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BANE

THE BEGINNING
LIVE IN DARKNESS
#BANE THE ALBUM OTW
LOVE YOU ALL

2 THE GRAVE & BACK

[@3dssucks + @0k1ro + @lei] 
{i did the other drums and strings @ the end lol}

les go
scared of ur love
les go
scared of ur love i-
ugh ugh scared i-
scared

and i dont need ur love 
dont need ur love
and i cant omg
blood in my cuts now
and i could never run
i cant move yea im stuck 
surrounded by drugs
i think i had enough

i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again
i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again

i feel alive
all this energy, i could never die
upon the hills i can see what i cant find
i found beauty with my very own eyes
i think i love her and i dont, and im scared
and my words all in my throat
ur love's my fear i-
drop a tear ugh cry
why me why, all i do is try

i made it thru it on my own 
he talking tough ill cut his throat
we push to start like go go go
like u cant talk u stole my flow
break calcium all in my bones
and love engraved all in my code
i still see you as my own
i still see you as my bro
talk to the mirror--like i know
but i dont want u anymore
slamming the door, im running out
and i aint looking back no more
waking up on the floor
its like a been here before
love u i love u more--then i said

and i dont need ur love 
dont need ur love
and i cant omg
blood in my cuts now
and i could never run
i cant move yea im stuck 
surrounded by drugs
i think i had enough

i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again
i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again

scared
again
scared of ur love yea scared-
again
scared i-
again
scared
again

i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again

and i dont need ur love

i see again

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[prod : me]
[mastered by : @threedimensionsapart]

[text]
feelings crawl, thru my skin
and there's blood all on my fist
i feel so alone i really hate it
and i just wake up feeling sick
i cant change the way i feel
i can't feel i cant feel no
it doesn't matter anyway
i cant see my face
and i cant do this by myself
yea im too scared, and know u wont help
and i hadda get up cause it hurt when i fell

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

i woke up on the ground
i sit up, stand up, brush myself off then i look around
it's the simplicity of nature i recently found
the beauty dancing in the leaves i forget to breath out
inhale the air into ur chest and then let out a sound
it doesn't matter if it's quiet or it's really loud
just gotta know that ur living
take a second and feel it
[e]motional healing
my heart is still bleeding, ugh
and i still face it
i wake up everyday i hate it
i cant think at all, i feel brainless
im new to bleeding but it's painless
dont remember what i look like, i must be faceless
dont know who i am, i feel nameless
i found my love, i found my oasis
ugh damn ah
i feel amazing

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love
i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

and ive been stuck in my ways
i cant get up i hope the feeling randomly goes away
and it replays in my brain every time that i think of u
idk what say
and im sorry for everything ive done
i feel so useless, feel so dumb
and i dont know u anymore
at least not well
and idc u can go to hell

and idc u can leave me now
they dont wanna see me win they wanna keep me down
i swear that no one can stop me they better keep me out
cause when im in im finna go
i keep on dropping bangers like damn, im dropping gold
it's [@co-opp] wit no opps so ima keep on upping polls
and we gon be good i put that on my soul
oh

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oasis

show me, luv!

go on twitter and tweet out #ohyeah for the one time

/prods < @3dssucks + @glumboy69 + @curesful >

i swear they envy me
i aint worried bout no one-sided beefs
i got no enemies
i aint worried bout nobody else
because they cant be me
like honestly where the hell did u come from?
but i dont wanna hear nothing when i blow up!
paparazzi instantly when i show up
too many lights it make me wanna throw up
walk in this joint, come here girl put my coat up
stacking my cup, lets go, pour a 4 up!
2 x 2 so we throwing 4s up
butterfly doors i put the doors up!
i put that wok in my soda and she wanna talk like i do not know her

i gotta step different cause they watching me now
swear everybody just talk like me
stand on my money u aint tall like me
im up in paris that fashion weekend
i swear they all on me
way too dripped out for no reason
label on label keep calling me

i got the game in my hands
i cannot beef wit no fan
im way2up!
amiri my jeans and they stuffed wit bands
ima bout to spend it all!
gotta watch out for snakes cus that was my mans
boutta cut them off real quick like damn
gotta take out the weeds from my garden
i dont care thats who i am

i hadda switch my flow for all my children now
off of the perc she geeked up!
we dont do nothing we pilling out
they think that we beefed up
but honestly ima grill em out
choppa chill em out like yea yea yea
at the front door we finna kick it down

better get ur keys up boy
off of the x we be teed up boy!
off white on me i be fleed out boy!
it takes nothing to take out a g now boy
u aint safe like i know where u be at boy
sneak dissin me and i see that boy
u want some clout and u need it boy
u used to doubt me, like get ignored
now u talk about me, like u know the score
got demons around me, jump out the doors!
we so up rn lets go!
they gonna copy my cadence and flow
ima stay winnin like i am the goat
cant go back like i cant go
aye yuh aye yuh!
im gon-
im gon break ur heart, shawty
told her ima break her heart, shawty
im gon-
im gon break ur heart, shawty
told her ima break her heart, shawty

i gotta step different cause they watching me now
swear everybody just talk like me
stand on my money u aint tall like me
im up in paris that fashion weekend
i swear they all on me
way too dripped out for no reason
label on label keep calling me

i got the game in my hands
i cannot beef wit no fan
im way2up!
amiri my jeans and they stuffed wit bands
ima bout to spend it all!
gotta watch out for snakes cus that was my mans
boutta cut them off real quick like damn
gotta take out the weeds from my garden
i dont care thats who i am

#heartbreaker

way2up!

