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'Heavenly Creatures' is AQNB’s fourth digital release & first limited edition physical release of new music and visual works compiled and curated by our London, Berlin and Los Angeles-based team.

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'Heavenly Creatures' takes its title from the 1994 dark biographical drama and queer cult classic film of the same name, with a nod to Los Angeles party Heav3n and its championing of a post-PC Music sound—born online and spread across communication networks the world over. Featuring music by young producers from across the internet, the compilation’s heavily-filtered, DIY DAW tracks present an online-but-intimate hyper-emotionality by artists addressing life, love and loneliness from the perspective of a pop-appreciating electronic underground. Together with visual art works that express digital modes of intimacy, it’s a space of vulnerability and introspection built on a melancholic sub-frequency that’s carried forward by the hopeless romantics and baby angels that inhabit it.

Music by:
blackwinterwells
Aj simons & umru
lei
heavn
oakscreen
BLOODZ BOI 血男孩 & bod [包家巷]
8485
kuru
dylann
luvox
reserv

Visual works by:
Adham Faramawy
Carlos Sáez
Maggie Menghan Chen
Tissue Hunter

Cover artwork by:
Alejandra Muñoz

Isaac Treece, mastering

oakscreen, 'hibernate' (2021). Courtesy AQNB, London; Los Angeles.

prod. @1hallow
ft. @chiefjuno

lyrics:
black jeans by the swimming pool
put my hand on ur head now u're crying again
counting time by the decimal
let's leave i don't wanna spend my time in ya

bed
again
i relapse in thought of all my other plans
oh i don't wanna talk until i pop more xans
u stripped it from my hands
i'll leave it where it stands
but i try yes i'm trying again

so i said i'm
feeling alright
i don't wanna start no arguments

so i stay high
fuck up my life
seeing some light thru another lens

she said
i lied
i would never lie j to make things right

she said
i tried
i would only try j to make things

right i'm
covering her eyes with
white lies
lying that i don't have wifi
cannot call her till my life dies
i sign
out of my socials
she say i'm too vocal
i step thru this portal again
i'm alright
laying in

untitled w/ juno (hallow)

tr1s 0n her t0es prod. kudz & doodooloodoo

prod. @ayyitsryo & me

lyrics:

lately i've been feeling extra tired
so why would u

trick me into thinking i'm a liar
so i'll crash my car

lately i've been feeling extra tired
sooo i'm going to bed
i'm running ahead
ignore every call i'm ignoring her text

facetime
i waste time i had i wish i could take it all
back to a month in the past i
wish i could patch up the

bleeding
feelings
pushed to the side i'm causing a fight
with reasons
dealing
w problems that i find way bigger than mine

so i resign
u tear up this letter of mine
j read at a different time
is what i am doing all right or am i in the wrong

i'll make it up all in a song
abusing the pot in the bong
i'm crashing my car w a honk thru ur bedroom

window
i don't want to
let go
even if that

means i cry more
i would die for u

okay
i'm doing fine now
i'm doing better
than i did once before i met u

i'm tired of dealing with problems bigger than mine (ryo + st jimmy)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
stop
(what)
where did we go wrong
like.. it hasn't even been long
i always search for u
but hell, i don't have a clue
i might've made you a song
but
does that even have a cost?
no
well baby it's all that i've got
hoping that we could just stop
listen here u need to know
come closer this is unknown
our love is what i'd die for
i don't bluff so let's explore
(ok)
i love you and no one else
i left u so i'll take the guilt
please don't move and just sit still
please don't go it's me i'll kill

i trusted you, i guess rn ur dead to me
i look at you and every time i grit my teeth
she said we're friends but na ur not friends w me
and i swear u would never get along w me
look
u were the only friend i ever had
but i still have all these cuts along my back
thought i'd never forgive you
never thought you'd be an issue
and i put every bit of my trust in her
now i have a hard time trusting anyone
forget you, i wanna be alone
i hate you, thought you were my bro

spotify

i love you

Prod. @papirex23

Lyrics:
Stuck In This Boys Abyss
I’ll Leave This Town On Any Whim
She Wouldn’t Care If It Was U Or Him
Walk In The Storm W/ My Coldest Fit
Slip Off The Edge For An Eternal Swim
Look At My Eyes Ye It’s Filled W/ Grim
All Of Ur Idols Are Rinsed In Sin
iFeel Like Reiji Lost Innocence 

Every Night I’m Looking Deep Within
I’m Lost In The Waves 
iKnow Inside This Town I’ll Never Win
They Tryna Hold Me Down 
They Blaming Me For Every Little Sin
That Girl Just Like Nagi 
She’s Telling Me It’s Time For Us To Dip
Oooooh

