hopefully i can use this on stream

She don’t want me anymore

ouch >.<

Compliance

poggers

（´-`）.｡oO

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'Heavenly Creatures' is AQNB’s fourth digital release & first limited edition physical release of new music and visual works compiled and curated by our London, Berlin and Los Angeles-based team.

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'Heavenly Creatures' takes its title from the 1994 dark biographical drama and queer cult classic film of the same name, with a nod to Los Angeles party Heav3n and its championing of a post-PC Music sound—born online and spread across communication networks the world over. Featuring music by young producers from across the internet, the compilation’s heavily-filtered, DIY DAW tracks present an online-but-intimate hyper-emotionality by artists addressing life, love and loneliness from the perspective of a pop-appreciating electronic underground. Together with visual art works that express digital modes of intimacy, it’s a space of vulnerability and introspection built on a melancholic sub-frequency that’s carried forward by the hopeless romantics and baby angels that inhabit it.

Music by:
blackwinterwells
Aj simons & umru
lei
heavn
oakscreen
BLOODZ BOI 血男孩 & bod [包家巷]
8485
kuru
dylann
luvox
reserv

Visual works by:
Adham Faramawy
Carlos Sáez
Maggie Menghan Chen
Tissue Hunter

Cover artwork by:
Alejandra Muñoz

Isaac Treece, mastering

oakscreen, 'hibernate' (2021). Courtesy AQNB, London; Los Angeles.

prod. @1hallow
ft. @chiefjuno

lyrics:
black jeans by the swimming pool
put my hand on ur head now u're crying again
counting time by the decimal
let's leave i don't wanna spend my time in ya

bed
again
i relapse in thought of all my other plans
oh i don't wanna talk until i pop more xans
u stripped it from my hands
i'll leave it where it stands
but i try yes i'm trying again

so i said i'm
feeling alright
i don't wanna start no arguments

so i stay high
fuck up my life
seeing some light thru another lens

she said
i lied
i would never lie j to make things right

she said
i tried
i would only try j to make things

right i'm
covering her eyes with
white lies
lying that i don't have wifi
cannot call her till my life dies
i sign
out of my socials
she say i'm too vocal
i step thru this portal again
i'm alright
laying in

untitled w/ juno (hallow)

tr1s 0n her t0es prod. kudz & doodooloodoo

prod. @ayyitsryo & me

lyrics:

lately i've been feeling extra tired
so why would u

trick me into thinking i'm a liar
so i'll crash my car

lately i've been feeling extra tired
sooo i'm going to bed
i'm running ahead
ignore every call i'm ignoring her text

facetime
i waste time i had i wish i could take it all
back to a month in the past i
wish i could patch up the

bleeding
feelings
pushed to the side i'm causing a fight
with reasons
dealing
w problems that i find way bigger than mine

so i resign
u tear up this letter of mine
j read at a different time
is what i am doing all right or am i in the wrong

i'll make it up all in a song
abusing the pot in the bong
i'm crashing my car w a honk thru ur bedroom

window
i don't want to
let go
even if that

means i cry more
i would die for u

okay
i'm doing fine now
i'm doing better
than i did once before i met u

i'm tired of dealing with problems bigger than mine (ryo + st jimmy)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
stop
(what)
where did we go wrong
like.. it hasn't even been long
i always search for u
but hell, i don't have a clue
i might've made you a song
but
does that even have a cost?
no
well baby it's all that i've got
hoping that we could just stop
listen here u need to know
come closer this is unknown
our love is what i'd die for
i don't bluff so let's explore
(ok)
i love you and no one else
i left u so i'll take the guilt
please don't move and just sit still
please don't go it's me i'll kill

i trusted you, i guess rn ur dead to me
i look at you and every time i grit my teeth
she said we're friends but na ur not friends w me
and i swear u would never get along w me
look
u were the only friend i ever had
but i still have all these cuts along my back
thought i'd never forgive you
never thought you'd be an issue
and i put every bit of my trust in her
now i have a hard time trusting anyone
forget you, i wanna be alone
i hate you, thought you were my bro