way2up! #ohyeah

just some hi-hats
prod me < @lei >
mastered by the one and only tda < @threedimensionsapart >

fly to LA dripped out in Chanel
tryna give you want you want and treat you well
yea we fight then we make up oh well
i dont wanna talk to none of these girls on my cell
cus they just dont know me like that
you flew back home and i flew you right back
baby i want you no need to tell you that
so can you just wait for me, wait till i get back
to you
oh you
oh you
i cant wait to get back to you
oh you
oh you
i cant wait to get back to you

now i know you were right
i just took everything you said
and i just pushed it to the side
im just tryna make you mine
like can you just understand
im just tryna get you right
like for the one time
yea
like my bad
you sent a text i aint read it
she said lei you a demon
but i just forget i be geeking
hop in the hellcat im speeding
if he talk down ima beam him
number9 jeans yea im leaning
im a fashion finatic believe it

fly to LA dripped out in Chanel
tryna give you want you want and treat you well
yea we fight then we make up oh well
i dont wanna talk to none of these girls on my cell
cus they just dont know me like that
you flew back home and i flew you right back
baby i want you no need to tell you that
so can you just wait for me, wait till i get back
to you
oh you
oh you
i cant wait to get back to you
oh you
oh you
i cant wait to get back to you

fly to LA dripped out in Chanel
tryna give you want you want and treat u well
yea we fight then we make up oh well
i dont wanna talk to none of these girls on my cell
cus they just dont know me like that
you flew back home and i flew you right back
baby i want you no need to tell you that
so can you just wait for me, wait till i get back

wait for me

>prod: me [@lei]
> @evangel_co
>thank you all for making my life amazing and thank you for 6k

ill be home when you wake up so you dont have to worry
come take a walk we might find something fun to do this early
they whisper all about my flaws behind my back, i heard it
and you can leave me like everyone else im used to hurting
ill run away battered and bruised run till my shoes are dirty
dont talk to me about your nonsense it doesnt concern me
i havent felt good in so long, it's too much on me
if there's something im doing wrong, then you must show me

(it all is a lie)

im alright again
i can breathe again
ill whipe the dust from my eyes
and clean my hands
and when its all set and done
ill find i made me a friend
i lost a friend

i find simplicity within all the trees
i feel the same feeling in life in you and me
my calcium; ill break my bones and grind my teeth
yelling for help no one hears me
say you want me
say you trust me
when there's no one else
when we grow old and we're ugly
for you ill cross hell
and tear my skin till im bloody
need you all to myself
im kinda selfish its funny

im losing my mind
everyday was like yesterday
(im losing my mind)
(you dont know me, wanna control me) [x2]
ah

(yesterday)
im losing my mind
im still broken inside
i wanna feel right
its ok to cry

i wake up, i throw up
i go to sleep repeat
hol up what? like shut up
dont care what you say to me
i wake up, i throw up
i go to sleep repeat
hol up what? like shut up
dont care what you say to me

yesterday

Yesterday

#x0x000000LuuuUUUVvv💕
prod.  @3dssucks  @lei

u dont kn0 m3

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prod. @gostupidcj #cj808

gotta do right by me
you know where im @, come and find me!
im outside, i aint hiding
where you wanna go, like suprise me
take off yo clothes swear its so exciting
mix the codeine wit our luv swear its all that i need
you're the only one that i want, you're like an angel to me
so it hurts me everytime that i gotta see you leave, yea
(see you leave!) (woawoa!)

eyes low like im Yao Ming
bands tall like a Yao Ming
she tryna ride, got her mounting
stacking my bands im counting!
she said my singing astounding, damn
ima fly you out right now, like how is that sounding?
make sure you call me when you make it home yea
walked in im geeked up, im in my zone yea
you always pick me up when im low yea
its something that i cant put in words
like i dont know, yea

gotta do this on my own i gotta keep living
see red, i sip red, ima keep on sipping
he talking fed right now i had homie go and whip him
talk down hadda zip him
dead opps leave him missing
keep glocks in the kitchen
i can make money while im pissing
keep biting my swag and think its cool
like you aint dripping
boy you dont live like how you rap
you gotta be tripping

gotta do right by me
you know where im @, come and find me!
im outside, i aint hiding
where you wanna go, like suprise me
take off yo clothes swear its so exciting
mix the codeine wit our luv swear its all that i need
you're the only one that i want, you're like an angel to me
so it hurts me everytime that i gotta see you leave, yea
(see you leave!) (woawoa!)

All That I Need!

All That I Need! (@gostupidcj)

prod_by_ @gostupidcj x @bokabih

>[@vanity_club]

i feel the novacaine
it's still rotting my brain but-
i wake up everyday
the same thought in my head
i just cant shake it off
i found myself within these meadows but im feeling lost
i cant explain my pain but- am i the one you want?
rly?
i suck at hiding my emotions it kills me
and every word that you speak girl it heals me
rly

my back against the ground, flat like a carpet
i been there way too many times i been the target
i couldnt hang wit all these snakes up in my garden
if you want the stars then im on it
for you babe ill stay honest

i hope my grandma good
ima get these bands and ima get you out the hood
i want you to live your life like how you rly should
can you see me uncle im going up, just like i know i could
cant stop myself from crying im just so misunderstood
swear everything has life in it dont matter where ya look
what good those riches mean when you aint good up on yo hood
on god
they tryna talk like they rly know me but they cant
on god
i stand on my money and watch my height turn to 9'10
on god
i got to school and go home i aint got no friends
on god
i gave my heart to you, you understand?
on god

take my soul
take my soul
like take my soul
or save my soul
take my soul
or save my soul
take my heart
take my heart

dip me into acid then watch me disolve
im sick of fighting wit these humans that have no resolve
rubbing the salt inside my cut, douse it in alcohol
learned what it means to be a man
im ok after all

i feel the novacane
it's still rotting my brain but-
i wake up everyday
the same thought in my head
i just cant shake it off
i found myself within these meadows but im feeling lost
i cant explain my pain but- am i the one you want?
rly?
i suck at hiding my emotions it kills me
and every word that you speak girl it heals me
rly

rly #2°°3 (@gostupidcj x @bokashawty)