In Lovers Abyss iMight Swim
Feel The pain In My Hymns
Like Reiji I’m Trying 
To Escape My Fake Friends 
All These Niggas Is Lying
Driving Me To My End 
By The River Im Crying
Please Don't Stop Me From Diving

At The End Each Day Im All Alone
My Spirit Core Is Filled With Snow
iHate The Place That They Call Home
At The Garden Of Eden I Wanna Roam

Can My Sorrow Just Up And Go
Watching Memories Shatter On The Floor
Do You Know What Lies At The End Of The Road
Its An Endless Void Right Down That Hole

Stuck In This Boys Abyss
I’ll Leave This Town On Any Whim
She Wouldn’t Care If It Was U Or Him
Walk In The Storm W/ My Coldest Fit
Slip Off The Edge For An Eternal Swim
Look At My Eyes Ye It’s Filled W/ Grim
All Of Ur Idols Are Rinsed In Sin
iFeel Like Reiji Lost Innocence

Boys Abyss (+m1zu333)

heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
a fuckin second with you
without just playin pretend
a fuckin second with you where I’m not stuck in my head

again I fall into this hole
I hate this shit but it’s all that I know

heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
another day with you, I don’t care what it takes
know I would fuck up my life throw it all away

just if I could see you today
I still know it wouldn’t change a thing
while you’re walking all over me
bitch I know you won’t get over me
I been holding on for life
I been holding onto lies
I don’t think I’m gonna make it out this time

cigarettes are cheaper when you’re blacked out drunk
passed out on the floor, in youre bed I’m waking up
like what the fuck?
seems like this happens all the time
but it’s not my fault no it’s not mine
(It’s not mine, swear you did me wrong all the time, no it was never mine, you were never mine)

heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend another second with you

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narcissist (yungspoiler)

i let go of what made me whole
and dug myself a deeper hole
i fucking hate being alone
but it's all i've ever known
there's nobody left to care
so why the fuck am i still scared?
i don't think there's any coming back from this

i can't find any bliss

can't take living in this skin
did my life ever really begin?
sink into my cold sheets
don't wanna wake up this week

i'd ask you to stay
but you're too far away
i don't know if i can take another day
i wanna find a way
to not be so afraid
maybe then i could fix this mess i've made

i'm the worst of lovers
we'll never find each other
i'm a jerk, i'll suffer
and you'll just find another

Bliss

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Lyrics
[Intro]
I’ll tell you once, just walk away
Or I will be will your next mistake 

[Verse 1]
I never tell the truth
I really wonder why 
I wonder why I got you 
Falling for all of my lies

[Verse 2]
If you get to close
I’ll tell you what you’ll find
I’ll introduce ya to the
Demons inside my mind

[Pre-Chorus]
Yeahahahaha
I’m really hard to love
Yeahahahaha
But you ain't giving up
Yeahahahaha
I’m really hard to love
Yeahahahaha
But you don’t give a fuck

[Chorus]
I’ll tell you once, just walk away
Or I will be will your next mistake 
Cuz once you give and then I take
There ain’t no goin’ back
I’ll tell you once, just walk away
Or I will be will your next mistake
I’ll tell you once, just walk away

[Post-Chorus]
Just walk away from me tonight, ayeah

[Verse 3]
When we look at the stars
You say that ours align
If you know everything, then why
Aren’t you reading the signs?

[Verse 3]
If you think we will last
Then you are you fucking blind
When I get bored of ya then I 
Will just leave you behind

[Pre-Chorus]
Yeahahahaha
I’m really hard to love
Yeahahahaha
But you ain't giving up
Yeahahahaha
I’m really hard to love
Yeahahahaha
But you don’t give a fuck

[Chorus]
I’ll tell you once, just walk away
Or I will be will your next mistake 
Cuz once you give and then I take
There ain’t no goin’ back
I’ll tell you once, just walk away
Or I will be will your next mistake
I’ll tell you once, just walk away

[Post-Chorus]
Just walk away from me tonight, ayeah
Just walk away before I bite, yeah

Mistake

part 1 brighteyes

as the cold air breathes through my skin, i look back at you again, your brighteyes they stare at me, but its only a memory, and your smile is a sight for - sore eyes and much more, i guess you're everything, but you're only a memory

and i, would like to suggest, a night
where nothings so stressed, and as you hold my hand, i hold you back as tight as i can, as i can

tell me what you found inside your mind, you can hold me as you cry, you can hold me as you cry, oh you say it is worthless to keep on going on, i think we deserve this, for all that we have done

dont wanna waste your time, dont wanna waste your life, sick of being wishy washy, tell me what you're really wanting, from me, i know that you was here, you tell me im not here, but i was always here, for you...

