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my brains talking too loud and i can’t turn it off

when you can’t trust your friends how you know it’s gonna end when you can’t trust your head what is real and what’s pretend when you’re staring in the mirror and you’re seeing someone else now you turn to the one thing that won’t make you feel let down 

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

cause i feed off your negativity i’m the one that you hate to see doing better and better and better you know me i can say it’s whatever blood stained dreams hide inside of my sweater stole the stars from the sky hid em under my mattress couple thousand wishes hoping that i can manage couple thousand more hoping that i will vanish 

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

makes me feel so up

makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

substance (yungspoiler & king theta)

@prodelxnce

https://open.spotify.com/album/2HzNcMGLOazUD9lyKcqxiN?si=lbXIXJkpSUGGmlDkxxO9xw

rhymez:

we left no evidence on the scene
its evident u and me, were never supposed to be
im doing alright
bitch u were never that close to me
i fucking painted a picture of who i wanted u to be
but it wasn't u
im done wit u
u want me to stay
give me a reason to
cause u have nothing for the better
i wisht that i never met her
but she gon stay with me bc i make the pussy wetter

bitch im upset, she send me the text like are u up yet
ive been drinking too much need my gut checked
and he was talking shit he got his gut stretched
i done copped too many watches i ran out of time
tell me how i fucked a bitch got her man on the line
he was talking stupid fucked around and lost his life
glock hold 223's i shoot this shit like double mike
he got a special spot in hell, let him die
yea my ex bitch was a bitch, that aint that hard to find
(even idk what i was saying here)
think i lost my mind
its got me tripping over bitches that were never mine

we left no evidence on the scene
its evident u and me, were never supposed to be
im doing alright
bitch u were never that close to me
i fucking painted a picture of who i wanted u to be
but it wasn't u
im done wit u
u want me to stay
give me a reason to
cause u have nothing for the better
i wisht that i never met her
but she gon stay with me bc i make the pussy wetter

I aint think we'd make it this faar, honestly
i cant believe it i still think your fucking conning me
king of my city bitch, i think they donning me
she pick it up and drop that shit like the economy
my ex hoes still found of me, you dead if you lie to me
i cant tell if your ass is a fed, hm probably
im chilling on top of the world, you bitch topping me
the devil thats one hell of a girl, she hate the thought of me

we left no evidence on the scene
its evident u and me, were never supposed to be
im doing alright
bitch u were never that close to me
i fucking painted a picture of who i wanted u to be
but it wasn't u
im done wit u
u want me to stay
give me a reason to
cause u have nothing for the better
i wisht that i never met her
but she gon stay with me bc i make the pussy wetter

Gut Check [+ elxnce]

surely its over
prod irby & pekarot
cover art by @imnoon

lyrics
am i wrong for saying that i wanna live it right
take back all the times stayed up the night
put strings upon my back control my life
contemplate myself when memories are tight

you're the only person inside of my mind
but you keep on moving round like all the time
im too scared to open up and draw a line
so im inside out and im not doing fine

look around at everyone there's saying hi
every corner of my head just starts to chime
everything feels artificial theres no life
everything i do is such a scary sight

cus they tell me to say my prayers
if im not winning wonder why would should i care
and honestly its such a sad sight to bare
when u living life and everyone around u stops to stare
cus they know it wont be the same
if ur not playing their game
they will kick u out door leaving
faster than u came

so i made sure to have exits
everywhere marked with my name
keep an eye on every door and 
make sure my demeanors tame
make sure ur living ur life

you're the only person inside of my mind
but you keep on moving round like all the time
im too scared to open up and draw a line
so im inside out and im not doing fine

look around at everyone there's saying hi
every corner of my head just starts to chime
everything feels artificial theres no light
everything i do is such a scary sight

mind prod irby & pekarot

i'll burn in hopes you would notice me (ryo)

prod. me

lyrics:

so please
i never want u to leave
cause u make me me don't u see
i can't sleep when u're gone

and i don't want all these other people
i sit n wait for u to call
i'll be here patient
i'll be here waiting
till we're dead

and i don't want anyone to haunt u
less it is me ofc my love
dug me out despair
and i couldn't care
less u're gone

jus take me
by the hand
and if it doesn't all go to plan
will u stay
will u stay
by my side

when u smile i'll return it
apartment's unfurnished
we'll drink a lil bourbon
no arguments hurting each other
i won't smother
u to death

i won't promise tho
i get attached rly quick but i'm not rly worried we don't have to hurry
i'm waiting
and i'm patient
for u
cuz u're all that i wanted and needed so

alexandria's ballad

Prod me😜🔥🔥 holy mother of Moses🔥🔥🔥

yoku verse:
Maybe you should figure it out
I think I’m done giving fucks now
And maybe I just wanna give up
And maybe I just don’t wanna show it
Say I want nothing with you
But I know for a fact I was lying
Should’ve left you in the past 
(No idea what I’m saying here at all tbh)
Maybe I should figure it out 
Maybe I should stop trying but idk how
Tell me what am I supposed to say
Idk cause these words just never come out 
And then I think about it maybe I’m just better alone
And maybe it’s because the fact that no one hitting my phone

It’s so conflicting, these thoughts in my head now
I just really wanna be in your bed now
It’s been so long
Haven’t thought bout you in months
Idk why I’m doing it now
Fuck it, maybe we should work it out
Idk why I changed my mind you don’t deserve me now
Idk why I said that I know I’m not perfect now