spotify

i love you

Prod. @papirex23

Lyrics:
Stuck In This Boys Abyss
I’ll Leave This Town On Any Whim
She Wouldn’t Care If It Was U Or Him
Walk In The Storm W/ My Coldest Fit
Slip Off The Edge For An Eternal Swim
Look At My Eyes Ye It’s Filled W/ Grim
All Of Ur Idols Are Rinsed In Sin
iFeel Like Reiji Lost Innocence 

Every Night I’m Looking Deep Within
I’m Lost In The Waves 
iKnow Inside This Town I’ll Never Win
They Tryna Hold Me Down 
They Blaming Me For Every Little Sin
That Girl Just Like Nagi 
She’s Telling Me It’s Time For Us To Dip
Oooooh

In Lovers Abyss iMight Swim
Feel The pain In My Hymns
Like Reiji I’m Trying 
To Escape My Fake Friends 
All These Niggas Is Lying
Driving Me To My End 
By The River Im Crying
Please Don't Stop Me From Diving

At The End Each Day Im All Alone
My Spirit Core Is Filled With Snow
iHate The Place That They Call Home
At The Garden Of Eden I Wanna Roam

Can My Sorrow Just Up And Go
Watching Memories Shatter On The Floor
Do You Know What Lies At The End Of The Road
Its An Endless Void Right Down That Hole

Stuck In This Boys Abyss
I’ll Leave This Town On Any Whim
She Wouldn’t Care If It Was U Or Him
Walk In The Storm W/ My Coldest Fit
Slip Off The Edge For An Eternal Swim
Look At My Eyes Ye It’s Filled W/ Grim
All Of Ur Idols Are Rinsed In Sin
iFeel Like Reiji Lost Innocence

Boys Abyss (+m1zu333)

i really do miss you

lyrics:

you think you know me.... graveeeeem1nd

you know i miss you know you're gone gone gone :( </3
promise that i can be the one one one

i just wanna run it back ->
i wish we could run it back -> ->
all your girl friends said they hate me but i promise i aint bad
girl you know i keep them racks
give you anything i have
if i don't you gotta ask
either way i got ur back :)
either way i got ur back
either way i got ur back
either way i got ur  (fuck) ..... </3

i hope that you know that i still care when i say i don't
reminisce about the times we had when i'm all alone
you told me to stay with you
now you wanna let me go????
i'm so fucking broken but i cannot ever let it show

*interlude*

are things really better this way?
if i could i'd change my ways
this stupid game that we call fate
is the reason that i know your name

(emotionals)
i got to say something real quick
you got me feelin some way
cant change it
things we did
i cant fix
stupid shit
just wait for a minute
i can be what u need me to be :(
tell u that ill never leave
tell u that u are to blame
in this stupid game that we call fate
in this game that we call fate
let me take u on a date
let me feel your heartbeat close to mine
just tonight...

*outro*
i just wanna run it back ->
i wish we could run it back -> ->KAI
all your girl friends said they hate me but i promise i aint bad (gravee)
girl you know i keep them racks
give you anything i have
if i don't you gotta ask
either way i got ur back.

kai, kai is my favorite :D
graveeeeeee

Spotify

miss_u ft. emotionals (prod. hadif10k)

[prod : me]
[mastered by : @threedimensionsapart]

[text]
feelings crawl, thru my skin
and there's blood all on my fist
i feel so alone i really hate it
and i just wake up feeling sick
i cant change the way i feel
i can't feel i cant feel no
it doesn't matter anyway
i cant see my face
and i cant do this by myself
yea im too scared, and know u wont help
and i hadda get up cause it hurt when i fell

