little track i made hope to improve as i get more exp :D

faint

mix and master by @osoarin

oh baby i dont wanna waste ur time
can u tell me that it will be fine
did i even cross the line
i was suprised i thought that u lied
but now i see that ur with another guy
u dont know how many tears that i fucking cried
didnt even like me i should've realized

should've left me alone in the dark
i tried everything but u js keep breaking my heart
phone on dnd like ion wanna talk no more
u said all the things that i just cant ignore
now im falling down 
i want u around
its not what it sounds
i think that i found
the one for me in my life

oh baby i dont wanna waste ur time
can u tell me that it will be fine
did i even cross the line
i was suprised i thought that u lied
but now i see that ur with another guy
u dont know how many tears that i fucking cried
didnt even like me i should've realized

should've realized (irisv)

prod @lyn_u

its my fucking day
i cant catch a break
always turn out fake
its the way they play 
its my fucking day
i cant catch a break
always turn out fake
always turn out fake
i dont give a shit yuh
fuck dat bitch yuh
imma keep dis shit up
til im fucking rich yuh
im not tryna kiss ya
come and smd yuh


@starrynn

i dont take no breaks, u on bout sum fake shit
i live on mistakes, tell me whats wrong abt that
living every day, never thought thats how it is
leave it up to fate, tell me whats wrong abt that
i got stacks in my pocket cause i blow up 
i got all these bands in my wallet im a show off
i wont ever switch on my friends or my bros now
listen when i tell u what to do im in my zone now
i dont like to talk down but ur taking all my options
leave u on the ground, im w my brodie we on top bitch
why u talking all dat nonsense?
it wont go ur way, just stay at the bottom 
do it to em, imma put u on a poster
bitch ur just a poser and im gonna
do it to em, pull my glock out and its golden
u know that its over


its my fucking day
i cant catch a break
always turn out fake
its the way they play 
its my fucking day
i cant catch a break
always turn out fake
always turn out fake

show off (lyn)

prod @omgisai

lyrics:
@me
n when i tell u that its sickening
thought u would find another, what did u do for it?
i never told u what it really meant
its not getting any better, still see that silhouette
tell me what to do now, i cant think for myself 
i know that u see right through now, my mental health
its declining i dont feel it, i dont wanna be insane
wonder if you know it too now (still see your silhouette)
now im so afraid, i know i let u down
but im not gonna take that cuz i dont wanna drown
in this sorrow, i dont think that ill make it
im being swallowed, i dont think that ill
no i wont make it, stop putting all your trust in me 
yea life aint been so just to me, but im not gonna
no i wont take it, no you shouldnt believe in me
youre better off just leaving me

@tabfart2025
yea i saw it all before
its just haunting me yea
why nobody wanna talk to me yea
yea you said you didnt love me
you still wanted me yea
i thought i was going mad
when you was calling me yea
i still see your silhouette
yea my brain gon fuck me up
issa trend
this whole time, where the fuck you been
i been losing all my sleep i didnt wake up til like 10

silhouette w/ cluu (isai)

prod me

sample @mental

flp: https://payhip.com/b/LsmVy

lyrics:
never wanna talk about it
i know its wrong
i know that we made a promise darling
wish i were strong
i know all my friends still talk about it
its been so long
wish we talked the way we used to all the time
you helped me feel alright
now im looking for perfection
i just dont know if im acting or its real
you helped me feel alright
i just dont know my directions
im so scared of what could happen
i feel incapable
now my mind spins around
its inescapable
would you still do me a favour tho
the memories haunting me
but i still savour them
i go in circles again
you know that i forget but i dont wanna pretend
(that it was worth nothing at all)
and everything moves too fast
and im so overwhelmed but ill see it to the end

never wanna talk about it
i know its wrong
i know that we made a promise darling
wish i were strong
i know all my friends still talk about it
its been so long
wish we talked the way we used to all the time
you helped me feel alright
now im looking for perfection
i just dont know if im acting or its real
you helped me feel alright
i just dont know my directions
im so scared of what could happen
and im so scared of what could happen
you think im strong but its a common misconception
you said im brave but honestly im just so reckless
i know that youll get over me but i cant let it be gone
and im so scared of what could happen
you think im strong but its a common misconception
you said im brave but honestly im just so reckless
i know that youll get over me but i cant let it be gone

i can only be so strong

prod @m44ngo @rhekdens
with @outxr @xvvr @ti3v @zimtalk

@m44ngo [intro]
30 times
i'll call ur lies
i won't forget
i can't (i can't) lose you
again

@m44ngo [hook]
and i've been way in my head
i've been losin' sleep
i've been stuck with this pain
and it runs too deep
yaaa
it's getting hard to feel despair
all this trust in my head
my heart can't bear

