left talkin’ to your ghost in the mirror
If you want space, baby just say
But don’t play saint when you push me away

[Pre-Chorus]
You're so hard to read (baby, read me wrong)
Just promise you won’t leave me wonderin’ too long
Don't bottle it up, don't keep it clean
Just show me something real, not a magazine dream

[Chorus]
Tell me that you want me
Tell me that you’re lonely
Text me when you miss it
Then go quiet like you never meant it
Say you're not jealous, then you blow up
Say you need space, but then show up
I’m losin’ sleep and patience, babe
This ain't love, it's miscommunication
Tell me that you want me
Tell me that you’re broken
Say it with your mouth, not just emotions
Say you're not jealous, then get reckless
Say we’re fine, then leave me breathless
I’m beggin' for translation, babe
We talk, but it’s just miscommunication

[Verse 2]
We post the pictures, dress like a fix
But baby, we're drowning in pixel tricks
I play along, but I bite my tongue
'Cause your silence always wins when the night comes
Your love’s a riddle written in code
I scroll through receipts like they might explode
I said “I love you,” you said “cool”
I’m not your pet, I’m not your fool

[Pre-Chorus]
You're so hard to read (baby, read me wrong)
But I’ve been screaming in the quiet all along
If you need out, just leave the key
I won’t wait forever to be seen

[Chorus]
Tell me that you want me
Tell me that you’re lonely
Call me like you mean it
Not just when you're feelin' weak and needy
Say you're not jealous, then start a war
Say you want peace, then slam the door
I'm done with your translation games
This ain't love, it's miscommunication

[Bridge]
We talk in loops
We sleep in doubt
I dream of you
While you’re burnin’ out
If you won’t speak
Then I’ll be gone
Before your silence becomes my song

[Chorus]
Tell me that you want me
Tell me that you tried
Tell me that you hate it when I cry
Say you're not jealous, then say you are
Tell me you’re lost without my heart
If this is love, then love’s mistaken
We’re fallin’ through miscommunication
Tell me that you love me
Even if it’s too late
Whisper in the dark before it breaks
Say you're not jealous, then come undone
Tell me I’m still your only one
If this is love, then why’s it vacant?
Say it now — or leave me in miscommunication.

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Created for a digital performance project.
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pika - trying (trustt)

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