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

i woke up on the ground
i sit up, stand up, brush myself off then i look around
it's the simplicity of nature i recently found
the beauty dancing in the leaves i forget to breath out
inhale the air into ur chest and then let out a sound
it doesn't matter if it's quiet or it's really loud
just gotta know that ur living
take a second and feel it
[e]motional healing
my heart is still bleeding, ugh
and i still face it
i wake up everyday i hate it
i cant think at all, i feel brainless
im new to bleeding but it's painless
dont remember what i look like, i must be faceless
dont know who i am, i feel nameless
i found my love, i found my oasis
ugh damn ah
i feel amazing

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love
i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

and ive been stuck in my ways
i cant get up i hope the feeling randomly goes away
and it replays in my brain every time that i think of u
idk what say
and im sorry for everything ive done
i feel so useless, feel so dumb
and i dont know u anymore
at least not well
and idc u can go to hell

and idc u can leave me now
they dont wanna see me win they wanna keep me down
i swear that no one can stop me they better keep me out
cause when im in im finna go
i keep on dropping bangers like damn, im dropping gold
it's [@co-opp] wit no opps so ima keep on upping polls
and we gon be good i put that on my soul
oh

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oasis

♥ https://soundcloud.com/jamieirl
♥ https://soundcloud.com/thetmns
♥ https://soundcloud.com/honeyoppai

original artwork by oomr005﻿ https://www.zerochan.net/1510433

lyrics:

[Jamie Paige]
Boy you’re perfect, I see it in your eyes
You wanna have this, don’t you realize
Infatuated, with a little taste
Boy you’re perfect
(Don't think you can escape)

I wanna see it, wanna feel your love
I wanna touch it, I’ll never have enough
Boy I love you, you’re my little steal
Boy you’re perfect
(And I'll kill those other girls you seem to love)

I want your everything
Every single part of you
(If you think you can fuck with me)
(You’re going to lose)
I want to taste your love
Anything you want to do
(And I’ll kill you if you try to run)
(You’re mine and mine alone)

[Shiki]
Girl taste my love every single last drop,
Won't be satisfied baby till you begging me to stop

Oops there he go it's that boi again,
I mean that cocky mutherfucker all he do is win
I mean that ecchi sister lover, kami sama under cover
Fuck around and break that rubber don't speak of it like Another

Oh my god that's too mean
These kouhais on that lean 
They say when they hear my voice it's like promethazine 
They fiend when I make em moist drippin through they jeans
So I slurp em up and don't stop until they clean

Shawty gettin rough 
She cut me don't give a fuck
Shades of Yuno Gasai she drug then tie me up
Good thing I'm a savage so senpai always manage
Flip up the script leave her pinned down to the matress

Ecchi till I die these imoutos call me senpai
Girl I'm yandere suck your blood till it runs dry
Staring at those legs get entranced by those thigh highs
Been hypnotized so enthralled your moe eyes

Oh my it's the king of ecchi fangirls worldwide sayin my voice is sexy
I don't care what you say
I know one things true, they don't love you like I do

[Jamie Paige]
They don’t love you like I do
They don’t love you like I do (x8)

I want your everything
Every single part of you
(If you think you can fuck with me)
(You’re going to lose)
I want to taste your love
Anything you want to do
(And I’ll kill you if you try to run)
(You’re mine and mine alone)
(x2)

I want your everything
Every single part of you

Free Download

Love Taste (w/ Jamie Paige & Shiki)

Freddiemustdie - Cocaine $hawty
Freddiemustdie IG: www.instagram.com/freddiemustdie/
Freddiemustdie Twitter: twitter.com/freddiewilldie

Freddiemustdie - Cocaine $hawty (prod. Wxlfstealth)

INSOMNIA [demo]

lyrics:

the tugs and pulls
it's getting dull
all these cyclical arguments

swimming pools
and getting drunk
your friends are watching from distance

i've been killing time without you sick of watching my tv
molly bumps and xanny lines i'm sick of staring at my ceiling

i don't think that i could let it go
not again
i count to ten
and you're gone again

i don't wanna be another story
i just wanna stay another night
hoping that this song is not too corny
cuz u know it's true i'm not alright

i'm not alright
every day i'm stuck inside
i won't admit that u were right
but u were right
u were right

tugs & pulls:/ (prod. rinne)

