songs that make me feel real again tho some simultaneously make me dissociative

the heretic.

Punkass

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No Offense

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The Exorcist - CALYPSO

Jhariah - RISK, RISK, RISK

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written and composed by madilyn mei
produced and mixed by scrawny
mastered by joe hutchinson
artwork by kris putter

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Lyrics:
When you’re gone I feel alone again
The voices cannot hold my hand
They keep me company at very best
Distract me from my loneliness

Maybe I’m just an anomaly
Even my demons have their families
Truly something must be wrong with me
To need you as much as I do

I was never meant to win
I was never meant to win
I was never meant to win

Shut up!

Here’s the reigns
Take ahold of me
Please don’t let me go

You do the talking
Sew up my mouth if I can’t keep it closed

There’s a dog barking right around the block
And a big ol’ whistle blow

Run for it
I’ll keep em occupied for you
Cause I love you, I love you so

Left me hangin at the station
But you’ll be back for me soon

I’m ‘bout to die
Yet the only thing I find i'm worried about is you

Something tells me you aren’t coming
Guess that I’m truly doomed

I’m 'bout to die
Yet the only thing I find I’m worried about is you
I’m 'bout to die
Yet the thing on my mind seems to nearly be nothing but you

I overhear your brain when it’s close to mine
Oh, I know that we’re not the same
My heart’s on the line

I’m just a pawn in your game
Not your partner in crime

And you’re slowly killing me
Taking your time
You’re slowly killing me
Taking your time

You’re slowly killing me
Taking your- (I was never meant to win)
You’re slowly killing me
Taking your- (I was never meant to win)

You’re slowly killing me
And yet I don’t mind (You were never meant to win)
You’re slowly killing me
But please take your time

Partner in Crime

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Jhariah, Pinkshift - EAT YOUR FRIENDS

Jhariah - PIN-EYE

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COLLARBONE

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TOOTH PACT

Hurricane

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A Constant State of Ohio

How I Survived Bobby Mackey's Personal Hell

Lincoln - How I Survived Bob Mackey's Personal Hell

Hey um wow hi oof ok uhhh this is a good. Heres my original music (on every streaming platform if you search "jack murtha")

https://open.spotify.com/artist/5i1ZwLchDuJh4a6F6Ffw74
https://jackmurtha.bandcamp.com/

Yer Killin' Me [Remo Drive] (6:3:17)

Catch Me If You Can

The second single from my debut album "The Great Tale Of How I Ruined It All"

The Great Tale Of How I Ruined It All

The Marching Dolls

Haunt, The Cartoon Heart

Broken Legs

To Take For Granted.

SPLIT

"Why not come by right at tea time? Ask for a miracle, don’t wait ♪"

Less than a week left until Halloween...! It's really not the same during a pandemic but I hope everyone's able to find a fun alternative ❤️ I'm gonna phone bank in costume LOL also we got a huge bag of hichews from Costco and I'll try to put them into separate goodie bags in case kids do stop by but I'm not sure that'll happen 😔

I super did this series in reverse but for Hitoshizuku × Yama△ anything is worth it! Here's my English cover of Vampire's PathoS: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FRZKQdTgFn4

✧ Original ✧
Vocals: Kagamine Rin
Music and Lyrics: Hitoshizuku × Yama△
NND: https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm32477621
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6rlqEcgbbEI
Off vocal: http://yamashizuku.web.fc2.com/

✧ Cover ✧
Vocals, English lyrics, video subtitles, and mix by me (Lucy)

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✧ English Lyrics ✧
(Please share your cover with me if you use these! Would love to see it)
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1YO68qRKuT8O8SJ6W5GH6NySTEGalsf3gDjRHWj5J8nY/edit

(English Cover) Sister's ∞ mercY【Lucy】

MUSIC TO CHANGE YOUR NAME AND START A NEW LIFE TO

Needed a Change of Pace

Lyrics:
Bright lights!
What's cookin'?
Smells to me just like a plebian feast!
Bring on by that prosperous behind and
Fave a flavor? Place your wager!
Come on down!
Bring the family
Watch the wantin' wanna stay afloat
Just one holds a place in perpetuity
It's time to rock and roll
Broken bones galore!
Ooh this one looks mad, his opponent is reeling!
Y'all ain't friends no more!
Glad we're protected by this glass ceiling
We want gore!
Knock 'em silly!
Fist to the lips and uh, this loser wins!
ORDER UP
Hot Dog!
Never felt so alive,
As the irony bleeds from the crook in his eye
Ya best be grateful
You ain't the one to die
At Big Town Banky Blaine's Rockabilly Barbecue
Chop chop!
Get 'em up on the pyre
As a pile 'o green burns a hole in his thigh
Now rack 'em up, HEY!
Survive a day at a time
At Big Town Banky Blaine's Rockabilly Barbecue
Round two!
Brahahaha!
Slow smoked and braised to perfection
Another rack of proletariat ribs?
Tenderized by the fight from the first verse
Mmm mmm. Delish!
Perverted for expendable poverty properly pummled?
Yeah, go ahead and throw 'em a bone if you want a good rumble!
Well, you got the money? Then we'll see you at BTBBRBBBQ
So this is our fate?
Scrapping for scraps below the table
So we can live to fight another day
Hot Dog!
Never felt so alive
As the irony bleeds from the crook in his eye
Ya best be grateful
You ain't the one to die
At Big Town Banky Blaine's Rockabilly Barbecue.
Chop chop!
Get 'em up on the pyre
As a pile 'o green burns a hole in his thigh
Now rack 'em up! HEY!
Bleed the lot of 'em dry
At Big Town Banky Blaine's Rockabilly Barbecue
One fight
Two fight
Red white
Blue fight
Big Town always does it right!
This can't be the way
This ain't a life
It's just survival
Oceans of ravenous and ruthless eyes
I'm terrified
That I'll be the catch of the night
They can't be our fates
Just take my hand
We'll stand defiant
More than the lesser thans
They've machinized
We'll unify...
Boohoo, meat's back on the menu!
Hot Dog!
Never felt so alive
As the irony bleeds from the crook in his eye
Ya best be grateful
You ain't the one to die
At Big Town Banky Blaine's Rockabilly Barbecue
Chop chop!
Get 'em up on the pyre
As a pile 'o green burns a hole in his thigh
Now rack 'em up! HEY!
Ain't an ending in sight
At Big Town Banky Blaine's Rockabilly Barbecue
At Big Town Banky Blaine's Rockabilly Barbecue
BIG TOWN BANKY BLAINE 

Releases December 25, 2020
Written / Performed By Bear Ghost
Recorded at Premiere Studios by Jeremy Parker
Mastered at Tone & Volume Mastering by Dan Shike
Artwork by Adam Dumper aka Dump La Rock

Big Town Banky Blaine's Rockabilly Bbq