prod. coleslau
cherry blossom blooms EP out in two weeks

talk to me

shoutout neostalgic for the loop
very nice song that means a lot to me
hope it will to you too <3

lyrics :)
i'm a protector
so i'ma protect her
situation fucking crazy
it's making my head hurt

look at this the right way
you don't wanna get hurt
you've already settled down
you ain't tryna get hurt

think about it clearly, feelings over near me
devil on my shoulder so i know that you don't fear me
if you cry i cry like can you hear me
i need you alive, mean it sincerely

hate me, free your heart of aching
let me look i'll face it
let your demons take me
oh maybe

from the moment i saw you
i knew it was something else
something i couldn't have
but something i was sure as hell
protecting at all costs on my life
and maybe it's wrong, but i'm alright

and we're alright
we'll be just fine
know we're alright
we'll be just fine

protector

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questions? w/ ericdoa 
produced by Damon Vitucci

lyrics:

hook - eric
aye,
fallin over, lose my breath
questions bout' what happened next,
rip my heart right out my chest,
lose myself i disconnect
that's the shit u cant detect
find a way to redirect x2

verse - 222
fuck, she heavensent
bury all the evidence
water under bridges turned my lover to a fuckin friend
cadillac got curses, when i roll up i start hexin them
took a lot of Ls & hit an M n now my exes mad (lol)

hit my jack, 
they steady hittin my jack these days
want u bad but i know ur bad for my health nowadays,
roll one up to forget how i feel
that's how i deal
pull up in s7 god take the wheel
strongarm a beat now im feelin like neil x2

hook - eric

aye,
fallin over, lose my breath
questions bout' what happened next,
rip my heart right out my chest,
lose myself i disconnect
that's the shit u cant detect
find a way to redirect x2

questions? w/ ericdoa (prod. Damon Vitucci)

friday w novastein

song is out on all plats too <3
feat @funeral & @nxrthstarr
my chorus mixed by @rosesleeves
prod https://www.instagram.com/pacificproduced
cover art https://www.instagram.com/pasabist/

lyrics:
[Verse 1: funeral]
I been trapped in my head, for days and I'm dying
Tried to go out, four ways and I'm trying
Not to force it, but of course it, never works out
Fall asleep in the dark, I wake up
Nothin' I could do could make up
Anything about this, everything about this

[Chorus: heroine diaries]
You a addict, baby girl, yeah, just like me (Yeah, just like me)
Taste them pills on my tongue, that's why you like me (That's why you like me)
Do you want me just for me? I ask politely (Ask politely)
Gettin' closer to the edge it's looking likely
You a addict, baby girl, yeah, just like me
Taste them pills on my tongue, that's why you like me
Do you want me just for me? I ask politely
Gettin' closer to the edge it's looking likely

[Verse: nxrthstar]
Crushin' pills in the bathroom
All I'm thinkin' 'bout is biting on your tattoo
Oh my God, is this real life?
Psychosis and wasted nights
So is it love or the drugs?
Either way, baby, think I had too much
I'm overdosin' on your touch, I took too much (Yeah)
From you, couldn't ever say, “I love you”
I can tell you never trusted me
Now you know why they don't fuck with me, yeah

[Chorus: heroine diaries]
You a addict, baby girl, yeah, just like me (Yeah, just like me)
Taste them pills on my tongue, that's why you like me (That's why you like me)
Do you want me just for me? I ask politely (Ask politely)
Gettin' closer to the edge it's looking likely (Looking likely)
You a addict, baby girl, yeah, just like me (Woah-oah)
Taste them pills on my tongue, that's why you like me (That's why you like me)
Do you want me just for me? I ask politely
Gettin' closer to the edge it's looking likely

[Outro: heroine diaries]
I’m an addict for the scripts, yeah, baby
Fentanyl on tongue, please save me
Why I have to fall in love? Oh, baby
Don't call him what you called me, baby

hiraeth/fragile (feat. funeral & nxrthstar)

lyrics

fuck u, fuck him
ion fuck with anybody, fuck them
know you fuck with everybody, fuck them
all the marks up on your body, you love him

i'm going back to sleep
in the bed that i made
now i'm fast asleep
just to wake up and hate
quit asking me
if i'm ok, everyday is the same
now i wait, to decay, its ok now

i feel like saturn, need less sunny days
too up what my money say
too up now she want it oh oh

i love when you act like a bitch
now you see sum that you want
you so quick to flip the switch oh oh

i can't play into that shit
hoe don't wait cus you gon miss
know i hate to reminise oh oh

