when im eighteen w/quannnic

midwxst - hate me (blackwinterwells)

produced by @rpsu & John Roseboro

cover art by me

//lyrics

(scruff)
aint it funny we not over our lil damn thing
im tired
i dont wanna try her
cus im just a liar
im aware that your angry at me
so whyd  you invite her
i dont know why I like her
im the igniter
i dont deserve it at all
look at me learning n all
i wouldnt purposely call
baby come my way
i can see your essence
dont know what to say
i got the message
baby just stay

(kaido)
would it hurt you to smile more
im hurting,
i want you,
and im fucking nervous
I act like an asshole
its like i deserve
i need your emotions
cus why cant i feel a damn thing

(scruff)
im tired
i dont wanna try her
cus im just a liar
im aware that your angry at me
so whyd  you invite her
i dont know why I like her
im the igniter

(kaido)
i think its funny you loathe 
i think im falling in luv 
and youre sewing me up
if u wanted me down , then you got it
(scruff)
its good to be honest
baby you dont even want it oh
if you need some confidence then im fucking on it oh
you dropped your heart a mile away and i caught it oh
(kaido)
why the fuck im face down 
think i lost it all
you dropped your heart a mile away and i lost it
i dont give a fuck about the price or what the cost is
ive been laying in my bed im feeling heartless

(scruff)
aint it funny we not over our lil damn thing
im tired
i dont wanna try her
cus im just a liar
im aware that your angry at me
so whyd  you invite her
i dont know why I like her
im the igniter-
we not over our lil damn thing
im tired
i dont wanna try her
cus im just a liar
im aware that your angry at me
so whyd  you invite her
i dont know why I like her
im the igniter

ty for all the support i love u all :)))

also with @1kaido

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liar w/ kaido [p. irusu + john roseboro]

https://soundcloud.com/scrufff made da amazing vocals 

enjoy :3

lyrics

i just asked if you loved me again
i just need some reassurance
ive been in my mind for a minute i know its hurtin
pls dont hold that shit to me ik im learning oh no
why do i still feel left out
its all in my head
id be better off dead
baby i know what you said
why do i still feel left out
its all in my head
id be better off dead
baby i know what you said
baby i know what you said to me
when you talk to me it just feels like some ecstacy
and when it gets to me i feel better than ever
and i never really minded when you stole my sweater at all
if we fall we wont fall together for long
baby please get it all together im wrong
no i cant get along
if that guy tries to talk to you again im gone

i walked back to you and your gone
im humble
you keep tryna do what i do your my double
i will not fumble
i keep backing up but i cant see behind me i dont even know when you stumble
just tell me
you keep calling out in your mind just help me
i know i got some problems put it on the shelf please
i know that
give me one more chance and you know i wont fold back

spotify ^_^

scruff - learning <3 (sai)

brand new (prod. joshwa)

cottagecore

*ig pls follow thank u ily*
https://www.instagram.com/redhxrse

stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/redhorse1/peakdistrict

countryside type beat, aesthetic so cool dk if i could pull it off again tbh

verse:
all these long walks n self reflection (so tiringgg
a couple thousand miles but the air feels the same (does it? {¥©{
ik what i’m doing but why am i still afraid? (stfu pussy
let go of the need to control what ain’t mine
maybe you can show me what it means to feel time
cos every day i jus wanna rush to the end of life (ok dude

prechorus:
these country towns don’t welcome me
cos i don’t have what it takes to be
the ripped out donny on the cover of their magazine (chad?)
well, fuck em!

chorus:
cos u ain't peaked until u reach the district
it’s the place to think w no room 4 misfits
pessimist b4 but now things r a little brighter (brighter brighter brighter)
no-ones peaked until u reach the district
all these lovely mountains make ur world feel tilted
the gardens they all breathe 4 u 
they all breathe

break
saxman solo (city leaves, they’re oh so wilted x3)

prechorus:
these country towns don’t welcome me
cos i don’t have what it takes to be
the ripped out donny on the cover of their magazine (ahhhh#+#
well... fuck em!!!!! (THE BUILDUP BRO

chorus:
cos u ain't peaked until u reach the district
it's the place to think w no room 4 misfits
pessimist b4 but now things r a little brighter (brighter brighter brighter)
no-ones peaked until u reach the district
all these lovely mountains make ur world feel tilted
the gardens they all breathe 4 u 

i think i exist now. (so... what tf this mean

peakdistrict

stream the mf song

all instrumentation by me!
JUST STAY!!

