Wasnt me// Valencia 2/3

Lauryn hill

ITS MY 30BDAY JUST WANTED TO UPLOAD MY FAV TRACK OF THE ALBUM , 
JUST LOST MY GRAND PA 2 WEEKS AGO AND MTY DAD DIED 4 DAYS AGO, I MISS HIS FUNERAL CAUSE IM STUCK IN THE USA , LIFE B LIFIN , VAMP B VAMPIN

ETERNAL VAMP LIFE (30 VAMP BDAY TRACK) VVSZN

begone
prod. me

lyrics:
killed the old me, he ain’t coming back
i'm an addict when comes to this pen
i'm never becoming who I once was again
leave him to bleed out in the open sea
my mind is my own enemy and I hate it
I don't want anyone to see me like this
all of these toxic thoughts make me sick
devils scheming in my head to take me down, you can't tame me
leaving you hung by ya chain
you ain't gonna leave a stain in my life
i'm glad someone finally heard my cries
I finally learnt that hatred will never win
the beginning of the new me is gonna be quite a ride
every stupid act came back to bite back, honestly deserved
i'm finally free from this curse, finally knowing what i'm worth
when I die ima back to this earth even better and i'll never forget her
you're the reason my soul has been healed
I won't ever let my faith fade away
the new me is here to stay
these emotions heavy but I won’t let em kill me
I don't need saving, I just need to believe in myself
that's the only way I can fix the pain that I dealt
as I said, stressing myself out too damn often
that's my problem and i'm finally admitting it
quitting my old way of thinking
my mind ain't gonna cause another teen casualty

the old me is dead (repeat)

toxic thoughts // the new me

loneliness messes with my head in quiet ways.
it makes me second guess every little fucking thing.
ill scream my lungs out, i promise no one will hear my pain.
i swear the silence has teeth; constantly gnawing my brain.

i carry weight in my chest that no one else can see.
been fighting battles in silence, and now i barely can breathe.

and no, the mirror don’t lie but it don’t tell the truth.
it shows a shell of a kid i haven't seen since my youth.

i pray to feel something real, even if it burns.
been on my own for too long, but glad for lessons i've learned.


death waits with cold hands, and it shudders your breath. 
i felt its touch at 15 n it left me a mess.
i was a kid wit no goals, only thoughts in my head.
my pain was never ending, 
only constant wishes for death. 
constant wishes for death.

重んずる, HONOUR

Screamo type shit 

Hook
Bitch sit down aye
Bitch shut up aye
Leave your head stumped on the carpet x4

Verse 
Sit Down, got the guns up
Got a 30 clip, left your thumb up
Bitch talking, leave him dead walking
Got the feds watching, with a fucking glock
Hit a lick get to run it up
Got a dirty face no makeup 
Fuck your hoe, and her pussy soaking
Fuck her once then take off
Yeah we take off like planes
You can never cross my lane
Got this mf clip
If you  talk about my name
We popping  pussy like brains
If you steady talking get stained 
Boy you better run off
Or we might snatch your chain
Needa learn your lesson boy you can’t test me
Got a couplse missiles, ready to get set free
All the fake they dressed in all behind a message
Boy stop the faking hold this smith and Wesson

Hook
Bitch sit down aye
Bitch shut up aye
Leave your head stumped on the carpet x4

Verse
sit yo ass down and stfu
putting you down wit this buck
quit barkin like a fuckin mutt
i’ve had enough of yo shit
i’m showing my prominence
fuckin wit me, i’m sockin ya
I don’t care about the dollas or da drama
you gon submit to me, I ain’t gonna share any of the cheese
got ya bitch on her knees begging for my seed
keepin you at hostage, gettin yo whole fuckin block hit
call me scythe how i’ll roll yo pack
you know that shit is dank
try to shoot yo shot but shit is blank
leave you out in the woods, anonymous in that blacked out hood
I don’t care about yo life, you should take it like yo name was budd
pull up do the swerve, I know I hit a nerve with dis track
I will never lack when it comes to this game
leavin you to bleed out in the rain like it’s lain
bitch i’m going psycho, might get to piping yo hoe, then I go fuckin ghost
it’s over for you, fuck all yo rules, i’m a fuckin ghoul, out for you goons, all y’all gonna eat my boot, then I bool
don’t test my patience
leavin you hung like i’m a racist
you’ll never get any placements
embrace the fact that this will be yo fate

Hook
Bitch sit down aye
Bitch shut up aye
Leave your head stumped on the carpet x4

ONATHEM [SNIPPET] (prod. DJ YUNG VAMP)

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