healing is up to u <3
tysm to tea team for letting me a part of this comp!! plsss go follow them here: https://linktr.ee/teateamdesu

(hey! what should i start this song with?)
(hey! start it with that!)

i think i lost myself, somewhere out there
but i’m finding it now
i’m feeling so much better somehow, yeah
and i don’t need your affirmations
im doing better without your foot in the door
i’ll get along without you waging your wars

oh and this time, i’m finally putting an end before i let it begin all again
and this time? i’m gonna stand with my word and not let you back in
oh and this time, i’m really letting you and you’ll be out on your own from now on
and this time, you’ll finally realize the damage you’ve done

you caught me talking to my walls last night
and the questions you asked have been eating me up inside
and i’ve been stuck in my head my whole life
so trust me i know what it’s like
and you said that you’re scared that nothing will ever stay the same and i said it won’t, but that’s no reason to hide away
if there’s something out there that helps you get up every day then you should chase it, no matter what they say

play_pretend

prairie wind
Song written and composed by me
Lyrics written and performed by @pookikitty
Released alongside @teateamdesu's Flavors Vol. 2 compilation
Flavors Vol. 2: https://soundcloud.com/teateamdesu/sets/flavors-vol-2
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I just passed your old house
Why does it look the same?
I thought if I rang the doorbell
You'd come out and say "hey"

But I'm smarter and I'm wiser now
And I know better than to break ties
All of your flowers still surround your door
Wish I could paint you one more time

But it wouldn't feel the same
As the storms have died away
So I take another breath
And float away

Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling
Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling

Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling
Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling

But I'm living and tides can never change me
Another feeling of crowded unbelieving
Cry, it's a sign that you're alive

Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling
Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling

Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling
With every step I take,
I cry

Through my eyes I do not see the same
It's a blur between the night and day
And I wish that when I hold out my hand
Your silhouette would touch my skin

But it wouldn't feel the same (feel the same)
As the storms have died away (died away)
So I take another breath
And float away

Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling
Should I keep on waiting
For the signs to chase me?

Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear you calling me
Can you hear me?

[outro]
With each step,
should I go?
I don't know who or why I was meant to be at all

But I wont stop here
I still can feel
Your fragile touch on my skin
I was never lost at all

Please never lose your song

prairie wind

different flavors, same feeling.

lyrics:

i mess it up like everything i do you know i love to play it off
tell me what u want from me
am i hard to see
are you lying alone or are you staying with me
oh did i fuck it up
i cant really tell baby am i not enough
my head is getting hazy
you couldnt phase me
yea im getting wasted is that why you hate me
(i mess it up like everything i do you know i love to play it off
tell me what u want from me
am i hard to see
are you lying alone or are you staying with me)
tell me what you want baby i could give it all
and if I’m not getting through, then i guess ill call it off

tell me if i should’ve walked it out
i cant decide is this even real
tell me im going insane
i cant even feel the same
i cant talk to you
running out of oxygen with you
yea ive been locking up with all the words i find it hard to choose
tell me what you want baby i could give it all
and if I’m not getting through, then i guess ill call it off

i mess it up like everything i do you know i love to play it off
tell me what u want from me
am i hard to see
are you lying alone or are you staying with me
oh did i fuck it up
i cant really tell baby am i not enough
my head is getting hazy
you couldnt phase me
yea im getting wasted is that why you hate me

- stephie -
soundcloud.com/smelliestephie
twitter: https://x.com/smelliestephie
instagram: https://instagram.com/smelliestephie/

- qlein -
soundcloud.com/qlein
twitter: https://x.com/userqlein
instagram: https://www.instagram.com/userqlein

- tea team -
@teateamdesu
twitter: twitter.com/teateamdesu
instagram: www.instagram.com/teateamdesu/

stephie & qlein - lesson!

different flavors, same feeling.

lyrics:

Let's go off the grid
I need to breathe, I need some oxygen (Ihh)
I need to keep me clean
So pleas, help me before my voices help me talk again
And if you want to try again
We, we can go to a place, where we all used to be friends
Maybe we're not like we used to (I can't control)
You're still acting up and you don't wanna make amends