#lover❤ ++all plats valentines day x0xOx000
@tgwog x @hadif10k

outside like where they @?
we gon run him down take wtvr he have
we gon run him down louis V my bag
i cant go out like yall i cant go out sad
i know she waiting on me
im waiting on her too
we came a long way we was trapping
we aint have no food
ouu now im blowing up they like who the hell this dude
ouu rubber bands around my bands they turning blue
yea yea, so many bad days
im like yea that way
make her spin like a ballet

like meet me halfway
i like it that way

i made 5k in a min
come pull me out this hole cus im way 2 in it
you have my heart you have my soul because i know you listen
i swear nobody listen
i cant take it im wishing
for you, and me
she off the e, play me we clutching on beams
yea on me, i swear she like a dream
its gotta be yea

yea yea, so many bad days
im like yea that way
make her spin like a ballet

like meet me halfway
i like it that way

outside like where they @?
we gon run him down take wtvr he have
we gon run him down louis V my bag
i cant go out like yall i cant go out sad
i know she waiting on me
im waiting on her too
we came a long way we was trapping
we aint have no food
ouu now im blowing up they like who the hell this dude
ouu rubber bands around my bands they turning blue

That Way

That Way (@tgwog @hadif10k)

lost flp album scrap
#production by me 

i know how to play the victim
i know how to play the system 
catch a bug and be the sick one
if that means i can really fix em well
and i wouldn't say i trick them
if i had rocks then i would kick em to well
cause where else are they going
i'll throw a coin and i'll pray i don't have to live in this hell
where the hell im going
theres no one that can say they know me well
im dead and you know it
cause you were there everytime i fell

i hurt myself
im dead and you know it
i dont understand why i hurt myself
when forgiving's in my coding
so save me, from me
from me
or take me back home
back home

i dont wanna play the victim
i dont wanna play the system 
i'll catch a bug and be the sick one
if that means i can really fix em well
and i wouldn't say i trick them
if i had rocks then i would kick em to well
cause where else are they going
i'll throw a coin and i'll pray i don't have to live in this hell
where the hell im going
theres no one that can say they knew me well
im dead and you know it
you was there when i fell

catching bugs

Catching Bugs

instruments and mixing by me
sorry for the lack of vocals, jus felt like producing

this shouldn't feel nice at all
i tear my skin
we watched you fall
and i let you in
don't leave me again
abandoned

hey, hey, yeah
your skin is pale
flesh, soft
and i'll-
i'll take, whats left

and you
look good
you, i love

can you feel

drain me out
out
out

i feel abandoned

hey, hey, yeah
your skin is pale
flesh, soft
and i'll-
i'll take, whats left

and you
look good
you, and your look

i want you

Abandoned

dont hate me, hate the game #y3s

how i get em jealous, how they hatin on me? < x3 >

i pull up and #Shplat
shplat shplat
i pulled up in a cat
they stuck in a box and im not thats why they mad
keep my name out ur mouth lil boy u trash

no running, c'mere
come here and get slapped
play me u get slapped
outside like where my slats
outside like where my bats
they suck me up like vac
i cant hang wit no rats
yea if we aint good then say that

vvs my diamonds bussing off my wrist
how the hell i pull up wit 5 different whips
im up in malibu i got hella cribs
she tryna be ma lil boo she like the way i drip
i guess u just not cool it is what it is
i pull up in all black jus like the president
in luv wit counting all the racks, these dead presidents
soul resonance
she think that im the key
and honetly thats why i think she stuck on me
and honesty is probably jus what i need
but i stay up all night like i could never sleep
i rocking archive on archive this ricky
get fly jus like a beehive, get stung if u try me
i had to leave em behind they wasnt rocking wit me
they wasnt rocking wit us if i pull up then its tmz
if its tmz then its clips on me cross me then u get z
like u are my son i taught u everything that u know because u are my seed
they know im R.T.B - im ready to blow like some damn gasoline
and they know that im R.T.G - im ready to glow dont need no vaseline

how i get em jealous, how they hatin on me
i remember back then when they were fakin on me
i jus dont know why they keep on changing on me
now i dont give a damn, my life is green as can be

#happybirthday

Bats and Rats Cant Be Friends

Bats And Rats Cant Be Friends Prod 3dssucks x Acex8

ⓛ religion #artpunkz no security (@yonanko) #300 [@artpunkz]

001

OKAY

OKAY (PROD @YONANK0)

written by me produced by me

slowly
you twisted my face until my nosebleeds
you say that you love
but do you know me
if there was someone else would you have told me
am i the only, i doubt it
coldly, im turning away
and i'll wait for you to call me
a ticking grenade
and yet you hold me, like gold in the rain
girl you sold me, your smile was fake (was fake)

i think i f****d up this whole day
and when i watch you leave am i the same
and when your heart spills, does it retain a shape
or when you close your eyes
do you see my face, baby
did i ruin your life (do you hate me)
did i ruin your life, your life (your life)
your-, cus i do

things that you wish that you never did
because there's some that i do
and it's deep in your eyes, every expression that you give
i think, have i met someone like you
would you mind if i stole a kiss from you
it's all on your lips
i would murder someone for you if you want me too

i think i fucked up this whole day
and would you take me back, with the mistakes that i've made
(never, someone like you)
or when you close your eyes

slowly
you twisted my face until my nosebleeds
you say that you love
but do you know me
if there was someone else would you have told me
am i the only, i doubt it
coldly, im turning away
and i'll wait for you to call me
a ticking grenade
and yet you hold me, like gold in the rain
girl you sold me, your smile was fake (was fake)

i think i f****d up this whole day
and when i watch you leave am i the same
and when your heart spills, does it retain a shape
or when you close your eyes
(baby)

things that you wish that you never did
because there's some that i do
and it's deep in your eyes, every expression that you give
it's all on your lips
i would murder someone for you if you want me t-

