Originals

going through it

Mixed !1

this is a playlist transferred from Spotify that's why its scuffed as shit

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Lyrics:

Bottles of tequila

Sweet smell of vanilla

Eating marshmellows with you

Wake up in the morning 

But i dont hear you snoring 

 you’ve been dead an hour or 2

Bear attack x2
Should’ve packed a gun in my backpack

But all i brought with me was a ring

Now they’re lookin at me

Cuz my cologne smells like honey

So while i get eaten i’ll just sing


Bear attack x2
Should’ve packed a gun in my backpack

But all i brought with me was a ring

Now they’re lookin at me

Cuz my cologne smells like honey

So while i get mauled to death i’ll just sing

Bear attack x14

Bear Song

Lyrics: 

What’s a girl like you 
Doin witb a guy like me?

Im nothin but trouble
Honey cant you see?

By morning, 
you’ll have vanished
And I’ll be gone

But for tonight, 
You’re all mine
Say a prayer for

Bible John x4

What’s a girl like you
Doin with a guy like me
I’m nothin but trouble
Baby can’t you see?

By morning, 
You’ll have vanished
And i’ll be gone
But for tonight baby,
You’re all mine

Say a prayer youre with

Bible John x8

Bible John

worst 11 months of my life

 think I've been overthinking everything
I think I've thought too much about this
I've come to realise what is wrong and
I didn't even need a therapist, it's you

It's always been you
What you put me through
It's always been you
Fuck you

I can't take anymore
Leave me outside the door
Treat me like I'm a whore
I won't take anymore

It didn't have to be this way
It didn't have to go down like this
You made my world so grey
What the fuck did I do to deserve it?

It's you, I won't take anymore
It's you, leave me outside thе door
It's you, you treat me like I'm a whorе
It's you, I won't take anymore

Fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you
Yeah, fuck you
Fuck you

its funny people thing this isnt a joke song

Letter to an Ex

Nothing To Lose

Started writing this back in January and finally finished it

everything seems
to only get worse
no stopping the seven plagues
no breaking the witch's curse

i would like
to know what i did wrong
it's been killing me inside
i've been waiting for so long

and i cry 
and beg for a reason why
maybe it's just not meant to be 

and maybe it's better not try 

maybe it's better not try x4 

i dont think i'm
gonna get a second chance
it took so long 
for you to even give me another glance

i really hope that this time around
wont be goodbye
cuz all i want in my life
is you by my side

but i dont cry
i just pray it'll be alright
could still be meant to be
maybe it's better not to try

maybe its better not to try
better not to try
better not to try
better not to try

Better Not To Try

Intrusive Thoughts

Running On Empty

I Can't Go Back To Her

Get Lost (2022 Version)

Year Of The Horse (Pacific Purgatory cover)

Soon you'll be turning 21
I hope you had a lot of fun
Right now its hard to believe
Soon you'll look back on 23

You'll see the changes in your face
You'll see the lines around your eyes
You'll feel the pain of watching as
You have to tell old friends goodbye

But life's not over when you're 25
You still got so much time to be alive
I cant tell if I'm doing this thing right
I feel ok so I guess that means I'm fine

I Feel Ok (So I Guess That Means I'm Fine)

joystick

LOW-T

can't even read a book
my head's too cooked 

not even if i tried
my brain's too fried

a slave to dopamine
a flesh machine

a short attention span
blame instagram

i'm just an addict
need my kicks, it's sick

can't even watch tv
must see my screen

i'm just dead inside
can't cry (i've tried)

i only laugh at memes
living the dream

prison
my laptop's a prison 
my cell phone's a prison
my pc's a prison
please let me out
 
rectangular prison 
liquid crystal prison
silicon prison
and i can't get out

my phone is a prison 
they're all fucking prisons
give me parole
and let me out
 
i don't get a lawyer
i don't get a trial
i get 20 to life
and i can't get out

what keeps me up at night 
my phone's blue light

i hold it my hand 
just to fall asleep

it makes me feel secure
stockholm syndrome

just waiting for the bell
the buzz, the beep

like a parasite
i live on bytes

i see red thing i click
to get my fix

"it makes you satisfied",
they said (they lied)

refresh the page again
might change, must check

prison
my laptop's a prison 
my cell phone's a prison
my pc's a prison
please let me out
 
rectangular prison 
liquid crystal prison
silicon prison
and i can't get out

my phone is a prison 
they're all fucking prisons
give me parole
and let me out
 
i don't get a lawyer
i don't get a trial
i got 20 to life...

