She's looking for someone who's not her ex, but who's basically him

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i've been angry about the constant homophobia, transphobia, racism, etc that goes on around me, so i decided to pour it all out. here you go.

im fucking pissed off lol (in the style of 1:00 AM by p4rkr) (blackwinterwells)

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prod. lei
my insta: https://www.instagram.com/hello.lei/?hl=en
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you said you were with me
i dont know how it hit me
i miss when u would kiss me
its history, i feel dizzy
usb till i feel fine
maybe do another line
yeah we fell in love in the summer time
and fell in autumn

u dont understand that im not him
yeah its hard when you get up from the bottom
have no one by my side
yeah i love her so much i wanna die
everytime i think about her i wanna cry
im so sick of acting fine
u and i
ouu i
im so young, dumb, and blind

she aint even into me
yeah we were lovers now we enemies 
if i really left now would u miss me
it doesnt matter if i vent, no ones listening
im not tripping
im not your friend anymore
ill see you again idk
i guess summer love doesnt stay at all

you said you were with me
i dont know how it hit me
i miss when u would kiss me
its history, i feel dizzy
usb till i feel fine
maybe do another line
yeah we fell in love in the summer time
and fell in autumn

u dont understand that im not him
yeah its hard when you get up from the bottom
have no one by my side
yeah i love her so much i wanna die
everytime i think about her i wanna cry
im so sick of acting fine
u and i
ouu i
im so young, dumb, and blind

summer love doesn't stay

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i can talk about my problems that i know ill never fix
theres this girl with nice brown eyes i think i just fell in love wit
shes looking for someone whos not her ex but whos basically him
theres a hole up in my heart, think its addiction
yeah its hard for me to fall in love, if there is love at all
and i keep screaming out but no one ever hears me thru these walls
and i tried, im trying to love but i dont wanna fall
if i put my problems under me i would be 8ft tall

hope im better now
i hope that ur happy now
trying to make it out
feel like im lost and found
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
its not my fault anymore
i promise i promise
heart on the floor
i dont wanna talk if im honest
darkness surrounds me
i cant feel if i dont bleed
i cant fear if i dont see
what scares me

what scares me
what scares me
what scares me
is losing you
is losing her
i wanna die oh im way to hurt
its getting worst getting worst
i feel like im against the world
blood all on my shirt
i want u to be my girl
whatever 

hope im better now
i hope that ur happy now
trying to make it out
feel like im lost and found
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
its not my fault anymore
i promise i promise
heart on the floor
i dont wanna talk if im honest
darkness surrounds me
i cant feel if i dont bleed
i cant fear if i dont see
what scares me

i can talk about my problems that i know ill never fix
theres this girl with nice brown eyes i think i just fell in love wit
shes looking for someone whos not her ex but whos basically him
theres a hole up in my heart, think its addiction

problems

@lei + @threedimensionsapart

and ive been over my head
im losing footing feeling like im stepping over the edge
she's just so pretty but im just another bug in the shed
a curly-headed dummy hoping i stand out from the rest

withdrawals wanna rip my face off
rip rip rip my heart, rip it like a chainsaw
i just hate when we apart
posted in my backyard
if i go fast go fast im gonna crash hard
yea yea
baby you just drive me crazy
dont know how to tell you, i love you like mayb
sorry
i get butterflies around u i get shakey
its something about her, yea it just makes me makes me makes me

gimme one chance all i need is one chance
only one dance can u give me one dance
can i be ur man can i be ur man
cause i know i can oh i can
gimme one chance all i need is one chance
only one dance can u give me one dance
can i be ur man can i be ur man
cause i know i can oh i can

and ive been over my head
im losing footing feeling like im stepping over the edge
she's just so pretty but im just another bug in the shed
a curly-headed dumby hoping i stand out from the rest

withdrawals wanna rip my face off
rip rip rip my heart, rip it like a chainsaw
i just hate when we apart
posted in my backyard
if i go fast go fast im gonna crash hard

over my head

@lei + @threedimensionsapart

and i said ima be fine
i told her "no one else can have u" im just crazy bout mine
they used to hate on me now i got labels blowing my line
and keep my name out ur mouth cause u obsessed wit mine
stepping over cracks on the pavement
if u didnt love me just let me know why would u say it
oh i hate waiting im so impatient
get lost in ur eyes i forgot what u were saying

bright lights i think ima go blind
nighttime, summertime
kissing in the car ride
and everything was alright till u left me
ok peace out, see u bestie
bright lights i think ima go blind
nighttime, summertime
kissing in the car ride
and everything was alright till u left me
ok peace out, see u bestie

ive been feeling down yea
she dont even want me
havent been around yea
but i aint gonna sweat it
put a cross in my ear and my necklace
and if that boy wanted some smoke ill leave him headless
and when i said i love u yea i really meant it
but i know u dont love me yea we just pretending
and i dont wanna live like this
cause the way i can feel is the cuts on my wrist
and i miss her
i just wanna cry when i look at her pictures
and i hate myself i wont look at the mirror
im a dumb kid yea im just a singer
and i do nothing she said im a sinner

bright lights i think ima go blind
nighttime, summertime
kissing in the car ride
and everything was alright till u left me
ok peace out, see u bestie
bright lights i think ima go blind
nighttime, summertime
kissing in the car ride
and everything was alright till u left me
ok peace out, see u bestie

bestie

axel's perspective
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lyrics:
(verse)
someone told me that i talk too much,
but they just dont like it when i open up,
i b talkin all my shit cuz ive had enough,
so mysterious... i dont even talk at all,
axel ocelot.
the man with the mask,
it was him all along with a plan,
it wasnt me,
now u can see,
axels back n free,

(bridge)
so shut ur door
hes coming thru
hes had enough
ur fucken screwed
hes goin red
hes goin blue
his sylo rage
its through the roof

(chorus)
who let the dogs out
im fucking hurtin cant u see
who let the dogs out 
im not yung kurtains bitch its me
axel ocelot
axel ocelot
im axel ocelot
im not young kurtains bitch its me
axel ocelot

(verse)
snapshots they think they so fye
talkin bout sum jackpot wheres my fucking prize
i did everythin i could, and more
its way 2 much fo me
way 2 much

(bridge)
so shut ur door
hes coming thru
hes had enough
ur fucken screwed
hes goin red
hes goin blue
his sylo rage
its through the roof

(chorus)
who let the dogs out
im fucking hurtin cant u see
who let the dogs out 
im not yung kurtains bitch its me
axel ocelot
axel ocelot
im axel ocelot
im not young kurtains bitch its me
axel ocelot

problems

lei

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