SOMEONE LIKE YOU

written by me produced by me

something about you is not you
doing exactly what i didn't want to

grave peeker (let go)
grave peeker (alone)
 
and you made me do it, you know that it's true
gravekeeper, i'll come back and haunt you
every action was to assault you
i knew what i had until i lost you, i lost you

im not your dad, what have i taught you
i wanna see your body, rip your costume

gravepeeker (let go)
(i'll look for a grave for you)
gravepeeker (y'know)

gravepeeker 
(i'll look for a grave for you)
gravepeeker
(with you, with you, die)
gravepeeker
(die)
gravepeeker

GRAVE PEEKER

{club_vanity_sountrack_2}
produced by me written by me

i saw you last night
(lover, love her)
you still look the same
(love her, i love her)
i saw you last night
(over, and over)
when you dream do you see my face
(over, over)

closer
i want you closer
closer, can you come over
over
closer (x7)

babe you look so good right now
i wanna take you out, and d*** you down (go, go)
girl you look so good right now
do you ever feel down, like me

i could change that
i could change that, im balling got my rings back
you asked for thunder you know i brought that rain back
you know i called you lil baby why you say that
like- dont you say that you know that i dont play that
i like it when you match wit me rocking all black
i like her slimey i bet yo h** gon say slatt
you tryna ride me baby im on your waist yea

i saw you last night
(lover, love her)
you still look the same
(love her, i love her)
i saw you last night
(over, and over)
when you dream do you see my face
(over, over)

im not over you
you

CLOSER

written by me produced by me

sometimes
sometimes i feel
and theres some nights
he goes out and kills
are you alright?
you appall me still
im appalled how we align at will (align)
(align)
our will

sink your teeth in and bite down
your high, who's controlling you right now?
subside in the tide when you whine down
are you numb like i can you cry now
does all of the stimuli turn you inside out
oh lord, you know i tried
all the city lights turning you blind now
oh lord, you know i tried

how's the city life- i tried
so hard
to find out why im alive
hard drugs
in love
my mind
i hide in your love
in your pocket, a gun
a gun, a machine
"some drugs is all i need" (touch)
in her glove a reciept 
"you're so in touch, what i creep"
type of creep that i like, that i need
that i want what i crave, what i dream
[what i say will come back on me]
[we're in hell and you came straight for me]
[when you yell out to me, symphony]

(sometimes i feel)
(and on some nights- out and kills)
are you alright?
you appeal me still
im appalled how we align at will (align)
(align)
our will

sink your teeth in and bite down
your high, who's controlling you right now?
subside in the tide when you whine down
are you numb like i can you cry now
does all of the stimuli turn you inside out
oh lord, you know i tried
all the city lights turning you blind now
(oh lord, i tried)

oh lord, i tried
so hard
to find out why im alive
hard drugs
in love
[my mind]

SIN-CITY011

STIM-CITY0011

{club_vanity_sountrack_1}
written by me produced by me

if you want me baby you would
theres a girl that looks like you
you cannot leave me if you could
and the saddest part is that you know it's true

dancing all alone
dancing on your own
does LA treat you like home
does that boy treat you like a hoe
baby let me take you out that zone
dancing alone

you think that you're not bad
that's where you're wrong
why the f*** i gotta sing about you every song
why the f*** i gotta think that about that no
it's better off a i never found you
keep you lost
my heart on lock like a vault
i tried to open up it's not my fault
its the past, and my haunt

it's the haunt
it's so hard
it's hard to me

if you cared
baby you would be there
if had nothing would you even care
meet me halfway baby on them stairs
(and there)

dancing all alone
dancing on your own
does LA treat you like home
does that boy treat you like a hoe
the kids miss you babe come home
i miss you too come home
does LA treat you like home

KEEP LOST

produced by me written by me #problems

i have problems i have issues
i hate you but i miss you
im numb to the pain when im with you
numb to the pain when im with you

and i watched you decay
i watched you burn, the ash on my face
there's nothing but ash in the vase
if i was gone would you do me the same
i need you to self-medicate
keep what you take
keep you in line 'cause you like it that way
it's dark in your eyes
the pale on your face
your lips filled with lines when you know what to say

those are harsh feelings for a guy you won't miss
man a girl is a gun, on god she won't miss
and im under your gun, surrender your love
back to my place and we're both getting drunk
your hands on me and my hands on her
serenity, i found love in her
serenity, i ain't over you

i could dream about you, losing sleep over you
i'm too scared to trust, i'm so scared to lose
and one's not enough so i'm here taking two
it's the same vibe as xans whenever i'm with you
it's addictive
you left me with no pot to piss in now
maybe i should've listened
sometimes i really wish i heard you out
i got issues, and i know that
that i miss you
i love her, and i misuse
i'm a bastard and i picked you
a pastor with no choir
a liar, i'm tired
and im higher
a lighter, a fire

ISSUES

(PROD. POPSTARKRAZY)
f**k what i say..@popstarkrazy #nupunk #nu

BREAK IT OFF

BLITZ MODE

WHEN I FEEL THE MOST

NEEDS V2

written by my produced by me {outro}

hello my friend
it's time we meet our end
time after time again
it's so warm
and when you drowned i was there
to dry you off
it made me so numb
did it get you off
and when i was down i was so alone
it made me so numb
did it get you off

