@odece #us #toman

last song of 2021 :) thank u all 4 the support and luv. thank u all 4 a great year of growth and all the new beginnings im a part of. happy new years every1.

lyrics:

(victxrw)

like whts my fucking purpose?
all i ever know is all the pills tht i purchase
i know ur fucking hurting
all i wnna do is try 2 make u feel worth it
i dont wnna make u feel so worthless
and every single time i tell u tht ur perfect,
u dont listen so now ur feelings worsen
i stg im not doing it on purpose

thinking bout the past but i know its not my fault,
cause every single time i try 2 talk u would
walk away n leave me here
my heart enwrapped with layers of fear </3
i didnt know wht i was doing...
all these fucking voices in my head telling me 2 do it

u said tht ur done well i think tht im done too
feel like i gotta run but theres nowhere else 2 run 2
u said tht its over yea ig thats fucking done too
dont wanna stretch it out but remember i still got u...

like whts my fucking purpose?
all i ever know is all the pills tht i purchase
i know ur fucking hurting
all i wnna do is try 2 make u feel worth it
i dont wnna make u feel so worthless
and every single time i tell u tht ur perfect,
u dont listen so now ur feelings worsen
i stg im not doing it on purpose...

purpose (odece)

#HugoBoss

Ft. @vis

Lyrics:
[kurtis]
yeah ive been lookin for someone 
take a flower for the soul ohh

hearts racin i might die
i dont wanna cry lay me down upon the ICE
put a dagger in my eye
told my mom she said im fine
she said itll be a couple months 
until shes not up in my mind

and i tried too hard to get you
dont know what to say
on the struggle everyday
and i tried to hard to dead you
i been feelin all the same
tellin you to go away
just go away

[visions]
just get out my head
stab me in the back when i would rather be dead
got no rules , u got no morals you would go by
i never knew why , im not that other guy
waste away
baby im only human im gonna make make mistakes
i jus wanna go back
with u im entrapped
ima stay back from the negative things and u think its bad
i aint never switching back now
i cant take this feeling , existential healing 
issues in my head keep stacking up they reach the ceiling
i jus let it go by
u say ur always right
and i do it all in my power but i cannot suffice

[kurtis]
i put a flame up to my hand
i keep on pushing all my friends 
fucked up do the same shit everyday
up in my mind that shits a race
i have a smoke and stay awake yeah

i been thinkin bout my life
where am i gonna go? when your not here by my side 
i been losin self control
slowly dyin on my own
took a pill i need to go
run away out from my home
my home

hearts racin i might die
i dont wanna cry lay me down upon the ICE
put a dagger in my eye
told my mom she said im fine
she said itll be a couple months 
until shes not up in my mind

and i tried too hard to get you
dont know what to say
on the struggle everyday
and i tried to hard to dead you
i been feelin all the same
tellin you to go away
just go away

SPOTIFY

ICE ft.visions (methboiswag)

prod by me 

I’ve been in my thoughts (( _ _ ))..zzzZZ
I’ve been burning through some Gs
been off a couple meds
but I cannot fall asleep Σ(-᷅_-᷄๑)
I’ve been downing white wine
I just feel like lil peep
don’t know why I try
I just feel like a creep (Ｔ＿Ｔ)

I just wish I felt okay
I’ve been masking with the drugs
I’ve been missing all these days
I’ll look up at the stars
thinking of my mistakes
I just poured up pimp c ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪
up in my soda today

I dropped a xan in black coffee ٩(^‿^)۶
been going off the deep end
I wish someone could stop me
whispers in my ears
they just talk to me softly
can’t do anything （−＿−；）
there’s some marks on my body

I’ve been falling in this darkness
been off the drugs wish I never started (◞‸◟)
I wish the best for every dearly departed
just lost my soul (･_･;
into land that’s uncharted

I can’t even trust
mixing substances up
all I feel is disgust
break down my bones
you can turn me to dust
coping with all my pain
smoking on angel dust (￣^￣)ゞ

I just wish I felt okay
I’ve been masking with the drugs
I’ve been missing all these days
I’ll look up at the stars
thinking of my mistakes
I just poured up pimp c ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪
up in my soda today

I dropped a xan in black coffee ٩(^‿^)۶
been going off the deep end
I wish someone could stop me
whispers in my ears
they just talk to me softly
can’t do anything （−＿−；）
there’s some marks on my body

stop me (mercyyy)

Why Would I -Lieu (unreleased)( rare)

@lovekeanu

self prod ofc, if you wanna make beats like this then buy the saranghae drumkit!

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lyricsss

keanu:
it gets a lil colder these days
n we losing all the light
ill keep u warm tnt
but it usually doesnt rain here
snowflakes we shld stay clear 
maybe we should stay inside

its uuuuuuu
n you shld know ill be here for you!
n you shld know ill be here for you!

me:
girls hows its been since our last chat?
ye i dont think ive talked 2u since math class
n ye the year's been going so fast!
n u keep growing and changing
girl ur so amazing
ye baby im crazy for you!
for youuuuu
for youuu
for youuuu
im crazy for you!
bb maybe im changin my mind for you

cozyworld

the sample!

here for you! +keanu.

