From - Broken Oath
Beat produced by Hala-X
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Lyrics
I got a friend in the devil, cause I made a wish, and then it became a give and take relationship, now as a young kid I was so dissconected, and deep inside where the sickness entered.
So I never did respect to my mother, but It meant the world to me, to be axcepted by others, it meant the world to me to have friends in numbers,
And it meant the world to me to be approved by others, so I moved on, into the flames, I made a deal with the devil that I embraced, my whole life changed, with every hit that id have, its like the devil would bring back the gift of the gab, I got the courage to be who I wanted to be, when fake selfesteem would race through my veins, but with those gifts, shit got real, shit got so intence when I would feel that steel,

So by now I am using with my pearents, the gear went around we decided to share it, it was cheaper that way, we saved money that way, it helped dad with the chase, and it was better that way, then things changed, my dad moved away, but he still came back because he was a slave, everyday the same, everyday was shame, he could never get away cause everyday was pain, now can u see what that would do to ur selfesteem, when u cant stop using and u wanna be free, can u see what that would do to ur beliefs, when you wanna be more but ur scoreing off the street, 
Well I can, cause I know what its like, ive lived with this family for most of my life, this is lived experience you just cant buy, this was the sickest period of my life, 

Now my mother was the type that could hide her addiction, cause she was good at lies and she could rise above the symptoms, so look into her eyes you could read her mind, u could see all the deamons that would be inside, 
it took ahold and her spirit was crushed, it took her soul, and turned her spirit to dust, shed giving up and gave herself to the drugs, after the devil took that, he gave hell to her son,
can u picture what that does to ur one true love, leaving damage behind with the ones u trust,
Can u picture what that does to the to the heavens above, When ur mother never said that she loves u once, 
Well I can, cause I haven’t let it go, I feel so stuck like the line for the methadone, I lied about my take aways, injecting the dose, I lied and made the same mistake and then I left my home, 

So now im on my own, hanging for a hit,
I had to cut open fit bins and sharpen the tips, 
Can u imagen what that did to my arms and my wrists, can u imagen what that did to me as a young kid?
Am I alive, but I hope to die, cause its so hard living with the devil inside,
So be carful, of who u befriend, cause if the devils ur friend hell be their till the end.

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