just one shot at life
i guess i lose

i'm playing a game 
i did not choose

stuck here in my cell
a living hell

the devil is a dell
samsung
intel

rectangular prison

Rectangular Prison

my day has been spoiled
i have to go to toil
i should have been a royal
or found a lot of oil  

fuck toil
it makes my blood boil
i wanna put my boss in the soil
… i guess i’m too loyal

my boss makes a hundred bucks every time i make $9
that’s why i commit crime on company time
i do just enough work that i don’t get sacked
turns out everybody else can barely do that

i’m just trying to relax and enjoy my weekend
when i remember an email that i forgot to send
its no wonder that i dream of mass murder fantasies
toil and all its miseries, in my head rent free

my day has been spoiled
i have to go to toil
i should have been a royal
or found a lot of oil  

fuck toil
it makes my blood boil
i wanna put my boss in the soil
… i guess i’m too loyal

if you wanna win the rat race you gotta choose not to play
too bad i will never leave this place, i’m addicted to my pay
deep down i have always felt that i wanted to be free
well i can only blame myself, drug of choice is salary

i don’t want to work

i don’t want to work

my brain don't work so good
my brain don't work like it should
people say i'm real thick
things they say just never click

i went to special class
somehow i still couldn't pass
all the teachers in the land
couldn't make me understand that i'm

low iq
i can't tie my shoes
i'm low iq
doesn't mean that i don't need love too

low iq 
my earholes go right through
i'm low iq
i need affection just as much as you

they tell me i'm deep in debt
confiscate all my assets
i feel like i'm being oppressed
i don't understand compound interest

truth is i'm just really dumb
pick my nose and suck my thumb
guess i'll always be alone
cuz no one wants a guy with a head full of stones

low iq
put me in a zoo
i'm low iq
doesn't mean that i don't need love too

low iq 
you know that i'll be true
i'm low iq
i need affection just as much as you

me, well, i'm dumb as rocks
this ol' brain is about as good as penny stocks

if i'm the dumbest in the land
does that mean that no one will ever 
hold 
my 
hand?

low iq
if only you knew
i'm low iq
just how much i wanna be with you

low iq
i need loving too
i'm low iq
dumb enough to fall in love with you

low iq
how badly i want to
low iq
fix this useless brain and start anew

low IQ

I don't play well with others
It's something that I learnt from my mother
Being nice to you is just a cover 
If you try to get close to me you'll suffer

There's nothing special about you
I do this to everyone I talk to
I'm immature and have bad trust issues
One day I'll ignore you out of the blue

I think you really need to understand
I'm totally incapable of romance
if you hear me giving you compliments
it's just me trying to get inside your pants

I don't play well with others
It's something that I learnt from my mother
Being nice to you is just a cover 
If you try to get close to me you'll suffer

I don't have any actual friends
I treat people as a means to an ends
I don't care if my words offend
Forget about me ever making amends

I'm narcissistic and I'm borderline
You see people I see dollar signs
If you ever see what I'm like inside 
It will send shivers down your spine


I don't play well with others
It's something that I learnt from my mother
I don't get along with my father
If you try to get close to me you'll suffer

OH SHIT YOU WEREN'T MEANT TO HEAR THAT

Baby I'm just joking; I would never gaslight you
I swear you know the real me, and I'll always be true
I promise i'm not a psychopath, I don't wanna see you hurt
And when things get tough you know I won't leave you in the dirt

I Don't Play Well With Others

track artwork drawn by https://twitter.com/emocleo69

ate a nutella sandwich
but now mom's wiping at it
'cuz it's all over my cheeks

looking like a little joker
scars made out of snot and cocoa
... there's even some on my feet


i don't want to be a grown up
i wanna be a kid
life gets worse as i get older
wish i was still a kid


how did we get so tall?
things were better back when we were small

can't watch the telly
until my plate is empty
i've turned my vegetables into mush

but i'm not stressing,
and i'm not learning my lesson,
on the comedown of a sugar rush


i don't want to be a grown up
i wanna be a kid
life gets worse as i get older
wish i was still a kid

i don't want to be a grown up
i wanna be a kid
life gets worse as i get older
maybe i'm better off dead...

how did we get so old?
when things were better back when we were
small

i was just a boy when i became a man
boy it's gotten way outta hand
growing up was never what i had in plan
but that's too bad, cuz no one gives a damn

i don't want to be a grown up
i wanna be a kid
life gets worse as i get older
wish i was still a kid

i wanna be a kid again
wish i was still a kid

Running On Empty

Jimbo Falcone