inspo by jane remover 
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lyrics: so tell my why all these feelings keep holding me down
and everytime i try to talk i cant make a sound
and everywhere i go i always feel so down
i walk away in the dark
im falling right into the ground
bby im so done w/ u
n ur lies i see right thru
im moving 10 steps back
n now i cant move forward
n i get stabbed in the back
cant take this sh*t no more

n i cannot move on
istg im feeling so numb
i rly wish i wasn't so dumb
this is no fun
this is no fun
this is no fun 
this is no fun

this is no fun(prod. yandere)

@miraie @cari049 @kairo6k
prod @januaryyy @kojowav

visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RA34569O_78

tried again +miraie, cari 049 (jxlyy & kojo)

AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G6QgdJQWQV4

(cboy):

 i just wanna feel again
everytime i walk thru the door i feel my throat tighten
air is radiating in my lungs
feel like im poisoned 
getting up so early none of this was ever really planned
same old shit like everyday 
i wake up just to go to bed 
i dont have a purpose so i tried to fit you right in 
none of it will even really last cause im worth nothin 
i dont have a purpose thats what i say for attention

ill say what i want cause i know noones listening
i started taking medicine then i got addicted
i dont even really know if i can ever fit in 
cause i got so much free time im 
spitting nonsense

(owtiss):

i've been chilling living in different realities 
every time u open up it always saddens me 
what goes on in ur head
dont know what i could say
always bearing the pain
i wish i could relate
i dont know a single thing about u
cant help but worry that just what i do
cuz u kno that i always care about u
but idk what i should do

(cboy):

i just wanna feel again
everytime i walk thru the door i feel my throat tighten
air is radiating in my lungs
feel like im poisoned 
getting up so early none of this was ever really planned
same old shit like everyday 
i wake up just to go to bed 
i dont have a purpose so i tried to fit you right in 
none of it will even really last cause im worth nothin 
i dont have a purpose thats what i say for attention

Purpose

purpose w/ owtiss (MaxOTT)

original song: Katy Perry - The One That Got Away

now i pay the price w/ shatter3d

@angelicxmei

prod me & @xternalz

lyrics:

me!

you know that it feels right
with you laying by my side
let my tears drop to the ground
let them all out its alright
yeah we'll be fine

yeah my heart is going cold
you dont want me
i gave you my sweater yeah
it was all for nothing
always do my best
just so i can make it right
you don't even love me
u know it was all a lie

i really start to wonder
should i even bother
yeah you broke my heart
and now its in the gutter
you saved me from all of my fears
im dreaming to thoughts of you being here

@angelicxmei

i want u so please just look in my eyes
i told u we both stood under the sky
i wanna laugh with u i wanna find the truth
i wanna make a move dont make my feelings blue

my heart is getting colder,  so come a little closer
i want u by my shoulder dont make me feel like its over!

cold w/ angelicxmei (prod. me + xternalz)

hey im back, again :D
@k4rson, @yashio20k, @neohnq <33

lyrics:

and i got so much trust i dont know what else
these feelings fake i dont know myself
my heart break drugs i cant play pretend
unblock my love
i gave all that i have
x2

@k4rson
i gave all that i can
i never thought that it would end 
do u think we could pretend 
i wanna be more than friends 
i wanna be more than friends
but you let me on when you said it'd never end 
so dont act so surprised when im gone i meant what i said
i dont wanna miss you 
dont know what's the issue 
i think i cld fix you 
i dont wanna hit you up 
girl i miss you, fuck
imma come around by 8 
n i'll pick u up

@luvpika
and i thought we was forever
but it just feels im being lied to
thought you fucking ment it
cant believe i even tried to
crying in my face all the time
i couldnt even say goodbye
im running fast out of time
this time i never felt alive

(bridge)
i can say so much but i keep quiet
its like i never been myself anyway
and i dont care what you say
i try my best everyday

@k4rson
(outro)
i dont wanna miss you
dont know what the issue
i think i can fix you
i dont wanna hit you up
girl i miss you, fuck
i will come around by 8
n ill pick u up

trust w/ karson (yashio, neohn)

Mastered by: @josuanatanaell

@miraie
@irisvi1

[Hook: Xora]
i wish u here by my side
(by my side)
i want u to be my bride
(be my bride)
trust me i never lied
(cuz i never lied)
i will never let u go
so please stay by my side

離れないで
(dont go away)
それが俺の夢
(thats my only dream)
i just want to live happily forever

cuz ur the only one
the one that i trust and i love
its gonna be alright
lets have fun together

[Verse: miraie]
I still remember the day you said "Hi~"
You turned around held me and looked straight into my eyes
Your hands are so soft caught me by surprise
I lost my trust to love but you opened up my mind

cause baby girl, what u want, I'll give you it all
baby girl, what u want, I'll make sure you don't fall
lost my mind, I fall
tears are falling down from my eyeballs

With you every second feels like it's mine
With you every minute I'm feeling fine
With you every hour your hearts beats close to mine
With you every day I'll do my best to be fine

I wish you were here tonight
Your name feels like lullaby
Trust me I never lie
My heart is all yours so
Baby don't say goodbye

[Hook]

by my side (xora irisv)

Peace - Melodic Dubstep Relaxing Chill Soulful (11)

Este álbum es como tu amigo 'emo' que nunca sale de casa pero tiene luces LED: muy cool, un poco triste, y siempre te hace sentir cosas. Imagina caminar bajo la lluvia 🌧️ en una ciudad cyberpunk mientras escuchas un cassette viejo 💿 que suena a 'como si un robot 🤖 se emborrachara de café descafeinado'. Tiene ese 'no sé qué' de estática ⚡, neones parpadeando 💡 y un bajo que te susurra 'no te preocupes, todo va a estar bien... probablemente' 😌.

Es el soundtrack ideal para:

Mirar la ventana mientras llueve ✨
Pensar en exceso en tu vida sin hacer nada 🤖
Pretender ser un hacker genio mientras ordenas pizza 🍕
Advertencia: Puede causar ganas inexplicables de comprar una chaqueta de cuero y un walkman. 

No me hago responsable por tus decisiones de moda. 😉

Señales Olvidadas

Entre estrelas e sombras, sua luz me ensina a continuar.

Moonlight

terrified (odece x cozin)

clicking on random notes since day one
Jichu#5580

@echichi <3
@blindstatekingdom