I don't know what else to do with this so imma drop it now for filler lol
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

Digicore kinda sucks now ngl
If part 2 minesweeping

GoingUp +PRXY! & Lumina (kittyflower)

FUNDAMENTALLY, MINECRAFT IS THE GREATEST GAME EVER CREATED, AND NO OTHER GAME CAN REACH ITS CALIBER. WHEN MINECRAFT WAS RELEASED, IT RAISED THE BAR OF THE VIDEO GAME INDUSTRY TO A POINT WHERE NO OTHER GAME COULD PHYSICALLY EVER BE BETTER THAN MINECRAFT, OTHER THAN MINECRAFT ITSELF. MINECRAFT FOREVER IS AND WILL BE THE GREATEST VIDEO GAME OF ALL TIME. YOU CAN DO SHIT WITH BLOCKS. YOU CAN GET DIAMONDS AND ALL THAT SHIT. IF SOMEBODY ASKED ME, “WHY DO YOU LIKE MINECRAFT SO MUCH?”, YOU KNOW WHAT I WOULD TELL THEM? I WOULD TELL THEM MINECRAFT IS MY SOUL, IT IS MY FUEL, IT GIVES ME THE STRENGTH AND ENERGY TO WAKE UP EVERY MORNING AND KEEP GOING. MINECRAFT IS SIMPLY GOD’S GIFT TO THIS WORLD. I’VE HAD ISSUES WITH DEPRESSION FOR YEARS, ALONG WITH ANXIETY, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT HAS KEPT ME GOING? MINECRAFT. BEING ABLE TO SIT DOWN AND HAVE A GOOD OL TIME ON MINECRAFT. IF YOU PLAY MINECRAFT, YOU’RE ALREADY ON A HIGHER LEVEL INTELLECTUALLY THAN THE MAJORITY OF THE POPULATION. THAT’S SIMPLY BECAUSE MINECRAFT MAKES YOU SUPERIOR TO THE REST OF THE HUMAN RACE. IT STIMULATES YOUR BRAIN CELLS THE MORE YOU PLAY, WITH EVERY COBBLESTONE YOU COLLECT, THE MORE POWER YOU RECEIVE. FOR EVERY COOKED STEAK YOU CONSUME AND EVERY DIAMOND SHOVEL YOU BREAK, MORE POWER GOES TO YOU. THE MORE YOU PLAY MINECRAFT, THE MORE OF A SAINT YOU BECOME, UNTIL YOU PLAY ENOUGH MINECRAFT TO REACH ULTIMATE GOD STATUS. MINECRAFT IS THE GREATEST GAME EVER CREATED.

<3 minecraft #ME [homeboyjakob]

I don’t see it clearly 
I don’t think you do 
Babe I want you near me forever is that cool with you 
I just wanna be the one for you I’m not a tool 
But you treat me like one baby, it ain’t cool 
Fuck me, I ended up being the fool 
Above me I see the sky it’s like a pool 
I’ve been stunning all my life that’s all I do 
Smoking grass I got a damn bag in my trues
I got that kush up in my shoe 
Yeah, I count that cash up green and blue 
You say that you be counting cash up is it true?
The way I really got my cash up think it’s voodoo

Howl gang, True moon 
Hold up, Don’t move 
5 guns give it all to you 
Don’t lie, I can see through you 
Like as far as I can see I’m ahead of you 
You took it that far, told me I was better than you 
Wait, told me you were better than me
That’s what I meant 
I can see my breath it’s zero degrees outside right now 
Howl shit we fly right down 
That bitch gon lie right now 
At a time like this like wow 
That bitch can lie right down 
In a grave that’s 6 feet deep 
I can see the blood on the street 
Told that boy gimmie that comma 
Please I ain’t tryna start no drama
Yeah, walk in the place I’m fucked up
Polo tucked dripping like water
Told that boy gimmie that comma 
Please I ain’t tryna start no drama
Yeah, walk in the place I’m fucked up
Polo tucked dripping like water
Yeah to- yeah told that boy gimmie that comma

 I don’t see it clearly 
I don’t think you do 
Babe I want you near me forever is that cool with you 
I just wanna be the one for you I’m not a tool 
But you treat me like one baby, it ain’t cool 
Fuck me, I ended up being the fool 
Above me I see the sky it’s like a pool 
I’ve been stunning all my life that’s all I do 
Smoking grass I got a damn bag in my trues

skypool prod. @za-hn, @1bmud

@sssshawnnnn

uh-oh its a new day yk
im gettin up she slaps me in the face i go
lets go and hit the city ion fight now
come on baby can you fuckin quiet it down

layin on the floor wishin i was dead agian
wish you come back wishin that we could stay friends
reachin out to the cabinet for my medicine
reachin out for my medcine

ima perc demon im going crazy!
why does she wanna have my babies?
said she loved me she just aint my lady
tweakin out fist thru my mercedes

bitch please ion even wanna fuck you
i hate yo manns he look like a cuck a to
get my get back ima bouta boss up
yuhhhh while puffin on that ganja

screamin in my face and ima bouta pass out
tell me all these lies about how u love now
i take this gun and aim it at my eye
its a whole lotta lust like lil skiess

fuckin up my life and im goin down this road
im settin my shit on dnd do not hit my phone
look at the past and i thought u were mine
fuck that bitcch she aint my liffeline

thought shee would be my lifeee time
i dooont ever wanna waste time
fuck me im so bad at good byes..
i hope it works r next life!

hold my haand i used to trust youu
when you leffft i call the plug too
thumbin thru benjimans they stay blue
i cant believe i loved u..</3

BITCHPLZ (MARBLE SODA REMIX)

prod. @ayyitsryo
mixing by @nathan_dagum
cover art by @kayzelledagum

lyrics:

it's so cold
there's no bodies
in my home

and i'm
gone for the weekend
this time it's for good
i won't say i'm sleeping jus like how i would
back then

and i won't beg and let u accept all of my amends

and it wasn't hard to like u
and i didn't wanna fight

like over n over
i lose my composure
it's hard 2 remember
when i'm never sober

beside ur voice
it's a foul choice 2 die

text u again n i get a response that i don't wanna read cuz it's over for me n u

but i'm still running back
jus 2 get attached
to the portrayal in my head

cold out (ryo)

st jimmy