[i can't even swear to god because it's like nobody's listening to me im finna drop dead]
[we still posted on the block ; if they look at us weird, we aint afraid we gon' paint it red]
im tired but i can't forget what you said
collecting flowers to my grave and made my own bed
connecting wires that are loose inside of your head
the walls infested with lead
i'll in my mess, inside a pool of ride
i'll slur my words until they don't make any sense
to you

digital immortality
it's getting tough hearing your morals and your falacies
screw you
k** yourself

and when i was down i was so alone
it made me so numb
did it get you off

you can't save everyone
(you can't save everyone)
(you can't save everyone)
it made me so numb
did it get you off
im tired but i can't forget what you said
collecting flowers to my grave and made my own bed
connecting wires that are loose inside of your head
connecting wires that are loose inside of your head

(did it get you off, oh)
(did it get you off)

WIRES

🙅🏾‍♂️~𝕀 𝕂ℕ𝕆𝕎 𝕐𝕆𝕌 𝔽𝔼𝔼𝕃𝕀ℕ𝔾 𝕄𝔼, ℕ𝕆 𝕎𝔼 ℕ𝕆𝕋 𝔽ℝ𝕀𝔼ℕ𝔻𝕊 𝕐𝔼𝔸ℍ~🙅🏾‍♂️

💥𝔹𝔼𝔸𝕋 ℙℝ𝕆𝔻𝕌ℂ𝔼𝔻 𝔹𝕐: 𝕂𝕚𝕞𝕛 & 𝕊𝕖𝕡𝕙𝔾𝕠𝕥𝕋𝕙𝕖𝕎𝕒𝕧𝕖𝕤💥
𝕀ℕ𝕊𝕋𝔸: https://www.instagram.com/hello.lei/?hl=en

🧠𝔸𝕃𝕃 𝔸ℝ𝕆𝕌ℕ𝔻 𝕄𝕐 ℍ𝔼𝔸𝔻 𝟚𝟜/𝟟 𝔻𝕀𝔻ℕ'𝕋 ℕ𝕆𝕋𝕀ℂ𝔼🧠
🦋𝕐𝔼𝔸ℍ 𝕊ℍ𝔼 𝔾𝕀𝕍𝔼 𝕄𝔼 𝔹𝕌𝕋𝕋𝔼ℝ𝔽𝕃𝕀𝔼𝕊🦋
🔥𝕊𝕆 ℍ𝕆𝕋 𝔹𝕌𝕋 𝕊ℍ𝔼 𝕋ℍ𝔼 ℂ𝕆𝕃𝔻𝔼𝕊𝕋❄️
⏱𝕀 𝔻𝕆ℕ'𝕋 𝕎𝔸ℕℕ𝔸 𝕎𝔸𝕊𝕋𝔼 𝔸𝕃𝕃 𝕆𝔽 𝕄𝕐 𝕋𝕀𝕄𝔼 ℍ𝔼ℝ𝔼 𝔹𝔼𝕀ℕ𝔾 𝔹ℝ𝕆𝕂𝔼ℕ💔
🚗𝔾𝕆𝕀ℕ𝔾 𝕎𝔸𝕐 𝕋𝕆 𝔽𝔸𝕊𝕋 𝔽𝕆ℝ 𝕄𝔼 𝕋𝕆 𝕊𝕋𝕆ℙ 𝔸ℕ𝔻 𝕊𝕄𝔼𝕃𝕃 𝕋ℍ𝔼 ℝ𝕆𝕊𝔼𝕊🌹
🚶🏾𝕀𝕄𝕄𝔸 𝔹𝔼 𝕆𝕂 𝕀'𝕄 𝕁𝕌𝕊𝕋 𝔾𝔼𝕋𝕋𝕀ℕ𝔾 𝕋ℍℝ𝕆𝕌𝔾ℍ 𝕄𝕐 𝔼𝕄𝕆𝕋𝕀𝕆ℕ𝕊🚶🏾
💫𝕀 𝕎𝕀𝕃𝕃 𝔹𝔼 𝕐𝕆𝕌ℝ ℍ𝕆ℙ𝔼 𝔽𝕆ℝ 𝔸𝕃𝕃 𝕋ℍ𝔼 𝔻𝔸𝕐𝕊 𝕐𝕆𝕌 𝔽𝔼𝔼𝕃𝕀ℕ𝔾 ℍ𝕆ℙ𝔼𝕃𝔼𝕊𝕊💫
💁🏽𝕊ℍ𝔼 𝕁𝕌𝕊𝕋 𝕎𝔸ℕℕ𝔸 𝔽𝔼𝔼𝕃 𝕄𝕐 ℍ𝔼𝔸𝔻 𝕎𝕀𝕋ℍ 𝕃𝕀𝔼𝕊 𝕀'𝕄 𝕋ℝ𝕐ℕ𝔸 𝔽𝕆ℂ𝕌𝕊🤷🏾‍♂️

OUT OF TIME

🏃🏼‍♀️~𝔻𝔼𝔸𝕋ℍ 𝕀𝕊 𝕁𝕌𝕊𝕋 𝔸 ℝ𝔸ℂ𝔼 𝕊𝕆 𝕎ℍ𝔸𝕋 𝕐𝕆𝕌 ℝ𝕌ℕℕ𝕀ℕ𝔾 𝔽ℝ𝕆𝕄?~🏃🏼‍♀️

𝔹𝔼𝔸𝕋 ℙℝ𝕆𝔻𝕌ℂ𝔼𝔻 𝔹𝕐: 𝕐𝕌𝕊𝔼𝕀
𝕄𝕐 𝕀ℕ𝕊𝕋𝔸 : https://www.instagram.com/hello.lei/?hl=en

Lyric:

You said you could never leave so why you couldn't stay
We taking pills to the face, so we can numb our pain
Death is just a race so whatchu running from?
Whatchu running from baby
Help will never come

