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Nullmatrix

Strawberry Hospital - Impuremelody

music video: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vCMFsH_yXVE

can you see my heart?
i can see you in the dark
close your eyes & fall apart
you know i love you from the heart
can you see my heart?
i can see you in the dark

can you be my witness?
for my parts without forgiveness
my hair sticking to your lips
every time that we kiss～★
x2

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Repeat the Cycle

This is a composition I kind of lost myself in. Not too sure how to describe it but Soundcloud's suggested tags were electronic, contemporary classical, orchestral and ambient...which seems about right. The inspiration, as well as the title, comes from a poem by Rainer Maria Rilke titled "You Said Live".

Fractured Rings

The album: Mystical Cities
Step into the labyrinth of vanished worlds, where forgotten cities whisper in the dark. Beyond maps, beyond memory, they wait in shadows of the ancients...

Release date: 01-08-2025 on Legacy of Thought label:

The tracks:

01 Ambient Indigo - Lyonesse
02 Time Away - El Dorado
03 Aestheia - Ys
04 snurretop - Zerzura
05 Andawan - Rhapta
06 Colin Stevens - Camelot
07 Der Bischof - Kitezh
08 Tuuligan - Paititi
09 Hellweed - Shambhala
10 Sonic Bodhi - Thule
11 Progeny-1 - Agartha
12 Cosmic Cadence - Astradorei
13 Wane of Summer - Atlantis
14 Promethex - Hyperborea
15 Helsinki Project - Ophir

Shambhala

This album is a dive into the darkest, most hidden places within me.

With Depths Reimagined: Beneath the Static, I returned to the songs that shaped me — peeled back their layers like the ocean strips away the shore, exposing raw, unseen depths. Some tracks have lived in the shadows of my past for years; others have just surfaced. All of them are fragments of who I was and who I’ve become.

Midnight Skies was the very first song I ever created — a fragile spark lost beneath the waves of time. . It’s raw. It’s vulnerable.

Each track is a current pulling you deeper

Only Gain is about rising from the wreckage — reclaiming strength and knowing who you really are beneath it all.

Ride On reminds you that, at your core, you walk the hardest paths alone — no matter who’s beside you on the surface.

Grains of Sand counts every lie that slips like grains beneath the tide — endless, cutting, impossible to grasp.

Erase Me is a silent plea to be released — to be forgotten, as if I never existed at all.

Mondays is a melancholy reflection, like drifting through the quiet waves of a fragile past, where time felt infinite and brittle.

This isn’t just cinematic Drum and Bass.

It’s a journey into the depths — through pain, through memory, through the static that tries to drown us.

It’s my darkness laid bare.

I hope you feel the weight and the currents pulling you in. ♥

MONDAYS [REDUX]

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