changes - victxrw + verti + arid (mxsui)

@owtiss, @bazington
prod @bazington, @1wasterr

this was supposed to be a birthday drop on wednesday but i couldnt drop it so here it is now!

@owtiss
it's all my fault
please don't ever wake me up
i think of u way too much
i just wanna feel ur touch

i rlly wanna be with u
please say u love me too
i don't know what is true
i don't know what to do
i'm crying in my room
i'll watch the flowers bloom
i have so much to prove
but not that much to lose

@012207
i've been stuck in a daydream 
pls do not wake me
fallin' from the sky, need somebody to save me
need someone to replace me

i've been thinking these thoughts,,
but idk how to say it :/
think about it a lot, my reality's caving
and my past is replaying, bad habits I'm craving

i'm crying in my room
the things u say make me confused
i'm getting over you
i can't take the painful truth :'(

bloom w/ baz (baz, wasterr)

AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G6QgdJQWQV4

(cboy):

 i just wanna feel again
everytime i walk thru the door i feel my throat tighten
air is radiating in my lungs
feel like im poisoned 
getting up so early none of this was ever really planned
same old shit like everyday 
i wake up just to go to bed 
i dont have a purpose so i tried to fit you right in 
none of it will even really last cause im worth nothin 
i dont have a purpose thats what i say for attention

ill say what i want cause i know noones listening
i started taking medicine then i got addicted
i dont even really know if i can ever fit in 
cause i got so much free time im 
spitting nonsense

(owtiss):

i've been chilling living in different realities 
every time u open up it always saddens me 
what goes on in ur head
dont know what i could say
always bearing the pain
i wish i could relate
i dont know a single thing about u
cant help but worry that just what i do
cuz u kno that i always care about u
but idk what i should do

(cboy):

i just wanna feel again
everytime i walk thru the door i feel my throat tighten
air is radiating in my lungs
feel like im poisoned 
getting up so early none of this was ever really planned
same old shit like everyday 
i wake up just to go to bed 
i dont have a purpose so i tried to fit you right in 
none of it will even really last cause im worth nothin 
i dont have a purpose thats what i say for attention

Purpose

purpose w/ owtiss (MaxOTT)

original song: Katy Perry - The One That Got Away

now i pay the price w/ shatter3d

@akasukii x @glogirls x @remiliaxd x @clay0127
@yuikase

blessing

this song is so old LMAOO

me!
why should i tell you the truth
should i say it back to you
you dont believe me
you break me apart
broken heart

should i tell you the truth
should i say this back to you
cos you deceive me
you break me apart
broken heart

if i could reach you from the start
maybe it wouldnt be so hard(for me)
cos ill tell you why
i cant always read your mind

i know that every single time i lose
just tryna follow your hundred clues
dont got a single lame excuse
wont you hear me, dont refuse

@swagapino2013
i wasted my time on you
you dont see me like how i look at you
maybe i should follow thru
im not the one for you

all the time that ive wasted
real love, you cant fake it
yeah im stuck without you
all the drugs i be takin
nobodys like you, i guess i have to face it

going back in time
would i be the one? to change your mind
i dont want to make things right
all we do is just fight
maybe im the one thats deprived-

replace me and ill replace you
you can hate me, but you know i wont hate you
youve been fully gone, you know i resent you
if its meant to, i don't rlly care what you do

broken heart w/ streety (sensuku)

@prodarisu
@xternalz

mui:

ohhh no
i jus wanna be all on my own
standing by ur side but im still alone
nothing feels the same since the day you let me go
i feel so cold
i been distasteful

u hate me when i liee to ya
our feelings, they collide for good
i wonder if you'd hide from it
can i feel at all?
is this real or not...

xternalz:

it’s wearing me down til i cant breathe
i’ll think I’ll drown, you’re staring at me
i can’t think
it’s making me bleed
it’s making me bleed til I can’t anymore
yeah you’re crushing my reality
it’s such an abnormality
guess now we’ll see the lethality
the lethality 

mui:

i cant choose
is this really safety? 
is this really love???
i dont wanna take this on my own...
you're telling me we're meant to be in this world
amongst all the faces
i still feel alone

i talk about my feelings
but dont feel a thing at all
write down all the pages 
paint the pictures in the bold
im falling into fading, this shits getting ever cold
there's nothing in the painting,
i dont wanna feel at all

reality w/ xternalz (arisu)

20240219 227 +61

one step at a time.

@kyoakyo
@wintress13

change (kyoa x wintress)

124 BPM remix of we fell in love in october

girl in red - we fell in love in october - Ambasa remix

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Night Cries

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clicking on random notes since day one
Jichu#5580

@echichi <3
@blindstatekingdom