Falling down falling down, i won't make a sound
Love me now love me now, before I'm not around
So much on the other side that I won't know about
Until I'm there, I'm there uh
I wanna see you in a bit can you come through
I swear I need you yeah, I don't wanna loose you
Don't wanna loose you

Riding on my own again
(On my own again)
Kinda sad I lost all my friends
(I lost all my friends)
Wanna hop up in a benz
(Rich and sad)
Still sad with all these bands
Wish I had someone with me

Ouu Yeah
Don't leave, don't leave
(Don't go)
Don't go, don't go, don't go 
Without me
Without me
(Don't go)
Don't leave

You don't ever listen, to what I gotta say anyway
Baby you can take it back to my place
Two cups full of drank yeah I thought we had a thing
Iced out pinky rings, lips pink like rose, and I've been tryna get a taste
Of what you got that I want
That I want baby
And you know what you do you make me crazy

don't leave

prod. lei
my insta: https://www.instagram.com/hello.lei/?hl=en
mv : https://youtu.be/kC-vPkpGD5w

you said you were with me
i dont know how it hit me
i miss when u would kiss me
its history, i feel dizzy
usb till i feel fine
maybe do another line
yeah we fell in love in the summer time
and fell in autumn

u dont understand that im not him
yeah its hard when you get up from the bottom
have no one by my side
yeah i love her so much i wanna die
everytime i think about her i wanna cry
im so sick of acting fine
u and i
ouu i
im so young, dumb, and blind

she aint even into me
yeah we were lovers now we enemies 
if i really left now would u miss me
it doesnt matter if i vent, no ones listening
im not tripping
im not your friend anymore
ill see you again idk
i guess summer love doesnt stay at all

you said you were with me
i dont know how it hit me
i miss when u would kiss me
its history, i feel dizzy
usb till i feel fine
maybe do another line
yeah we fell in love in the summer time
and fell in autumn

u dont understand that im not him
yeah its hard when you get up from the bottom
have no one by my side
yeah i love her so much i wanna die
everytime i think about her i wanna cry
im so sick of acting fine
u and i
ouu i
im so young, dumb, and blind

summer love doesn't stay

prod. @ihatejugo
my insta: https://www.instagram.com/hello.lei/?hl=en
co-op

im dumb
oxygen in my lungs
usb in my lungs
i need her love
ouu i
i need her badly
ouu i
ouu yeah

she say that im dumb yeah
yeah i feel so numb yeah
i pull up with guns yeah
ouu gimme funds yeah
ouu gimme love yeah
(im so) im so done yeah
i dont want no drugs yeah
baby gimme love yeah
up and down im surviving barely 
finger itching on this glock ill shoot you
dare me
i been chilling with the devil huh she dont scare me
anymore
im just wondering if you hear me

alright (alright)
alright (alright)
im fine, i need to get real high
yeah i need a good time
hol up yeah a right time 
pull up in a white ride
switch up to the black one
my shawty do coke lines
she a bad one
hol up yeah that one
told her she my everything
and if she leaves then imma kill her thats on everything
tryna move from my demons onto better things

im on big bags
i need big racks
got em big mad
skrt skrt get fast
get get get that
we smoking that big pack
i hit him close range with the gat
get get get back
yeah i hate the outside
alone in the nighttime 
shawty from the southside, she gon leave by nighttime
yeah imma be fine
ill die in the meantime
be mine, be mine, be mine but she-

she say that im dumb yeah
yeah i feel so numb yeah
i pull up with guns yeah
ouu gimme funds yeah
ouu gimme love yeah
(im so) im so done yeah
i dont want no drugs yeah
baby gimme love yeah
up and down im surviving barely 
finger itching on this glock ill shoot you
dare me
i been chilling with the devil huh she dont scare me
anymore
im just wondering if you hear me

gimme love

prod lei
my insta: www.instagram.com/hello.lei/?hl=en

i can talk about my problems that i know ill never fix
theres this girl with nice brown eyes i think i just fell in love wit
shes looking for someone whos not her ex but whos basically him
theres a hole up in my heart, think its addiction
yeah its hard for me to fall in love, if there is love at all
and i keep screaming out but no one ever hears me thru these walls
and i tried, im trying to love but i dont wanna fall
if i put my problems under me i would be 8ft tall

hope im better now
i hope that ur happy now
trying to make it out
feel like im lost and found
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
its not my fault anymore
i promise i promise
heart on the floor
i dont wanna talk if im honest
darkness surrounds me
i cant feel if i dont bleed
i cant fear if i dont see
what scares me

what scares me
what scares me
what scares me
is losing you
is losing her
i wanna die oh im way to hurt
its getting worst getting worst
i feel like im against the world
blood all on my shirt
i want u to be my girl
whatever 

hope im better now
i hope that ur happy now
trying to make it out
feel like im lost and found
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
its not my fault anymore
i promise i promise
heart on the floor
i dont wanna talk if im honest
darkness surrounds me
i cant feel if i dont bleed
i cant fear if i dont see
what scares me

i can talk about my problems that i know ill never fix
theres this girl with nice brown eyes i think i just fell in love wit
shes looking for someone whos not her ex but whos basically him
theres a hole up in my heart, think its addiction

problems

inspired by phantom forces on roblox lol
prod lei
my insta: www.instagram.com/hello.lei/?hl=en

bzz bzz brr brr fww fww

i talk like da man
cause i know i am
she gon stay wit me stay wit me
cause i got the bands
ok packwatch packwatch shootin at ur man
can u save me save me save me
doing what i can
never again
i miss my homies, i miss my friends
i miss the old me what happen then and 
i miss their faces, they want me dead 

infiltrating from the inside
lay down lay down lay down you gotta-
hide
take off his head, die
i don’t even wanna go outside 
i just need some confirmation 
copy copy are u fine

so sad i can’t ignore that
and i try and i try and i know
it’s my bad
ugh she dont even love me like that
watch it fade to black

i talk like da man
cause i know i am
she gon stay wit me stay wit me
cause i got the bands
ok packwatch packwatch shootin at ur man
can u save me save me save me
doing what i can
never again
i miss my homies, i miss my friends
i miss the old me what happened then and
i miss their faces, they want me dead

da man!