Yonker chorus:
I don’t know why 
Bae no please don’t lie
Say what’s on your mind 
(Yonk auto tune moaning)




@riensu
my thoughts, wont let em out
cus if i did, u wouldnt like me anymore
but thats alright because i think that ill fine
without you
i think that ill fine
without you



@josiahsvlone
I thought I’d be fine without it
But I don’t know what to do anymore
I don’t wanna lose anymore
Please don’t make me choose anymore
And I can’t stand the silence
Now I can’t get off the floor
You’re the only one I adore
And to lose you I can’t afford 
I said to lose you I can’t afford
And I try my best but it just isn’t enough for you
But I really gotta know, do you hate me?
The way you roll your eyes when you’re angry uh
And I just can’t get enough
Are you over me or what?
I didn’t wanna fall
I swear it’s not my fault

blossom w/ riensu & kise

LYRICS:
they wanna see me do this shit again so i did it 
huh do it again
what we gon do if we dont hit a shot when we spin it?
huh do it again
im goin ape shit like i wore the bape just to mask up 
send his ass straight to alaska 
laugh while he try to call back up

sever my head put that shit on a hmm?
sever my head put that shit on a god 
im so divine 
you might just see me hop outa the sky
slide with a busted hip thought i was elderly im making 
motherfuckas go retire 
i got that devilish look in my eyes 
but i know its from all of the drugs i done tried hah

stack up the bands like some legos and lay low 
that boy a rat so i gave him the queso
shoutout queen bee like i gave bro a halo
bet he sad like he listen to heylog
just to let you know im back i walk into the spot 
with the mask off back off
i might have to knock you down on the asphalt
just to let you know that you that soft

they wanna see me do this shit again so i did it 
huh do it again
what we gon do if we dont hit a shot when we spin it?
huh do it again
im goin ape shit like i wore the bape just to mask up 
send his ass straight to alaska 
laugh while he try to call back up
but he aint have none

they wanna see me do this shit again so i did it 
huh do it again
what we gon do if we dont hit a shot when we spin it?
huh do it again
im goin ape shit like i wore the bape just to mask up 
send his ass straight to alaska 
laugh while he try to call back up

Do It Again (kari x kage)

[LYRICS]
i just wanna talk
meet me at the seaside 
meet me at the dock 
you can keep your secrets
baby 
keep em in the 
dark (14x)
say what you want to 
say it like you mean it
say what you want to 
say it like you mean it

i see the sun coming up 
and the sky is turning purple 
i just sparked up 
now im going nonverbal
jumping over all these pussies 
like they just a hurdle 
so hot i could blind you if you scoping through a thermal 
i get in your skin like a motherfucking dermal 
shawty an enigma 
i know that she broken 
and i know that i can’t fix her 
we can keep it lowkey i don’t post no pictures
we can keep it lowkey baby we could keep it in the 

dark (14x)
say what you want to 
say it like you mean it
say what you want to 
say it like you mean it

DARK

DARK [nxrthwest + scrn + glorydamn]

;) it is back

(kurtains)
dont be funny round me i dont really fuck wid nun that shit,
gotta keep a clicker on me cuz i like to let it hit,
why u talkin to me actin like u in the fuckin bits,
im jus coolin in a skyline smokin cookie wid yo bitch,
dont be funny round me i dont really fuck wid nun that shit,
gotta keep a clicker on me cuz i like to let it hit,
why u talkin to me actin like u in the fuckin bits,
im jus coolin in a skyline smokin cookie wid yo bitch,

(glaive)
dont be funny round me,
cause i aint bout no fucking comedy,
how u spend a rack on weed,
u can get this smoke free,
singing like im Jodeci,
talking bout that rnb,
all my freinds will fuck with me,
when i die i hope their pleased,

(kwuzi)
yea i know that you been talkin bout me,
tell your friends infront of me ,
sayin you dont like me,
a ghost yea baby get away,
ima play it safe ghost me anyday,

(kurtains)
dont be funny round me i dont really fuck wid nun that shit,
gotta keep a clicker on me cuz i like to let it hit,
why u talkin to me actin like u in the fuckin bits,
im jus coolin in a skyline smokin cookie wid yo bitch,
dont be funny round me i dont really fuck wid nun that shit,
gotta keep a clicker on me cuz i like to let it hit,
why u talkin to me actin like u in the fuckin bits,
im jus coolin in a skyline smokin cookie wid yo bitch

clicker w/ glaive n kwuzi

prod & performed by me:p
mixed by me & my brother^_^(@nathan_dagum)

lyrics:

lay
in bed
it's been three
past ten
i've been faking death
when there's no one around

jeez
i've been staring at my phone for
years
i can't man up n face my
fears
i've been holding back half of my tears i'm so lost

okay, i'm fine, girl i'm solid
she say, she like my nail polish
black paint, i dropped out of college searching for the person i wanna be

i feel so stupid for letting go
hindsight i swear that i didn't know
if i could i'd quit the chemicals sooner than you'd evr know

i've been browsing seeing similar faces
looking at past messages to find all the traces
of every little instance where u said that u hate me
i don't blame u i've been missing u lately

broken mistreated
believed all ur reasons
and i've been so beaten
i'm trying again i've been

alexandria's ballad

st jimmy

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