You feel like acid and you're burning on my skin (yeah)
I am at your door, please let me in. I feel so lonely as you're passing through like wind. To make me feel again, I'd do anything

They always say don't get hurt, you'll get used to it, you'll get over it, you keep falling back (sorry I'm not used to it)

You feel like acid and you're burning on my skin
I am at your door, please let me in. I feel so lonely as you're passing through like wind. To make me feel again, I'd do anything

- friendd -
soundcloud.com/friend-110010855
twitter: https://x.com/frienddmusic

- tsu. -
soundcloud.com/tsugardenwall
twitter: https://x.com/tsugarden_
instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tsugarden/

- viuk -
soundcloud.com/viuk
twitter: https://x.com/viukscoffee
instagram: https://www.instagram.com/viukscoffee

- tea team -
@teateamdesu
twitter: twitter.com/teateamdesu
instagram: https://www.instagram.com/teateamdesu/

friendd, tsu. & viuk - anything!

@prismshardsofficial <3

part of "Flavors, Vol. 2" by @teateamdesu
> stream it here: https://open.spotify.com/album/21kLjou2nayTwbbvdjk0ME?si=cWMqV5osQ4WuWDs6NubXkQ

> huge thanks to the tea team for allowing us taking part on this amazing compilation~
thank you so much for listening!

follow tea team here:
- https://twitter.com/teateamdesu
- https://teateamdesu.bandcamp.com/
- https://open.spotify.com/artist/4cI7ZfHCzwX2m4OgeVagp6?si=P4ZDpaVIQo6c5f9-cAW7yA

follow Prism Shards here:
- https://twitter.com/PrismShardz
- https://www.instagram.com/prismshards_ig
- https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCNgv2NKLEw1cLfs8mzEKOhA

Prism Shards & jian - sumire

i had a dream about you and wanted to remember it forever

out now via @teateamdesu flavors vol. 2

[lyrics:]

I can’t remember the features of your face
Or those plans we made, the ones that you called off
And we’ll laugh about the choices that I make
And we’ll talk things out, I’ll kiss you and then I’ll wake up

And I hope you’re doing fine
And I hope you’re sleeping well
Ask my friends just one more time
Cause I know that you can’t tell
What I’m thinking 
What I’m feeling 
If I’m eating 
If I’m sleeping 
If I’m leaving you behind

Cut me open
Bleed me out
Keep me secret
Shut your mouth
Choke on gravel
Learn my place
Dig me up and
Hide my face 
Decomposed
Start to fray
Call for help
catch a stray
severed contact 
To your distaste 
Always somehow
in your way

I’m just someone you could break
Cut me up, throw me away
Smoke and mirrors, I’m to blame 
Pay the price, convinced to stay 

Flowers bloom out of my face
Buried under bales of hay 
prized possession, earth reclaimed
Keep me secret, it’s okay

I’m just someone you could break
Cut me up, throw me away
Smoke and mirrors, I’m to blame 
Pay the price, convinced to stay 

Flowers bloom out of my face
Buried under bales of hay 
prized possession, earth reclaimed
Keep me secret, it’s okay

dream log

this is for the @teateamdesu Flavors Vol. 2 Compilation!!

this songs a lil old but im glad it could see the light of day <3

stream here: https://fanlink.tv/FV2

Stream 🍵

iris

don't be surprised if i replace the audio at some point with a better version of this song, if i got rejected im gonna at least make this song worth it

Passsenger (ANV10)

zaya!_ᎠᏂᎩᎵᏲᎬ_ᏂᏛᎴᏅᏓᎤᎾᏤᎵ_ᎠᎵᏖᎸᏗᎢᏳᏍᏗᏆᏱᏂᎦᎳᏍᏗ_ᎾᏍᎩᎥᏝᏱᎧᏁᎢᏍᏗ_ᎾᏍᎩᎢᏳᏍᏗᏱᏓᏛᎿ

take your time

Bells of Avalon