@violetxx9

where would i be?
if i never met you
my plate aint clean
ay fuck around we're past due
do u wanna bleed?
cause we're not gonna split boo
go ahead and drop yourself off
still waiting on your call
damn..
girl your so wrong
left me on the corner
dying out for the coroner
girl tell me how we feel today
do we feel okay?
dont reciprocate
cant really say the same

cant really say the same
cant really say the same
cant really say the same

i got nail polish
smearing on my face
see my teeth bae ?
admiration trace
heart pounding..
through my chest
why are you running ?
like the rest..

where would i be?
if i never met you
my plate aint clean
ay fuck around we're past due
do u wanna bleed?
cause we're not gonna split boo
go ahead and drop yourself off
still waiting on your call
damn..
girl your so wrong
left me on the corner
dying out for the coroner
girl tell me how we feel today
do we feel okay?
dont reciprocate
cant really say the same

cant really say the same..

aphonecallaway (violet)

produced by @pyu
backing vocals by @alyorra

i told her to find me
yk where im at
aint no reason u could like me
how could u tell me that
baby please dont try to fight me
no i cant deal w that
yea i told u where im @
i told u where

trust me
like bby do u trust me
yea that shit can get so ugly
dont get mad over nothing
baby i told u where

plenty times i wondered
how i was stayin with u through the summer
its crazy how u can hate a lover
yea u turn me into smth i dont wanna be
thanks for the memories
tell me things i dont gotta know
gotta be kidding me
i dont think that i could let ya go
theres smth wrong w me
am i incapable of love
tell me did i scare u off?

i told her to find me
yk where im at
aint no reason u could like me
how could u tell me that
baby please dont try to fight me
no i cant deal w that
yea i told u where im @
i told u where

trust me
like bby do u trust me
yea that shit can get so ugly
dont get mad over nothing
baby i told u where

do u trust me? Prod @metapyu

hold my hand 
counting hella bands 
got on marni when i land 
can i see u now while i can 
can u hold me down no you cant
 downtown walking around booted with my friends
dont know how to live
u booted off percs thats fentanyl 
evertime yall talk i cant hear yall 
fuck what he gon do im gon stand tall
i would call your phone 
if i had one call

when i land (dimpleb)

produced by @pyu @otaku_u
featuring @hollons

(jinn)
with my fangs in yr neck
i feel yr heart in ur chest
i kno that im not the best for ya
cuz even with time
give it rest
dont change my mind
girl whats next?
i wanna find
u got it
kno im solid
so many times
that im still calling

even when i feel the lowest
my heart in yours hands, you hold it
i cant start again, im hopeless
hold me tight when im feeling broken

give it rest
dont change my mind
girl whats next?
i wanna find
u got it
kno im solid
so many times
that im still calling

(hollons)
and i still cry, girl you’ve been on my mind
i could never forget, how you had me misled
and when i told you my thoughts all you said is i’m stuck in my head
and now it’s alright
feels like i’m buried in the snow, i remember cold nights
looked you in your cold eyes
ouuu i wish you never left my side, my side
it’s out of spite, all you did to me
it wasn’t right
i know i failed to see through all your lies
it was just fantasies up in my mind
was our love ever real? please tell me how you feel
can’t even look my way like “baby what’s the deal?”
you don’t have to talk, your face is telling
how long we doing this for? it’s never ending

whats next? + hollons Prod @otaku_u @metapyu

https://soundcloud.com/slidetomycrib
https://soundcloud.com/friendly

searchingforsolace (friendly)

chuck and blair
produced by @leoewski, @user-kisuisdivine, @pastelhendrix

lyrics:
my bloody face sitting on the pavement
you ever had a thought but didn't say it?
i still feel the same, i'm never changing
oh yeah you got a game? i wanna play it

i'm sorry but it's business yeah i had to
why the fuck are you so hard to talk to?
i feel like i'm the only one who gets you
and you're the only one who understands me

you looked way too good, i gave in
(i can't believe i caved in)
can't believe these words i'm saying
(i can't believe i stayed patient)

everybody talks, so what you gotta say?
if it isn't nice, then you can go away
when i'm around you, feel like a throwaway
i was out there, eating cranbulay
i was getting fly, being myself
you didn't like that
you threw me on the shelf

you threw away the trash
like everybody else
like everyone you tried to date
but you never fell
you never fell in love
you never had the chance
well here's your chance right now
do you wanna dance?