/////////

part 2 i'll set you free

tell me what you want from me
one day i'll set you free
tell me what you want from me
one day i'll set you free
tell me what you want from me
babe what you want from me
i know, one day i'll set us free

tell me what you want

brighteyes

Freddiemustdie - Cocaine $hawty
Freddiemustdie IG: www.instagram.com/freddiemustdie/
Freddiemustdie Twitter: twitter.com/freddiewilldie

Freddiemustdie - Cocaine $hawty (prod. Wxlfstealth)

Coheed and Cambria - Sentry the Defiant

Coheed and Cambria - The Crowing

The Afterman: Ascension and Descension full album


Coheed and Cambria - The Afterman: Ascension and Descension

prod & performed by me^_^
guitar by @ayyitsryo
mix by me & @nathan_dagum
cover art by @kayzelledagum

lyrics:

autumn
won't u
see me
in my
bed i'm tryna not to fall asleep but i jus watched the sun rise

step thru broken glass shards on the floor
i ignore
every text
on my iphone

and i dip my legs
once again in ur bed
and u say it's alright
but u won't tell ur boyfriend

leave him cuz i'm better than
won't sleep till i'm feeling alright
pop two i need ambien
stay up i be thinking all night

i repeat my thoughts
leak thru tweets and pot
hard 2 take my losses while i sit and rot

autumn (st jimmy + ryo)

coming2terms (delto & ryo)

guitar by @ayyitsryo
mixed by me & @nathan_dagum
prod & performed by me:p

lyrics:

〔verse〕
recommended on twitter y u follow my friend
every step i take u always end up haunting my head
we can't even have a conversation
leaving me to think in bed this contemplation

stupid little small boy won't suffice
he jus busy thinking over suicide
and he's watched the sun rise too many times and it's about that time that he'd end his life

〔hook〕
10 bars in his mouth and muffled words
couldn't stop him from getting worse
he lifts his body right from this curse i wish he didn't make it hurt
it's all okay

〔verse〕
and she kiss me the next day ignore for the season
and we go back 2 texting ignore all the reasons
but it never ends up in my favor
i really only hope that u would see me later

sunlight gray skies touch on my head
i would rather spend all of today in bed
why u keep buzzing my phone
i'm busy falling asleep
pretend that nobody home
i'm crying under the sheets

dw abt me
i promise u i'm cool
i'm busy picking debris
i'm leaving u & school
i live inside my head
ur pants beside my bed
hold this glock to my head i go ahead n pull the trigger

〔hook〕
10 bars in his mouth and muffled words
couldn't stop him from getting worse
he lifts his body right from this curse i wish he didn't make it hurt
it's all okay

muffled words (st jimmy + ryo)

prod. @ayyitsryo
mixing by @nathan_dagum
cover art by @kayzelledagum

lyrics:

it's so cold
there's no bodies
in my home

and i'm
gone for the weekend
this time it's for good
i won't say i'm sleeping jus like how i would
back then

and i won't beg and let u accept all of my amends

and it wasn't hard to like u
and i didn't wanna fight

like over n over
i lose my composure
it's hard 2 remember
when i'm never sober

beside ur voice
it's a foul choice 2 die

text u again n i get a response that i don't wanna read cuz it's over for me n u

but i'm still running back
jus 2 get attached
to the portrayal in my head

cold out (ryo)

boys don't cry

prod & performed by me:)
guitar by @ayyitsryo
mixing by @nathan_dagum
cover art by @heartcurrentt on twitter

lyrics:

i would say i'm sorry
if i knew u'd run right back
left u right at the party
feelings turn from red to black

i tried 2 laugh it off it didn't hurt
i push it all aside until it burst
i'd say i'm fine but blood stains up my shirt
i plead for smth 2 lift my curse

cuz when boys do cry
it fills them up with fire
and when girls just lie
it makes it hard to hide

and now i'm getting attached
nail scratches cover my back
she tell me stop w the cap
not lying

and as a matter of fact
i'm running back to the past
and even if it won't last
i'm not crying

tears dripping down his face
struggling to find the proper words to say
tears filled with love and hate
hollow words and empty verbs fill up his day

know that
i can
jus leave
right now
but we
both know
that i won't

u make
me cry
i'm fine
for now
i jumble
words
i don't know

when boys cry

when boys cry (st jimmy + ryo)

7-string Soloway -> Axe FX II (Brit Super + OH V32 / stock G12M25)

Welcome Home (Coheed and Cambria cover)

https://soundcloud.com/suckerpunnk
https://soundcloud.com/rosesleeves