@lei + @threedimensionsapart

good job
i messed it up again
and im sorry to all my friends
if we dont get to talk ever again
my bad
everything is sad 
i dont wanna talk about her it just makes me mad
on replay every single moment that we had
my heart breaks in half

dont wanna talk about it anyway
i swear its problem after problem after everyday
taking melatonin to fix the pain
ive been throwing up rocks at ur window pane
hey ah
come down, i wanna talk to u
and every time u look me in my eyes i fall for u
but when u look so beautiful what u want me to do

i can run from my fears but they gon catch up
and i can act like im fine but they gon catch on
and im not good at acting when im caught
and i dont blame it on u its not ur fault
im stuck in the middle
and im just jumping and jumping i feel so little
a girl is a gun yea shes a pistol
yeah shes a pistol
and fire away my love

good job
i messed it up again
and im sorry to all my friends
if we dont get to talk ever again
my bad
everything is sad 
i dont wanna talk about her it just makes me mad
on replay every single moment that we had
my heart breaks in half

what do you want me to do?

@lei + @threedimensionsapart

and ive been over my head
im losing footing feeling like im stepping over the edge
she's just so pretty but im just another bug in the shed
a curly-headed dummy hoping i stand out from the rest

withdrawals wanna rip my face off
rip rip rip my heart, rip it like a chainsaw
i just hate when we apart
posted in my backyard
if i go fast go fast im gonna crash hard
yea yea
baby you just drive me crazy
dont know how to tell you, i love you like mayb
sorry
i get butterflies around u i get shakey
its something about her, yea it just makes me makes me makes me

gimme one chance all i need is one chance
only one dance can u give me one dance
can i be ur man can i be ur man
cause i know i can oh i can
gimme one chance all i need is one chance
only one dance can u give me one dance
can i be ur man can i be ur man
cause i know i can oh i can

and ive been over my head
im losing footing feeling like im stepping over the edge
she's just so pretty but im just another bug in the shed
a curly-headed dumby hoping i stand out from the rest

withdrawals wanna rip my face off
rip rip rip my heart, rip it like a chainsaw
i just hate when we apart
posted in my backyard
if i go fast go fast im gonna crash hard

over my head

@lei + @threedimensionsapart

all of a sudden they wanna text me
i feel like the outcast yea they dont get me
everyday an overcast, its getting windy
and ive been down u feel me

damn

cross my fingers and i hold my breath
my anxiety still chilling wit her thoughts in my head
and honestly sometimes it feel like im just better off dead
cause im so scared of losing u i dont wanna again
dont wanna disappoint my family and all of my friends
im the problem and i know it i just wish it would end
and i tell u that i love u dont ever forget
cause i remember what you told me i aint ever forget

and my head hurts yea i need to get up
all of the voices i hear need to shut up
i swear that ur perfect u dont need no makeup
she said its not working yea she wanna break up
baby u can go
baby u can leave me
but there's something in u only i can see
im addicted to her cause she's what i need
i cant feel nothing if i cant bleed

damn

cross my fingers and i hold my breath
my anxiety still chilling wit her thoughts in my head
and honestly sometimes it feel like im just better off dead
cause im so scared of losing u i dont wanna again
dont wanna disappoint my family and all of my friends
im the problem and i know it i just wish it would end
and i tell u that i love u dont ever forget
cause i remember what you told me i aint ever forget

cross my fingers and i hold my breath
my anxiety still chilling wit her thoughts in my head
and honestly sometimes it feel like im just better off dead
cause im so scared of losing u i dont wanna again

overcast

@lei + @threedimensionsapart

what u want me to say
i would be lying to myself if i said that im ok
and u just lie u just lie to me, its so twofaced
and i just fight the voice inside of me its like everyday
suicidal and im here because u want me to stay
and im an idiot ok i just want to be played
growing up im only 15 at the end of the day
almost 16 tryna find where i belong in this place

and they just use me
but im used to it
and ur just dead to me
thats what u used to say
baby u fell for me, and thats what i dont get
all her messages on read because i dont know what to send
and my brain is going everywhere my head all on my desk
and i cant solve what i cant fix so i just become a mess
im just missing all my homies im just missing all my friends
everyday, its all the same
i just wanna feel again

ouu ouu i
oh i
i wanna feel again, i wanna feel again
ouu ouu ouu
i wanna feel again, i wanna feel again
and u hate me and i know it
u dont have to save me, where are u going
no u dont have to save me im going
i put my pride to the side
and put my love on the line
and i thought u were the right one
to make u mine
messing my life up one by one
only a matter of time
only a matter time

lalalalalala
oh lalalalala
ouu im
alright
right

and they just use me
but im used to it
and ur just dead to me
thats what u used to say
baby u fell for me, and thats what i dont get
all her messages on read because i dont know what to send
and my brain is going everywhere my head all on my desk
and i cant solve what i cant fix so i just become a mess
im just missing all my homies im just missing all my friends
everyday, its all the same
i just wanna feel again

feel again

feel again

@lei + @threedimensionsapart

and i said ima be fine
i told her "no one else can have u" im just crazy bout mine
they used to hate on me now i got labels blowing my line
and keep my name out ur mouth cause u obsessed wit mine
stepping over cracks on the pavement
if u didnt love me just let me know why would u say it
oh i hate waiting im so impatient
get lost in ur eyes i forgot what u were saying