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

so you think you'll waste your time?
well let me prove you right
i still need a reason why i think i should be alive
sent a message to myself, read it when im 35
the only question that i asked, if im gonna be alright
will this music shit survive, am i really living life?
i just turned 19 i just did my first show
im still debating on quittin this shits got me feeling low
but it still make me happy thats what im doin it for

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too quick someone should stop him

(awesome epic lead solo)

so how am i supposed to tell you you're wrong
how do you get so worked up over some little song?
and now that I am older, I'm still the same sloan
enjoy what you have right now, cuz you know it'll be gone

someone tell me where the time is at cuz im really tryna hit the sack
someone tell me where the moneys at, im tryna give it right back to mac
im really tryna this shit out of my system
you sayin that you love him you might as well kiss himmm
dont ask me for a reason why, i'm gon list em
don't ask me if i'm doin fine, there's no wisdom

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

what's the point if it all means nothing?

life is like an automation clip

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4UX8Ba8smmBAQ1jPj6YW2o?si=XWSXpFGhQF-NtCQLmf0K7A

prod @saiwai & @poondauwu

lyrics 

Do u want me by ur side?
Our love u cant deny 
Cuz when the stars align 
I think that its a sign
Cuz i need to know
Oh boy i need to know
Is that ur never gonna let me go
Never gonna let me go 
So love me how i am
And boy just take my hand 
And why cant u understand 
Im urs til the end 
Cuz i need to know
Oh boy i need to know
Is that ur never gonna let me go
Never gonna let me go 

@reefuh

wanna fuck all night
i could tell your getting sick of me
ooh baby its not right
what you did to me
why punish me 
i like girls who like girls
my bad that was an epiphany... LMAO
drake sing like this bitch was a symphony
dont let me go, dont get rid of me
fucking on yo mama ya she got kids to feed
she said reef ya thats who i wanna be
bitch honestly, he just a wannabe
7.62 give him a lobotomy
i want a bitch w a bitch get on top of me
dont let go, hold onto me
play w me for the money like monopoly

Do u want me by ur side?
Our love u cant deny 
Cuz when the stars align
I think that its a sign
Cuz i need to know
Oh boy i need to know
Is that ur never gonna let me go
Never gonna let me go 
So love me how i am
And boy just take my hand 
And why cant u understand 
Im urs til the end 
Cuz i need to know
Oh boy i need to know
Is that ur never gonna let me go
Never gonna let me go

So love me how i am
And boy just take my hand 
And why cant u understand 
Im urs til the end 
Cuz i need to know
Oh boy i need to know
Is that ur never gonna let me go
Never gonna let me go

never gonna let me go + reef (sai x poonda)

prod lei
my insta: www.instagram.com/hello.lei/?hl=en

i can talk about my problems that i know ill never fix
theres this girl with nice brown eyes i think i just fell in love wit
shes looking for someone whos not her ex but whos basically him
theres a hole up in my heart, think its addiction
yeah its hard for me to fall in love, if there is love at all
and i keep screaming out but no one ever hears me thru these walls
and i tried, im trying to love but i dont wanna fall
if i put my problems under me i would be 8ft tall

hope im better now
i hope that ur happy now
trying to make it out
feel like im lost and found
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
its not my fault anymore
i promise i promise
heart on the floor
i dont wanna talk if im honest
darkness surrounds me
i cant feel if i dont bleed
i cant fear if i dont see
what scares me

what scares me
what scares me
what scares me
is losing you
is losing her
i wanna die oh im way to hurt
its getting worst getting worst
i feel like im against the world
blood all on my shirt
i want u to be my girl
whatever 

hope im better now
i hope that ur happy now
trying to make it out
feel like im lost and found
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
its not my fault anymore
i promise i promise
heart on the floor
i dont wanna talk if im honest
darkness surrounds me
i cant feel if i dont bleed
i cant fear if i dont see
what scares me

i can talk about my problems that i know ill never fix
theres this girl with nice brown eyes i think i just fell in love wit
shes looking for someone whos not her ex but whos basically him
theres a hole up in my heart, think its addiction

problems

spotify

prod delto
had 2 make my first song in noheart a special one 
@ericdoa @delto
ART BY SHOTA

brand new (prod. joshwa)

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