ion care about yo wish
it's as simple as it gets
you know how to get me pissed oh oh

oh oh
this that shit that i don't miss
ion even wanna talk
ion know that you exist

oh oh
check that hoe up off my list
you know that i can't resist
got my name up on yo wrist

fuck u, fuck him
ion fuck with anybody, fuck them
know you fuck with everybody, fuck them
all the marks up on your body, you love him

i'm going back to sleep
in the bed that i made
now i'm fast asleep
just to wake up and hate
quit asking me
if i'm ok, everyday is the same
now i wait, to decay, its ok now

back2sleep

back2sleep (michaelwarren)

prod. FORTUNESWAN
I hope u like it :D s/o fortuneswan

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u can tell (fortuneswan)

prod lei
my insta: www.instagram.com/hello.lei/?hl=en

i can talk about my problems that i know ill never fix
theres this girl with nice brown eyes i think i just fell in love wit
shes looking for someone whos not her ex but whos basically him
theres a hole up in my heart, think its addiction
yeah its hard for me to fall in love, if there is love at all
and i keep screaming out but no one ever hears me thru these walls
and i tried, im trying to love but i dont wanna fall
if i put my problems under me i would be 8ft tall

hope im better now
i hope that ur happy now
trying to make it out
feel like im lost and found
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
its not my fault anymore
i promise i promise
heart on the floor
i dont wanna talk if im honest
darkness surrounds me
i cant feel if i dont bleed
i cant fear if i dont see
what scares me

what scares me
what scares me
what scares me
is losing you
is losing her
i wanna die oh im way to hurt
its getting worst getting worst
i feel like im against the world
blood all on my shirt
i want u to be my girl
whatever 

hope im better now
i hope that ur happy now
trying to make it out
feel like im lost and found
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
its not my fault anymore
i promise i promise
heart on the floor
i dont wanna talk if im honest
darkness surrounds me
i cant feel if i dont bleed
i cant fear if i dont see
what scares me

i can talk about my problems that i know ill never fix
theres this girl with nice brown eyes i think i just fell in love wit
shes looking for someone whos not her ex but whos basically him
theres a hole up in my heart, think its addiction

problems

like a deer in the headlights
old tears leave a stain where your head lies
fucked up girl i need to get my head right
shit sucks when the voices in my head lie
and my bitch like a bratz doll
fuck it up
she gone cry when i die tell her suck it up
jacob dont you ever feel sick
i just roll a blunt
i cant just dwell on the passed people ill never get back
uh huh 
you wont even be here if you keep takin these drugs
baby thats the point id rather die than fall in love
im fucked up
you talk too much girl stfu
am i oh so wrong
u piss me off
when i hear you talk
my ears turn off
just like my heart
like a deer in the headlight
old tears leave a stain where your head lies
fucked up girl i need to get my head right
shit sucks when the voices in ur head lie
and my bitch like a bratz doll
fuck it up
she gone cry when i die tell her suck it up
jacob dont you ever feel sick
i just roll a blunt
i cant just dwell on the past people ill never get back
p by lil biscuit

bratz doll (lil biscuit)

addicted (prod. maxflames, jinn, fbk, callari)

(@prodnomu)

luv u guys thank u for waiting again <3 here is a song i wanted to drop on my bday

the sample is "still feel it all" by maro

//
my friends call me dumb
so I start to believe it
say it's a joke
but I know that they mean it
I know
theysay I'm never there
that I should spend more time with them
that's a funny idea

Cuz my friends are at home
And lately ive felt so depressed and alone 
Im back where i started like 3 years ago

and i constantly fail to show all my affection
and all of this shit builds up all of this tension
I wish I could give her the things she deserves
but keep fucking up I'm not learning my lesson
I'm dumb
I'm no fun
I have so many things in my life that are keeping me up
I fuck up anyways
it's almost as if I just throw it away

and my girl’s the best
she wakes up my phone with a good morning text
and makes sure to buy me my favorite gifts
and tells me goodnight after blowing a kiss
Yea i kno
But shes 3000 miles away
Telling me everything is okay
Always fuck up so im taking the blame

A little bit smarter, A little more strong 
A little bit better at accepting my flaws
A little bit faster when i answer your calls
A little more effort when im writing these songs

chorus

a few months ago I was living so well
peaking my mental and physical health
now I'm here
in the back with a face full of tears
in need of help but there's nobody near

**
But its fine
Cuz Ill take it one step at a time
Its okay if i cry
So i’ll keep it together
Cuz one day i know that this sht will get better 
**

addicted (prod. maxflames, jinn, fbk, callari)

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