i could hold your hand 
till' the morning ends
you could be my girlfriend
i could be your boyfriend
i'ma scoot by you inch by inch
it'll all be true wish by wish

my bloody face sitting on the pavement
you ever had a thought but didn't say it?
i still feel the same, i'm never changing
oh yeah you got a game? i wanna play it

i'm sorry but it's business yeah i had to
why the fuck are you so hard to talk to?
i feel like i'm the only one who gets you
and you're the only one who understands me

pavement prod. leoewski, k!su, pastel

i can barely fit ur standards now
but i obeyed u like a dog when u needed it back then
and whats the point of lyin now
when u expect me to know all of the answers again
and everyday it gets harder to believe
that theirs somethin out there helpin me
or that theirs someone out there answering my prayers when im cold and when im scared or when i am in need
and to be honest i dont know you like i did
you became vague with me
have to beg you for the answers or you get upset just like a child at its mothers feet
and honestly it troubles me
you treat me like a doll a new discovery
feel like im underwater like a submarine
i cant breathe it gets hard to speak i keep stuttering
but sometimes i feel like i deserve all of this punishing
im not perfect myself
all of my mistakes just sit up on my shelf
all my promises just become mistells
and i save these drugs for myself when u tell me that u need somebody else

medication ft kuru (meta)

we'll bring it back to my mistakes
i wrote so many letters that my wrist aches
u do this to me on purpose like "how does it taste"?
u were cruel on my best and my worst days
feel like lashin out i dont wanna behave
plz dont tell me to behave
wonder what she says about me as of recent
just write me back plz on the weekend
my worst fear
to be forgotten
like a promise
i just hope that you're still here
when im off of all these emotions
but i cant control what i feel and u know this 
about me
you know everything
all my secrets
every pastense
all my demons
all the traffic
all the bad sins
all the bad shit

so back to my mistakes
finally wrote me back again
but it wasn't what i wanted to hear
what i wanted to hear
let me be clear
i dont want this back i dont want it
already owned up to my mistakes if im bein honest
+ i have way to much on my plate im being cautious 

its time to move on honestly 
fuck all of the closure we made enemies 
honesty was not your biggest policy 
thats not a problem with u but its a problem with me

problems prod meta

@xankoma @septembah @prodhennesyyy
lookin at the sky
girl I wonder if you see it too
stuck inside my mind
would you come by fix the issue
call u on the tel
drank too much cuz i been missing you
would u say it too

if I got you by my side
dont need to pop a pill
just to get high
id rather feel your heart beating to mine
woah
wish our love could last
fuck what's in the past
dont need nothing else
i kno im a mess
jus say less, just say less
i was in the trap
had to sell that grass
too much motion when I ride
she my main she not my side
i made mistakes yea I wont lie
i got nothing left 2 hide
girl I gave u all my time
would u come back to my side

lookin at the sky
girl I wonder if you see it too
stuck inside my mind
would you come by fix the issue
call u on the tel
drank too much cuz i been missing you
would u say it too
if i got u by my side
dont need to pop a pill just to get high
id rather feel ur heartbeat onto mine

gaspack on me yk i be smoking on exotic
blow away the smoke i had to let it go
got ur pics on my phone guess i might just throw it all
got my eyes on the sky but my minds in the gutter
had to face it sober
nah i cant take it longer
lost in fantasy
where we used to meet
holding onto threads
on what we used to be

do u trust me? Prod @metapyu

jinn‎