@nathan_dagum
@ih8noah

da ppl featuring on this v talented:)

last summer<33 ft. NATE! & ih8noah (prod. rinne)

#ss03 @1glaive 
[Hook]
Talk, talk, talk your shit
We get violent
And, like I'm not one for talking
I prefer to move silent
Got your pussy ass scared, your accounts on private
I said ha-ha-ha-ha-ha bro, I'm dying
Told her that I love her
Wait, fuck I'm lying
Every move I make
Is perfect timing
Mama always said "Don't run from sirens"
We could pop off
Red dot on your iris
We could pop off
Red dot on your eyelid
And we just play for keeps
Make your homie see violet
And you know that you fucked when I pull up smiling
Slowsilver03, I'm with the boys, we sliding

[Verse]
Yeah, I got a Glock
And its silenced, suppressed
Yeah, you got a bitch
But she's dying depressed
And, like all your songs suck
But you're trying your best
Got a red laser attached, it's aimed at your head
Fuck with this bullshit
I'm moving cautious
I've always been
Loud, annoying, obnoxious
I love to argue, does that mean I'm toxic?
All of your music is shit, why you talk it?
Slowsilver03, we step in, we poppin'
I know you mad cause your music is flopping, its mad annoying
'Cause I'm not one for crossing
Wait, wait, wait
I might have to pop him

[Hook]
Talk, talk, talk your shit
We get violent
And, like I'm not one for talking
I prefer to move silent
Got your pussy ass scared, your accounts on private
I said ha-ha-ha-ha-ha bro, I'm dying
Told her that I love her
Wait, fuck I'm lying
Every move I make
Is perfect timing
Mama always said "Don't run from sirens"
We could pop off
Red dot on your iris
We could pop off
Red dot on your eyelid
And we just play for keeps
Make your homie see violet
And you know that you fucked when I pull up smiling
Slowsilver03, I'm with the boys, we sliding

Singles

glaive - borzoi (p. sscars + pitfall)

yungster jack x David Shawty - battlebus (prod. dylan brady)

@ reserrvv

sensation
on my finger tips
it reminds me i’m in love with this
in love with this
passive and plastic i can’t resist

resist
the temptations
that you present
all of my diary entries pertain to how you exist
watch you repulse when i try and kiss

the sparrow calls in the wind
but i don’t even know where to begin
the story is ever changing
to my every little whim

it surrounds me
you let me know i’m disposable
reach out toward me
both of ur eyes leave my body froze

Passive and Plastic

prod by @heartdept
notes:// (つ´∀｀)つ
hi
trying rlly hard to get healthier !!
spending more time with my irls n shi
thank u all for the support :3 <3

sticks (p. heartdept)

production by @odece & @10kreditkarten
art by @a_kumodgirl on twitter

toxic [p. odece & 10kreditkarten]

prod lei
my insta: www.instagram.com/hello.lei/?hl=en

i can talk about my problems that i know ill never fix
theres this girl with nice brown eyes i think i just fell in love wit
shes looking for someone whos not her ex but whos basically him
theres a hole up in my heart, think its addiction
yeah its hard for me to fall in love, if there is love at all
and i keep screaming out but no one ever hears me thru these walls
and i tried, im trying to love but i dont wanna fall
if i put my problems under me i would be 8ft tall

hope im better now
i hope that ur happy now
trying to make it out
feel like im lost and found
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
its not my fault anymore
i promise i promise
heart on the floor
i dont wanna talk if im honest
darkness surrounds me
i cant feel if i dont bleed
i cant fear if i dont see
what scares me