@outxr [verse 1]
yeah you tryna fix it w some tape
you be tellin' all these lies
ya it's smth that i hate
yah now i'm tryna get the story straight
you've been actin really fake
smth i can't tolerate (ate)
ya i'm doin what i like
gettin on a little taste
and i do it cause i mind
cause you're always showing latee
yeah ur telling me i’m wrong
how u threw it in maw face
yeah ur acting like i'm duh-uh-mbb

@xvvr [verse 2]
yeah I swear u always make it worse
There’s no meaning in my words
I swear to god it fucking hurts me
I thought this would be forever
Somehow even I was so wrong
Maybe that was for the better
I don’t want to see you
Ever Ever Ever
Man I wish I never met her
Give me back my stuff girl we’re done
I don’t want to see u
Ever Ever Ever
Man I wish I never met her
Give me back my stuff girl we’re done
It sucks that u weren’t the 1

@ti3v [bridge]
I cant get to know what you want yeh
All my feel all my heart all just for you
When you feel bad just know that im always here
Dont care if its hard my choice is only for u
For u for u
I dont care its hard or too
Circle circle
You make me feel like a circle oh no
And someone told me that i don’t mean to you

@m44ngo [hook]
and i've been way in my head
i've been losin' sleep
i've been stuck with this pain
and it runs too deep
yaaa
it's getting hard to feel despair
all this trust in my head
my heart can't bear (some piss noises)

@zimtalk [verse 3]
yaa u told me everything
didn't know i could say that
ik what winter brings
ik that we could stay back
all those things i could say before
i saw you packing your bags
i never knew this day
would come between us so fast
yuuuh can't liee u match my past
uhh so happy we fell out this way
no i cant stand to c ur face
id be prolly thanking god if i saw another day no way

@m44ngo [outro]
nahhh
can't this pain ever end
no i could not bear
mmmmm oh when you're never there
(some Kepler noises)

@yul4yul (😢)
tag

trust w/ outxr + xvvr + ti3v + zim (me + rhekdens)

prod me 

lyrics:
i dont care bout what u say to me 
in the end it sounds the same to me
im too far gone yea theres no saving me 
yea u will never know the pain i feel
and my heads a fucking mess
idk if i can withstand all this stress
im getting nearer to the end
so tell me do u understand?
do u understand me?
i dont expect u to, but please dont stare at me
please dont keep on hurting me 
u keep on crawling back, u say these words to me
'i love u' but u never mean it
ur eyes are always empty 
yk that i wont believe that u mean it 
'i love u' but i can never feel it 
yea u wont ever help me
and u dont have a reason
and its been so long since the last time
i dont know how to act around u
i dont know what it took me to realise
i dont know how to feel about u
tell me is this where well meet our end?
i dont know what we are 
and i dont wanna pretend
tell me is this where well meet our end?
looking up at the stars
tell me do u understand?
u always tell me empty promises that u would break again
ur always up to something, i never understand
u always tell me empty promises that u would break again
so what does it even mean if it all comes to an end?

empty promises

prod me

i shot a bullet in her chest when i found out shes who uve been with
i pray to god that every day i wake up free of all ur shit - i fucking knew it
opened my eyes for the first time and now i finally see you clearly
opened my eyes for the first time, and then i realized

i gave you everything but u want more than that
you took my everything youre just a psychopath
im burning bridges everyday i walk my path
and still i cant find a reason it never lasts
(x2)

the end of the road now im driving straight into the forest
im bored now i wait for ur text ur ignoring
im so tired im wasting time singing a chorus
prioritize u but im never that important
you played me a pawn in ur game its disheartening
i see thru the lies thru the tears its alarming
im cutting you off, no more bridges for burning
but lifes too short just to keep on falling

burning bridges <(_ _)>

prod me @deepinparis @cruseyyyy (ib @esssoh)
ft @deepinparis @1crusafix @omgisai

innovation_ [w/ deepinparis + crusafix + isai]

god damn! w/paka & link

prod @lyn_u + me (a little bit, 90% lyn)

lyrics:
and so you know were in this together
i dont wanna move on without you
i dont wanna go on without you
and so you know were in this together
i dont wanna leave this place without you
i know that i made mistakes without you

i pop a pill and then its alright
ive been looking for some ways to make that soul mine
one more time and its all over
ive been looking for somebody but i chose her

now it all goes wrong and i cant pretend its fine
wheres it coming from? lately thats all on my mind
now im on my own again
i look at my phone to feel something
x2

without you (lyn + me)

dreamdiary

huge world and not enough time for it all...

faint

jihyo