I would not wish that emptiness on anyone...

Scarlett's Song

A track to embody the feeling of the void. The moment you know you've seen everything the world has to offer, what would you decide to do?

What's left?

raindrops

calmness

A Series of Unlikely Explanations

last wednestay i visited the club "RSO" in Berlin the first time, it was my first live jungle and drum & bass event ever. @Kyrist//KyneticSound was awesome at her desk. And inspired me to produce some atmospheric jungle music once again.
See you again soon, Berlin!

quality of mind

“Ambient Phobia” is built in two movements: the first features airy ambient textures and slow-evolving pads that evoke calm and reflection. As the tension builds, a piercing scream marks the shift to the second part — a darker, more intense section filled with distortion, dissonance, and dynamic pressure. The scream becomes a recurring motif, symbolizing a rupture between emotional states.

ambient phobia

okeyokey 2025

Qamira is an instrumental journey through shadow and rhythm — sharp hi-hats cut through the mix, dropping into heavy basslines, deep 808s, and intricate drum patterns. Tense strings and haunting synths intertwine with oud samples, building a cinematic atmosphere that bridges Arabian textures with dark trap house energy.

Qamira

Thanks to Sloati for the permission to remix his beautiful track "Late Train"!

Find the original here:
https://soundcloud.com/sloati/late-train

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A Series of Unlikely Explanations

R J Macready