what scares me
what scares me
what scares me
is losing you
is losing her
i wanna die oh im way to hurt
its getting worst getting worst
i feel like im against the world
blood all on my shirt
i want u to be my girl
whatever 

hope im better now
i hope that ur happy now
trying to make it out
feel like im lost and found
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
its not my fault anymore
i promise i promise
heart on the floor
i dont wanna talk if im honest
darkness surrounds me
i cant feel if i dont bleed
i cant fear if i dont see
what scares me

i can talk about my problems that i know ill never fix
theres this girl with nice brown eyes i think i just fell in love wit
shes looking for someone whos not her ex but whos basically him
theres a hole up in my heart, think its addiction

problems

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bW4qunWtEiQ&feature=youtu.be 
  (Visualizer)
https://www.instagram.com/heavnlyheavn/
https://twitter.com/haloboyyy


the pills the drugs 
the sex the drinks
the talks you really made me think
the choice we had to make a scene
you want it good come dance with me uh-uuhh

take me back i know that you wont
i take back everything i wrote
i know i really do enough
you really really make it tough
you said that you would be ok
you said that it would be great 
so great 
i know that everything will always go my way

ooh ooh uh uh uh
ooh ooh uh uh uh
ooh ooh uh uh uh
ooh ooh uh uh uh

im bored stop talking to me 
your words arent magical 
you wanna blame it on me 
you think that its my fault

take me back i know that you wont
i take back everything i wrote
i know i really do enough
you really really make it tough
you said that you would be ok
you said that it would be great 
so great 
i know that everything will always go my way

Dying by summer

the blame

Stream

blame (kurtains)

instagram

u could never

shout-out @sanriorose ily

production: glasear @glasear & skress @skress
mixing & mastering: me & heavn @heavenindaclouds

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:

[hook]
i feel you creepin on me
haunting, while i sleep at night
crawling around my head like spiders
waiting just to bite
yeah like a stalker, you be seekin me at every sight
yeah you know
you’re on my mind like all the time

[verse]
i feel the tension in the air
the cigarette smoke
idc
as long as i’m close to you
you’ll always leave me in awe

ik that baby that we
always seem to disagree
but i promise you
we can start anew

the chills you give me
run down my spine
it always keeps me up at night
please stay with me tonight
i’ll make it worth your time

[hook]

[verse: d0llywood1]
ur on my mind like all the time
what was urs was also mine
and u kno im always right
its not fair to pick that fight
and u kno i see thru it
beat u to it
now ur gone
take my soul i dont need it
and ur creeping
caught it all

ill make it worth ur time
ill make it worth ur time
ill make it worth ur time
ill make it worth ur time

[hook]

stream <3

all the time w/ d0llywood1 (glasear + skress)

guitar by @ayyitsryo
mixed by me & @nathan_dagum
cover art by @kayzelledagum

lyrics:

oh fuck that
i don't wanna talk about a rough patch
and if u don't even wanna give a hug back
then i'm leaving ur bed i'm not returning my head until u tell me what went wrong

grip that
wesson
is it a sight to see
learned my
lesson
my mind is fighting me

step back
listen
die w the centipedes
burn my
tendons
questioning why does she

cry
and i won't hold back
cuz what we have won't last
i can't let go of past
mistakes i
erase lies

so fuck that
idgaf abt a rough patch
u won't even bother j to look back
kiss me on the cheek and give a hug back
miss that

facetime
honestly it feels like u j waste time
every time we talk u make me hate life
every time we don't it makes me hate mine

base my
heart
around every tiny part
i witnessed things when it got too hard
i'm getting calls while i'm in my car
u pierced right thru me with words like darts

ain't nothing wrong w my head
i'm stepping outta ur bed
i'm always thinking bout how this went wrong
pistol packin by the side of my desk
i fill my brain with this lead
so i distract myself and write this song

rough patch (st jimmy + ryo)

https://soundcloud.com/suckerpunnk
https://soundcloud.com/rosesleeves