bright lights i think ima go blind
nighttime, summertime
kissing in the car ride
and everything was alright till u left me
ok peace out, see u bestie
bright lights i think ima go blind
nighttime, summertime
kissing in the car ride
and everything was alright till u left me
ok peace out, see u bestie

ive been feeling down yea
she dont even want me
havent been around yea
but i aint gonna sweat it
put a cross in my ear and my necklace
and if that boy wanted some smoke ill leave him headless
and when i said i love u yea i really meant it
but i know u dont love me yea we just pretending
and i dont wanna live like this
cause the way i can feel is the cuts on my wrist
and i miss her
i just wanna cry when i look at her pictures
and i hate myself i wont look at the mirror
im a dumb kid yea im just a singer
and i do nothing she said im a sinner

bright lights i think ima go blind
nighttime, summertime
kissing in the car ride
and everything was alright till u left me
ok peace out, see u bestie
bright lights i think ima go blind
nighttime, summertime
kissing in the car ride
and everything was alright till u left me
ok peace out, see u bestie

bestie

{@gostupidcj + @3dssucks}

and i rly just dont need em
nothing is real so i dont see em
and im just not a human being
iron taste up in my mouth think im bleeding

my vision blurry
no im not seeing
my cup is dirty
i think im sinking 
no they cant hurt me
cause im just dreaming
babe dont be worried
yea im just leaving

yea im drunk again
and im on drugs again
i fell in love again
posted with cj
posted with novagang 
yea co-op, world on lockdown
its like everyday

got a malfunction in my system
im sick, got no symptoms 
blow my head off with a pistol
im not in good condition 
fa fa im on a mission
im switching my transmission 
your smile is so twisted

and i rly just dont need em
nothing is real so I dont see em
and im just not a human being
iron taste up in my mouth think im bleeding

my vision blurry
no im not seeing
my cup is dirty
i think im sinking 
no they cant hurt me
cause im just dreaming
babe dont be worried
yea im just leaving

ill just leave anyway
i wanna die like everyday
i love her body like every way
i catch a body and get away
they moving wocky yea they some snakes
i feel like a zombie the way i want some br**n
i feel like a zombie the way my heart decays
screw the ones who crossed me ill never be the same

my vision blurry
no im not seeing
my cup is dirty
i think im sinking 
no they cant hurt me
cause im just dreaming
babe dont be worried
yea im just leaving
my vision blurry
no im not seeing
my cup is dirty
i think im sinking 
no they cant hurt me
cause im just dreaming
babe dont be worried
yea im just leaving

blury

[spotify]

blurry ☹ [+cj808 + 3d$]

https://open.spotify.com/track/1stkB8hfXs0MYtaHW5NCj5?si=xUE8Z3omRiCfSrBwnzLlJQ

this song is for u

@lei + @venexxi + @1yugenn

lyrics: 

depression and club lights 
i said nothing goes right
pick my phone up and put it down
ive been on my own like
tell me where im going now?
ive been losing my sight
i dont wanna lie to u again
tell u im fine
i dont wanna lie to u again tell you all the time
ima take another x
she gon do another line
i cant feel my hands again
only thing that makes it fine
i cant lose a friend again
every day i try and try

you can get thru it, i know u can
if i did it too, i know u can
believe in me believe in u
in all of us, in all ur friends
if u need someone to talk to
ima try to be here till the end

for all of u
dont gotta fight it by yourself, what u going thru
ik its hard dont let them demons step all over u
messaged u earlier that ima make a song for u
and if u hear this, love u
i hope everything is cool

depression and club lights 
i said nothing goes right
pick my phone up and put it down
ive been on my own like
tell me where im going now?
ive been losing my sight
i dont wanna lie to u again
tell u im fine
i dont wanna lie to u again tell you all the time
ima take another x
she gon do another line
i cant feel my hands again
only thing that makes it fine
i cant lose a friend again

a song i made for u, friend

lyrical lemonade

a song i made for u, friend (venexxi x yugen)

[@lei + @ria_chuelo + @pandimoosic]

i swear no one's finna get me
had to get myself up
cause no one's finna help me
i just gotta play wit the cards that they tell me
yea i gotta stop staying up it's not healthy

and all the time i think about her yea whats wrong with me?
i had to get it off my chest yea what came over me?
and u said u just want me dead but ur not over me
but idc because there's nothing that i cant achieve

im posted up
im in the cut

there's so much pressure on my shoulders
ive been outta luck
and screw u's what i told her
i gotta keep it a buck
and i just been thru the mud
and she been asking how i feel
being this cool sucks if i gotta keep it real
we shooting clips like its film
cause my life's like a movie
and that's just how i feel
like everyday is a new scene

if u get me
dont test me im totin real heavy
i listened to my heart and this is where it led me
and i said ima be forever dont forget me

i swear no one's finna get me
had to get myself up
cause no one's finna help me
i just gotta play wit the cards that they tell me
yea i gotta stop staying up it's not healthy

*3, 2, 1*

im posted up im in the cut wit all my goons
you keep talking like u bout but i know u aint gon shoot
u aint a threat here, now tell me whatchu finna do
and shawty gon hit my phone cause she said that im cute

im posted up
im in the cut

and all the time i think about her yea whats wrong with me?
i had to get it off my chest yea what came over me?
and u said u just want me dead but ur not over me
but idc because there's nothing that i cant achieveand all the time i think about her yea whats wrong with me?
i had to get it off my chest yea what came over me?
and u said u just want me dead but ur not over me
but idc because there's nothing that i cant achieve

whatiswrongwithme?

whatiswrongwithme? [+ria : pandi]

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